so that comment ended up so much longer than i expected, i don't want to fill up that comments section with that, mind if i PM it to you?

so basically i talked to this girl, we'll call her Cindy. We were pretty close, but she was in her own little dating circle, and i didnt want to bother. we grew apart after a while, just stopped talking. A year later this girl we'll call Jessica for some reason decided she had a crush on me. After a few months we finally got comfortable enough to start dating. She was the first girl i ever dated seriously. We were in some kind of love (i'll explain later). She did everything she could to try to make me happy, and the thing is that was hard for her considering her parents wouldn't allow her date, and we were dating behind their backs. About a year and a half later, I ended up in the same class as Cindy. After a while we started to talk and reconnect. i found out she was going through some issues, and i cared about her enough to try to help her out of it. At the time me and Jessica were starting to dull down a bit. She was really dedicated to school, good grades, and performing arts. She rarely had time for me anymore (understandably so) and it was hard for us to plan around things. One summer i started hanging out with Cindy, innocently at first, just hanging out, and doing normal friend things. A while later, the same summer, we became kind of a thing, and we would kiss and stuff secretly. Eventually Jessica found out because one of her friends told her he's seen me and Cindy holding hands once. The last thing i remember was her bawling her eyes out saying to me "just leave, i never want to talk to you ever again". And we'd been through break ups and arguements before, but this time, i knew she absolutely meant it and i wouldn't be able to fix it.
> I left and like a month later, i was dating Cindy. After about a year, things started to go to shit, constant arguing, etc etc. (she was kind of a crazy bitch). After about 2 years together, we finally broke up because she found someone who she connected with more. (I was damned glad to let her go, i celebrated like hell. I didn't have the balls to break up with her myself). I won't talk about my current girlfriend, but i'll say, when it's good, its great, but when its bad its awful (thanks eminem).
>
> TL;DR: i was a naive little bitch, and i lost a very good thing because i was a horny little teen. Also karma is a massive bitch, but i deserve it. I was treated by Cindy the exact way i'd treated Jessica. - Horribly. It was my first relationship and i had no idea what i was doing and no idea how to be in a relationship.
> So if you were wondering, all this happened between 8th - 11th grade. And i know what you're thinking, boohoo, middle school/high school drama, not real love whatever, but honestly, it sticks with me, and it's something that's made me who i am.
> I know i said basic story, and looking at it now, holy hell that's incredibly long. I'm sorry i basically wrote an essay haha.

okay i guess it would've been smart to do this in the first place. theres the story folks
mamenber
grovesimus
hurpfry
zezueryuho
flipke

also, heres the other thing.
people have this set idea that when a person cheats, it means they care nothing about the person they cheated on. sometimes thats true. but sometimes its not.
the truth is, i cared worlds about jessica and i loved the hell out of her and i couldn't have imagined being without her.
however the thing is, i was a fucking loser in middle school, and into freshmen year, so having any kind of person show any bit of interest in me, it just drew me in.
The whole thing with cindy started off really innocently, i was helping her with some issues she had. It was pretty all of a sudden that we started to have a thing.
again, this is no excuse or justification of what i did. But it's what happened.

a real man would've had the balls to do that. and i can tell you for certain, that wasn't me.
i had no balls to break things off, and even with cindy, i didnt have the balls to break things off when things started to fall apart after a year.

in your PM's

icytime

i mean i can PM you, i just don't want to be taking up the whole damn comments page, i looked at it and its massive/

okay holy shit, thats even longer in a comment than it is on the typing page. I'll just pm you so i don't fill up the comment page.

i was stupid and naive and it happened by accident i guess you could say.
i can give you a basic story if you'd like.

so that comment ended up so much longer than i expected, i don't want to fill up that comments section with that, mind if i PM it to you?

so basically i talked to this girl, we'll call her Cindy. We were pretty close, but she was in her own little dating circle, and i didnt want to bother. we grew apart after a while, just stopped talking. A year later this girl we'll call Jessica for some reason decided she had a crush on me. After a few months we finally got comfortable enough to start dating. She was the first girl i ever dated seriously. We were in some kind of love (i'll explain later). She did everything she could to try to make me happy, and the thing is that was hard for her considering her parents wouldn't allow her date, and we were dating behind their backs. About a year and a half later, I ended up in the same class as Cindy. After a while we started to talk and reconnect. i found out she was going through some issues, and i cared about her enough to try to help her out of it. At the time me and Jessica were starting to dull down a bit. She was really dedicated to school, good grades, and performing arts. She rarely had time for me anymore (understandably so) and it was hard for us to plan around things. One summer i started hanging out with Cindy, innocently at first, just hanging out, and doing normal friend things. A while later, the same summer, we became kind of a thing, and we would kiss and stuff secretly. Eventually Jessica found out because one of her friends told her he's seen me and Cindy holding hands once. The last thing i remember was her bawling her eyes out saying to me "just leave, i never want to talk to you ever again". And we'd been through break ups and arguements before, but this time, i knew she absolutely meant it and i wouldn't be able to fix it.
> I left and like a month later, i was dating Cindy. After about a year, things started to go to shit, constant arguing, etc etc. (she was kind of a crazy bitch). After about 2 years together, we finally broke up because she found someone who she connected with more. (I was damned glad to let her go, i celebrated like hell. I didn't have the balls to break up with her myself). I won't talk about my current girlfriend, but i'll say, when it's good, its great, but when its bad its awful (thanks eminem).
>
> TL;DR: i was a naive little bitch, and i lost a very good thing because i was a horny little teen. Also karma is a massive bitch, but i deserve it. I was treated by Cindy the exact way i'd treated Jessica. - Horribly. It was my first relationship and i had no idea what i was doing and no idea how to be in a relationship.
> So if you were wondering, all this happened between 8th - 11th grade. And i know what you're thinking, boohoo, middle school/high school drama, not real love whatever, but honestly, it sticks with me, and it's something that's made me who i am.
> I know i said basic story, and looking at it now, holy hell that's incredibly long. I'm sorry i basically wrote an essay haha.

okay i guess it would've been smart to do this in the first place. theres the story folks
mamenber
grovesimus
hurpfry
zezueryuho
flipke

also, heres the other thing.
people have this set idea that when a person cheats, it means they care nothing about the person they cheated on. sometimes thats true. but sometimes its not.
the truth is, i cared worlds about jessica and i loved the hell out of her and i couldn't have imagined being without her.
however the thing is, i was a fucking loser in middle school, and into freshmen year, so having any kind of person show any bit of interest in me, it just drew me in.
The whole thing with cindy started off really innocently, i was helping her with some issues she had. It was pretty all of a sudden that we started to have a thing.
again, this is no excuse or justification of what i did. But it's what happened.

a real man would've had the balls to do that. and i can tell you for certain, that wasn't me.
i had no balls to break things off, and even with cindy, i didnt have the balls to break things off when things started to fall apart after a year.

in your PM's

icytime

i mean i can PM you, i just don't want to be taking up the whole damn comments page, i looked at it and its massive/

okay holy shit, thats even longer in a comment than it is on the typing page. I'll just pm you so i don't fill up the comment page.