hey there
go ahead and ask :)

Remember that thing I said about mistaking you with another user? I´ve already asked the other one. Now please tell me your name

my name is joseph

Well thats nice to know! How was your day Joseph :)

my day was very good
and yours?

It wasn´t bad. Today I visited few shops with my friend. I´ve seen so many beautiful things :) Its just a shame I cant buy them yet. I got to buy some exercise thingy first. I haven´t even started looking for it :/

I gotta start wednesday when the school will be off... Basically I am feeling much better today. No sad or anything...

thats great! :)
im happy you'er not sad anymore

yup...

iv been meaning to get some exercise equipment as well
i need to lose a few pounds :/

Disregard overweight,acquire self confidence and knowledge of true values

ill try

My classmate is about 240 pounds heavy and amongst all the people I know IRL. He is most charming. Ladies are totally hanging on his words :)

im 325 and tho i try and be kind to people i have yet to make friends irl

Aight,thats the way to go! Now sign in wrestling club and and smash all the nigglets :)

words of wisdom my friend

:)

**onefuckingskurut leans closer,supporting his hands on his kneels** ...But I dont know now...

Actually... I was about to go to sleep

DUDE!

my life! It is...

so how are you man

I was supposed to get myself student practice in any corporation and give the signed contract to my class teacher until end of this week. Yet I haven´t found a place where I could practice. I visited work inspectorate,national theatre,2 shoping centers with tech stuff and one normal shopping centre and yet nothing. To some I even sent mail with contract rewriten. Yet not ansver from any of them.

And thats only small part of things which has gone wrong so far...

I am really trying to keep my head up and I am doing good job. Though while I progress in everything I am losing myself. I can keep my head up cause I don´t care about anything or anybody anymore.

My biggest fear is coming true and I cant do anything about it. Hell,I doesn´t even care!

I´ve just came here because I felt really grumpy and tired after nap. I just wanted to chat a bit I guess...

whenever you,er lonely
you come to me

no problem man,im always here to help
ill listen to whatever you have to say
ill always be here

and sorry i didnt reply sooner,my internet is bad

Thats ok man www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yIoby6dQuc

I´ll keep going. I will make new plan. There is nothing much I can do anyway

there is always something you can do
you just gotta think
just dont give up

No shit...

hey dont get snippy with me im just trying to help

I am sorry. I am very sorry

its ok




bad internet

**onefuckingskurut hugs thundercloud** I guess... Gud night :)

good night buddy

sup man!
yeah im there right now

MFw no dancing gifs in my folder. I doesnt even mind!

here have mine

Man,thats badass :o

Here take this in return!

thanks bro
no problem

oh hey man
how are ya
i just got done eating birthday cake

Cool! I had to leave cause cause I was in school with classes left to attend to. I am doing very good and finally its going to remain that so even in long run.

hey man
iv been busy moving into my new home,and plus my internet was out for a while

What a fuss,maan... I thought you already moved.

we have alot of stuff
we had to buy a shed the size of a small house to putt it all in
i hate moving

Ohhh man :) How is that you have so many things? ... I mean,I too used to keep my toys but aren´t you like grown up now?

im addicted to flea markets and garage sales

Wow :D I was actually joking...

So I understand it now that you keep stuff you bough from garage sales and flea markets,right?

sometimes
i end up selling some of it
but most things i keep

:) crazy!

And are there some more favored by you than others?

yeah
my records and cassette tapes

Depends on what are on those tapes,right?

right
i could get rid of most of them
like my zz top and willy nelson tapes can go
but i can never part with my beatles tapes

... Willy ... Nelson?

yeah
i have about two willy nelson tapes

But who´s that guy?

and i might be related to him

he is an old country music star
he's pretty good

no way man... You pretty much listen to everything :D

yeah pretty much

Man,I am getting sleepy... I better go to bed. Have a nice stay!

its fine,thank you

**onefuckingskurut hugs thundercloud firmly**

You doesn´t really seem comunicative right now... I´ll take shower then... Got to prepare for departure to school :) See you!

see ya

Have you been on frontpage yet?

no

Sometimes I like to look for pony pics on web and save the worst ones. Later I am posting them on internet and calling them cancer ponies...

Though I seem having difficulities finding some...

funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4418210/15+Insulting+Signs/

Look at this :D

www.funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/3308370/German+mlp+comic/

All the pony cancer :D :D

hey there
things are good
how are you?

Pretty good for me too! I might have a snow day friday!

cool,i love snow
it did a month or two ago over here

yes i have some time,whats up?

