the people who are successful didn't make mistakes, or they hid them away. since im crap at lying ill instead try and not make mistakes. to be honest, i believe in redemption and reincarnation alot. sometimes i just feel like im older and i should be the "dying" age already, like im already middle aged. its weird how i dont' really feel alot of motivation because, idk i already did it? and i know playing it fast and loose is nice, but id rather not lose my opportunity to make the world better?
for explanation, if i/you/any person can't do the following, they are useless. i don't want to lose an opportunity to do any of these.
protect the weak
lead and make wise decisions
bring a smile to the unhappy
work hard to support others
and i'm afraid i can't do any of these.

Anyone successful will tell you to learn from mistakes.

id rather not make those mistakes in the first place.

You also said that you have an unflinching desire to excel no matter what, that's admirable, use that. Use it and it will draw people to you.

Making mistakes is the best thing that can happen to you, not only can you learn from it but others can as well. And if people learn from you are you not making the world better in some small way?

making mistakes is how i hurt others. ill lost control, ill not be able to help others, ill make someone hate me.....i don't want to learn from these mistakes how to not make them, i want to avoid making them so others don't suffer.

I used to think the same thing of myself, and sometimes I still do. I can't give you advice on how to chance your mind about yourself, you have to do that yourself, but i can tell you this; nothing helps more than surrounding yourself with people that like you.

protect the weak, protect those i care about, have power to do so, and don't make mistakes. those are my goals. im interested in life so that in the next one im better off. idk really.

trying to not make mistakes is the biggest mistake you'll ever make, i've been there. Playing it wild and loose every once in a while is the best way to improve yourself and ensure that future mistakes are minor. Also, I don't necessarily believe in reincarnation of any sort, including afterlife, but I would say, if you aren't invested in the life you have now and treat it like it's precious, do you really feel like you'll deserve a better one next time?

the people who are successful didn't make mistakes, or they hid them away. since im crap at lying ill instead try and not make mistakes. to be honest, i believe in redemption and reincarnation alot. sometimes i just feel like im older and i should be the "dying" age already, like im already middle aged. its weird how i dont' really feel alot of motivation because, idk i already did it? and i know playing it fast and loose is nice, but id rather not lose my opportunity to make the world better?
for explanation, if i/you/any person can't do the following, they are useless. i don't want to lose an opportunity to do any of these.
protect the weak
lead and make wise decisions
bring a smile to the unhappy
work hard to support others
and i'm afraid i can't do any of these.

Anyone successful will tell you to learn from mistakes.

id rather not make those mistakes in the first place.

You also said that you have an unflinching desire to excel no matter what, that's admirable, use that. Use it and it will draw people to you.

Making mistakes is the best thing that can happen to you, not only can you learn from it but others can as well. And if people learn from you are you not making the world better in some small way?

making mistakes is how i hurt others. ill lost control, ill not be able to help others, ill make someone hate me.....i don't want to learn from these mistakes how to not make them, i want to avoid making them so others don't suffer.

I used to think the same thing of myself, and sometimes I still do. I can't give you advice on how to chance your mind about yourself, you have to do that yourself, but i can tell you this; nothing helps more than surrounding yourself with people that like you.

what things? im trying to be real. im exceedingly skinny, i take all my jokes from tumblr and the internet, and i didnt get any kind of full ride because i wasn't smart enough.

what are you interested in in life?
do you have a job in mind, or an end goal?

protect the weak, protect those i care about, have power to do so, and don't make mistakes. those are my goals. im interested in life so that in the next one im better off. idk really.

trying to not make mistakes is the biggest mistake you'll ever make, i've been there. Playing it wild and loose every once in a while is the best way to improve yourself and ensure that future mistakes are minor. Also, I don't necessarily believe in reincarnation of any sort, including afterlife, but I would say, if you aren't invested in the life you have now and treat it like it's precious, do you really feel like you'll deserve a better one next time?

the people who are successful didn't make mistakes, or they hid them away. since im crap at lying ill instead try and not make mistakes. to be honest, i believe in redemption and reincarnation alot. sometimes i just feel like im older and i should be the "dying" age already, like im already middle aged. its weird how i dont' really feel alot of motivation because, idk i already did it? and i know playing it fast and loose is nice, but id rather not lose my opportunity to make the world better?
for explanation, if i/you/any person can't do the following, they are useless. i don't want to lose an opportunity to do any of these.
protect the weak
lead and make wise decisions
bring a smile to the unhappy
work hard to support others
and i'm afraid i can't do any of these.

Anyone successful will tell you to learn from mistakes.

id rather not make those mistakes in the first place.

You also said that you have an unflinching desire to excel no matter what, that's admirable, use that. Use it and it will draw people to you.

Making mistakes is the best thing that can happen to you, not only can you learn from it but others can as well. And if people learn from you are you not making the world better in some small way?

making mistakes is how i hurt others. ill lost control, ill not be able to help others, ill make someone hate me.....i don't want to learn from these mistakes how to not make them, i want to avoid making them so others don't suffer.

