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#464 - Well thats good. I have been doing better too thankfully, i wa…  [+] (1 new reply) 09/04/2014 on thepandaofdarkness's profile 0
#465 - hateandwhiskey (09/04/2014) [-]
I mean, there's a lot of shit you can do to stave off depression.

Only some of those things are sexual, unless you're into that sort of thing.
#462 - Sorry, I already have enough ******* in my life. …  [+] (3 new replies) 09/02/2014 on thepandaofdarkness's profile 0
#463 - hateandwhiskey (09/02/2014) [-]
it's all jokes, b

but i've definitely been elevated.
#464 - thepandaofdarkness (09/04/2014) [-]
Well thats good. I have been doing better too thankfully, i was starting to dive downward into darkness again.
#465 - hateandwhiskey (09/04/2014) [-]
I mean, there's a lot of shit you can do to stave off depression.

Only some of those things are sexual, unless you're into that sort of thing.
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#11 - Please stop being a cock worthy troll. Tumblr is a great site.… 07/13/2014 on /b/ vs Tumblr -2
#46 - Why...Why must you make me feel these feely...feels. T^T 07/13/2014 on The heart smith 0
#460 - As long as you don't do it again, I suppose I still forgive yo… 07/12/2014 on thepandaofdarkness's profile 0
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#457 - If I had been a troll, I probably just would have posted somet…  [+] (3 new replies) 07/12/2014 on thepandaofdarkness's profile 0
User avatar #459 - lonized (07/12/2014) [-]
....So I apologize for that, too
#458 - Womens Study Major (07/12/2014) [-]
Yyeaah... I got another confession to make, and I'm not too sure if it'll make you take back what you just said.

I suppose it was a rather unfair move to do since you were mad at me and in a real life situation it couldn't have been done.

I did an identity swap and you didn't know you were still talking to the one you decided to block.

...I'm not sure if that's considered a dirty move and how people would react, but I didn't want to leave a cloud of frustration over anyone...


#460 - thepandaofdarkness (07/12/2014) [-]
As long as you don't do it again, I suppose I still forgive you. There's really no point in doing that besides making people upset. Just turns you into a troll and thats not good. Just try to be more open to the opinions of others and not put others down so hard. Just try and be cooler, and don't give into trolls.
#455 - Because you're an annoying twat who can't open themselves to n…  [+] (5 new replies) 07/11/2014 on thepandaofdarkness's profile 0
#456 - Womens Study Major (07/11/2014) [-]
Actually I at first thought you were one of those troll accounts going for red pinkies

I'd had a bad day and didn't feel like giving in on anything
I got nothing against tumblr itself but I do find the recent content more or less amusing

Then I felt bad because you were actually really good at arguing and came here and got an idea

#457 - thepandaofdarkness (07/12/2014) [-]
If I had been a troll, I probably just would have posted something about how fj sucks and 4chan sucks and everyone sucks to make everyone I could possibly make angry, angry. I'm just sick of the stereotype fj gives Tumblr and how people talk about it. I didn't mean to rage (I do admit I raged a bit) But I too had a bad day and was upset that when I came on Fj all I saw was posts about some dumb war.

I admire you coming to me after I blocked you to clear up this matter. I'm sorry it had to come to blocking but it was getting really annoying with the comment spamming. I really don't care about the red pinkies I got because they're just red pinkies on a screen that dont effect my life in any way.

Anyway, Thank you for showing you're not an insensitive twat case like most of the people on this site. I salute you good sir.
User avatar #459 - lonized (07/12/2014) [-]
....So I apologize for that, too
#458 - Womens Study Major (07/12/2014) [-]
Yyeaah... I got another confession to make, and I'm not too sure if it'll make you take back what you just said.

I suppose it was a rather unfair move to do since you were mad at me and in a real life situation it couldn't have been done.

I did an identity swap and you didn't know you were still talking to the one you decided to block.

...I'm not sure if that's considered a dirty move and how people would react, but I didn't want to leave a cloud of frustration over anyone...


#460 - thepandaofdarkness (07/12/2014) [-]
As long as you don't do it again, I suppose I still forgive you. There's really no point in doing that besides making people upset. Just turns you into a troll and thats not good. Just try to be more open to the opinions of others and not put others down so hard. Just try and be cooler, and don't give into trolls.

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#462 to #461 - thepandaofdarkness (09/02/2014) [-]
Sorry, I already have enough ******* in my life. How have you been though?
#463 to #462 - hateandwhiskey (09/02/2014) [-]
it's all jokes, b

but i've definitely been elevated.
#464 to #463 - thepandaofdarkness (09/04/2014) [-]
Well thats good. I have been doing better too thankfully, i was starting to dive downward into darkness again.
#465 to #464 - hateandwhiskey (09/04/2014) [-]
I mean, there's a lot of **** you can do to stave off depression.

Only some of those things are sexual, unless you're into that sort of thing.
#450 - Womens Study Major (07/08/2014) [-]
Way u h8 me so? ;_;
#451 to #450 - thepandaofdarkness (07/09/2014) [-]
And just a-whoooo are you?
#452 to #451 - Womens Study Major (07/10/2014) [-]
trnkliser ;_;
#453 to #452 - thepandaofdarkness (07/11/2014) [-]
Because you're a close minded shallow prick.
Because you're a close minded shallow prick.
#454 to #453 - Womens Study Major (07/11/2014) [-]
Why is that ;_;
#455 to #454 - thepandaofdarkness (07/11/2014) [-]
Because you're an annoying twat who can't open themselves to new experiences and feels the need to put down a site just because you want to follow a stereotype. In truth I don't care if you like tumblr or not, but in all actuality you didn't have to put it down and say **** about it like that. Just makes you seem like an asshole. Which might be why I don't like you. Tumblr has its bad points like any site, but truthfully it has a lot less than a lot of other sites.
#456 to #455 - Womens Study Major (07/11/2014) [-]
Actually I at first thought you were one of those troll accounts going for red pinkies

I'd had a bad day and didn't feel like giving in on anything
I got nothing against tumblr itself but I do find the recent content more or less amusing

Then I felt bad because you were actually really good at arguing and came here and got an idea

#457 to #456 - thepandaofdarkness (07/12/2014) [-]
If I had been a troll, I probably just would have posted something about how fj sucks and 4chan sucks and everyone sucks to make everyone I could possibly make angry, angry. I'm just sick of the stereotype fj gives Tumblr and how people talk about it. I didn't mean to rage (I do admit I raged a bit) But I too had a bad day and was upset that when I came on Fj all I saw was posts about some dumb war.    
   