:) Glad you are good! I was at cinema with my sister watching this www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VneW1vtcWY

Dear lord that was most fucking touching thing I´ve ever seen. It was funny and comedic and still with well made humorous stories. At the apocalypse part it left me in total ave. That I didn´t know is coming...

A dude has a cat named Beezle. He invites his girlfriend over and kiss her. That animated cat was totally against this and threated her. One morning she heard noises in bathroom and found Beezle fapping to dude´s summer photos of him in swimming suit. Cat noticed her and chased her down to the garden and pissed all over her. Dude stepped into a garden and saw her covered in pee and the woman made him choose between him or her. He said that he will find new home for him and that she is his true love. Later that night that couple had sex and his cat was watching his in the closet. While he was crying while fucking teddy bear and dildoying himself in same time. Next morning the cat crashed car into his girlfriend. She was still fine though. Geezle stepped out of the car with shotgun and shoot her. She could still move and when Geezle came closer to finish the job she smashed him with shovel she grabbed nearby. He was trying to run away but she was still bashing him with the shovel. That cat stopped in front of little kids having birthday party. The exhausted woman noticed that and tried to explain herself before startled crowd. Seconds later dude arrived her and saw his cat. He stood on Geezle´s side and started caressing Geezle while watching the crowd murdering that woman.

I want this cat

iv been wanting to see this move
i heard it was good

Oh k. Lets just not be that sick. How are you?

im very well thank you
and yourself?

Most of the movie was touching but the last chapter fucking touched my heart :l

so how are you, we haven't talked in a few day

Also I have finally come to one wise conclusion that I will just have meet my friends more.

Even though I doesn´t really have stories to tell I am still very good in conversation. Sometimes even charming. My mom was talking with my physiotherapist. She was honestly happy with me for my progress. Would have never thought I´d affect almost foreign woman like this. Even though it still might be just simple empathy I know about more cases of this happening...

i sometimes think i should go to a therapist
to deal with my shyness and social awkwardness
but then i push the thought away

Ah to come to think of this. I am also going to visit my school psychologist. I wanna talk with her about how can I deal with my condition more effectively. Thanks for reminding me,my grandma would get mad if I would have forgot about it. I will try my best to avoid topic of my sexuality,even trough that it has direct link with my condition and my mental state...

Though you may try to keep it as much secret as possible. No need to be too much transparent. My good friend is also visiting therapist and my other friends doesn´t really think good about him. Poor guy. I think he is just missing out that he cant just flap around with his opinions,not respecting opinions of others. He is being hated for this.

I have not many news... My grandma will be moving to old folk's home soon. Its near street where I am having lunch after school. Guess I could visit her time to time when she will be her.

Also my sister lost her 2nd work. She is saying that she doesn´t want to do receptionist anymore. I dont know anymore then. She haven´t even received all of her payment yet. She is taking care of my grandma´s house to be sold. She have few people interested and she seem to enjoy doing all this stuff. Recently she was mentioning that she might like being real estate agent.... That there is doesnt need any special school for that....

hey there buddy :)

You are slow as heck :)

sorry,im bussy
whats up?

Reading some good web-comic Ballerina Mafia. I could recommend that :)

What are you doing?

nothing much,just doing some stuff around the house

Still settling in? I wanted to ask you that before... Where did you moved? And sorry to ask... from where?

i moved to texas from arizona

Lol I thought you were from north-wester Europe. How was the Texas? Was it wild or so?

:l

hello
iv been a bit busy
i might not be on for a while

Why so? What are you doing? :)

im not hey man
this,is hey man

hey who? :)

whats up my friend
how are you

oh ok,nevermind... I am fine. Windows in my PC fell down last Friday so I was without PC until today. It was getting weird with me :l

I was at the coffee with Mario my good friend. The shit was good and we had nice conversation :) ... Which also reminds me that I was supposed to send him a link to MLP. He have no idea what is that but wanted to know what so embarassing am I watching.

My sleep schedule should be fixed by now and I am going to sing up for Math competition. It will be held in next two months. I am not really good in math. I actually suck at it. But it will be something like a challenge for me. It should help me improve for real.

I guess thats all.... I felt lonely :l

my computer has been acting all buggy too lately
i suck at math
iv been sleeping well the last few days,im still not getting that much
well whenever you feel lonely you can always talk to me,thats what im here for :)

Yea well sure,I thought so. Though I doesn´t really have anything interesting to tell. Oh,I could still watch new pony episode :)

And also I can now send link to one MLP episode to my friend! Any suggestions what episode?

the first episode i saw was "putting your hoof down"
it got me hook on the show

But there is a catch. He cant do english X/ It should be something easier to understand...

how about nightmare night?

