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#8 - To be honest? I feel like **** .  [+] (16 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Arrrgh me hardees! 0
#9 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
no, that cannot stand that just can't!!!!!!
#10 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Just like Emi
#11 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
there is always something to smile about. Check out my name it kinda adds up
#12 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
I don't know what facetious means though
#13 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
"Treating serious issues with deliberately inappropriate humor; flippant."

It fits all to well. Back to the matter at hand though, you can't be shitty bro.
#15 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I can be shitty bro.
#16 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
but i dont like it one bit
User avatar #17 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
D'ya think I like it? No I don't, but I'm afraid it's not as simple as "Don't feel shitty".
#18 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
and a plethora of cute feel good pictures wont change that?
#19 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I'm afraid it's not the shallow kind of feeling shitty we're talking. This is feeling shitty to the point where it's deeper than any other feeling.
#20 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
how about we go from a minus 10 to a minus nine then. baby steps
#21 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I appreciate the effort, but I don't think it's that simple. My enormous Katawa Shoujo folder doesn't help me at all, if possible, it just keeps me down.
#22 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
ive got other things to try to draw a chuckle
User avatar #23 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Chuckles are easy. Chuckles are shallow. I seek it all the time, just to distract myself.
#24 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
you have put me on a mission sir. if i can raise that level even a smidge its a small step in the right direction
User avatar #25 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Few have tried, none have succeeded. Most have just found a better friend instead.
#5 - Hi!  [+] (18 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Arrrgh me hardees! +1
#6 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
hows your day going?
#8 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
To be honest? I feel like shit.
#9 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
no, that cannot stand that just can't!!!!!!
#10 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Just like Emi
#11 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
there is always something to smile about. Check out my name it kinda adds up
#12 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
I don't know what facetious means though
#13 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
"Treating serious issues with deliberately inappropriate humor; flippant."

