Same 'ere. It's just so Shining Armour-esque that evokes the cuteness of it all.

Hey man, sorry for late reply. Since we last spoke, I celebrated my birthday last week but the problem was that I had a bloody bad flu (the type where I felt queezy) and the barbers gave me such a shit haircut! The girl I liked came to my birthday nightout and because of my bad haircut, I didn't feel confident nor feel physically 100%, even when she was quite flirty towards me. Other than that, it was still a good laugh. Well now this week, I've got two job interviews lined up for me so I'm really hoping that I'll get something out of it.

How have you been yourself?

Oh man, that sucks. That's why I never go to the barber shop when I gotta go somewhere where my look matters. But if you had a good time, that's what matters. On the other hand, the flu was bad luck. But hey, if the girl you liked was flirty to you, you can try it another time! And good luck with your job interviews.

I've been meh. Last week, I realized I'm too dumb and too low of moral to keep trying my career and I quited. I couldn't stand it anymore. I can't keep studying a career I dislike and I'm bad at when my personal life is also messed up. I talked to my parents of that and although they didn't look happy, they said that it's better to quit now if I really can't do it and looking for something I can do. My mother is a therapist (on the line of acupuncture things but not exactly) and she told me if I could study for that, she'd give me a job. Besides, I'm also thinking of studying the history grade. It's the only thing I can say I'm actually good at and I like.

Dayymmnnnn I'm well surprised that you've quit your course. How many years did you have left at least? Don't worry, some of the smartest people I've known had suddenly dropped out of my physics course just after their second year and it was for those exact reasons, not enjoying it or them feeling that it's not something that they wanna go into. There's no point studying something that you don't enjoy. My sister went to Oxford, she did studied physics but after that one year, she just dropped out because she was having a really shitty time there. A couple of years later, now she has a good job somewhere working in a courtroom or some shit and she didn't even need to go to uni for it. I support you in your decision to follow your heart and stick to what you actually enjoy and that you're good at.

Let's see... but the thing is, with all of this unemployment, if I can get a job as graduated in history (you say it like that? or just "history graduated"?). And I'm also afraid I'm going to study that and then I find out I don't like it either... I don't wanna waste more time, I'm alredy 22 years old... But my experience says that I'm better at memorizing-style subjects (languages, history, phylosophy, etc) than the sciences ones. Someone said once "the thing you do while you procrastinate will probably be what you'll work of in the future" and aside from listening to music and playing games, reading history related articles in wikipedia is one of my hobbies (I can spend hours straight reading random shit just for the lulz) so let's see if I'm not mistaken with my choice (again).
And thanks for your support man because not even myself I'm sure if I made the right decision because I'm rather desperated and lost right now ^^.

Thanks man! That's actually one of the most thoughtful birthday messages I've recieved so far! Hehe we give bro hugs as well in the UK, nothing gay about it (though we don't do that double kissing on the cheek thing like they do in some parts of Europe). It shall be the manliest manly hug ever hugged where no boners are raised and no fireworks are lit.

Well this stupid fucking flu is still not going to stop me going out to the cinema with my two longtime Highschool friends and then tomorrow, I'm off clubbing with my old university friends. If I can recover on time, then I'm going to get one of my female mates to wingman me and get me laid.

Don't worry, we only do that double kissing thing with girls. Or with family members when you're a child. Exacly! That's the hug I was thinking about. A sober and determined one.

Sounds like a plan then. And good luck with the getting laid operation! Haha.

**weenieandthebutt rolled a random image posted in comment #2512144 at FJ RPG ** awww yeeeaaahhhhh

Nice. How can you roll pictures if you're still "untouched account" tier?
Nice profile picture by the way.

I can even upload pictures in comments. Was quite surprised to be honest. You were right, I think it was best that I made another account for now. Fresh clean start. Haha thanks, this was all in a good day's work at a drunken music festival ;)

By the way, in the last mail you sent me, you said "continue". Doesn't that mean you were going to send me another with the continuation?

oh yeah, I was meant to but then I just didn't really find the time. I know I'm on FJ a lot but whenever I write to you, I always wanna write something meaningful to you that doesn't sound rushed. Gonna take my dog out for a walk and then travelling down the country with mates to go out clubbing fior his bitrthday. I promise to respond to you in a meaningful way soon. Take care for now

Don't worry, I understand you can't be all the time trying to write me stuff. Just asking because I never recieved the 2nd one.
Sounds sweet, enjoy that. You too.

crap, I can't even remember now what I was going to write for you for the second one. What are you up to these days now? Are you doing a post graduate course? Thing about life after uni is just that everyday just feels about the same and it's very unproductive ughhh.