Yea that sounds great! Too bad he is not online at the moment... Gonna sent it anyway.

Have you see new episode?

yes i have,its great :)

Okay then. I will leave you now,if thats okay with you :D ?

sure its fine,have a good one :)

funnyjunk.com/channel/4chan/Something+to+make+you+feel+all+fuzzy/zcYmGmp/7#7

I want to be like that when I grow up :D

I see. it makes sense now. Is there a cure for your conditions? Being healthier could change a lot you know? You might be not sad anymore...

hey :3 how are ya

Fine now but I was disturbingly wrong like an hour ago :l ....

what happened?

I got home quite demoralized as I am most of the time. I took a nap and I felt better after it. Though it took minutes until all the stuff got up to my mind again. I was browsing frontpage with bitter taste on my spirit. I found some funny and laughed pretty hard. But it was not relieving at all. It actually got worse. And then I found this web-site www.pimsleurapproach.com/video/learn-in-ten-days/ and watched the video. She had nice reassuring voice :) Though its not better now as I am recalling this I would recall it again before sleep anyway....

i get depressed alot so i know how you feel

I had depressions long time ago. They are gone now. I don´t know how do I call what I experience but its certainly not depression. Nothing seem to have sense or value to me.
I´ve had many chances of which many I wasted. All progress I did is gone now and I know nothing what could make me to work on it again. I dont know where is my life heading except one unlikely destination.

....Oh well,still better than when I had those depressions. I actually wished to be back at the start...

you sound just like me

Guess so. I mustn´t then feel guilty for sharing this with you... I am pretty much last hope of my family. But why should I like my family? Why should I keep my name? They all are unable to reassure or support....

Every time I retain some of my spirit I lost it outside. And so it goes to shit...
If I could just develop some bond of some sort with somebody....

Aaaahh,I am just bitching here. I will keep trying. Even though it hurts and its bad feeling... I have almost nothing left to lose anyway...


...You take care I should go to sleep soon. Good bye!

you.....you are just wonderful
i hope you have a great night sleep
bye

How in the world am I wonderful :D?

I wash on checkup with my back today. Doctor had not negative comments. And again I got asked if I am weightlifting in secret X) Apparently my muscles remained tight since I was doing that. Though it was long time ago. Them muscles seem normal to me...

I was also told the doctor about how I badly exhausted I got after every school day since November. After short discussion we concluded that its because I had not enough sleep. Almost every night I got awoken for pain or just did not fell asleep at all.

I guess that now makes sane sense why I was so edgy about life and stuff. I hope that I will get better now. I am going to stop wearing corset in the night for some time.
it just didn´t make any sense how come my spirit was leaking out of me like that...

And one more thing. You still seem pretty cool :)

you are wonderful cause i say so
i have many many back problems,it causes me to not have that much sleep,that and my sleep apnea doesn't help ether,i only seem to sleep well every so often
like after along day at work (i work at a flea market)
but now that iv moved and no longer have a job,i good night sleep is a very rare thing
so i occupy my nights with games,movies,thinking about life and what might change in the morning
and thank you for the complement

Well today I got proved that my grades do not correspond to my knowledge. Also I pay for my credulity. Its not like that,I am just naive and risk to get into a favor of some people. Today I lend pen to a guy who is sitting beside me and with who I am getting along the worst. He broke it,I saw it and when I asked him to give it back he lied to my eyes even against proofs. Should have just hit the fucker. I could not even shout at him because it was at the end of school day and I really have not that strong voice...

that sucks

:O What in the... What was warzon doing in here ?:D

hello,what brings you here?
um,no reason

First thing: Its not finished >:l
Second: You could actually do stuff like that? It seem made up for me...

i have no idea what you are talking about

Poor you. Made up RPs suck. Maybe it was not right time for that? Ah well... I once had made up RP too. Cant remember if it was with him or somebody else though. I only know that I came twice because one of them X)

Doesnt even remember if it was made up one or real...

lets get off this subject
why did you come here,i usually have nobody on my profile
why did you want to talk to me?

I have to go to sleep soon anyway :/

well you go to sleep and we will try this again some other time,i have a concert im going to tomorrow

Lol,try what?

talking

Potassium then?

Well we are friends and all...





And I want the D

What brings me here? Why an benevolently happy mood. So I thought I will stop by for little chat. Even though I am going to be quite busy now...