It fits all to well. Back to the matter at hand though, you can't be shitty bro.
#15 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I can be shitty bro.
#16 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
but i dont like it one bit
User avatar #17 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
D'ya think I like it? No I don't, but I'm afraid it's not as simple as "Don't feel shitty".
#18 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
and a plethora of cute feel good pictures wont change that?
#19 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I'm afraid it's not the shallow kind of feeling shitty we're talking. This is feeling shitty to the point where it's deeper than any other feeling.
#20 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
how about we go from a minus 10 to a minus nine then. baby steps
#21 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I appreciate the effort, but I don't think it's that simple. My enormous Katawa Shoujo folder doesn't help me at all, if possible, it just keeps me down.
#22 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
ive got other things to try to draw a chuckle
User avatar #23 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Chuckles are easy. Chuckles are shallow. I seek it all the time, just to distract myself.
#24 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
you have put me on a mission sir. if i can raise that level even a smidge its a small step in the right direction
User avatar #25 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Few have tried, none have succeeded. Most have just found a better friend instead.
#1 - ITT: Crippled pirates  [+] (566 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Arrrgh me hardees! +1
#187 - facetiousrunner (01/14/2013) [-]
by putting yourself out there with a thick enough suit of armor to take what the uninformed masses spew your way
User avatar #188 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
You don't understand man. I'm disappointing myself with what I do. I have no confidence that I'm doing anything right, and I don't have anyone I trust enough to convince me that I'm right. So I'm just wrong. I know life has no right answers, but it has plenty of wrong ones.
User avatar #569 - facetiousrunner (02/11/2013) [-]
anything else you wana throw out there before i go to bed? i gotta be up in five hours and am about to call it
User avatar #570 - Kairyuka (02/11/2013) [-]
Goodnight bro.
User avatar #571 - facetiousrunner (02/11/2013) [-]
cheers, see you around
User avatar #550 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
i see nothing wrong with that taste. It overlaps with mine in someways
User avatar #551 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
Yup, but no one wants to hear it :D
I'm completely unlikable, even my taste in music is horrible and wrong :D
User avatar #552 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
then why does my slight approval happen
User avatar #553 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
Most likely because you're talking to me :D
You can't just say "your taste sucks", that would be impolite.
User avatar #554 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
I'm kinda a douche so I feel no harm in doing that when it comes to rap and most country.
User avatar #555 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
I can respect the good aspects of rap and country. Country utilizes some great guitar and banjo some times, and the lyrical focus in good rap can be completely amazing.
User avatar #556 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
when i say rap, I mean the garbage that really isn't anything musically. I appreciate people like eminem. Most country. Johnny Cash has my heart forever
User avatar #557 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
I don't really listen to rap or country, but I like KoRn's use of rap.
User avatar #558 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
fun fact, first recorded rap to be released was Blondie in Rapture. so a white girl started rap basically lolz
User avatar #559 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
I see.
User avatar #560 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
but moving on, i went on a tangent there.
User avatar #561 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
What were we talking about again?
User avatar #562 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
i dont really feel like scrolling up and checking through the storm of purple lines
User avatar #563 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
Oh well
User avatar #565 - facetiousrunner (02/11/2013) [-]
uhhhhh got anything?
User avatar #566 - Kairyuka (02/11/2013) [-]
How about talking about my increasing depression? :D
User avatar #567 - facetiousrunner (02/11/2013) [-]
whatver floats your boat, i'm here to listen
User avatar #568 - Kairyuka (02/11/2013) [-]
Well I'm feeling like I'm too late to the party. That no one could ever want me around, and that feeling is becoming so strong that I'm actually feeling sick. Every time I think about it, I want to throw up. I didn't sleep well tonight because of what I've come to realize. I'm not a guy who'll ever encounter mutual love. That's how it is.
User avatar #532 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
a lotta people did about 18ish years ago
User avatar #564 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
shit happens
User avatar #533 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
That wasn't me, every molecule in my body has been replaced since then
User avatar #534 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
your neurons havent been replaced
User avatar #535 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
Jup they have. That's how it works, the body keeps replacing cells. Even in the brain.
User avatar #536 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
It has been demonstrated that neurogenesis can sometimes occur in the adult vertebrate brain, a finding that led to controversy in 1999.[27] However, more recent studies of the age of human neurons suggest that this process occurs only for a minority of cells, and the overwhelming majority of neurons comprising the neocortex were formed before birth and persist without replacement.
User avatar #537 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
Still, people won't see me naked though xD
User avatar #538 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
and redirected.........
User avatar #539 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDyck4ZotSE
I love the lyrics to this song. Songs like those place me in that dream world where my ideals aren't ridiculous :D
User avatar #540 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
User avatar #541 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
Rammstein ain't my cup of tea. They've said themselves that they're in it for the shows, not as much for the music. Also, industrial rock is kinda boring :\
User avatar #542 - facetiousrunner (02/09/2013) [-]
so sad for you. I have an odd taste so things liek this pop up
User avatar #543 - Kairyuka (02/09/2013) [-]
Well, I do happen to have the best taste in the world xD
User avatar #544 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
mister confident, and sorry had another meet. So i was outta contact with the world for a bit again.
User avatar #545 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
It's not confidence, it's truth. It's subjective taste, so to me, it's the best taste in the world.
User avatar #546 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
unless you like rap and country, then I say no you're wrong.
User avatar #547 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
That's still your opinion on my taste. In my opinion, I have the best taste in the world. Sucks that no one else thinks that way.
User avatar #548 - facetiousrunner (02/10/2013) [-]
what do you listen to?
User avatar #549 - Kairyuka (02/10/2013) [-]
Metal and rock mostly, but not classical bands. I'm into new bands, and already there it's a mistake. Also, funk, disco and a capella are genres I like.
User avatar #514 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
you might not have your computer though!
User avatar #515 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I do. I just live in my room, not much will change.
User avatar #516 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
na dude, full hermits go up a mountain and get a manly beard.
User avatar #517 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
AHAHAHAHA :,D
You haven't seen my face man. My beard is even more pathetic than the rest of me
User avatar #518 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
i dunno im sporting a pretty shitty mustache right now. Fucking conference stache. i look straight pedo
User avatar #519 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I just look like a fat neckbeard :D
User avatar #520 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
i can't even grow hair there. I sport a trashy blonde side burns and black mo/goatee thingy
User avatar #521 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Haha, I look like a hobo, but with a pathetic beard c:
User avatar #522 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
im 20 years old and can't even grow a full beard that is all one color. mine is just pedo and trashy esque
User avatar #523 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I'm 19 years old, and my beard looks like someone glued pubes to my face. Also, I've got completely no hair on my chest, and my body looks like some took 5 average-looking people and took all the worst body parts and glued them together c:
Fat legs, thin arms, crooked back, insane face, retarded body hair growth.
User avatar #524 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
at least im tone i guess. 140 at 6-1, skinny as fuck though. Constant working out for six years now does that
User avatar #525 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Yup, and people like that.
I just look like an abomination c:
Which I try to hide with baggy clothes. Poorly.
User avatar #526 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
well im quite pale so i stand out when im out running. Lack of sun early in life does that to you
User avatar #527 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Ahaha, you think you're pale? You haven't seen my stomach!
User avatar #528 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
although i live in the south now, I don't tan. I just burn. I was born pretty damn far up north and saw no sun fro a while
User avatar #529 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I'm just a ball of dough though. Hairy in all the wrong places, white and floppy. It's no wonder no one has ever been attracted to me (._.)
User avatar #530 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
you could have the awkard thin patchy hair i have. its quite a panty dropper.
User avatar #531 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Haha. Not like anyone is gonna see me naked anyways xD
User avatar #496 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
that all depends on your outlook on religion and that now, doesnt it
User avatar #497 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
I depends only on my outlook on the supposed afterlife. And I have no reason to assume that it continues after that.
User avatar #498 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
thats why its called faith
User avatar #499 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Yup. And I have faith that nothing happens. So why waste my time hoping for that?
User avatar #500 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
because hope is one of the few things in this world someone can have for sure
User avatar #501 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Well I don't waste my time hoping for impossibilities. Also why I've chosen to push my feelings down for now.
User avatar #502 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
and they will eventually come bursting to the surface
User avatar #503 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
That'll be the future me's problem. It won't serve me any good to emote my feelings when I can't change anything. So I'll just ignore them. Fuck my feelings, they can go to hell.
User avatar #504 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
i think everyone feels the same about feelings.
User avatar #505 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
But I'm not good at ignoring them. I choose to, anyways though. They haven't served me in the past, they won't serve me now.
User avatar #506 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
who knows, also on a side note comments from this have already been rolled three times for me
User avatar #507 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I don't get these comments rolled though.
Some times I wonder if I'm wrong. Again.
That I should feel these emotions. That I should communicate them. Tell people how I feel. But nah. That will only scare everyone away.
User avatar #508 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
love is finding the person who take everything wrong with you and stride and loves you all the same. nobody is perfect.
User avatar #509 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Haha, but I'm compatible with no one c:
User avatar #510 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
again crazier/ worse people have found someone. I have faith in you. If you don't have faith in yourself. have faith in me, the guy who has faith in you.
User avatar #511 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
I won't say that I don't have faith in myself, because I kinda think I'm subconsciously still hanging on to a little shred of hope, but I've chosen to not care. It doesn't matter at all. I can always just imagine that I'm curling up with one of my fictional love interests, that is something. It doesn't matter that no one likes me. I can live without people.
User avatar #512 - facetiousrunner (02/08/2013) [-]
although sad, a lot of people do go hermit style
User avatar #513 - Kairyuka (02/08/2013) [-]
Yup. I guess it won't change much anyways.
User avatar #477 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
why is that? There is so much out there any taste can be satisfied. I'm out for a bit practice calls!
User avatar #478 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Well I can't seem to focus on it. I've taken to watching the show Fact or Faked though. Very interesting to an /x/phile as myself.
User avatar #480 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
i finally got around to reading your fan fic. I like it so far. Is there more than just this first chapter? I'd like to read more for sure.
User avatar #481 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
I haven't written anymore yet, although I have some ideas in the back of my head. Dunno when I'll realize them though, maybe if I get some time next week.
User avatar #482 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
you should get right on that
User avatar #483 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
I really should. I'm kinda busy lately though :\
User avatar #484 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
but my stupid wants and needs that really don't matter
User avatar #485 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Haha, don't worry, I'll definitely write more. Writing about a self-insert is a great way to vent and dream of a better life.
User avatar #486 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
everyone has that thing that is a release for them
User avatar #487 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Yeah. Also, it feels good to remove myself from reality, because my reality is sad.
User avatar #488 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
the world is quite a sad place, sadly
User avatar #489 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
But there are so many happy people in it. That's what I can't have. But at least I can do other things, happiness is not required for education.
User avatar #490 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
overall though life really isnt fair, its just how positive can you stay
User avatar #491 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Exactly, life isn't fair. Life is not fair at all. Hence why I'm certain that I'll always be alone.
User avatar #492 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
no but it has this funny of making things alright
User avatar #493 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Well it sure as hell is taking its sweet time. But oh well, the longing doesn't matter when you've given up.
User avatar #494 - facetiousrunner (02/07/2013) [-]
again not fair but it all ends up working out
User avatar #495 - Kairyuka (02/07/2013) [-]
Yeah. Because when I'm dead, I won't care anymore.
User avatar #479 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
it takes a lot for one to hook me. So it is quite the uphill battle.
User avatar #459 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
nothing much just going through classes and running
User avatar #460 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
As long as you're not running through class, that sounds fine c:
User avatar #461 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
true that. I just sit there and sometimes listen. Now I'm out looking for a new anime. I just finished Sword Art Online, amazing btw.
User avatar #462 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
I've heard mixed opinions on it. You watched Soul Eater?
User avatar #463 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
No I have yet to, my only concern is I don't want to get sucked into another series that has like a hundred episodes. Fairy Tail damn near ruined my last semester of college. So many episodes watched in such a short time
User avatar #464 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Soul Eater has only about 50 though. Also, I recommend Bakemonogatari/Nisemonogatari. That's an awesome series.
User avatar #465 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
Well I have some to try out now. My list right now is naruto, just fucking end god, Fairy Tail, and Sakura-sō no Pet na Kanojo. All on going which is alright I guess. Which do you more highly recommend?
User avatar #466 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Of those three? Or of others I've watched?
User avatar #467 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
i mean of the ones you recommended or have watched. The three I put I've committed to. Even fucking Naruto that refuses to fucking end.
User avatar #468 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Hm. Well I really liked Shijou Saikyo no Deshi Kenichi, but the anime was sadly sub-par to the manga. It's really sad to see such a good martial arts-series with such bad animation, when things with no movement whatsoever has great animation. It really annoys me.
User avatar #469 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
so watch it?
User avatar #470 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
I'd say, give it a try. The message is really good, although the anime doesn't get that far into the plot yet.
User avatar #471 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
so its ongoing?
User avatar #472 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Not really, but I think a season two is planned.
User avatar #473 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
hmmm maybe i got it saved in a word document so i don't forget, cause i will forget especially with a non English esque title
User avatar #474 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Well in English it's called History's Strongest Disciple Kenichi
User avatar #475 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
ill put that in the document also. helpful shit there
User avatar #476 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
No prob bro c:
I'm pretty much behind on the new seasons of anime though. I can't really watch anime any more.
User avatar #441 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
if you know you don't know how to treat someone, then wouldnt you inversely know how to treat them
User avatar #442 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
No. If I know I'm wrong, that doesn't tell me how I become right.
User avatar #443 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
thomas edison always said he didnt fail 100 times, just figured out 100 ways that don't work. Process of elimination.
User avatar #444 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
And I've tried and failed once. I'm way behind. But I've philosophized to come to the conclusion I've come to, instead of building it up on actual experience. So now I'm alone, and I have nothing to offer.
User avatar #445 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
so you get knocked down once and call ti quits?
User avatar #446 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
I didn't call it quits, everyone else did that for me. That's the thing with socializing, my effort doesn't matter at all, people still don't like me.
User avatar #447 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
saying the world is against you is admitting defeat.
User avatar #448 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
Then I'm defeated. I'm crushed. There's nothing left for me.
User avatar #449 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
as long as youre living you havent lost.
User avatar #450 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
It's the worst kind of defeat. The living dead.
User avatar #451 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
then stand up again.
User avatar #452 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
I am already standing. And walking. Flowing with the stream because I can't do anything extreme that could actually convince people that I have problems.
User avatar #453 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
everyone has problems, its how they deal with them. also cheers to over one month on this random dudes thread.
User avatar #454 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
Everyone has problems indeed. Real problems out in the real life. I'm the only one who doesn't have problems, and yet I'm sitting here, whining like a teenage girl because I've read some romance stories. Ahaha, how pathetic.
User avatar #455 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
the teenage girl analogy made me chuckle in class, jerk
User avatar #456 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
It wasn't even a joke, it's true.
User avatar #457 - facetiousrunner (02/06/2013) [-]
i just got an over the top image in my head from your description. happens
User avatar #458 - Kairyuka (02/06/2013) [-]
It sure does. So, what's up in your life?
User avatar #423 - facetiousrunner (02/04/2013) [-]
and what will you do to change that?
User avatar #424 - Kairyuka (02/04/2013) [-]
Try to forget my dreams. Try to not feel.
User avatar #425 - facetiousrunner (02/04/2013) [-]
to bad that doesnt work though
User avatar #426 - Kairyuka (02/04/2013) [-]
Sadly. Only thing that could help me is a lobotomy
User avatar #427 - facetiousrunner (02/04/2013) [-]
if you just want to droll on yourself the rest of your life, sure
User avatar #428 - Kairyuka (02/04/2013) [-]
Better than this.
User avatar #429 - facetiousrunner (02/04/2013) [-]
ill disagree kindly on that point
User avatar #430 - Kairyuka (02/04/2013) [-]
Well I can't make my dreams come true. And then they only cause me pain. Better off without them.
User avatar #431 - facetiousrunner (02/04/2013) [-]
nothing is impossible.
User avatar #432 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
That's a stupid saying, lots of things are impossible.
User avatar #433 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
hit me with your best shot
User avatar #434 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
Me being genuinely loved. That's impossible.
User avatar #435 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
crazier things have happened. im not much of a betting man, against ncaa rules, but id bet against that
User avatar #436 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
Because you're not me. You don't see what I see.
User avatar #437 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
no but i have a decent understanding of the world
User avatar #438 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
So do I. Sadly.
User avatar #439 - facetiousrunner (02/05/2013) [-]
and they are crazier things happening in the world
User avatar #440 - Kairyuka (02/05/2013) [-]
Doesn't matter. It doesn't change how I feel when I'm outside. It's very obvious that I couldn't possibly treat a woman right. It's not like love is the only requirement for a relationship, sadly it is not enough to just be me.
User avatar #405 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
and that is why the human body is so interesting.
User avatar #406 - Kairyuka (02/02/2013) [-]
And warm. And soft.
User avatar #407 - facetiousrunner (02/02/2013) [-]
actually one of the most durable things ever, far from "soft"
User avatar #408 - Kairyuka (02/02/2013) [-]
Still. Warm and soft. I can't remember the warmth anymore though.
User avatar #409 - facetiousrunner (02/02/2013) [-]
actually technically bodies are quite cold. 98.6 is a lower end temp for mammals.
User avatar #410 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
I'm not talking science here.
User avatar #411 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
im a facetious man.........
User avatar #412 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
I noticed.
User avatar #413 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
seething with sarcasm
User avatar #414 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
Yeah well I'm not in the best of moods.
User avatar #415 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
sorry if my sarcasm hits a rough spot. Sometimes its rough to try to read in over simple text, I also go to far sometimes. But those are just excuses, my bad.
User avatar #416 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
Nah I'm sorry for being like this constantly. I swear, when I'm not sitting alone in my room, I'm actually pretty good at faking good mood.
User avatar #417 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
i feel no need to tell you to curb it. if it means anything im sad now because of freaking clannad after story. Holy fuck
User avatar #418 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
Yeah. I didn't like Nagisa, but Kyou's single episode after story hit me hard. I really wanted to hug her as she stood there in the rain. No way I could bring comfort and safety to anyone though.
User avatar #419 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
i only got three hours of sleep last night because i just couldnt stop. it was like a drug of feels
User avatar #420 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
I hate it. I wish I'd never watched a single romance story.
User avatar #421 - facetiousrunner (02/03/2013) [-]
as a son of a romance novelist, that makes me sad
User avatar #422 - Kairyuka (02/03/2013) [-]
Don't you think it makes me sad? I can't just take all these stupid and ridiculous dreams out of my head now! I'm just fucked. Completely and utterly fucked. Alone.
User avatar #387 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
i seriously doubt there is literally no one or anything
User avatar #388 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
It's true. I had someone I thought I could trust. Turns out she didn't care either. I don't blame her, she didn't owe me anything. It would just be nice to be proven wrong some time.
User avatar #389 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
and now youre saying there is no one at all, period
User avatar #390 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
Yup. That's how it is. Everyone I meet only serve to confirm that.
User avatar #391 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
my mind is straight up farting out on me right now, to many tests. so you live in demark?
User avatar #392 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
I live in Denmark, yes.
User avatar #393 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
thats cool, although not to close, I have three European teammates. Britain, Switzerland, France. I don't know a ton bout Denmark though
User avatar #394 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
It's a pretty safe and rich country. Only youth that drinks more alcohol than our are the Irish, last I checked. I'm completely left behind because I don't drink, and I didn't get any friends while most people still didn't drink (at the age of 12-13)
User avatar #395 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
whats the age to start drinking there, legally of course
User avatar #396 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
There's no age at when it's illegal to drink, it's only illegal to buy alcohol before you're 16. In comparison, you can get a driver's license when you're 18. You are allowed to buy alcohol before you're an adult. It's stupid. But it's our culture.
User avatar #397 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
license at 16 for me. alcohol is still outside my reach at 19
User avatar #398 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
See? We have it completely backwards.
User avatar #399 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
i dunno 16 year olds should not be driving, i was such a bad driver
User avatar #400 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
And 14 year olds should not be drinking alcohol, in fact it causes even more damage to the brain if you're below about 21 years of age.
User avatar #401 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
for some people the brain develops after 21
User avatar #402 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
It's about 21 that it's supposed to be fully developed though. And in any case, alcohol before you're 21 is insane enough as it is. I just get so disappointed, it's like everyone is doing it. Drinking alcohol, smoking weed, having sex with random people. I don't want that, and I don't want this life I'm leading right now. There doesn't seem to be a middle way.
User avatar #403 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
take the robert frost path, the road less taken. And i was saying in some cases the brain does continue developing for a while. 21 isnt concrete
User avatar #404 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
I know, but it's a general estimate because you can't just evaluate everyone individually.
User avatar #369 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
isnt that all life really is?
User avatar #370 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
That's what I've come to realize. Romance? Love? True friendship? All absurd ideals dreamt up by a mind that reads too much fiction.
User avatar #371 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
fiction is what you make it, what you want to believe
User avatar #372 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
Yup. A fictional dream world to make up for how the real world isn't.
User avatar #373 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
the world is as real as you make it
User avatar #374 - Kairyuka (01/29/2013) [-]
Nah. The world is as real as the world allows.
User avatar #375 - facetiousrunner (01/30/2013) [-]
huh thought i replied to this, my bad. you can choose to fight or lay down
User avatar #376 - Kairyuka (01/30/2013) [-]
I've been fighting for 19 years to be able to live like I want to. Now I realize that that has changed nothing.
User avatar #377 - facetiousrunner (01/30/2013) [-]
i dunno, youve gone to school. learned new things. sounds like some change to me
User avatar #378 - Kairyuka (01/30/2013) [-]
It's not. It doesn't matter what I've learned in school, everyone who is not a retard could learn that. I just know that there is no one out there for me, no woman who would share my ideal of love with me. It's all just realism and cynicism.
User avatar #379 - facetiousrunner (01/30/2013) [-]
isnt the first step always a positive attitude?
User avatar #380 - Kairyuka (01/30/2013) [-]
I sure don't hope so, because then I'm screwed.
User avatar #381 - facetiousrunner (01/30/2013) [-]
then make the small steps towards a upwards attitude
User avatar #382 - Kairyuka (01/30/2013) [-]
Closest thing I come to a positive attitude is the optimistic pessimist: "It can't get any worse, might as well be reckless"
User avatar #383 - facetiousrunner (01/30/2013) [-]
a start is a start
User avatar #384 - Kairyuka (01/31/2013) [-]
I've started so many times. For once, I'd like to have a good end.
User avatar #385 - facetiousrunner (02/01/2013) [-]
all bout that perspective thing. didnt tell me you responded this time, stupid stupid
User avatar #386 - Kairyuka (02/01/2013) [-]
It's not about perspective. No matter the perspective, I'm still alone, I've always been.
#351 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
just gotta look into yourself and just figure it out. lots of searching
User avatar #352 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
I always feel I'm doing right until it all breaks down. I couldn't even be in a relationship because I'd know it wouldn't last. I couldn't hold anyone, because no one would want me to. I couldn't love anyone because no one could ever share that privilege with me. I'll just stand here and look at the people who can live.
#353 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
even hitler had a lover, nothing is impossible
User avatar #354 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Hitler was a passionate man with a dream, who turned Germany's economy good in just a few years. He was much more than I'll ever be, even with all the people he slaughtered. I'm pretty much worse off socially than Hitler.
#355 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
thats rather grim. Castro is another who had a wife.
User avatar #356 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
Again, dictators had passions. They might also have been small, insecure men, but so am I, and I'm not out there conquering anything. That might give me the moral high grounds, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll never share love with anyone.
User avatar #357 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
no but if small men like them can come out with someone. It provides hope for everyone else. And to me you seem like a chill dude
User avatar #358 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