I don't know what am I doing after getting my degree. Mainly because I don't even know if I'm going to finish it. These days I've been having my finals but I don't think I'll pass anything so I'll have to try harder the next chance. I'll start my classes any time soon, not sure when so I'll start going to class again.
So you're telling me that life after uni is even more monotonous? That's not very encouraging... lol. All it feels I do it's either study or nothing at all.

You said you've been looking for a job, how is it going? What have you been up to these days?

I swear you have some weird education system in Spain where it takes ages to finish a degree. I met Spanish girl who was doing some thermodynamic-based degree in Spain and she'd been there for ages (dunno how many years to be exact). I know it probably sucks but just keep focusing on your work. Deactivate your FB account (you have no idea how much more stuff you get done).

Graduating is a bit of a depressing phase (but it's only a phase). On the upside, life is stress free from any coursework, dissertation, lab report, project or even waking up at 8am to go to lectures. I applied for a Financial role in Siemens (lol Semen) and was granted to do an online exam. I fucking missed the deadline due to my lazy ass procrastination. Job hunting is a bitch so I'm volunteering for now to try and bolster my CV.

Well, I went to a rock nightclub last Thursday. Got shunned and rejected as usual and whilst thinking about my loneliness, there was suddenly this really hot goth like chick who grabbed my hand, guided me up the stairs and kissed me once on the mouth. I was really happy and in shock at the same time. Shortly afterwards, I saw her with another guy who looked like they know each other. Wasn't quite sure what was happening. I approached her, tried dancing with her where we held each other quite tightly. I tried making out with her but was quite resistant so she just gave me a kiss on the cheek and hand. Maybe it doesn't properly count as pulling but that kiss felt really nice and she was one of the hottest girls I've ever came across! She had dark brown hair, black clothing (back was quite revealing) and tight leather trousers. It make me realise how badly I want a girl even more. Two days later, I went to Birmingham (where Ozzy Osborne is from and Kerrang Radio) and went to the same similar rock nightclub. I managed to pull a girl but this time, she wasn't quite as pretty and was a bit chubby. We were making out and then her fucking annoying bitch friend cockblocked me and pulled her away ughhh. Since then, I've done nothing but fapped in the NSFW section on FJ. I'm going to a huge rock nightclub tonight so I'm hoping to pull (or even get a girlfriend if I'm lucky enough for valentines). How have you been bro.

Weird? No, not weird. Just shit. Spanish education system is completly crap so when you make it to the uni, you're barely prepared for it. So, if you're suicidal enough to choose a science degree, either you study a lot, you're a genius or you're fucked. FB account? haha, I don't have any dude. I only have this FJ account and it's the only site related to a social network thing I've got an account in.

I don't mind waking up at 8am, what wears me down is to wake up at 6:30 to go to classes I don't like just so I can get a degree I'm not really interested in. Working to see that I barely pass my projects and I usually fail my exams. That when I study because usually I'm either too apathetic to even get up from bed or I have a migraine attack so I only can lie down the whole evening.
Oh man, that sucks. Procrastination can be a bitch sometimes haha. Well, good luck with your job hunting and with the volunteering.

Oh, sounds amazing. And that girl sounds hot. I'm happy for you.
Cockblocked again? next time slap the hell out of whoever does that to you! haha. That sucks. But that can't happen forever, you'll eventually get laid. Better luck tonight! I really wish you good luck, bro.

How have I been? Nothing much to tell. I've been studying, browsing FJ, encloused in my parents' house because my laptop is fucked up so I can't go to my flat, playing some old games and nothing much. Last time I went out, was on new year's eve so I reeeally need a break. When I found out that I'd probably won't pass shit, I had a nervous breakdown. Fortunately, my parents were in a travel so they didn't find it out. It was a big breakdown, had to drink and smoke to cool down and I'm still a bit strained. Last night, I had to slap myself to quit thinking crap and sleep, and I my mother heard me because she asked wether I had mosquitoes because she heard like smacking sounds. I need to control myself haha. Next week I start classes again, let's see how it goes.