I used to think the same thing of myself, and sometimes I still do. I can't give you advice on how to chance your mind about yourself, you have to do that yourself, but i can tell you this; nothing helps more than surrounding yourself with people that like you.

So come back when you stop thinking those things-no one is innately stupid.

what things? im trying to be real. im exceedingly skinny, i take all my jokes from tumblr and the internet, and i didnt get any kind of full ride because i wasn't smart enough.

what are you interested in in life?
do you have a job in mind, or an end goal?

protect the weak, protect those i care about, have power to do so, and don't make mistakes. those are my goals. im interested in life so that in the next one im better off. idk really.

trying to not make mistakes is the biggest mistake you'll ever make, i've been there. Playing it wild and loose every once in a while is the best way to improve yourself and ensure that future mistakes are minor. Also, I don't necessarily believe in reincarnation of any sort, including afterlife, but I would say, if you aren't invested in the life you have now and treat it like it's precious, do you really feel like you'll deserve a better one next time?

the people who are successful didn't make mistakes, or they hid them away. since im crap at lying ill instead try and not make mistakes. to be honest, i believe in redemption and reincarnation alot. sometimes i just feel like im older and i should be the "dying" age already, like im already middle aged. its weird how i dont' really feel alot of motivation because, idk i already did it? and i know playing it fast and loose is nice, but id rather not lose my opportunity to make the world better?
for explanation, if i/you/any person can't do the following, they are useless. i don't want to lose an opportunity to do any of these.
protect the weak
lead and make wise decisions
bring a smile to the unhappy
work hard to support others
and i'm afraid i can't do any of these.

Anyone successful will tell you to learn from mistakes.

id rather not make those mistakes in the first place.

You also said that you have an unflinching desire to excel no matter what, that's admirable, use that. Use it and it will draw people to you.

Making mistakes is the best thing that can happen to you, not only can you learn from it but others can as well. And if people learn from you are you not making the world better in some small way?

making mistakes is how i hurt others. ill lost control, ill not be able to help others, ill make someone hate me.....i don't want to learn from these mistakes how to not make them, i want to avoid making them so others don't suffer.

I used to think the same thing of myself, and sometimes I still do. I can't give you advice on how to chance your mind about yourself, you have to do that yourself, but i can tell you this; nothing helps more than surrounding yourself with people that like you.

edit: this is all assuming that you want a girlfriend at all. Not wanting one is an awesome choice, and can make your life awesome.

i dont demonize or idolize anyone other than, well, my vision of me. and i don't think i'll ever accept my flaws because i want to improve myself so much. and i don't want to pursue a woman, because i feel like that is just pursuing peoples approval. the only approval i need is my own.

perfect, then don't accept your flaws; knowing that about yourself is half the battle. Start seeing yourself for the skills that you're proud of, or that people have complimented you on. If you're good at what you do, whatever that is, people will want to be around you, girls will want to be around you, and eventually someone will value you more than you value yourself.

So come back when you stop thinking those things-no one is innately stupid.

what things? im trying to be real. im exceedingly skinny, i take all my jokes from tumblr and the internet, and i didnt get any kind of full ride because i wasn't smart enough.

what are you interested in in life?
do you have a job in mind, or an end goal?

protect the weak, protect those i care about, have power to do so, and don't make mistakes. those are my goals. im interested in life so that in the next one im better off. idk really.

trying to not make mistakes is the biggest mistake you'll ever make, i've been there. Playing it wild and loose every once in a while is the best way to improve yourself and ensure that future mistakes are minor. Also, I don't necessarily believe in reincarnation of any sort, including afterlife, but I would say, if you aren't invested in the life you have now and treat it like it's precious, do you really feel like you'll deserve a better one next time?

the people who are successful didn't make mistakes, or they hid them away. since im crap at lying ill instead try and not make mistakes. to be honest, i believe in redemption and reincarnation alot. sometimes i just feel like im older and i should be the "dying" age already, like im already middle aged. its weird how i dont' really feel alot of motivation because, idk i already did it? and i know playing it fast and loose is nice, but id rather not lose my opportunity to make the world better?
for explanation, if i/you/any person can't do the following, they are useless. i don't want to lose an opportunity to do any of these.
protect the weak
lead and make wise decisions
bring a smile to the unhappy
work hard to support others
and i'm afraid i can't do any of these.

Anyone successful will tell you to learn from mistakes.

id rather not make those mistakes in the first place.

You also said that you have an unflinching desire to excel no matter what, that's admirable, use that. Use it and it will draw people to you.

Making mistakes is the best thing that can happen to you, not only can you learn from it but others can as well. And if people learn from you are you not making the world better in some small way?

making mistakes is how i hurt others. ill lost control, ill not be able to help others, ill make someone hate me.....i don't want to learn from these mistakes how to not make them, i want to avoid making them so others don't suffer.

I used to think the same thing of myself, and sometimes I still do. I can't give you advice on how to chance your mind about yourself, you have to do that yourself, but i can tell you this; nothing helps more than surrounding yourself with people that like you.

edit: this is all assuming that you want a girlfriend at all. Not wanting one is an awesome choice, and can make your life awesome.