I admire you coming to me after I blocked you to clear up this matter. I'm sorry it had to come to blocking but it was getting really annoying with the comment spamming. I really don't care about the red pinkies I got because they're just red pinkies on a screen that dont effect my life in any way.    
   
Anyway, Thank you for showing you're not an insensitive twat case like most of the people on this site. I salute you good sir.
If I had been a troll, I probably just would have posted something about how fj sucks and 4chan sucks and everyone sucks to make everyone I could possibly make angry, angry. I'm just sick of the stereotype fj gives Tumblr and how people talk about it. I didn't mean to rage (I do admit I raged a bit) But I too had a bad day and was upset that when I came on Fj all I saw was posts about some dumb war.

I admire you coming to me after I blocked you to clear up this matter. I'm sorry it had to come to blocking but it was getting really annoying with the comment spamming. I really don't care about the red pinkies I got because they're just red pinkies on a screen that dont effect my life in any way.

Anyway, Thank you for showing you're not an insensitive twat case like most of the people on this site. I salute you good sir.
User avatar #459 to #457 - lonized (07/12/2014) [-]
....So I apologize for that, too
#458 to #457 - Womens Study Major (07/12/2014) [-]
Yyeaah... I got another confession to make, and I'm not too sure if it'll make you take back what you just said.

I suppose it was a rather unfair move to do since you were mad at me and in a real life situation it couldn't have been done.

I did an identity swap and you didn't know you were still talking to the one you decided to block.

...I'm not sure if that's considered a dirty move and how people would react, but I didn't want to leave a cloud of frustration over anyone...


#460 to #458 - thepandaofdarkness (07/12/2014) [-]
As long as you don't do it again, I suppose I still forgive you. There's really no point in doing that besides making people upset. Just turns you into a troll and thats not good. Just try to be more open to the opinions of others and not put others down so hard. Just try and be cooler, and don't give into trolls.
As long as you don't do it again, I suppose I still forgive you. There's really no point in doing that besides making people upset. Just turns you into a troll and thats not good. Just try to be more open to the opinions of others and not put others down so hard. Just try and be cooler, and don't give into trolls.
#448 - megaflak (07/07/2014) [-]
hi there   
   
have a free gif
hi there

have a free gif
#449 to #448 - thepandaofdarkness (07/07/2014) [-]
Thank you?    
   
I guess free gifs are cool   
   
Here have one on me
Thank you?

I guess free gifs are cool

Here have one on me
#425 - hateandwhiskey (04/19/2013) [-]
I know you're in there.

I can hear you breathing.
#447 to #425 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Its a certain kind of trust. and one reason I can talk to you so openly is because I dont fear people on the internet anymore. Its the ones here, who can use myself against me, that I worry to trust. and then again theres also romantical trust.
#426 to #425 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
I wish I wasn't here right now actually...

Infact i'm quite mad and ashamed of myself.
#427 to #426 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
That's common practice, though, isn't it?   
   
Or is this a special occasion?
That's common practice, though, isn't it?

Or is this a special occasion?
#428 to #427 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Either or really. My mental problems are causing much stress and problems in my life...

and they are making me hate myself even more...wonderful...
User avatar #429 to #428 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
Well, lets hear it then.
#430 to #429 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Well...thanks to the paranoia and schizophrenia is making sleep difficult, and since im worrying about everything all the god damn time my stomach is always upset because i get really bad stress induced stomach aches...

And my trust issues are just making everything even worse for me in me and my boyfriends relationship...
#431 to #430 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
Sounds ********** . Looking past all else, which should pass on its own given enough time, trust issues are understandable.

Trust is a rare commodity in these days and times, after all. Just hope your turnaround comes sooner rather than later.
#432 to #431 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Well what is really scaring me is that my new boyfriend has all the great features of my ex's, but seemingly none of the bad ones...2 of my ex's cheated on me and it really ******* scarred me. So im always freaked out, always afraid and nervous, which makes my stomach to the flamingo around molten lava. basically i almost always feel sick now because i worry so much about everything in my life.
#433 to #432 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
My recommendation? Stop worrying.   
   
May seem impossible at first, but the less you focus on the bad things of what could happen, and instead on the good things that should happen, you'll find yourself feeling a lot better. Gradually, but anything's better than nothing.   
   
As for the scarring, I guess there's no way to undo it. Happened to me plenty of times, and I always just end up brushing it off. In the end, if it didn't work out, then 						****					 'em. They're gone, focus on you.
My recommendation? Stop worrying.

May seem impossible at first, but the less you focus on the bad things of what could happen, and instead on the good things that should happen, you'll find yourself feeling a lot better. Gradually, but anything's better than nothing.

As for the scarring, I guess there's no way to undo it. Happened to me plenty of times, and I always just end up brushing it off. In the end, if it didn't work out, then **** 'em. They're gone, focus on you.
#434 to #433 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
I have a hard time doing that you see. Its easier said than done, trust me. Specially when I feel as weak as I really am. I worry about everything because I feel that if i dont worry about something, then i wont be ready for if it happens...i dont like surprises. And I cant just brush things off..its not who I am. I have such a hard time letting things go. One thing i really hate about myself.
#435 to #434 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
Like I said, things like these have a way of figuring themselves out.
#436 to #435 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
I suppose. But enough about me and my tragic shattered world.

How are you then?
#437 to #436 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
I've fallen into another rut, I guess you could call it.   
   
Some compulsory actions of mine, every morning I get up and make a bunch of breakfast, and only after I'm done making it do I realize I live alone.   
   
I guess I'm just used to making it for someone else and myself.
I've fallen into another rut, I guess you could call it.

Some compulsory actions of mine, every morning I get up and make a bunch of breakfast, and only after I'm done making it do I realize I live alone.

I guess I'm just used to making it for someone else and myself.
#439 to #437 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Perhaps getting a room mate or a pet of some sort would help.
#438 to #437 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Well least you know the feeling of being with another. To is better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all. My boyfriend is all the way in washington state , While I'm in michigan. I can only see and talk to him through a computer screen. Infact I've actually never had a real life relationship, therefor i know nothing about those kinds of romantic feelings beyond what movies and television can fill me with.
#440 to #438 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
Pet, maybe. I just can't shake this kind of alone-ness.   
   