So how were you been,not counting RPying?

hehehe Got to read it all

I believe it was a time ago.

Sure it was... I was almost started considering doing it on steam. But shoot it. Its not my style... And you also almost made me do one big mistake... Foolishnes...

Yes but fun at the time but if you do ever want to it on steam am game.

I pretty much suck on steam as I am free user and cant even add friends. Though I have few friends there I only rarely chat to them... For reasons...

Adding me on steam woudln´t really have sense...

Just give me your username and ill find a way.
Besides in time i might have a solution.

You do? Sounds like something made up,again :)
... Oh well... I still dont know which was which...

My username is skurut9999

Done.

im fine,you?
damn it you say nothing!

Naughty things i assure you.

*blushes bright red* s-so whay was your secret?

**warzon shifts showing off her changeling form green eyes stareing into his twinkleing**

ill let you guess~

oh uh *giggles and blushes more* yeah

Mmm do you want sweet release you magificent fuck~?

*gulps and blushes more* y-yes,pleas

**warzon slowly kneels strokeing him lightly**

Mmmm fantasys darling~?

uh n-not realy,sorry *giggles and scratches head*

**warzon kisses his tip loveingly**

\Mmm

*blushes hard*ohh~

**warzon slowly began to suckle his tip grinning**

(night

*goes wide eyed*oh,so thats your secret

**warzon slowly began to kiss his nose**

Mmm any fantasys you want filled~?

*blushes even more* uh! n-none right now uh,oh look at the time! *looks at my empty hoof* i-i gota be going * trys to wiggle out from under you*

**warzon pins him softly shifting into a mare version of him**

Come now....Anything~?

y-your making this really hard for me *wiggles around more*

**warzon slips a hoof down to grope his tip**

Mmmm i know what else is hard~

*gasps* p-pleas dont~

**warzon strokes thunder briskly giggleing**

*moans* oh god~

**warzon strokes him until he was nice and hard and stops touching him all together**

*breaths heavily * oh thank goodness *looks up at you blushing*

Mmmm hard and about to cum...guess you'll wait then?

what? n-no!,i mean,uhh..... *blushes*

Mmm i can cover that feeling if you want...just a kiss away~

a-a kiss? well *sigh* o-ok *kisses you softly*

**warzon giggles softly**

Not their...i ment if i kiss just right on you're cock...~

oh...*giggles and blushes* right...

Mmmm thats nice...soundign gigglge~

what?*

we are not so different you and i
yes,i would be happy to

thank you :3

i need new cloths,i have one set of pants and three shirts

oh :I sorry to hear that

id really rather not

okay :I

fine,if itl make you happy all google it

YAY :DDD

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT THE FUCK

i almost got attacked by those :I

are you ok?
it looks so evil ;~;

yep

so how are you doing?

yelling at fallout cause brotherhood of steel paladins are shooting me with guass rifles :3

sounds fun :3

nopenopenopenope

oh,i got my job at the swap meet back

:D happy for you

mhmm,ill finnaly be abble to get out of the house again

so happy for you fred :DDDDDD

thank you timey
ill be getting money and ill be abble to save it and fund my trip :3

hope you have fun, im getting some heavy combat armor together

thats cool

or find an eod suit for a good price :3

ill talk to her

nyoooooh she'll hate me forever ;~;

too late,no she wont,just be calm

i cant ;~;

be calm timey *hugs*

nuuuuuuu ;~;

im talking with her now,she'll show you them,she just has a bad connection

;~;

dont be upset timey *hugs*

they've found me ;~;

who found you?

they did ;~;

who's they?

them ;~;

omg,stay away from them

okay

good

it was the tarantula hawk wasp ;~:

that sounds fucking scary as hell

search up pictures of them ;~;

awww shit nyuga wus up?!

ehh not much....bored...no one on skype to talk to...what about you?

im feeling very depressed
and bored,i hav so much free time iv seen the folowing moves this many times
rocky horror picture show-7
sweeny todd-9
9-5
the dictator 4
iv been watching these same moves for the past two weeks,its sad

dude....thats pretty rough...

i have no games to play no friends to call and all the time in the world

wow...i wouldnt know what to do if i had all that free time.

iv been sleeping,thats what iv been doing

yeah that sounds like what i would do too

im so bored i rearanged my whole room

i suggest reading a book

iv been reading a book on greek mythology

is it any good?

its pretty good

well thats good

yeah

yep

so whats new with you?

well.... other than starting school on monday, nothing.

school already started here,im not going to school thogh,ill be takeing my ged online and ill be done

smart choice