Old ass post about some asshole wanna-be writer whose alleged Puttanesca sauce was a sort of godly nectar or something

different strokes for different folks and whatnot. some people are more easily pissed off by some things then others.

the thing with sex and whathaveyou (objectively speaking, 23 yrs into wizard training here) is its largely an activity (like basically all couples activities) where the man is expected to perform well enough to satisfy the woman, or the exersize is considered a failure. same as dating weddings and basically everything. not saying this is the case in all relationships and a decent woman shouldnt incur this but GENERALLY speaking, like from a cultural point of referrance thats how it is.

i know personally that a big thing for me (in porn ofc, tfw no gf) is the kind of positive reasurrance from a well-pleasured partner. im into basically anything as long as shes enjoying it, give or take some shit thats just outright nasty. so having someone express that, because of something that can NEVER be altered, i will never leave her feeling truly satisfied, that there is some way in which i am permanently inferior and inadequate, would cut the shit right outta me. its the kind of wound that paranoia grows right inside of. now you know you dont do it for her theres that extra layer of was she just late home from work? or was she visiting bobby bigdick who can make her feel like a real woman?

maybe it wouldnt be an issue in the ideal world but 90% of female culture is "you deserve everything and if he cant give it to you replace him". every disney princess expects a prince, every bridget jones thinks she deserves a hugh grant. if you arent the complete package (no pun intended) her whole culture says its perfectly ok for her to cheat on you to get what she "needs", and its YOUR fault for not giving it to her. that kind of "he didnt satisfy me so its his fault" wouldnt be worrying if not for the fact it actually WORKS. if ur married and this happens its bye bye to half your stuff forever.

and the doubt would just allways be there. is she faking it? is she pretending you are her ex? is she just waiting for you to leave to break out some sort of baddragon monstercock? does she even know its in?

and you can give me all the "well you would know her well enough" bullshit but dont bother. if i ever find someone who can overlook how damaged i am, NO FUCKING WAY does she ever find out how bad the porn creep has gotten. death before that. you gonna tell me your GF knows all your dark shit? exactly. and if she dosent know yours, you dont know hers. yours might be some dodgy websites, hers might be 20lbs of black silicone or a bootycall number.

and its not like women dont know the damage that shit can do. mental security isnt something encouraged in males. its a front expected to be shown, but with no actual mental groundwork to support it. supress everything is more often taught then self confidence. measure your worth by what people see in you or how you measure to others but who cares what you think of yourself.

im a kind person with a lot of love to give but honestly some people just have places you dont take em. and my two are inferring that i can never satisfy someone sexually or infidelity. like if someone wants to leave me let me know. if its not working for them thats fine i dont expect them to stay with me if they arent happy but that kind of small-dick humiliating or cheating...... one of the few things that would bring me to hit a woman. (not fedora-tipping or anything just old-school english upbringing, you just dont do it its like you dont swear in front of old ladies)

now im not totally NEET. im actually very capable of conducting myself sociably i just cant see any reason why anyone would ever love me from an objective point of view. i accept the fact im damaged goods. like pinochio im not a "real boy" because i lack fully functioning social skills but i can tell you this. if I was that greentexts OP.... that would send me to a dark place.

different strokes for different folks and whatnot. some people are more easily pissed off by some things then others.

the thing with sex and whathaveyou (objectively speaking, 23 yrs into wizard training here) is its largely an activity (like basically all couples activities) where the man is expected to perform well enough to satisfy the woman, or the exersize is considered a failure. same as dating weddings and basically everything. not saying this is the case in all relationships and a decent woman shouldnt incur this but GENERALLY speaking, like from a cultural point of referrance thats how it is.

i know personally that a big thing for me (in porn ofc, tfw no gf) is the kind of positive reasurrance from a well-pleasured partner. im into basically anything as long as shes enjoying it, give or take some shit thats just outright nasty. so having someone express that, because of something that can NEVER be altered, i will never leave her feeling truly satisfied, that there is some way in which i am permanently inferior and inadequate, would cut the shit right outta me. its the kind of wound that paranoia grows right inside of. now you know you dont do it for her theres that extra layer of was she just late home from work? or was she visiting bobby bigdick who can make her feel like a real woman?

maybe it wouldnt be an issue in the ideal world but 90% of female culture is "you deserve everything and if he cant give it to you replace him". every disney princess expects a prince, every bridget jones thinks she deserves a hugh grant. if you arent the complete package (no pun intended) her whole culture says its perfectly ok for her to cheat on you to get what she "needs", and its YOUR fault for not giving it to her. that kind of "he didnt satisfy me so its his fault" wouldnt be worrying if not for the fact it actually WORKS. if ur married and this happens its bye bye to half your stuff forever.

and the doubt would just allways be there. is she faking it? is she pretending you are her ex? is she just waiting for you to leave to break out some sort of baddragon monstercock? does she even know its in?

and you can give me all the "well you would know her well enough" bullshit but dont bother. if i ever find someone who can overlook how damaged i am, NO FUCKING WAY does she ever find out how bad the porn creep has gotten. death before that. you gonna tell me your GF knows all your dark shit? exactly. and if she dosent know yours, you dont know hers. yours might be some dodgy websites, hers might be 20lbs of black silicone or a bootycall number.

and its not like women dont know the damage that shit can do. mental security isnt something encouraged in males. its a front expected to be shown, but with no actual mental groundwork to support it. supress everything is more often taught then self confidence. measure your worth by what people see in you or how you measure to others but who cares what you think of yourself.

im a kind person with a lot of love to give but honestly some people just have places you dont take em. and my two are inferring that i can never satisfy someone sexually or infidelity. like if someone wants to leave me let me know. if its not working for them thats fine i dont expect them to stay with me if they arent happy but that kind of small-dick humiliating or cheating...... one of the few things that would bring me to hit a woman. (not fedora-tipping or anything just old-school english upbringing, you just dont do it its like you dont swear in front of old ladies)

now im not totally NEET. im actually very capable of conducting myself sociably i just cant see any reason why anyone would ever love me from an objective point of view. i accept the fact im damaged goods. like pinochio im not a "real boy" because i lack fully functioning social skills but i can tell you this. if I was that greentexts OP.... that would send me to a dark place.