Only because you don't have me on Skype. When I get down, everyone of my online friends gets to know. And in detail. It's not like I understand why they want to talk to me in the first place anyways.
User avatar #359 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
do you need a reason to talk to someone. mine is just simple as cause i feel like it
User avatar #360 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
That doesn't work. It feels awkward, forced and ends very quickly again. And never picks up. Those brief encounters, I've tried more times than I can remember. Never worked. Never. I guess I'm just a fucking retard.
User avatar #361 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
such highs and lows bro, nostalgia critic needs to make more appearances.
User avatar #362 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
He's doing it monthly now.
User avatar #363 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
i miss weekly =(
User avatar #364 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
Better than him stopping I guess. Not like it fucking matters, it's only more distraction. Some times I wish I never existed.
User avatar #365 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
your a fan of flipping back to depression huh? we can go onto the butterfly effect, both the bad and good ends
User avatar #366 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
I don't think it's depression though. I'm not being pessimistic, I'm being realistic. I will always be completely alone. Always.
User avatar #367 - facetiousrunner (01/28/2013) [-]
"Severe despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy." sounds kinda spot on to me
User avatar #368 - Kairyuka (01/28/2013) [-]
Then I've had a depression my entire life. It's not like I can't do shit, I can still rip strings on my guitar and program some stupid shit. It just doesn't matter. I'll maybe find an alright job and make some pointless money to buy pointless shit and then I'll die.
User avatar #333 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
ive just got those numeric times staring at me, stupid child me
User avatar #334 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Hehe. Well it's fairly obvious when you finally manage to beat it c:
User avatar #335 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
yeah, just a touch
User avatar #336 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
So what are you up to now?
User avatar #337 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
well im dead tired from getting back at four yesterday and ran 12 miles today. so im just sitting here in till im tired enough for a nap
User avatar #338 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Sounds like you'll sleep well~
I just wrote a program that rotates a figure based on Cartesian coordinates by converting them to polar coordinates and increasing the angle by a value, then converting them back. It's quite great.
User avatar #339 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
my last math class was pre cal, first semester of college. you are speaking straight foreign language to me
User avatar #340 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Wooo~
Remember, to divide two complex numbers, you need to multiply the division with the complex conjugation of the denominator divided with itself. It's easy~
#341 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
stop that.
#342 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
U huehuehue bro?
#343 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
no
#344 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Oh man, I'll save that gif, I love realistic crying photos. I have lots of experience with crying, I can tell when crying is realistic. That gif looks just as pathetic as I feel
#345 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
oh well i have quiet a few of these!
#346 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
It's kinda like I've forgotten why I cry. It can't just be because I miss the warmth of another person, that would just be pathetic. Well I guess that's actually it then. Huh.
#347 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
being single for the past two years i feel the pain, if even slightly
User avatar #348 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
That's the worst thing, I've always been single. Every single shred of love I've ever felt has been one-sided. And I doubt that would ever change.
#349 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
i just dont have the time anymore to give enough
User avatar #350 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Well, you know what your issue is. I don't know. There must be something fundamentally wrong with what I do and how I feel. I'm just broken.
User avatar #315 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
always do
User avatar #316 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Well that's good c:
So are you there now?
User avatar #317 - facetiousrunner (01/25/2013) [-]
my bus had spotty wifi, im there now
User avatar #318 - Kairyuka (01/25/2013) [-]
Yay~
User avatar #319 - facetiousrunner (01/26/2013) [-]
and had no free time and am on my way back yay
User avatar #320 - Kairyuka (01/26/2013) [-]
How did it go?
User avatar #321 - facetiousrunner (01/26/2013) [-]
got second in the mile and third in my relay, but i handed it off in first.
User avatar #322 - Kairyuka (01/26/2013) [-]
That's awesome man!
User avatar #323 - facetiousrunner (01/26/2013) [-]
although place wise its fine, i needed to run about two seconds faster in the mile. but i getta try again in two weeks
User avatar #324 - Kairyuka (01/26/2013) [-]
You're a regular Sonic, man
User avatar #325 - facetiousrunner (01/26/2013) [-]
na the guy who beat me by eight seconds in that mile is.
User avatar #326 - Kairyuka (01/26/2013) [-]
Still, it's pretty cool
User avatar #327 - facetiousrunner (01/26/2013) [-]
sure lets go with that, i still havent touched my personal best from almost two years ago though.
User avatar #328 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
Well I can't really give you any help, since you're 1000 times better at that. I'll cheer you on~
User avatar #329 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
just got to get my twenty year old self faster than my 17/18 year old self.
User avatar #330 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
It's nice to have goals and ambitions~
User avatar #331 - facetiousrunner (01/27/2013) [-]
to beat your younger self =p
User avatar #332 - Kairyuka (01/27/2013) [-]
I've chosen to forget my younger self. Nothing really happened.
User avatar #297 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
seem nice to me, although i guess my view is pretty one sided.
User avatar #298 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
You know what would help me? If someone hugged me. Without me prompting or asking for it. A real hug. I've forgotten how warm it feels.
#299 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
ive got this, if it helps just a slight amount. I'm off to go run and stuff. peace.
User avatar #300 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Internet hugs just aren't the same. But I appreciate the gesture. Good luck with running~
Following Emi's schedule?
User avatar #301 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
no bro college running, im a touch beyond that now.
User avatar #302 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Oh right, sorry.
I've never been fond of physical training, I just find it plain boring. Now I'm trying to work up my stamina a bit though~
User avatar #303 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
its a lot more fun than people make it out to be
User avatar #304 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Well I don't really like it. I can't really train just for training's sake. At least not for long at a time. I did enjoy my old kung-fu practice, but I didn't like the methods or the teachers much. Too sports-oriented.
User avatar #305 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
i feel ya. it isnt for everyone. Also if i vanish for a bit or become spotty in my replies, it's because im traveling for a meet and not sure if we have wifi or not. I leave in four hours soooooo yeah.
User avatar #306 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
It's alright, I'm a patient man. In some aspects.
User avatar #307 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
yep yep gotta go run some races.
User avatar #308 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Gotta go fast~
User avatar #309 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
yep one full mile and a quarter mile. fast and hold a fast pace
User avatar #310 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Woah man. I can barely run for two minutes.
User avatar #311 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
in cross i run six point two for a race. so this is nice and short
User avatar #312 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Awesome man. Sounds like you're really good at it
User avatar #313 - facetiousrunner (01/24/2013) [-]
good enough, i get my ass kicked pretty hard sometimes. I might this race depending on what teams show up. Well im going to the bus and im not sure if it will have wifi. peace!
User avatar #314 - Kairyuka (01/24/2013) [-]
Have fun~
User avatar #279 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
he must think he is super popular
User avatar #280 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Maybe. Hey datdoode, have you noticed how we've been spamming up your content?
#281 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
broooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
User avatar #282 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Whateva c:
So what are you up to?
User avatar #283 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
i have class in seven hours and from some reason am not going to sleep........
User avatar #284 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Hahaha. Well that's how it is some times xD
What are you studying?
User avatar #285 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
my degree is in pre professional health studies with the hope to get into therapy school. Specifically for occupational therapy
User avatar #286 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Woah man, sounds useful!
User avatar #287 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
fasting growing job in america and its rewarding.
User avatar #288 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Well I'm planning on entering the IT business, that's a fast growing business too xD
User avatar #289 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
and you dont have to change diapers!
User avatar #290 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Yeah! :D
User avatar #291 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
so count yourself lucky
User avatar #292 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
My future me might be lucky. Not sure about this one though.
User avatar #293 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
look at that a positive remark
User avatar #294 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
I guess. I just wish... I wish that when I had a happy day like today, that it wasn't just caused by shallow values. It's not real happiness, it's just distraction.
User avatar #295 - facetiousrunner (01/23/2013) [-]
can't anything really be dubbed "shallow"
User avatar #296 - Kairyuka (01/23/2013) [-]
Something more than others. If it's just distractions, then it's shallow happiness. You know, I've been told before that it's surprising I'm as alone as I am, that I'm actually a pretty nice guy. I guess I just don't meet that many people.
User avatar #261 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
youll have to wait till i finish "The Rise of Silas Lapham" god screw that book
User avatar #262 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
Never heard of it.
User avatar #263 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
good, don't touch it. It's up there on my list of hate with "The Scarlet Letter" and "The Awakening"
User avatar #264 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
That's a lot of hate, I suppose?
User avatar #265 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
Oh Christ almighty. there is few things i truly hate, those three books are in that list
User avatar #266 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
Haha, sounds extreme xD
User avatar #267 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
im passionate about somethings
User avatar #268 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
Sounds like a fun thing to be~
User avatar #269 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
try it, not that hard.
User avatar #270 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
I try. It never seems genuine. So I'm the only one that feels the passion. It's okay.
User avatar #271 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
youre the only one that feels passion!?!?!?!?!?!?!
User avatar #272 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
I'm the only one that feels my own passion. No one else can sense when I'm genuinely passionate about something.
User avatar #273 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
ill see if i can see a passion for writing, once i get to your story. I'll probably read it on my trip to Arkansas this Thursday if things work out
User avatar #274 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
I guess I'm not passionate about writing as a whole. I was pretty passionate when I wrote that though, I just sat writing for almost two hours in a row.
User avatar #275 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
there is something right there.
User avatar #276 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
I'm not a very dedicated person though. I'm not motivated by competition and such, I'm just motivated by doing what I want to do. Mostly. I do feel duty and responsibility about some things.
User avatar #277 - facetiousrunner (01/22/2013) [-]
If I don't care for it I just don't do it. Simple as that. Unless it leads to something i want.
User avatar #278 - Kairyuka (01/22/2013) [-]
Yeah, sounds about right. Hey, you think OP has seen how many comments we've posted?
User avatar #243 - facetiousrunner (01/20/2013) [-]
even simple reptiles?
User avatar #244 - Kairyuka (01/20/2013) [-]
I'm not that big a fan of reptiles. I mean, I think they're cute, but as far as pets go, I want something that I can cuddle. Only thing I can cuddle; animals and inanimate objects. Guess that's how it's going to be~
User avatar #245 - facetiousrunner (01/20/2013) [-]
you can cuddle a reptile or fish, its just odd.....
User avatar #246 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
It's not the same. Well, at least this pillow will never leave me.
User avatar #247 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
as long as its a comfy pillow all is well
User avatar #248 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
But if it's all I'll ever have. These material items are the only thing I'll always have. People just leave.
User avatar #249 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
and life goes on, its how it rolls
User avatar #250 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
Life goes on indeed. And before I know it I'm dead. Having lived alone.
User avatar #251 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
no one is truly ever alone, all depends on what you consider "company" also 251 so far, hot damn
User avatar #252 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
Haha, I truly am alone. I can write to people online, but no one wants to be with me in the end. No one stays after they have met me.
User avatar #253 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
in my overly optimistic way, i believe you will find someone
User avatar #254 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
It's getting harder and harder to believe that. For each person that leaves me, more of who I am is shattered and I can only be there to sweep the pieces under the rug.
User avatar #255 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
you should take up a career in writing on a side note. you make crazy visuals.
User avatar #256 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
Funny you should mention it, I just wrote a Katawa Shoujo fanfic that I uploaded in the channel. I wish I could use these skills to write good song lyrics though. Or maybe they are good too? I'unno.
User avatar #257 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
ill sneak a peak at it. Did you just put it up?
User avatar #258 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
It's here: www.funnyjunk.com/channel/katawashoujo/King+of+Fools+A+Katawa+Shoujo+fanfic/tvylGgi/
It's pretty much me inserting myself instead of Hisao, but I don't think it's half bad. And people agree with me.
User avatar #259 - facetiousrunner (01/21/2013) [-]
ill be the final judge of that! after i read this book for american lit =p. ill bookmark it
User avatar #260 - Kairyuka (01/21/2013) [-]
I'd love to get your opinion on it~
User avatar #225 - facetiousrunner (01/18/2013) [-]
I'm not annoyed, sooo whats that mean
User avatar #226 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
Believe me, it's not even that much with you. But I feel like I'm just burdening others with my sadness, and that's just a really bad thing to do.
User avatar #227 - facetiousrunner (01/18/2013) [-]
nothing cant be safely supported with one beam
User avatar #228 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
That metaphor isn't really helping me though, because I can see what my actions cause. I make people turn away from me or ignore me.
User avatar #229 - facetiousrunner (01/18/2013) [-]
then the change must be started somewhere, right?
User avatar #230 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
I don't know man. I can't figure this out. Maybe I should just follow the stream for a while, take things as they come.
User avatar #231 - facetiousrunner (01/18/2013) [-]
and you came to the answer yourself!
User avatar #232 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
Problem is, that's what I've been doing most of my life, and look where it's led me! To a place where I've lost everyone else.
User avatar #233 - facetiousrunner (01/19/2013) [-]
then you need to find the answer that makes you the happiest, no one else has it
User avatar #234 - Kairyuka (01/19/2013) [-]
And I have no idea how to get that. Urgh. I wish I could just not care. Be motivated by regular sexual desire instead of all these feelings.
User avatar #235 - facetiousrunner (01/19/2013) [-]
is that what you really want? or what you want to believe? don't let society dictate who you are. That caring heart could mean a lot
User avatar #236 - Kairyuka (01/19/2013) [-]
Problem is, that might be what people say, but is that how people act? Could I start a relationship with ANYONE while having these thoughts? I doubt it, they're going to be misunderstood or hated very quickly
User avatar #237 - facetiousrunner (01/19/2013) [-]
there is always someone more fucked up or someone who will take you for what you are
User avatar #238 - Kairyuka (01/20/2013) [-]
I wish I could see that, but that's not how it is in real life.
User avatar #239 - facetiousrunner (01/20/2013) [-]
no thats how it is. just gotta look from different perspectives.
User avatar #240 - Kairyuka (01/20/2013) [-]
Nothing matters. There's nothing left for me out there. These dreams and beliefs I can't let go of are causing me to be less and less attached to this world.
User avatar #241 - facetiousrunner (01/20/2013) [-]
ever think of getting a cat or dog?
User avatar #242 - Kairyuka (01/20/2013) [-]
We can't have pets in this apartment. Also I'm allergic to almost every animal.
User avatar #207 - facetiousrunner (01/16/2013) [-]
then you are on the right track and just have to have perseverance and patience.
User avatar #208 - Kairyuka (01/16/2013) [-]
Just having the hope to continue existing is sadly not that much of a quality. And I can't just be myself, in this world, who I am is not good. No one could like that. So I have to change myself to someone else, or I will live a lonely life.
User avatar #209 - facetiousrunner (01/16/2013) [-]
there is someone out there for everyone, just gotta look everywhere.
User avatar #210 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
Yeah, I'm having my doubts about that
User avatar #211 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
you are a math man right?
User avatar #212 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
I am, and don't start spout statistics at me, it doesn't work. People have tried that before. Just because it's a statistic doesn't mean that it holds true. I know enough about statistics to realize this.
User avatar #213 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
but the chances do point to a certain answers, the numbers never lie
User avatar #214 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
They do lie, in fact. Especially when you try to push numbers onto something that really has too many variables to be measurable. All I know is that who I am is not someone who could be loved or share a stable relationship. I'm not good enough.
User avatar #215 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
im just saying there is someone out there for you. No one is doomed to eternal lonelyness
User avatar #216 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
I'm glad you think so. I wish I could believe the same.
User avatar #217 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
all it takes is some hope
User avatar #218 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
I've hoped long enough. I've been betrayed often enough. My hope is running out.
User avatar #219 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
but hope remains.
User avatar #220 - Kairyuka (01/17/2013) [-]
Does it? Maybe I only keep existing because I'm too weak to even end myself.
User avatar #221 - facetiousrunner (01/17/2013) [-]
ending yourself is the weakest solution. period.
User avatar #222 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
Maybe. Maybe just existing while still giving up is the weakest solution.
User avatar #223 - facetiousrunner (01/18/2013) [-]
no because you have made the choice to live and deal with the problems. ending it, is saying im throwing my issues onto other people.
User avatar #224 - Kairyuka (01/18/2013) [-]
Haha, sadly, throwing my issues onto other people is what I'm best at. Like this discussion I'm having with you. Or the people I chat with on Skype. I just end up bothering them with my sadness, so the best choice is to just lie here alone, crying without annoying anyone.
#189 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
thought you ditched out on me for a bit there, long reply time. Then its just finding something that makes you happy despite the results. For me thats running. As long as i give it all I can't be angry with myself
User avatar #190 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
But I don't know if I'm giving it my all. Others become much better in much shorter time.
And sorry for the long reply time, but you replied to Sheepyhead, and I'm back on Kairyuka now
User avatar #191 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
oh makes sense, my bad. Equal opportunity doesnt equal, equal effort
User avatar #192 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
Nah, but I guess it shows the limits of my talent. Oh well, it's not like being good at something would just make my issues go away. Unless I was good at being a likable person.
User avatar #193 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
no one is good at being likable, sad fact there
User avatar #194 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
Then how come some people are so easily loved, and others like me are scorned?
User avatar #195 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
would you prefer false love from a false pretence?
User avatar #196 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
I wouldn't. Some people just seem to find true love easily. And I'm just left behind.
User avatar #197 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
if it makes you feel better im flying the single plane
User avatar #198 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
It doesn't really help me that others are in the same position as me. That only reinforces my belief that I couldn't share love with anyone to begin with. Despite all my romantic ideals, I've got no experience, so all those ideals are just dreams. Egoistic illusions from some fake world.
User avatar #199 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
everyone starts from somewhere
User avatar #200 - Kairyuka (01/15/2013) [-]
Everyone has already started. Except me.
User avatar #201 - facetiousrunner (01/15/2013) [-]
i dunno youre alive, so you started
User avatar #202 - Kairyuka (01/16/2013) [-]
No I didn't. I got thrown into the world and have consequently ignored it until just recently. And now it's too late.
User avatar #203 - facetiousrunner (01/16/2013) [-]
being alive is part of the battle
User avatar #204 - Kairyuka (01/16/2013) [-]
Existing is part of the battle, but not something I started. And now I've lost everyone else, more or less, so I have to try from the beginning. That makes it difficult to be with anyone else, because I have to constantly run to even be around others. I wish I could relax more with it.
User avatar #205 - facetiousrunner (01/16/2013) [-]
but you choose to continue to exist.
User avatar #206 - Kairyuka (01/16/2013) [-]
That I do. Sometimes I baffle myself, but I can't give up. Not like that.
#167 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
im actually sitting at this moment
User avatar #168 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
You know what I mean. I am me, and I long for things that the me that is me could never have. So these contradicting feelings are just stuck inside me. It's a neverending debate on whether to change myself to be acceptable, or stay the same and never reach what I want.
#169 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
isnt that the question everyone must deal with
User avatar #170 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Really? I think it's just me though.
#171 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
na
User avatar #172 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Then how do others cope? I don't think a grown man should cry himself to sleep as often as I do.
#173 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
just because gender stereotypes dictate men shouldnt cry, doesnt mean its wrong to. everyone is different
User avatar #174 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Ah, but it's not just about gender roles, it's a general rule. I can't be like this. Who I am and what I long for, automatically exclude each other. I need to be confident and secure if I ever want to find one to share my life with.
#175 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
if you know that, then the change starts with yourself
User avatar #176 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
My problem is, that to change myself, I need to get out and meet new people. For that I need some excuse. And I'm going out there. Sadly, right now I'm stuck, it's all in the future. Not too far away, but during the wait, I reserve the right to feel like I'm left alone here.
#177 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
sounds like you need a hobby
User avatar #178 - Kairyuka (01/14/2013) [-]
I have lots, of which I'm decent at most and good at none. (Don't mind the account change, this is my main account that got banned)
User avatar #179 - facetiousrunner (01/14/2013) [-]
oh okay. practice makes perfect, right?
User avatar #180 - Kairyuka (01/14/2013) [-]
Some say that. I just don't seem to progress at all.
#181 - facetiousrunner (01/14/2013) [-]
that you can measure. some things cant be measured
User avatar #182 - Kairyuka (01/14/2013) [-]
Indeed.
User avatar #183 - facetiousrunner (01/14/2013) [-]
so dont attempt to measure, if it brings you a sense of fulfillment then who cares
User avatar #184 - Kairyuka (01/14/2013) [-]
I guess. It's just unfulfilling that I suck at what I do though.
User avatar #185 - facetiousrunner (01/14/2013) [-]
who cares if you suck though. its not a competition.
User avatar #186 - Kairyuka (01/14/2013) [-]
I care. I want to be able to express myself and I can't. And I have no idea how to become good enough to be able to.
#147 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
na your not a patient, pysch is just tedious to study because its one of the fasting evolving sciences out there. Just shows my level of patience thats all. If I wanted you to be a patient I'd charge
User avatar #148 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Haha, internet therapy, is it? I guess maybe that's what I need. Therapy. Somehow I doubt it, though.
#149 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
therapy, although horrible to say, implies id get money. I'm not. Just friends having a conversation.
User avatar #150 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Hehe. I doubt that therapy could help me as much as finding some good friends c:
#151 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
cant get to the finish without a start
User avatar #152 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
As spoken by a true runner~
#153 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
applies to all things
User avatar #154 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Indeed it does. Sometimes it's not that black and white though.
#155 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
things can be black and white if you look at them the right way
User avatar #156 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Not in real life, I'm afraid.
#157 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
again perspective.
User avatar #158 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
I don't want things to be black and white. I just want things to show that it's okay to be who I am.
#159 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
that is and shouldnt be a problem regardless. unless you have a knack for genocide or other illegal activities, nothing is to bad
User avatar #160 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
I'm afraid it's nothing extreme, some times it's way too subtle. I just keep being reminded that I'm in the wrong.
#161 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
couldnt anybody be in the wrong depending on the perspective of things
User avatar #162 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Yeah, but everything still seems to be against me.
#163 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
welcome to everyone, it always seems the world wants to stop you
User avatar #164 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
I guess others are just strong enough to ignore it~
#165 - facetiousrunner (01/13/2013) [-]
then rise up
User avatar #166 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Haha, that's an easy thing to say for someone already standing~
#126 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
in till you realize that we area group of awkward tall skinny white dudes who thrive on pain of running
User avatar #127 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
But yet you develop. You can measure your progress in 1/100th of a second. You can tell people your record. You can show people how good you are.
#128 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
1/100th thats sprinter grounds, we work in full seconds
User avatar #129 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
I see. Doesn't change my point though.
#130 - facetiousrunner (01/11/2013) [-]
so you are telling me that you do nothing that shows results
User avatar #131 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
Indeed. And even if there are results I don't see, those results are easily ignored, so it doesn't matter.
#132 - facetiousrunner (01/11/2013) [-]
if you ignore them, no one needs the approval of others to succeed.
User avatar #133 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
I can't ignore other people. Not when I long for romance. It takes two to tango, I'm afraid.
#134 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
no just those who say the spiteful things
User avatar #135 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
I'm afraid when I know that much about them, it's already too late.
#136 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
its never to late
User avatar #138 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
It is. And then I assume that everyone else would act like that.
#139 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
and then you deleted a comment nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
User avatar #140 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
Because I rambled. Some times it's difficult to keep my mind on the conversation.
#141 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
rambling is aloud. who cares
User avatar #142 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
I don't like rambling. It leads me nowhere and only serves to depress me further.
#143 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
or, according to pysch studies, lets whatever is bugging someone or needs to be said come out.
User avatar #144 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
Most of this conversation has just been me rambling to you then. Isn't it annoying you?
#145 - facetiousrunner (01/12/2013) [-]
na ive got patience through the roof. i study psychology and work in child care.
User avatar #146 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Haha, so I'm just another patient? I'm fine with that~
You cannot heal the healthy, after all.
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#106 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
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User avatar #107 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
The words of a hopeless optimist. I myself am a hopeless romantic. Friends?
#108 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
well yes. its been an engaging conversation. and you can be a romantic also while being an optimist.
User avatar #109 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
I'm afraid the current state of the world makes sure that one excludes the other~
#110 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
the biggest ripples in the water start with small pebbles.