Been alone my whole life, really, kind of used to it now.
Pet, maybe. I just can't shake this kind of alone-ness.

Been alone my whole life, really, kind of used to it now.
#441 to #440 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Perhaps a dog or a cat of some sort. Dog would be better if you want somthing that acts like it loves you all the time. my cat only loves me when i give her food, pet her, or let her sleep on my back.
#442 to #441 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
I had a Pogona once, and it was a ******* awesome pet, but it just refused to eat after a few years.

Up and starved itself, wasn't a thing I could've done about it.
#443 to #442 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Perhaps that shows animals do have deeper thinking than just normal instincts. Perhaps he knew it was his time and decided he wanted to go out his way. Or he could have been sick.
#444 to #443 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
Either way, it's dead, and just back to being me.
Either way, it's dead, and just back to being me.
#445 to #444 - thepandaofdarkness (04/28/2013) [-]
Well that you can change.
#446 to #445 - hateandwhiskey (04/28/2013) [-]
As can you, pulchera.   
   
And while I battle this loneliness of mine, or rather, the want to wash my mouth out with buckshot, you can begin to remedy those perceived illnesses of yours.    
   
After all, you trust me [I'd hope you do, anyway], so it can't necessarily be trust that's irking you.
As can you, pulchera.

And while I battle this loneliness of mine, or rather, the want to wash my mouth out with buckshot, you can begin to remedy those perceived illnesses of yours.

After all, you trust me [I'd hope you do, anyway], so it can't necessarily be trust that's irking you.
#409 to #408 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Hej. How are you?
#410 to #409 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
Adequate. You know how that goes.

Et tu?
#411 to #410 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Could be better, as always.

The new year really isnt starting out that great.
User avatar #412 to #411 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
Why's that?
#413 to #412 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Family drama, I think my depression is coming back, I may need to go back to therapy which I would rather not do, but if i dont I'll continue waking up in the middle of the night screaming from nightmares.
#414 to #413 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
Huh. I wouldn't know the feeling.   
   
Though if it's support you need, you know where to find me.
Huh. I wouldn't know the feeling.

Though if it's support you need, you know where to find me.
User avatar #415 to #414 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Sadly I think medication needs to be involved in my mental processes again. Which is bad luck for me.
User avatar #416 to #415 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
It's probably all psychosomatic. You never know, yeah?
#417 to #416 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Yea...I would hope this year would be better for me, with 13 being my lucky number, but I guess not.
User avatar #418 to #417 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
That's the first I've heard of someone's lucky number being 13.
#419 to #418 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Well, Friday the 13th has always been a lucky day for me. Its pretty weird, I know. Also, The last year I was ever fully happy (Before the stresses of life began hitting me, causing mental anguish and depression) was when I was 13. So I consider it my lucky number.
#420 to #419 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
Strange. Very strange.
#422 to #421 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
We're all just a little strange.
We're all just a little strange.
#423 to #422 - thepandaofdarkness (01/07/2013) [-]
Thats very true. But i'm more strange than others.
Thats very true. But i'm more strange than others.
User avatar #424 to #423 - hateandwhiskey (01/07/2013) [-]
Believe me, there are some ****** up people in the world.
#401 - hateandwhiskey (12/10/2012) [-]
Ave, Pulchura
#402 to #401 - thepandaofdarkness (12/10/2012) [-]
Hey, Its been a while

How are you this fine evening?
User avatar #403 to #402 - hateandwhiskey (12/10/2012) [-]
Decent, to keep things simple.

Et tu?
#404 to #403 - thepandaofdarkness (12/10/2012) [-]
Things are going pretty well, For the most part.
User avatar #405 to #404 - hateandwhiskey (12/10/2012) [-]
Any reason why?
#406 to #405 - thepandaofdarkness (12/10/2012) [-]
some things in life just not going the way i wish they would. But then again, such as life.
User avatar #407 to #406 - hateandwhiskey (12/10/2012) [-]
For the negatives to balance the positives is an inevitability - it is not unheard of.
#380 - hateandwhiskey (11/11/2012) [-]
It's been a considerable amount of time since my last check-up, and I apologize for that.
#381 to #380 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
Oh no no, Its quite alright. Things in my life have been turning for me.
User avatar #382 to #381 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Turning in a good way, or..?
#383 to #382 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
In a good way luckly. See I have finally found a significant other.
#384 to #383 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Well, I'm glad for you. Hopefully I'll still be of some use.
#385 to #384 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
Thank you. I missed our conversations though. I was thinking about you last week or so. How have you been?
#386 to #385 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Well, if you were trying to perk me up - it worked.

I've been decent. Things have been strange, but I'm.. decent.
#387 to #386 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
Glad I could perk you up a bit.

Thats good in a sense. Being decent is better then feeling bad, no?

School is getting on my nerves though. I can literally feel my brain cells dying because of the idiots I must sit by in class.
#388 to #387 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Emotionally neutrality can be quite the bitch. But it's the best way to describe myself. I could go into detail, but it'd take forever.

Oh yes - you should've seen the election aftermath..
#389 to #388 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
I go to a alternative school. Meaning most everyone there is a "Thug" Or a "Gangsta". Meanwhile I'm the creepy Burton kid who likes Edgar allan poe, Horror movies, and reading. You can imagine the suffering I must endure every day.
User avatar #390 to #389 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
I go to a predominantly black school in a **** suburban neighborhood where everyone believes is about such a life. It's agonizing.

But I deal with it.
#391 to #390 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
As do I. Often I put my headphones in and blast whatever mind numbing music is on my phone. Often helps me push through the day and cut through the stupid waves these kids send out. I swear, If i hear yolo or swag one more time, I may take a bat to one of their heads.
#392 to #391 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
'Bout the same with me.

But "YOLO" with Obama.

And replace 'bat' with shooting up the ******* school.
#393 to #392 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
My school doesnt care about obama or the elections. They care about weed, rap music, clothing, getting drunk, and all around anything stupid or illegal. I am a stoner, But even I dont talk about weed half as much as they do.And they talk about it infront of teachers, so they can seem "Hard". Most of the time they end up getting searched or suspended. Yet they never learn.

Oh Logic, Intelligence, and elegance...What has our generation done to you?
#394 to #393 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Hell, even I didn't know you were a stoner. Guess that's a good thing, considering I haven't met one stoner that I've liked.   
   
