Quite the ambiguous message, but nice indeed

i feel left out

Things got out of hand, I still like you tho

i love you to darling

ay bby

Do you go around posting creepy dogs to people that mention you in a comment? I'm a bit scared

Were you not entertained?

I don't usually reply at all.

In that case I am honored

So I got nothing better to do. What's up?

Just chilling, listening to music and surfing the web
smalltalk version above

reality version below
Talking to a very pretty girl who I am very sure is into me, but I have commitment issues and I like my freedom a lot so I'm not sure if I want to pursue it.

How about you?

Do you like her?

I'm alright. Just enjoying my days off work.

I like her sure. She's cool, nice and very attractive (a bit out of my league as well i think)
It's more about me having trouble with any relationship in general.

Where do you work? and where are you from if we're at that stage

Be up front with her. It would be bad to reject her if you like her but also be bad to lead into something that you're comfortable. Perhaps you can find some sort of situation/relationship that you can deal with.

I work with a catering company. Kansas City, USA

I'm hoping to find some sort of middle ground. I've just been down this road before and I go into a panic and start to over-analyze stuff.

I always meet some wise sage-like people on the internet. Any issues in your life I can assist you with?

I have similar issues with thinking about things too much. Does this girl live near you or far away?

Not currently. Just trying to make a living and pay bills and stuff.

She goes to my university. She's a third year dancer and I'm a second year film student so already I'm thinking about the fact that she'll be done after this year and what happens then.
See I'm already thinking about how we would handle that kind of stuff before we've even been on a date. My brain is trained to think long term, life and death kind of stuff. I analyze everything as to how it affects the trajectory of my life, it's annoying.

How old are you? If you don't mind me asking

Well you'll stay in contact and still go to do stuff together, assuming you go down that path. I think it's more about going with it and seeing where things go rather than thinking about where they might go without trying.

I'm 23.

come from same country tho

I know, I know. I'm just saying that when panick mode checks in then that's where my head goes.

Also I study abroad, so makes the whole next year thing a bit trickier

I understand. When I had problems before, no matter what people told me to try and help me, I couldn't help but think about everything that could go wrong.

What country are you studying in?

we're both norwegians, studying in London

Hopefully you'll be able to work something out and be better off than I was.

I am off to bed, but I wish you luck have a nice day/night

Alright. Night

Anything you want to talk about?

*shrugs* I dunno.

Hopefully I'll be getting another computer soon. I've been having to use my mom's since my laptop died about 5 months ago.