i hope at least i have made your gif folder amazing from this
User avatar #111 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
To be honest, I haven't really saved them. And I'm not sure I understand what you mean with your metaphor.
#112 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
the biggest ripples, aka effects, start with the smallest act.


you should have been saving these. they are gold
User avatar #113 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
I'm afraid I'm not a person that can change other's mind. Especially not into believing what I believe.
#114 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
always someone out there willing to listen, ive stuck to this right? Ive gotten get to bed we will resume this soon
User avatar #115 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
Yeah, willing to listen to good people. Not to me.
#116 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
not sure what you mean there
User avatar #117 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
There are always people out there who are willing to listen. But not to me, is what I'm saying. I'm uninteresting, untalented, unfunny, unattractive, the list goes on. So the only one for me is myself.
#118 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
then what am i doing right now?
User avatar #119 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
You're talking to me. But like the others, you'll leave. You'll only listen for as long as it takes you to realize that I am an ugly person.
#120 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
ive been sticking around for a good while, i plan on it for a while
User avatar #121 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
Wouldn't be that way if you met me irl, I assure you
#122 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
dunno i deal with a unique crowd.
User avatar #123 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
Unique is interesting. I'm afraid I'm not like that. There's a difference to unique qualities and unique damage.
#124 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
distance runners are some of the most fucked up people in the world
User avatar #125 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
I'd imagine. Still they're distance runners. They train their body to physical peaks with determination and passion. It's amazing.
#86 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
then you keep on keepin on
User avatar #87 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
That's an easy advice to give, but you don't know me, so it isn't valid.
#88 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
na but i know enough situations to know nothing is to bad
User avatar #89 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I wish I applied to situations like that then.
#90 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
no one is that exceptionally different
User avatar #91 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I get the feeling that I am, though.
#92 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
incorrect
User avatar #93 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
Again, you don't know me. If the world is as big as you claim, then the one guy who is an exception might as well be me.
#94 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
statistically he is more likely to be in china im sticking with the odds
User avatar #95 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I'm a mathematician, I know statistics are bullshit. Statistically, 9/10 enjoy gang rape.
#96 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
well yes thats a true statement, sadly.
User avatar #97 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
It is.
#98 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
so my math can be correct also
User avatar #99 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
It can, but experience tells me you're wrong.
#100 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
my lack of math classes begs to differ
User avatar #101 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
And that doesn't solve anything~
#102 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
my high level of pysch and health classes though those matter
User avatar #103 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
In the end all the education in the world cannot compensate for lack of life experience, that's what I've come to know.
#104 - facetiousrunner (01/10/2013) [-]
enough can compensate for the lack of