I want to think the same way, but we're part of 'this generation', so there's no room to talk unfortunately.
Hell, even I didn't know you were a stoner. Guess that's a good thing, considering I haven't met one stoner that I've liked.

I want to think the same way, but we're part of 'this generation', so there's no room to talk unfortunately.
#395 to #394 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
Well, Thats why I said 'Our' Generation. Not everyone in our generation is bad, yes, like you, and me, and a few others I could name. I would rather live in the past anyways. I often dont use much electronics besides my phone, and thats simply for music. If I could, I would go back to the times where people greeted each other with "Hello" And "Good day". Not "Yo wat up G" or "Sup my **** ". I wish I could go back in time and fix our generation. Theres very few things about this generation that extremely bother me, and I would go back and only fix those things.
User avatar #396 to #395 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
Maybe you don't consider yourself to be bad, but I sure as Hell do. Maybe in a separate sense than how you used it, but I'm definitely not a good person. That's not important, however.

I've got to admit, any time period that isn't this one would be a welcome change.

Hell, anywhere but here.
#397 to #396 - thepandaofdarkness (11/12/2012) [-]
Indeed. I'm not saying I'm perfect. But at least I've got good manners. And you seem to be a good person to me.
#398 to #397 - hateandwhiskey (11/12/2012) [-]
I'm good to those who are good to me. It's a simple code to live by. Easy to comprehend.   
   
Everyone else can get 						******					.
I'm good to those who are good to me. It's a simple code to live by. Easy to comprehend.

Everyone else can get ****** .
#399 to #398 - thepandaofdarkness (11/13/2012) [-]
Well thats a great code to live by. I'm nice to everyone, Until they give me a reason not to be nice to them.
#400 to #399 - hateandwhiskey (11/13/2012) [-]
I could only wish for the capacity to be that civilized.
I could only wish for the capacity to be that civilized.
#364 to #363 - thepandaofdarkness (09/06/2012) [-]
Lol I suppose. How are you today?
#365 to #364 - hateandwhiskey (09/06/2012) [-]
Doesn't matter how I feel, but you seem to be in a chipper mood.

However, I could be wrong.
#366 to #365 - thepandaofdarkness (09/06/2012) [-]
Actually I'm in a extremely good mood. Bored, But at least i'm happy.
#367 to #366 - hateandwhiskey (09/06/2012) [-]
Yes, that's very good to hear.

Any reason why?
#368 to #367 - thepandaofdarkness (09/06/2012) [-]
Nope. Just in a great mood.
#369 to #368 - hateandwhiskey (09/07/2012) [-]
Well, as I've said - it's a welcome change of pace.
#370 to #369 - thepandaofdarkness (09/07/2012) [-]
Indeed. Schools got me tired a lot, But i'm still happy.
#371 to #370 - hateandwhiskey (09/07/2012) [-]
I feel as if I'm the only one who's nothing to complain about school/working.

Though, I understand your frustration.
#372 to #371 - thepandaofdarkness (09/07/2012) [-]
I'm actually happy with my classes currently.
#373 to #372 - hateandwhiskey (09/07/2012) [-]
Well you're just all sorts of happy today, huh pulchra?
#374 to #373 - thepandaofdarkness (09/07/2012) [-]
And as all good things come, they go as well. Had a 						******					 day and had one of my friends stab me in the back. Oh joy.
And as all good things come, they go as well. Had a ****** day and had one of my friends stab me in the back. Oh joy.
#375 to #374 - hateandwhiskey (09/07/2012) [-]
That's too bad.

Myself, I thought I was going to have to put some jigaboo down after school today. Too bad for them, they only fight those that can't fight for themselves. I'm not one of those people.
#376 to #375 - thepandaofdarkness (09/08/2012) [-]
Well your day sounds eventful. Today was terrible. tired and sick all through school.
#377 to #376 - hateandwhiskey (09/08/2012) [-]
I wouldn't say eventful. Just the first time in a long time some dropout wanted to try and challenge me.

You think there's any cause to your sudden sickness?
#378 to #377 - thepandaofdarkness (09/08/2012) [-]
I dont know really. May just be something i caught.
#322 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
Ave, pulchra.

How are we tonight?
#343 to #322 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Ah I see. Has something happened to cause such a event to take place?
#344 to #343 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Not sure, really. Just a loss in interest. I guess separating from my girl didn't help, either.

Oh well, damage is done. Back to being alone.
#345 to #344 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
I know that feeling. I've been alone for a long time. I just got used to it after a while.
#346 to #345 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
As have I, and while I've adapted to it, I can't ever say I've enjoyed it.

Plus, she was a fun person to be with. I never understood why she gave me the time of day, but we made it work. And I still hold no contempt for Her over it all.
#347 to #346 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Sounds like you were happy. I always wished I could find a relationship like that. But sadly, I'm seemingly unlove able and the men who say they love me only really love me for whats in my pants. So I just gave up eventually.
#348 to #347 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
As much as it pains me to say - don't give up.

If I found someone, Hell I might still even be looking, there's still a big chunk of hope for you.

Just takes a little perseverance as all.
#349 to #348 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Idk. I've been having the hardest time trusting people who only want to be my friends. But finding a boyfriend seems to be impossible for me. I dont let people close enough to get to know the real me.
#350 to #349 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Well, you've seemed to let me get close enough [I assume].

Doesn't that say something?
#351 to #350 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
I suppose. But When I mean close, I mean with people in real life. Internet friendships are easy. Its actually having to deal with people thats the hard part.
#352 to #351 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
I would guess this much.

Well, not much else I can do to help other than to wish you luck in your endeavors.
#353 to #352 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Thanks. I prefer friends on the internet too. Then if one of them bothers me i just stop talking to them. Much easier then getting rid of people in real life.
#354 to #353 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
True.

Granted, I'd rather just avoid 'friendships' all together.

Though it still irks me how I found Her, and how we got as close as we did. Only because I don't know how.
#355 to #354 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Ah. Well I consider you a friend, If it means anything.
#356 to #355 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
It means more than I'm willing to admit.
#357 to #356 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
I'll take that as a compliment. You seem to be a really interesting person. I'd like to pick your brain once in a while. If you wouldnt mind?
#358 to #357 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Well, I don't really have anything else to call it, but it wasn't an insult in the slightest.