oh boy, tell me about science degrees! They are such a real bitch in general. Most of my physics classmates are just straight out clever nerds. I wasn't a nerd in my class, I was just this socially awkward sap who was often a bit of an outcast. Because physics is really difficult, you really need the drive and passion (and maybe some intrinsic intelligence) to do this degree otherwise you're fucked! When I was in second year, I worked really hard to the point where I shunned myself away from social contact. I really had this drive to do well and my hard work was paying off with top grades etc. My housemates and few uni friends on the other hand, they kept ringing me, knocking on my door and continuously bugged me to go out drinking, student club nights, house parties etc. I continued to be antiscocial but then during the second semester, I psychologically broke down due to girls rejecting me, my asshole housemate bullying me (since I was a very meek guy back then). I suddenly lost my drive for work and decided to go clubbing, drinking and shit with mates. Grades were starting to decline slightly but still got a really high mark for exams since I revised solidly hard during revision period. Third year of uni, I lost that passion and drive and fucked up badly. Fourth year (masters), I worked really hard but didn't do too much better (but same with everyone else on my course since it was really tough). Overall, I didn't get the grade I wanted but I was told by a few others and agencies that my degree if still good. Hope it takes me somewhere

speaking of girls, last Friday night, I went to a huge rock night club where they played awesome music, had awesome people and whatnots. I wore my pedobear t shirt on the night where it got quite a lot of attention lol. There was this drunk confident guy who high fived me for my pedobear t shirt, kept telling me how awesome I was and was trying to set me up with girls. Sadly, it didn't work out but I admired his spirit and was grateful for his attempt. As the night went by, I kept trying to hit on girls as usual, got shunned and rejected but to be fair, it's a not a type of club where people go out with the incentive of trying to get laid (including myself since I actually enjoy the music).

I hit on this one pretty dark skinned Europeon-accent girl (she wasn't black) during Fallout Boy's Dance Dance and we danced with each other. We started making out which was all good but then her fucking bitch friend cockblocked me. I really hate it when this happens, I know girls are overprotective with each other but I'm not exactly rapey and if she doesn't like me, she can say "no" herself. Tried hitting on more girls, didn't work out though I talked to a few since they loved my t shirt lol. I was chilling on the dancefloor with mates jumping and moshing along to songs and then this girl decided to join us. I was sort of dancing with this girl (well no physical contact) and maybe there was a slight chance that I could've pulled but she was quite fat and wasn't exactly attractive :P. I headed down to the bar to look for my friends and suddently, this really pretty big boobed girl approached me and started talking to me. She was Australian, was travelling to the UK and although she had neck-length hair, she was really pretty. We started talking, she was quite flirty with me and when she found out I was Egpytian, she told me was part "Cypriot" (Cypriots love Egyptians) was quite turned on and said that I was "sexy" lol. She took me to the corridor where the music was quieter and we talked more. She leaned against the wall in a seductive manner, I was leaning against close to her. I had my arms around her, my crotch leaning against her warm part lol. She asked me where I was into men or women. I promply asked, "seriously, why does everyone think I'm gay? and told her that she has to make up for it somehow. The way she was positioned, she was inviting me for a kiss and then I went for it and we started making out. We started kissing sudductively around each other's necks, we were holding each other really tightly in a romantic sort of way where I had my hand against her butt which felt really nice :P. My friends came afterwards, her male friends came as well, where it was slightly interrupted and we all started talking. Her male mates where these two nerdy looking guys but really cool nerds. One was Australian like her and the other was English, was a gig photographer and has shown me a picture of him hugging Hayley Williams (absolutely jelly). They were one of the coolest, most down to earth people we'd ever spoken to on a nightout and she gave me her FB ad.

Following day, I proceeded to add her on FB and she started talking to me. For the past two days, we spoke for long hours about random shit. Not only she's pretty but she's also such a fun, cool, loving girl who's into awesome things such as anime, games, cosplaying and internet culture. She's told me that she used to date a couple of 4chaners and /b/tards, we spoke for hours on inappropiate racial jokes etc. Beauty is common amongst women but what's very rare is finding one who's interesting, funny and open minded. Most women who I've spoken to are really dull, boring, have a bitchy and annoying character despite their pretty faces.

I asked her if she wanted to meet up for some coffee and she said yes! She also hinted on wanting to drink and although I've given up drinking, I'm ready to do anything to please this girl. She told me that she wanted me to surprise her and I think I know what I may want to do. I'm planning to buy loads of booze (Pimms, Sambuca etc) and sit, drink and maybe take a romantic stroll through Hyde Park (huge beautiful park) at nighttime. I'm meeting her tomorrow and I'm well exciting for it :D. Everytime I think about her, I actually get a hard on where my most recent fapping sessions had been effective. I've kissed a lot of girls (though haven't had sex nor dated) and she's the first girl who I kissed who I actually like and could see myself falling in love with. I don't wanna screw anything up/

In Spain the degrees grades aren't very important. As far as you have the degree and you have several masters, grades don't really matter.

At least your friends want to know of you and want to go out with you. If I want to speak or meet up with my friends, I have to call them. They rarely call me neither come to my house. I usually feel like my birds are the only beings in Earth that actually love me or are happy to see me. And one of them got really sick today. I'm afraid he could die. And the other one can die too if the 1st one dies because of sadness. Life's getting better every day.