here is a creepy gif
User avatar #105 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
Nope~
#66 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
but if you stick it out, it all works out
User avatar #67 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
That's even worse. This guy has a cute girl that falls in love with him. That's something else I'll never experience. I can't even have friends.
#68 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
im feeling you are being quite ludicrous right now
User avatar #69 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I'm facing facts. Realism.
#70 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
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User avatar #71 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
Nah, it's the truth. That's how it's always going to be.
#72 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
i call bs but im overly optimistic on the world
User avatar #73 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
Ah, wish I could be like that~
#74 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
not that hard, just requires effort
User avatar #75 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
IT might be like that to you. To me it's another dimension. A world I can't even fathom.
#76 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
anything is possible
User avatar #77 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
The words of a person from another world.
#78 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
so your world has no change and is just boring?
User avatar #79 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
Sounds about right.
#80 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
sounds shitty
User avatar #81 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
That's what I've been saying all along.
#82 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
cant complain if the opportunity is there for change
User avatar #83 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I wonder when that opportunity will show. The opportunity that could pull me out of this world.
#84 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
you make your own
User avatar #85 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I can't. Believe me, I've tried.
#46 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
what, the stuff that has happened to you? situations dont rule a person
User avatar #47 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Nah, but the way you handle situations do. And my actions speak for themselves, as do the results.
#48 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
then aim for change if you seem to know so well whats happening. sorry im slow im playing fire emblem and get lost in it sometimes
User avatar #49 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
I aim for change, but change doesn't aim for me. I have little to no possibility.
#50 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
nothing worth having is easy to get
User avatar #51 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
I know. Doesn't make it any less painful to miss it. I guess I'm just not worthy of having happiness.
#52 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
now you are just being ridiculous. everyone deserves a smile
User avatar #53 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Haha. Then you haven't met me yet.
#54 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
i'm seriously doubting this whole situation, and i feel sorry for op having this shit ton of comments
User avatar #55 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Op doesn't get notifications for replies to comments. Also, this content sadly never got very far, and I don't think he cares much to be honest. Still, friends?
#56 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
im stupid. and yes as long as you liked banes dance moves
User avatar #57 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
They're a'ight
#58 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
they are amazing give them the credit they deserve!
User avatar #59 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Pictures of Rikka don't cheer me up either, I quit that show because it became too good. It wasn't good for me. Neither was Katawa Shoujo.
#60 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
awwww shes so cute
User avatar #61 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
I know. And that saddens me.
#62 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
like watch this
#63 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I know. Like watch this
#64 - facetiousrunner (01/09/2013) [-]
........
User avatar #65 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I know. That's why I quit.
#26 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
good thing im stupidly stubborn
User avatar #27 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Pictures on the internet can't cheer me up, but again; I appreciate the effort
#28 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
you sure theres nothin i can do? again all about those small steps
User avatar #29 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Not unless you can fix my mental and social issues with a swing of a magic wand, I'm afraid.
#30 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
just remember normal is boring and everyone in this world is fucked up
User avatar #31 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Haha yeah. You are you and everyone has damage. Everyone has a tragic story or a scar. Except me, I'm just broken by default.
#32 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
and just cause youre broken at the start doesnt mean you cant be great or be happy
User avatar #33 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Nah, it just means I fail constantly and have no explanation or excuse but the fact that I'm a horrible person.
#34 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
the character of a man isnt measured by his shortcomings but by the fact if he keeps getting up despite failure
User avatar #35 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Well then consider my character a failure too.
#36 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
youre like a stone wall, that i cant resist working against.
User avatar #37 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Haha, good luck. It's not a stone wall though, it's a dimensional barrier. It would be breaking into a world that most don't even believe exists.
#38 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
crazier things have happened bro
User avatar #39 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I guess crazier things do happen to better people than me.
#40 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
and craizer things have happened to worse people
User avatar #41 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
But that is all just theoretical, I can't pull myself up, and no one else can either.
#42 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
with that attitude you can,t
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Well guess what? That attitude is born from experience.
#44 - facetiousrunner (01/08/2013) [-]
and who said experience rules oneself?
User avatar #45 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
It doesn't. But it shows what kind of person you are.
#2 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
oh hey there
#5 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Hi!
#6 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
hows your day going?
#8 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
To be honest? I feel like shit.
#9 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
no, that cannot stand that just can't!!!!!!
#10 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Just like Emi
#11 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
there is always something to smile about. Check out my name it kinda adds up
#12 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
I don't know what facetious means though
#13 - facetiousrunner (01/06/2013) [-]
"Treating serious issues with deliberately inappropriate humor; flippant."