I've been getting that a lot lately. And no, I wouldn't mind. Though I'm not sure what there's left to pick at.
#359 to #358 - thepandaofdarkness (08/22/2012) [-]
Well by pick I mean get your opinion on things. I like finding out what people think of different things, and I feel like I can get some interesting answers out of you.
#360 to #359 - hateandwhiskey (08/22/2012) [-]
Alright then. Shoot.
#361 to #360 - thepandaofdarkness (08/22/2012) [-]
Hm...I dont quite know what to ask you yet, But when something comes to mind i'll be sure to message you.
User avatar #362 to #361 - hateandwhiskey (08/22/2012) [-]
Right then.

I'll be here when you need me.
#323 to #322 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
Doing better actually. Finally got rid of a major asshole in my life.
#324 to #323 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
Looks like we're all cutting ties.

Who was this 'asshole' in question?
#325 to #324 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
Someone who used to be my friend on a chat site I go on. But soon he started stalking me and demanding things from me. So I finally decided to get him out of my life. Took a while but I finally managed to do it last night.
#326 to #325 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
Well, you seem to be pretty content with your decision, so I'm glad for that.
#327 to #326 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
I actually feel better then I have in months now that hes gone! Hell I fell down the stairs and got a gash in my skull and a sprained ankle, And I still feel awesome!
I actually feel better then I have in months now that hes gone! Hell I fell down the stairs and got a gash in my skull and a sprained ankle, And I still feel awesome!
#328 to #327 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
You at least treated all that, didn't you?
#329 to #328 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
Oh yea, I went to the hospital and got patched up.
#330 to #329 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
So all in all, I'll assume that made for an eventful day.
#331 to #330 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
Oh yes. But I dont care about any of the pain or any of the stress that I had pushed onto me by that asshole. I feel so alive now. Im so stress free and happy for the first time in months!
#332 to #331 - hateandwhiskey (08/20/2012) [-]
Well, I suppose that's an improvement.

In a neurotic sort of way.
#333 to #332 - thepandaofdarkness (08/20/2012) [-]
Indeed. Im not used to being this free from stress.
#334 to #333 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Then I'd guess it's never too late for a change of taste.

A Paradigm Shift, they call it.
#335 to #334 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Mhm. Today could have gone better, my cat died this morning.
Mhm. Today could have gone better, my cat died this morning.
#336 to #335 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
It's almost as if Death is punching holes around you.

Still, though, my condolences.
#337 to #336 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Yea. I'm used to death though. And she was a old cat. Older then me. She was sick and I like to think shes happier now.
Yea. I'm used to death though. And she was a old cat. Older then me. She was sick and I like to think shes happier now.
#338 to #337 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Maybe. It's all one could really look forward to after coming to terms with such a thing.
#339 to #338 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Yea. We we're expecting it though, so it didn't really come as much of a shock. Plus she died in the basement, rather then at a vet, and it looked like she just fell asleep and passed. So There's not much to do except hope for the best. She grew up with me and she was a really sweet cat. I'm just glad she passed without pain.
#340 to #339 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
Well as long as you're still doing alright, I guess that's all that matters.
#341 to #340 - thepandaofdarkness (08/21/2012) [-]
Mhm. And How about you? How has things in your life been going?
#342 to #341 - hateandwhiskey (08/21/2012) [-]
It's hard to explain all in one sitting, but I seem to have dropped any and all sense of sexuality and compassion from my life as of a few weeks ago.

Ever since, things have been pretty dull. Nothing seems to spark any semblance of emotion out of me.
#314 - hateandwhiskey (08/14/2012) [-]
Been a while since I've checked up on you.

Quid agis?
#315 to #314 - thepandaofdarkness (08/14/2012) [-]
Yes it has been. How have you been?
#316 to #315 - hateandwhiskey (08/14/2012) [-]
Content. I can't exactly say everything's been managable, or I'd be lying, but I'm still alive. That's something.

Et tu?
#317 to #316 - thepandaofdarkness (08/14/2012) [-]
Fine really. Besides doing a lot of sleeping, I haven't be doing very much else.
#318 to #317 - hateandwhiskey (08/14/2012) [-]
Narcolepsy, possibly? Or do you just enjoy sleeping?

Well that's good to hear.
#319 to #318 - thepandaofdarkness (08/14/2012) [-]
I dont know really. I'm just always tired it seems. My mom says I may have a Iron deficiency, but it could be something else. Besides that, I never really have anything to do anymore. I spend more time in my room then I ever have, only going downstairs once or twice a day to eat or get something to drink. I fear I'm becoming a hermit or something.
#320 to #319 - hateandwhiskey (08/14/2012) [-]
School hasn't started for you yet, I'm guessing.
#321 to #320 - thepandaofdarkness (08/14/2012) [-]
Nope. Not till September. But even then, I'll be a hermit after school.
#302 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
How're you holding up?
#303 to #302 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
Could be better if life weren't kicking me in the ass every time I finally get back up.
#304 to #303 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
You'd probably be doing yourself a favor by not acknowledging it all.
#305 to #304 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
Sadly, I would do that, If it weren't pushing itself into my face like a steaming pile of **** on the carpet.
#306 to #305 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
Sounds like you're not trying hard enough.
#307 to #306 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
I feel like I'm trying plenty. Some things I can ignore. But everything else seems to hit me right in the face.
#308 to #307 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
Like what, exactly?
#309 to #308 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
Well, besides everything going on with my fathers death, there's all my family coming to visit, causing me much destress, seeing as most of my family are little kids and love to play with me till i'm so drained i cant walk, then want to play more. And besides that, I got a terrible ear infection, Otitis media, in my right ear. Making 4 days of my life extremely Pailful. With the feeling of my right ear canal giving birth.
#310 to #309 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
Well, minus the ear infection, that doesn't sound all too bad.

You've got a family. That's more than I can say.
#311 to #310 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
Yea. I suppose so. Although the ear infection was the worst. I have to take these large pills that make me gag, plus I cant go swimming without special earplugs. Scratch that. I cant even take showers without them! and putting them in hurts, because it makes a vaccum which pulls on my eardrum.
#312 to #311 - hateandwhiskey (08/01/2012) [-]
Understandable, though I can't quite say I can relate.
#313 to #312 - thepandaofdarkness (08/01/2012) [-]
Well, I'm tired and worn out. I think i'll head off to bed. Goodnight.
#277 - hateandwhiskey (06/29/2012) [-]
You know - I feel our interactions are made all the more difficult considering I still don't know your name.

