merry christmas! hope it went well for you

i have a hat, im happy

every time i see this i get reminded, i will slap you

oh, and this one

d'aww

Heya, long time no see. Was worried you were pissed at me.

havent been on fj much

Ahhh, gotcha. Also have you added on skype.

i rarely go on skype either, lol

just havent been all around wanting to talk to people i guess

however i do need sleep, just wanted to check my fj first, so night

Ahhh. Gotcha. Well hope things are going well for you!

Fair enough. Talk to ya later.

Finally find a guy who looks half decent, not nearly as good as it could be, and he just purely wants sex. Why can't i find a person that would want to go out for an icecream or some **** . Everyone likes icecream.

perverted world
i wish the world was as innocent as it seemed when i was a kid
I just want someone to cuddle and watch thrillers with

owell
I'll surely die alone

best part is i just made a friend upset because i was talking about hooking up with this guy, and then how i was upset that he keeps asking about what ive done with guys/girls in the past sexual wise... so my friend no longer wants to watch breaking bad with me, and now im even more alone than i was before.

why doesn't he want to watch breaking bad with you? :s

i dont know... but this is what i mean about shutting up... i never know when its not okay to talk about something youre excited about.

I'm sorry about that, sounds annoying

I'm sorry... this is one of those times i should shut it... im just really really alone right now.

don't be
it's aight
I need to bed now but if you still feel bad tomorrow and wanna vent feel free to hit me up

take care

sleep well, thank you

i need better gif form

I need a hug and a proper meal

I need a date, some snuggles, and hot cocoa.

I'm sure you will find that

Not happening in a million years.

it might happen in 0.1 years
who knwos

totally... im also going to sprout bigger boobs and a better sense of humor

I need a lot of work if I'm going to find someone.

legs > tits
why do you want to change your sense of humour?

maybe i need better legs too then...
and i feel like its just not right. i just need to be better in general
>able to manage on my own
>maybe gain some muscle so i can do things on my own
>be less clingy
>bigger boobs some how
>better skin, maybe actually wear make up
>learn to shut up now and then

you're probably fine and have nothing to worry about (you're not fat afterall which alone must put you above a lot of the US lol)
but squats = amazing legs/ass

you have a warm smile
good smile = looks approachable
face is probably at least 70% of being attractive

>I wish I felt fully independant if that's what you mean, but too often I'll feel lonely
>sure, go for it, no need to go overboard
>same, ****
>nah, small tits are cute anyway, and implants are gross
>I guess, subtle make-up is nice, too much is tacky
>why do you say that?

I think you are hard on yourself

>if i ever have a problem, i completely rely on other people to help me get through it
>i have this one guy friend, we went to a movie yesterday, he took my bag from me and i couldnt even budge it. i mean, i guess its cute in some points, but people get tired of helping me do things that im not strong enough to.
>never going to get implants, i find those stupid
>just something to cover up scars and acne scars
>im loud and obnoxious. im extremely monophobic to the point where i get panic attacks once every day to every other day. i hate letting people go, whether they need to sleep, go to work, anything of the sort. im a bug a lot of times. i need to stop that.


Being hard on myself is how I became myself. I used to be this really ugly ass kid in middle school... i literally took no care of myself because of some problems. felt completely worthless. after highschool hit i found that itd be worth it to at least try. so i did, i was hard on myself, i caused myself to get an eating disorder in the middle of it. i put so much stress on myself now that it causes me to get ill.

overall i think it was worth it. i just need to find better ways to do things.

hmm, that's an interesting way to look at it I suppose
but if it was worth it, then I guess I can't say it was bad

I'll be better as soon as I can do that for myself. It's hard for me... and i really dont have a reason why.

life isn't meant to be easy right?

for some people it is. i just want to be good enough.

good enough for what?

people

me too

oh my goddddd <3

you're welcome

hi

I don't know you..... I'm scared. What's going on?

I just wanted to say Hi.

Oh, hi!

Hi there!

hes so damn cute

and this is about how big he is irl.

he has such a big head omg let me hold him

no idea what id be doing, never played pathfinder

I assumed you hadn't, and I wouldn't mind teaching you.

saturday is when im going home i think, so i probably cant

alrighty, thanks anyway

cute butts?

cute butts you know for a year and a half and become everything to you, then stab you through the heart in the middle of the night and move in with some bitch they met about an hour ago

oh

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just about to go to bed

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**Elk rolled image** I can't fall asleep, so I've been talking to a bunch of random people, but everybody is leaving me

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**thatlittledoll rolled image** and this is probably why people leave you... can you at least pretend to like other people?

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the other time i talked to you you called me a whore or something of the sort. thats not a very good first impression

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I was calling everyone a whore, and I said I'm sorry. I told you I did it because I thrived off the rage of the people that tried to defend all the girls, but I didn't realize you were having confidence issues. It still wasn't a conversation, though.

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How many ponies are you going to roll?

Whether or not I was having confidence issues you shouldn't call people things just to attract horny guys who can't get a girl if they were the last guy on earth. I did block a few of them after they got a bit out of hand, and then unblocked them after a while (i dont enjoy blocking people)

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Well, I wasn't thinking about your feelings when I did it. I was only thinking about how fun the arguments were. I was wrong. We all make mistakes.

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You should think of others next time.

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yet you literally just told me i mean nothing

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**Elk rolled image** No, I didn't. I said that it didn't matter much if you left or not because we didn't know each other, and you said that you were going to bed.

I have a head ache my stomach hurts and my left foot has an itch that isn't scratchable.

):

How many pictures of riff raff will it take to make you feel better?

a lot

Don't test me, I'll unleash

and if i do?

I'll run out of Riff Raff pictures

meaning ive won

You win when your foot stops being itchy

It already stopped. My body still wants me dead though.

:o

the **** does that mean

hi, im pretty sure ive talked to you before though

Have we? I apologize, I talk to a lot of people. How are you?

I'm good, you?

Pretty horrible actually.. Everything in my life is falling apart. But i've got video games so i'm all good.
Plus, summer is quickly approaching so i'll have more time to play video games.

Oh, I'm sorry... I have so much **** going on in June.... right now it's kinda stressful but not too crazy. We have it figured out now.