It fits all to well. Back to the matter at hand though, you can't be shitty bro.
#15 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I can be shitty bro.
#16 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
but i dont like it one bit
User avatar #17 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
D'ya think I like it? No I don't, but I'm afraid it's not as simple as "Don't feel shitty".
#18 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
and a plethora of cute feel good pictures wont change that?
#19 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I'm afraid it's not the shallow kind of feeling shitty we're talking. This is feeling shitty to the point where it's deeper than any other feeling.
#20 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
how about we go from a minus 10 to a minus nine then. baby steps
#21 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
I appreciate the effort, but I don't think it's that simple. My enormous Katawa Shoujo folder doesn't help me at all, if possible, it just keeps me down.
#22 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
ive got other things to try to draw a chuckle
User avatar #23 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Chuckles are easy. Chuckles are shallow. I seek it all the time, just to distract myself.
#24 - facetiousrunner (01/07/2013) [-]
you have put me on a mission sir. if i can raise that level even a smidge its a small step in the right direction
User avatar #25 - sheepyhead (01/07/2013) [-]
Few have tried, none have succeeded. Most have just found a better friend instead.
#28 - It is, and I often wish I could just live with all the cool pe… 01/06/2013 on Since Playing Katawa Shoujo +1
#20 - Well I find that sometimes you can find people online that are…  [+] (2 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Since Playing Katawa Shoujo +1
#21 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
You know what I mean.

Honestly, I love the internet for that. It's like you can really meet the full spectrum of humanity here.

It is both beautiful, and desensitizing at the same time.
User avatar #28 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
It is, and I often wish I could just live with all the cool people I've met here :D
It would be a great wiener party though, I don't really know any women.
Seriously, being gay would be a lot easier
#14 - Direct it to my main account Kairyuka, which magical fairy pri…  [+] (4 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Since Playing Katawa Shoujo +2
#18 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
In due time.

I plan to out it all in a big thank you/confession post.

It's going to be very long, and I may make it invisible to newest uploads.

I also want to give it some time and see how it affects me after so long.

These are only the things that have happened about 2 weeks after, I'd like to give it a month or 2.

This is something I've always wanted to do, but I never thought I'd be doing it to a FunnyJunk board and not my friends.
#20 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Well I find that sometimes you can find people online that are way better to talk emotions with than any of the friends you already know. I don't know if that applies to you personally, but that's what I've experienced.
#21 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
You know what I mean.

Honestly, I love the internet for that. It's like you can really meet the full spectrum of humanity here.

It is both beautiful, and desensitizing at the same time.
User avatar #28 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
It is, and I often wish I could just live with all the cool people I've met here :D
It would be a great wiener party though, I don't really know any women.
Seriously, being gay would be a lot easier
#2 - Hello, glad to see that you liked it~ I'm proud that makin…  [+] (6 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Since Playing Katawa Shoujo +3
#11 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
I guess I'll have to remember to direct my thanks post to you.
#14 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Direct it to my main account Kairyuka, which magical fairy princess unjustly banned for ten days without warning (yes, I'm fucking mad)
So, it seems like you've gained a lot from Katawa Shoujo. I like to learn to know fellow Katawa Shoubros so, what's your story? Tell me about yourself c: (only what you feel comfortable with sharing, of course)
#18 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
In due time.