It'd just make things a lot easier for me.
#298 to #280 - thepandaofdarkness (07/02/2012) [-]
Oh. Well that makes me feel a bit better, so I thank you. But more often then not, my so called friends use me. Wether they want to play my games, use my drawing stuff, or even take money from me. I'm too soft and too desperate for friends to call them out on it...
#299 to #302 - hateandwhiskey (07/02/2012) [-]
Yeah, you won't have to worry about that from me.
#300 to #303 - thepandaofdarkness (07/02/2012) [-]
Thanks. Feels nice to not have to worry at all for once.
#301 to #304 - hateandwhiskey (07/02/2012) [-]
Don't mention it.
#278 to #280 - thepandaofdarkness (06/30/2012) [-]
Oh thats true. Well I have a few names. My real name is Tristen. But I go best by my nicknames. TG, Jenny, or Dana.
#279 to #281 - hateandwhiskey (06/30/2012) [-]
Huh.

Don't know a lot of chicks named Tristen. Or a lot of people named Tristen, for that matter.

Human interaction is overrated, but I digress -
#280 to #282 - thepandaofdarkness (06/30/2012) [-]
I suppose. And what about you, Whats your name? If you've told me before and I dont remember, I apologize
#281 to #283 - hateandwhiskey (06/30/2012) [-]
Rovēros.

I don't blame you; it's not a common name.
#282 to #284 - thepandaofdarkness (06/30/2012) [-]
True it is. So, What have you been doing since our last chat?
#283 to #285 - hateandwhiskey (06/30/2012) [-]
Clearing some names off my ******** .

Not much else.

You?
#284 to #286 - thepandaofdarkness (06/30/2012) [-]
Been dealing with assholes, kicking most of them out of my life. And drawing. I've been doing lots of drawing.
#285 to #287 - hateandwhiskey (06/30/2012) [-]
Same old **** then, yeah?

Well, mind if I see what you've done?
#286 to #288 - thepandaofdarkness (07/01/2012) [-]
I sent the link to you since fj would delete it on comments. Look through it if you like.
#287 to #290 - hateandwhiskey (07/01/2012) [-]
Yeah, I got it.

Sorry for not replying immediately.
#288 to #291 - thepandaofdarkness (07/01/2012) [-]
Oh its fine. Did you look through my gallery? I love to draw. I draw lots of stuff for people.
#289 to #292 - hateandwhiskey (07/01/2012) [-]
Yeah, a quick sweep, didn't have much time to look over it all.

And I agree, it's a good way to vent. Peacefully, anyway.

I don't like taking requests, however. My schedule's far too constricting for all that.
User avatar #290 to #293 - thepandaofdarkness (07/01/2012) [-]
Ah I see. Drawing for others makes me feel useful
#291 to #294 - hateandwhiskey (07/01/2012) [-]
There's nothing else you can do to make yourself feel useful?
#293 to #296 - hateandwhiskey (07/01/2012) [-]
You sure about that?
#294 to #297 - thepandaofdarkness (07/02/2012) [-]
pretty much...No one uses me for much else then drawing and a depression sponge.
#295 to #298 - hateandwhiskey (07/02/2012) [-]
Well, that's not the case with me;

So, I'd say that theory needs a little work.
#296 to #299 - thepandaofdarkness (07/02/2012) [-]
What exactly do you use me for?
#297 to #300 - hateandwhiskey (07/02/2012) [-]
I don't 'use' you for anything.

Just think of me as a crutch, I guess that's the way I can word it.

I don't use people unless I can get the most out of them, and then dispose of them. That doesn't apply to you.
#264 to #266 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Hey. How are you?
#265 to #267 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
For the time being, I'll have to settle with content.

Yourself?
#266 to #268 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Could be a hell of a lot better actually.
#267 to #269 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
Hm, why's that?
#268 to #270 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Because my retarted friend wants to kill himself because of me apparently. Apparently, because I dont love him like he loves me, He has the right to spill his blood on my hands.
#269 to #271 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
We all have our delusions.

So how's all this gonna play out?
#270 to #272 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Well I forced myself to go numb to try and not care about his threats, which in turn made me a "Uncaring bitch" And Now I have to change. And every night untill I do hes going to play russian roulett.
#271 to #273 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
If they're gonna be that way - are they really worth saving?
#272 to #274 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Thing is, I dont want anyones blood on my hands. Last time I had blood on my hands I couldnt sleep for a week and had to go to the asylum. Wasnt good.
#273 to #275 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
If you don't take responsibility for it - which you shouldn't - that won't happen.

Besides, I'm sure he's just doing it for attention. Your attention.
#274 to #276 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
I know. But i'm just such a ******* caring person. Ya know?
#275 to #277 - hateandwhiskey (06/02/2012) [-]
I don't know for sure, and **** me for not paying attention, but I'll take your word for it.
#276 to #278 - thepandaofdarkness (06/02/2012) [-]
Mhm. Mhm. Anyways, I'm getting my hair cut today
#199 - hateandwhiskey (05/01/2012) [-]
Still alive?
#200 to #201 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Barely. How about you?
Barely. How about you?
#201 to #202 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Something happen recently?

Sweet C'thulu, those fukken Avengers.
#202 to #203 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Just a lot of drama. Drama I wish i could just throw away. My depression has come back, along with my skitzo tendencies, and my grandparents are dying infront of my familys eyes.

And its not just the avengers, its mostly just loki. Hes damn sexy.
#203 to #204 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Well that's... ****** .