What? Your housemate bullied you? I hope he isn't anymore. He better. Hope he dies in a painful death.

I'm sure your grades are good enough, bro. If not, why would people have told you otherwise? This situation isn't going to be forever, hang on and keep looking.

Sounds like there are a lot of good places to go where you live. I don't usually go clubbing because here most of places play shit music, are filled with douchebags and I don't like that. Besides, I refuse going alone and since my friends are... reluctant of going out clubbing.

Ah, lucky boy. You found a good girl after all. I'm sure that kiss you give her left clear about what are you into haha.

Wow, that girl you described sounds SO much like that girl I've talked you about... I remember when we used to talk about super random shit for hours straight... Hope you have better luck than me. You're right, most girls are kind of annoying and lack of ineresting conversation topics. I love when a girl loves the same things I do.

Hey, congratulations on the date motherfucker. Just be careful and don't drink too much and be yourself because, even when I don't know you a lot, you sound like a cool guy.
That sounds like a plan, bro. I hope you get laid and I'm sure it'll be awsome. Go ahead and enjoy. And don't worry about screwing anything because you won't. How do I know? Because I'm a smart motherfucker.

I've only started making really good loyal friends when I was in second year uni. Before that, I only hung out in a gang of 3 during Highschool and in 6th form (between highschool and uni), I had that one single chinese friend who too was a social outcast. When I was in first year uni, the one friend I made would abuse me in front of others (but he secretly apprechiated my friendship). I was introduced to the gang but rather than feeling part of the group, I felt like a follower. When second year uni came, they just weren't interested in hanging around with me but I met other cool people before hand and now they're friends for life. I can honestly give you a whole life story on the different friends I've made, my rise and fall in social popularity but it'd just be way too long to write and have no idea where to start (it's complicated).

We were good friends before we were housemates. When you live with people, then tend to show their ugly side and he was a mega condescending douche who'd love to exert his dominance and become an OCD neat freak. I was very meek and submissive back then so I never did anything against him. After, I got fed up so I started arguing back with him. Soon, I snapped and I spat in all his food, pissed in his milk and rubbed his lip balm against my pubes. Well, this was 3 years ago, I'm no longer his friend nor do I have any form of contract with him.

As for the clubbing scene, I usually hate nightclubbing in general but sadly, it's the only place to meet girls. Sometimes I go with my usual guy mates and sometimes girl mates. My girl mates are the one's who want to go to all these douchey nightclubs which contain all the dickhead people and shit music. My usual mates on the other hand, we go to awesome rock nightclubs. Girls there are hotter in my opinion (I'm into goth/emo/rock chicks) and the people there are really cool and easy to get along with. Also the music's awesome. Try going to a nightclub which suits your scene and music taste, you never know, you may get really lucky.

I don't think it's a date, I think it's just a meet up (well I hope it turns into a date). I've got Sambuca, Pimms with fruit on the side and Blue Kush weed prepared for her and it's all a surprise. I dunno if I'll get laid, I dunno if she'll like me in that sort of way. I'm heading out in about an hour or so as well. I'm quite nervous yet excited at the same time. Thanks for all the support you smart motherfucker!

I have several good friends, you know.. well, I'm actually not absolutely sure. I've been tricked a lot so I don't know if they are actually good friends. But, at least, they seem to be good people and stuff. Complicated social life? Well, you can tell me whatever you want. I'm here to listen.

I see. I live with some people (2 guys and their girfriends) and it's good. Everything is well organized, there's basic respect for everyone else's rooms and things and we get along very well. I was friend of them before I started to live with them and after the girl who was living with them before me left, I decided to give it a try since I was fed up of standing at my mother's crap everyday. That guy you talk about indeed sounds like an asshole and I'm not surprised you did all that. Fuck him.

The thing is, where I live, there aren't such clubs I can say they play "good music". I live in the world's ass (it's a Spanish expresion, means I live in a place where there is nothing interesting because it's too far away from the mainland) and there aren't many places that play tolerable music. And the only ones are usually too full. Besides, I'm a poorfag and I'm too shy (I say I'm shy but the real reason it's I can't stand at myself so I usually think people don't like me even when I try to joke around and stuff) and insecure to try to go there alone.

So you're trying to find romantic places to go on a "meetup"? A romantic meetup is a date so just go and enjoy it. It's normal being excited and it's normal being nervous, that's part of the... I don't know if "charm" is the right word but I guess it'll do. Blue Kush weed and alcohol, sounds good. Just be careful and don't drink and smoke too much. Good luck with that, perhaps she's the one. Hey, no problem. Bros are meant to support each other.