I plan to out it all in a big thank you/confession post.

It's going to be very long, and I may make it invisible to newest uploads.

I also want to give it some time and see how it affects me after so long.

These are only the things that have happened about 2 weeks after, I'd like to give it a month or 2.

This is something I've always wanted to do, but I never thought I'd be doing it to a FunnyJunk board and not my friends.
#20 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Well I find that sometimes you can find people online that are way better to talk emotions with than any of the friends you already know. I don't know if that applies to you personally, but that's what I've experienced.
#21 - hankhillofthe (01/06/2013) [-]
You know what I mean.

Honestly, I love the internet for that. It's like you can really meet the full spectrum of humanity here.

It is both beautiful, and desensitizing at the same time.
User avatar #28 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
It is, and I often wish I could just live with all the cool people I've met here :D
It would be a great wiener party though, I don't really know any women.
Seriously, being gay would be a lot easier
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#22 - T-thanks bro c:  [+] (1 new reply) 01/06/2013 on sheepyhead's profile 0
#23 - TheNameJin (01/06/2013) [-]
N-no problem~
#16 - Haha. Were you close to poking someone's eye out too?  [+] (1 new reply) 01/06/2013 on Misha Storyline +2
User avatar #17 - sketchE (01/06/2013) [-]
not quite
#2 - Misha seemed like she'd be an awesome friend~  [+] (3 new replies) 01/06/2013 on Misha Storyline +14
User avatar #13 - sketchE (01/06/2013) [-]
my friends wouldnt talk to each other on the phone today but needed to figure out the plans for the day. i fe,t like misha being the relay
#16 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
Haha. Were you close to poking someone's eye out too?
User avatar #17 - sketchE (01/06/2013) [-]
not quite
#43 - Urgh, what the **** man.  [+] (1 new reply) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#42 - **** yeah! I never realized that song was so amazing! 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
#39 - Oh goddammit. I didn't even get a warning, I have no idea what…  [+] (3 new replies) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
User avatar #41 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
You can get banned for NSFW just for a troll flagging the same image 5 times, porn or not.
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Urgh, what the shit man.
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#37 - Oh yeah, forgot that c: By the way, this is just my alt ac…  [+] (5 new replies) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
User avatar #38 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
I was aware of that, but you can't friend banned accounts unfortunately...
User avatar #39 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh goddammit. I didn't even get a warning, I have no idea what post I did wrong. magical fairy princess is deteriorating.
User avatar #41 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
You can get banned for NSFW just for a troll flagging the same image 5 times, porn or not.
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Urgh, what the shit man.
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#20 - I just whored for some thumbs, so my alt account could get bas…  [+] (1 new reply) 01/05/2013 on shzne pls +1
User avatar #21 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Woo! Whoring!
#35 - If there's one thing I've learned, it is that friends or even …  [+] (7 new replies) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
#36 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
Don't forget madness. Always madness.
User avatar #37 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh yeah, forgot that c:
By the way, this is just my alt account, since my main account is banned for 9 days yet. You might want to add the account Kairyuka as friends too c:
User avatar #38 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
I was aware of that, but you can't friend banned accounts unfortunately...
User avatar #39 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh goddammit. I didn't even get a warning, I have no idea what post I did wrong. magical fairy princess is deteriorating.
User avatar #41 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
You can get banned for NSFW just for a troll flagging the same image 5 times, porn or not.
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Urgh, what the shit man.
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#18 - Well, I DID create the Katawa Shoujo page c:  [+] (3 new replies) 01/05/2013 on shzne pls +1
User avatar #19 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
And apparently you are it, too.
User avatar #20 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
I just whored for some thumbs, so my alt account could get basic citizen rights.
User avatar #21 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Woo! Whoring!
#24 - Great plan!  [+] (1 new reply) 01/05/2013 on Use your legs! +1
#25 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
#33 - That's a great story man. I also try to act confident without …  [+] (9 new replies) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
User avatar #34 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
Amazing that this whole conversation started with you calling me scary...
User avatar #35 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
If there's one thing I've learned, it is that friends or even just substantial discussions come from the weirdest places.
#36 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
Don't forget madness. Always madness.
User avatar #37 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh yeah, forgot that c:
By the way, this is just my alt account, since my main account is banned for 9 days yet. You might want to add the account Kairyuka as friends too c:
User avatar #38 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
I was aware of that, but you can't friend banned accounts unfortunately...
User avatar #39 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh goddammit. I didn't even get a warning, I have no idea what post I did wrong. magical fairy princess is deteriorating.
User avatar #41 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
You can get banned for NSFW just for a troll flagging the same image 5 times, porn or not.
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Urgh, what the shit man.
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#22 - Huh. I don't think anyone wants me to show off my junk though.…  [+] (3 new replies) 01/05/2013 on Use your legs! +1
User avatar #23 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Hmm... that might just be potato enough to work. Be sure to grow an awesome pornstache first, though, and wear a belt made of condoms. That'll repel those damn feminazis.
#24 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Great plan!
#25 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
#20 - N-not even a small speedo?  [+] (5 new replies) 01/05/2013 on Use your legs! +1
User avatar #21 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Of course not! Think about it: what are feminists always talking about? gay shipping, of course. That's why they watch Twilight and Supernatural. If you wear an even smaller speedo, you're showing off your manhood to the feminists- which is what they want.
User avatar #22 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Huh. I don't think anyone wants me to show off my junk though. Maybe it would defeat them!
User avatar #23 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Hmm... that might just be potato enough to work. Be sure to grow an awesome pornstache first, though, and wear a belt made of condoms. That'll repel those damn feminazis.
#24 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Great plan!
#25 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
#31 - I haven't stopped trying, and I will never. I just conclude th…  [+] (11 new replies) 01/05/2013 on TRANSFORMERS! +1
User avatar #32 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
If you keep failing, try going at it a different way. If what you normally do pushes people away, act as confident as you can that they can't leave without you. It may not work at first, but practice helps.

It may not be related to the topic at hand, but I used to be that really annoying kid that acted like he was better than everyone else (and knew everything) that everyone hated. I decided when I started highschool "Alright, what happens if I start acting like the exact opposite of what I normally do...?" I became able to talk to everyone normally, and eventually my acting and true personality merged, allowing me to do pretty much anything without worrying about it (probably due to becoming my own opposite personality-wise made me more flexible). By the time I graduated, I was the shameless guy that got along with almost everyone and was laughing almost constantly.
User avatar #33 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
That's a great story man. I also try to act confident without showing my true colors, but it's kinda like it doesn't change much. I guess I'll just keep trying 'till I die then.
User avatar #34 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
Amazing that this whole conversation started with you calling me scary...
User avatar #35 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
If there's one thing I've learned, it is that friends or even just substantial discussions come from the weirdest places.
#36 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
Don't forget madness. Always madness.
User avatar #37 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh yeah, forgot that c:
By the way, this is just my alt account, since my main account is banned for 9 days yet. You might want to add the account Kairyuka as friends too c:
User avatar #38 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
I was aware of that, but you can't friend banned accounts unfortunately...
User avatar #39 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Oh goddammit. I didn't even get a warning, I have no idea what post I did wrong. magical fairy princess is deteriorating.
User avatar #41 - Nihatclodra (01/05/2013) [-]
You can get banned for NSFW just for a troll flagging the same image 5 times, porn or not.
User avatar #43 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Urgh, what the shit man.
User avatar #44 - Nihatclodra (01/06/2013) [-]
I know...
#18 - Sure. I'll bring the speedos and the oil!  [+] (7 new replies) 01/05/2013 on Use your legs! +1
User avatar #19 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Speedos and-

That's not a picnic! Whiskey, man. No speedos, no oil, just whiskey.
User avatar #20 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
N-not even a small speedo?
User avatar #21 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Of course not! Think about it: what are feminists always talking about? gay shipping, of course. That's why they watch Twilight and Supernatural. If you wear an even smaller speedo, you're showing off your manhood to the feminists- which is what they want.
User avatar #22 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Huh. I don't think anyone wants me to show off my junk though. Maybe it would defeat them!
User avatar #23 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Hmm... that might just be potato enough to work. Be sure to grow an awesome pornstache first, though, and wear a belt made of condoms. That'll repel those damn feminazis.
#24 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Great plan!
#25 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
#16 - Ew, feminists everywhere. The only ones you can trust are bros!  [+] (9 new replies) 01/05/2013 on Use your legs! +1
User avatar #17 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Fuck yeah! Hey, we should go on a picnic some time. You know, a manly picnic, so that no feminists show up.
User avatar #18 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Sure. I'll bring the speedos and the oil!
User avatar #19 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Speedos and-