Anything you need to talk about?
#204 to #205 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
I dont know really. They say my grandma wont survive the week. My grandpa aint doin so much better either....Neither will eat...both barely breathing and both bedridden. My moms taking it so hard...I feel bad for her...
#205 to #206 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Hm.. I'm assuming you had a close bond with your grandparents? How much longer do you think they'll have to suffer?
#206 to #207 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Yes they were very close to me. I've spent many a Christmas at their house. I have so many memories with them. My grandpa running around with me and my grandma teaching me to play cards....Now both of them can't speak, only groan in pain. Neither will eat. My grandma has no idea who I am, and my grandpa doesn't even notice when someone talks to him. Its so...Depressing...To see them like this now...
#207 to #208 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
As much as you probably don't want to hear it, you'll feel better by the time they pass on. I know it sounds kinda cruel, but just knowing that they aren't in pain anymore should put your mind at ease.
#208 to #209 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
I know...Thats why I'm hoping they go soon...It hurts to hear my grandfather, who faught in ww2, who raised me and opened christmas presents with me, groan in pain and cry infront of us. Once they pass on, Our family will feel better hopefully. I'm worried about them dying inside my house though. I'm paranoid that with my 6th sense, if for some reason my grandma stays around for my grandpa to pass, it will effect me badly. I get extreme headaches, seizures, and terrible mood swings. I'll probably stay out of the house as much as I can.
#209 to #210 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Whatever that has to be done to make you feel better, I say do it.
#210 to #211 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
I just hope this death doesn't effect me the way I think it will. If it does I may not be on for a very long time. I maybe be forced back to the hospital. And i'll be right back. I need to finish dying my hair.
#211 to #212 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Huh..

What color you getting?
#212 to #213 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
back. And I'm putting blue in my already dark brown and light red hair. Its going to look pretty good I hope. If not, I always have black dye ready.
#214 to #215 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Indeed. I like having my hair odd colors. Makes me feel...Seperate from the crowd.
#215 to #216 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Is that what you want?
#216 to #218 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Yea. I suppose. It doesnt make me stick out like a sore thumb, but people often think its a bit cool. I've inspired a few friends of mine to do the same.
#217 to #219 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Imitation is some form of flattery, I suppose.

As I've said - just do what makes you happy.
#222 to #220 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Perhaps. Shall we move this conversation to a new thread beginning, or to your profile. I still wish to talk to you.
#223 to #225 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Your call, though it's preferable just to start over back at the top.
#220 to #220 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
So many purple lines. Oh my.
#221 to #223 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Still not used to it, huh?

It'll grow on you, should you still find a reason to want to talk to me.
#218 to #220 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Yea. But I really hate my hair. I love the color, and how it shapes, but I really hate the length right now. its too long, and too short.Theres no medium styles I like.
#219 to #221 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Well, if it's managable, I'm sure it's nothing you can't handle.

I was never a big fan of my own hair as well, but that was before I got it cut the way I wanted it.
#198 - hateandwhiskey (04/24/2012) [-]
Ave.. again.
#224 to #200 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
How about we continue on this message. Since I apparently never replied to you. Sorry.
#244 to #227 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Feisty, ain't ye?
#245 to #247 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Yea. If forced, I will fight. And most times I will win.
#246 to #248 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
It's human nature. We all have limits.

Even those in the most well-retained mental states can snap at their boiling point.

I haven't been in a fight in quite some time, I just know that I've never lost one.
#247 to #249 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Ah. I've only lost once or twice. God i'm tired.
#248 to #250 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Sleep is recommended.
#250 to #252 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
There's nothing strictly pleasant about it, no.

But evidently, it can kill you, so... Hell, take some Unisom or something.
#251 to #253 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
...I hate pills. And besides, my parents are asleep, so its all locked up. They dont want me attemtping anything again. Or poisoning anyone...Again.
#252 to #254 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
**** , stop reminding me of me.
#254 to #255 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Anyways. I'm gonna pass out now. So nighty night. Sleep well if you sleep at all.
#253 to #255 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Dont like it when someone is similar to you?
#255 to #256 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Not primarily, no.

It's... something that doesn't need to happen. There doesn't need to be another me.
#256 to #258 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Oh...Ok....Well I have some....Extreamly bad news...
Oh...Ok....Well I have some....Extreamly bad news...
#257 to #259 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
I have an idea of what it might be, but continue.
#258 to #260 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
My grandfather passed away this morning. Around 11 am. They said he went...peacefully in his sleep.
#259 to #261 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
And how does that make you feel?

Any better? Worse?
#260 to #262 - thepandaofdarkness (05/15/2012) [-]
.....Ya know, I cant even answer that. I dont know what I feel right now. I've offically run out of tears. I've cried just so much.
#261 to #263 - hateandwhiskey (05/15/2012) [-]
Well I guess that's the natural way to react to it.
#262 to #264 - thepandaofdarkness (05/15/2012) [-]
Yea....I'm probley going to be on here for a long while tomarrow. I dont feel like going to school...
#225 to #227 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
All good.

So what's up now?
User avatar #226 to #228 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Not much. Watching pewdiepie and working in photoshop. turning pictures of cartoon boys into girls just to see what they would look like.
#229 to #231 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Dont judge. Most of them I make to look like me. Mostly its characters that already look like me, Some minor edits and I can use them as profile pictures for different things.
#230 to #232 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Well, it's certainly not the strangest thing I've heard from you.

But... I am expecting to hear more.
#231 to #233 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Oh? What is the strangest thing you have heard from me? And I'm glad you hope to hear more. Normally people ignore me after talking to me for this long.
#232 to #234 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
I haven't talked to you much, so I can't say for sure.

But I guess we'll see what happens.
#233 to #235 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
I suppose so. God my hair is so blue now. It gives off a weird color when i look through it.
#234 to #236 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Who know's, maybe you'll look like Coraline or something.

Bitches love Coraline.
#235 to #237 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
I used to look like her. The last time I had blue hair I did anyways. Now I just look like a dyke. Nothing wrong with that though. God my jaw hurts.
#236 to #238 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
It probably would've been for the best if I hadn't laughed at that.   
   
What's up with your jaw?
It probably would've been for the best if I hadn't laughed at that.

What's up with your jaw?
#237 to #239 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Its fine. I got beat up a few days ago. I'm fine now though.
#238 to #240 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Lord, now you're starting to remind me of my little brother.
#239 to #241 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
That good or bad?
#240 to #242 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Little of both, I just know that he gets in a lot of fights, and more often than not... loses.
#241 to #243 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
Oh. I won. Just got knocked in the jaw by some girl who has an apparent problem with me.
#242 to #244 - hateandwhiskey (05/14/2012) [-]
Well... "I got beat up" implies otherwise. But if you say so.

Bet it felt great, yeah?
#243 to #245 - thepandaofdarkness (05/14/2012) [-]
It did. She did beat me up, but I beat her up worse. I got a hurt jaw and black eye and a few bruises. She got a broken nose and two broken ribs.
#181 to #182 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Never got this alert, sorry..