That's not a picnic! Whiskey, man. No speedos, no oil, just whiskey.
User avatar #20 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
N-not even a small speedo?
User avatar #21 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Of course not! Think about it: what are feminists always talking about? gay shipping, of course. That's why they watch Twilight and Supernatural. If you wear an even smaller speedo, you're showing off your manhood to the feminists- which is what they want.
User avatar #22 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Huh. I don't think anyone wants me to show off my junk though. Maybe it would defeat them!
User avatar #23 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
Hmm... that might just be potato enough to work. Be sure to grow an awesome pornstache first, though, and wear a belt made of condoms. That'll repel those damn feminazis.
#24 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Great plan!
#25 - impaledsandwich (01/05/2013) [-]
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User avatar #65 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (06/10/2013) [-]
I always wonder if OC ever comes back to this user page lol
User avatar #59 - nidhugg (01/12/2013) [-]
Nobody told me Lilly's route had so many feels
User avatar #62 to #59 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
It's so romantic~
I know my favorite girl was Rin, but as a real life relationship? I'd love all that. The things I see in my world makes me doubt that there is a place in the world for a guy like me with ideals like that though.
User avatar #63 to #62 - nidhugg (01/13/2013) [-]
It was more than romantic tough...when she said she was going to move to Scotland I cried, when he ran after her I cried and when he woke up all alone I cried even more. From the comments I've seen, I thought hanakos route was the one with most feelings. Oh how wrong I was...
User avatar #64 to #63 - sheepyhead (01/13/2013) [-]
Yeah indeed. The amount of sincere love in that route is amazing man.
User avatar #47 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/11/2013) [-]
A lil less than 3 days till your old account gets unbanned. Then all shall be well. Hang in there =)
User avatar #48 to #47 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
Yaaay~
User avatar #60 to #48 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/12/2013) [-]
22 hours left =)
User avatar #61 to #60 - sheepyhead (01/12/2013) [-]
Can't wait c:
User avatar #41 - cristianpopescu (01/10/2013) [-]
How did you get into music? Did you practice by yourself or with the help or some teacher?
User avatar #42 to #41 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
I pretty much started playing the guitar by myself, looking up tabs and practicing chords. Then I found some guy who taught me some things for about a year or so. And now I'm just self-taught. It's not that difficult to be self-taught, but it's a good idea to have some theory to lean up against.
User avatar #43 to #42 - cristianpopescu (01/10/2013) [-]
Nice, you're really good at singing/guitar. You can't deny that.
User avatar #44 to #43 - sheepyhead (01/10/2013) [-]
Thanks man c:
User avatar #45 to #44 - cristianpopescu (01/10/2013) [-]
So, what have you been doin' lately?
User avatar #46 to #45 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
I've been kinda bipolar, swinging between depressed and hopeful. Mostly depressed though.
You?
User avatar #49 to #46 - cristianpopescu (01/11/2013) [-]
Really tired, I had a lot of school stuff to do, so I didn't really have much free time.
User avatar #50 to #49 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
Ah, Friday is good, I like Friday c:
I just came back from running the third step in Emi's run schedule, and boy are my feet tired xD
User avatar #51 to #50 - cristianpopescu (01/11/2013) [-]
Oh, I'm glad you gave running a try as well, I started running because of KS as well. But isn't it cold in Denmark?
User avatar #52 to #51 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
Some times, yes. Today, yes. Don't care, running anyway.
User avatar #53 to #52 - cristianpopescu (01/11/2013) [-]
Nice, that's the way to go, bro!
User avatar #54 to #53 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
Yeah. Funny thing is, cold air usually sets off my asthma very easily, but I didn't really feel it today. I hope it's a sign of progress and not just a coincidence
User avatar #55 to #54 - cristianpopescu (01/11/2013) [-]
Also, it makes you feel refreshed :D
User avatar #56 to #55 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
I certainly didn't feel overheated, that's for sure~
User avatar #57 to #56 - cristianpopescu (01/11/2013) [-]
One of the best feelings is running in the summer nights, because it's warm and there's a cold breeze of air, so the combination of the two feels awesome
User avatar #58 to #57 - sheepyhead (01/11/2013) [-]
I'd imagine. I don't really have a good place to run though, so I just run on the sidewalk. No park or running track.
User avatar #24 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
I've always wondered, this community we have for KS. Is this how brony's feel like with their mlp board? Probably not, but what do you think?
User avatar #25 to #24 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Iunno. I think bronies have more obnoxious fans, and I like Katawa Shoujo much better than MLP. I think the stories and morals of Katawa Shoujo are much more complex and ****** , and grants great feels, but I'm sure some people gets something sensible out of MLP too.
User avatar #26 to #25 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
I watched the 1st few episodes of MLP. All the brony's are telling me "bro, you have to watch more to get a feel". Lol, well if the show goes on the way it does then it's not my cup of tea. And yes your words couldnt have been said any better. Something deep and complex is really worth it, and I enjoyed KS cause of that :DD
User avatar #27 to #26 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
I think it's interesting that people has created such a big fan community over basically nothing, and bronies can be pretty creative individuals. Still, I don't see anything more in MLP than a silly children's cartoon. Nothing wrong with that, I enjoy other children's cartoons and it gets a chuckle out of me. It's great for tuning your brain out for a bit. Still, it doesn't even reach an iota of the epicness that Katawa Shoujo contains.
I actually thought up my own little fanfic of it, placing myself in Hisao's place. Needless to say, it makes me feel like I'll never get out and live that life myself, so I'll just keep dreaming about the life I'll never have.
User avatar #28 to #27 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
We need an ask-a-brony moment. Give them some questions. Hmmmm, I'll let you know what my friend thinks, he's a brony and I can ask him some questions in a week.

Now see, thats what I liked about KS. When you start to dream, think, and feel things around you because of the VN. It really just affects you and played it's role well in telling a great story. I like thinking, good stuff to think about to. I sometimes ask myself for example "if i'm doing the right thing". I questioned Hanako and ended up on a neutral route. And so I found myself protecting her more. And with Rin I pushed her away with a neutral route as well, not know what was best in the end T_T
User avatar #29 to #28 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Yeah, those thoughts would be great to improve your friendships and your relationship, if you had any of that. But without both, they're just thoughts. Dreams. Of a world that you'll never see. A world of trust, friendship and love. Mutual feelings that no one will ever want to share with me. Why would they? I just sit here.
User avatar #30 to #29 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
**** THAT! I LIKE FANTASIZING DREAM AND IMAGINING THINGS. See a girl across the street, imagine I'm talking to her. Unfortunately I'm too busy for relationships so to me this is pretty much all I can do. But hey, if you keep dreaming, you know what you want in a relationship, and therefore you get to know yourself better =P
User avatar #31 to #30 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
But what I want doesn't exist. It's an egocentric dream based on an ideal world where someone out there not only shares my ideals, but meets me, catches an interest in me and is attracted to me. And this just won't happen. Not even chaos theory is that improbable.
User avatar #32 to #31 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
Though it might not be drool, something one day will trigger some attraction between you and someone. For me, my weakness for a girl is if I see her passionate for something. Sorta like Emi and Rin. They do what they do because they like it and enjoy it. So if I see a girl that has a passion for dancing hip-hop, draw anime in their own world, play music for the pleasure of pure enjoyment, it's really really iunno, magical. Find that person man! Go out, walk around the city and just observe the people around. xD
User avatar #33 to #32 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
You know that's not how it works. You don't just walk around and meet people, people outside have something to do, somewhere to go. Much better people to meet. I try my best when I meet new people, but somehow it just doesn't change anything, leading me to believe that my dream is no more than that. Just another silly dream dreamt up by a lonely virgin excuse for a human being, living in his room.
User avatar #34 to #33 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
Dont have to meet. Exploreeeeee the world. It's beautiful world out there. Except today. It's raining and I dont want to go outside. >_>
User avatar #35 to #34 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
Maybe it's a beautiful world for happy people and artists, but to me, the only thing that's left is my room and my guitar. No one cares and no one should, I'm not worth it.
User avatar #36 to #35 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
And your computer! Dont forget your computer! The world is happy, you'll find a place outside your room some day =)
User avatar #37 to #36 - sheepyhead (01/08/2013) [-]
There's nowhere out there for me.
User avatar #38 to #37 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/08/2013) [-]
Let see you grit those teeth
User avatar #39 to #38 - sheepyhead (01/09/2013) [-]
I'm afraid facepunching me won't solve my issues, like it did with Simon.
User avatar #40 to #39 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/09/2013) [-]
Well darn =/
#21 - TheNameJin (01/06/2013) [-]
WHO'S AWESOME?

YOU'RE AWESOME!
User avatar #22 to #21 - sheepyhead (01/06/2013) [-]
T-thanks bro c:
#23 to #22 - TheNameJin (01/06/2013) [-]
N-no problem~
User avatar #1 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
greetings
User avatar #2 to #1 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Hey bro, I see you've found my alt account c:
User avatar #3 to #2 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
ah, yes
by the way, what happened to your main acc?
accidentally posting nsfw / teaser pic?

And thanks for the add!!1
hope we can get along!
User avatar #4 to #3 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
I didn't post anything, magical fairy princess is just a retard. And even if he found a single picture somewhere, ten days complete ban without warning is too harsh, and won't accomplish anything, especially since I don't know what I did wrong.
User avatar #5 to #4 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
well, atleast it's not perma b&

but still, it's better to give somekind of warning or notification which comment is get flagged or reported

but if i remember correctly, i do get message from admon when i'm about getting banned back then, it's filled with link to be said comment
User avatar #6 to #5 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Well I didn't, so **** that **** . Seriously, that's like 70% of my social life.
#7 to #6 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
now now

let's put aside this grim topic

how are you today?
#8 to #7 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Well I just came back from the very first exercise on Emi's running schedule c:
And I'm watching Batman when I should be doing math.
User avatar #9 to #8 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
ah i see, hm.,., give each day some "rest days" each week, it's not wise to do it for 3 days straight

joy -> work
you got your priority right
User avatar #10 to #9 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
I know, I'll rest for at least a day, but here an hour after, I'm not feeling as bad as I'd feared. I guess my regular biking brought my stamina up a bit, especially in my legs.
I need to finish this math before 20:00 Sunday though. I know I can do it if I try, the question is whether I can try hard enough. Oh well, I always pull through
#11 to #10 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
well, if i'm too lazy, i will just ask some of my colleague to seed their works
haha

User avatar #12 to #11 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Huehuehue. That wouldn't work though, because all of my friends suck. They do maths well, but I wouldn't be able to survive handing something in with as bad grammar as they use. No thanks, I keep my own quality up c:
#13 to #12 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
well, that's the risk if you want to enjoy your tiem to the fullest

User avatar #14 to #13 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
The risk is, that I can't go to the university I want, but you're right, there isn't much risk of that. I just like to do my homework c:
I guess it's a sense of responsibility that's just natural to me
User avatar #15 to #14 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
by the way, you gonna rec yourself playing guitar or no?
User avatar #16 to #15 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
I tried. It didn't go well.
Maybe one day.
User avatar #17 to #16 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
fuk that, I WANT TO SEE
and your full figure of yourself if possible also
User avatar #18 to #17 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Haha, I'm afraid it would still just be me, hunched over my guitar, recorded of a ****** webcam. I have a great mic setup, though.
User avatar #19 to #18 - zameckis (01/05/2013) [-]
i will just keep waiting till op deliver
User avatar #20 to #19 - sheepyhead (01/05/2013) [-]
Hehe, it's nice to know that someone wants it c:
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