HAAAAAAAY.
#182 to #183 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
How have you been?
#183 to #184 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Content with life, I suppose. Not particularly miserable, but I can't say I'm happy without being a liar.

Yourself? Hope you been doing better.
#184 to #185 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
A bit yes. Having lots of trouble in the relationship area of my life, but i've decided to just completely ignore that entire area.
#185 to #186 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
You'll get through it. You've been through worse, I'm sure this won't phase you by much.
#186 to #187 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
Mhm. So how about you? anything you wish to talk about?
#187 to #188 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
I'm at a loss for words, honestly.

Never really good at picking topics, just wanted to see how you were doing, making sure you were okay. Figured if you weren't, I could at least try to make things suck less.

But I'm not just gonna take off because of that. That'd be dickish, and it'd prove...problematic if you thought of me that way.
#188 to #189 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
Oh? Problematic in what way? I think lots of my guy friends are dickish. Doesnt mean I dont talk to them or hang out with them.
#189 to #190 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Well, y'know, a lot of people already think of me that way. I figured I should try to change that with someone.

Let alone someone I actually give ***** about - which is rare.
#190 to #191 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
You care about me? ^^ Thats rare for me. Thanks. And I dont think I could ever think of you as a Dick. Your too cool for that. If anything I should be worried that you think im a dick. I go on too much with my problems I think.
#191 to #192 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Yeah, well... that's why I'm here.

To listen.
#192 to #193 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
Normally thats what I do for everyone else. Im a sort of...Sponge to them.
#193 to #194 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
First time for everything, yeah?
#194 to #195 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
I suppose. Although normally Im good at solving my own problems.
#195 to #196 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Nothing wrong with a little help every now and then.

I'll back off if you need me to, though.
#196 to #197 - thepandaofdarkness (04/13/2012) [-]
Oh no no. Its fine really ^^ Its comforting to know I have at least one person listening.
#197 to #198 - hateandwhiskey (04/13/2012) [-]
Well, I'm better at listening, far better than I am at talking. I usually just **** things up whenever I say something.

But yeah. You ever need to talk, you know where to find me.
#168 - hateandwhiskey (03/22/2012) [-]
Ave.

It's been a while. Figured I'd come and see how you're holding up.
#169 to #170 - thepandaofdarkness (03/22/2012) [-]
Hey. I'm fine. Just broke up with my boyfriend, but i'm holding up pretty well. How are you?
#170 to #171 - hateandwhiskey (03/22/2012) [-]
Well you seem to be fairing pretty well.

What happened? Unless, you don't want to elaborate.
#171 to #172 - thepandaofdarkness (03/23/2012) [-]
Just some stuff. A bit stressed lately. Mostly Its my grandma dying and school.
#172 to #173 - hateandwhiskey (03/23/2012) [-]
****** .

I'm all too familiar with Death, but I don't feel as if there's anything I could say to make it better.

So I'll just shut up for now.
#173 to #174 - thepandaofdarkness (03/23/2012) [-]
As am I. But she is pretty old and at least shes spending the last of her time with my grandpa. They're at the same retirement home. So he gets to spend time with her for a while at least. they've been together for at least 60 years. Maybe 70.
#174 to #175 - hateandwhiskey (03/23/2012) [-]
Yeah, I know how that goes.

My grandad passed away...two years ago, I think? Cancer got to him, and it was a pretty slow Death. Not fun to watch, which is what I don't say often. But at least he got to live it out with his wife. Sure the crazy bastard's better off this way, though.

So what's up with you and school? The usual?
#175 to #176 - thepandaofdarkness (03/23/2012) [-]
Yes a bit. But theres also a boy at my school who thinks he is supposedly my friend. I actually hate him with my entire being. But he doesn't seem to understand that. Even when I tell him.
#176 to #177 - hateandwhiskey (03/23/2012) [-]
I've actually got some first-hand experience with something like that. Except the kid was gay.

Beh- enough about that **** .

You seem to be handling all this pretty well, so I guess you don't need much from me. Then again, I'm no therapist, nor do I plan to be, so I could be wrong.

Well, if **** gets too heavy, you know where to find me.
#177 to #178 - thepandaofdarkness (03/23/2012) [-]
Ah. Thank you very much. Its very nice to have someone to talk to. If you ever need the same from me, I'm here for you as well.
#178 to #179 - hateandwhiskey (03/23/2012) [-]
D'oh **** , Borderlands.

I probably wouldn't. I've been in the **** for so many years, I personally don't see how talking about one's problems fixes everything. I'm more of a 'take charge' kinda guy. But, it seems to work for everyone else.

But yeah... it is nice to have someone to talk to.
User avatar #164 - tittyvenndiagram (03/05/2012) [-]
I love you.
#165 to #166 - thepandaofdarkness (03/06/2012) [-]
Uh...Ok? ._.
Uh...Ok? ._.
User avatar #166 to #167 - tittyvenndiagram (03/06/2012) [-]
I rolled dubs and I rolled your name and... Well I was supposed to tell you that I love you. Um. Good day.
#167 to #168 - thepandaofdarkness (03/06/2012) [-]
Oh okay, Thats all you had to say ^^
#158 - hateandwhiskey (02/29/2012) [-]
Hey, we never got done talking...

Unless, of course, in your mind the conversation was over.

Also, drew this a few days ago. Need criticism.
#159 to #160 - thepandaofdarkness (02/29/2012) [-]
Oh Sorry, I fell asleep. I was going to respond but a few things have been going on that made me forget. So sorry.
#160 to #161 - hateandwhiskey (02/29/2012) [-]
Ah, it's alright. I was just making sure, no need to apologize.

I don't deserve it, anyway.

So, while I'm here, how've you been?
#161 to #162 - thepandaofdarkness (02/29/2012) [-]
Fine I suppose. Although I've completely lost my faith in 90% of humanity.
#162 to #163 - hateandwhiskey (02/29/2012) [-]
I know that feel a bit too well.

Then again, I'm a Misanthropist. I don't worry too much about people anymore.

Also, how do you think they came out? The drawings, I mean.
#163 to #164 - thepandaofdarkness (02/29/2012) [-]
Really nice. I like them. They're much better then anything I've drawn lately.
#156 - DeathclawRulez (02/27/2012) [-]
who is this?
who is this?
#157 to #158 - thepandaofdarkness (02/27/2012) [-]
Just a friend :3. Saw your profile through one of my friends and though you looked pretty cool.
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