This particular time it's more than understandable. I dont blame you at all.

Oh Im sorry I didnt see your reply

I feel better now at least

I just feel so ficking embarassed now and i dont know what to do

Yeah I figured you would, that just wasn't right that everyone decided to just dump on you even though other people had already done it. It's best to just forget them, cause they're not even worth it.

I just thought they really liked me

I feel used

I mean, I'm sure SD does but only as a friend. He just didn't want you to get hurt. It's still ****** that even with that he didnt want to tell you himself, he just didnt want to hurt you himself, it just ended up that other people hurt you. It's super ****** .

The way they flirted, thiugh. I just thought they were interested in me

******* hell im gullible and desperat

No, you're not, he lead you on and just refused to reject you to protect his own ego. You could not have known because you couldnt read his mind.

Yknow whats funny is that i was warned about this exact situation, too ever since i started talking to them
Why didnt i ******* listen

Because you didn't think it'd ever be this bad. He was too stuck up to even mention that he has a boyfriend, which would have been fine and ended the whole charade from day 1, but he just decided not to because he didnt want to "hurt you" despite the fact that this hurt you way more.

Speaking of which WHY THE **** DIDNT THEY TELL ME THEY HAD A BOYFRIEND

why are they even flirting like that. Its no fair

He's stupid like that. We even told him "just get your boyfriend to say something" and he said "no I dont want to hurt him", and then we said "well leading him on is hurting him more" and he'd say "uh well i dont wanna be mean xd". He's avoiding confrontation for like a month because he didn't want to be "mean", as if leaving you hanging was somehow not mean at all.

But that is mean. Thats ******* cruel.

Yeah, it is, and we told him that. But he just developed this idea that rejecting you was mean, but leading you on while he had a boyfriend was A-OK. And any attempt to reason with him lead to the same cycle of "I dont want to be mean" -> "I don't want to hurt him" -> "I don't want anyone to confront him in my place" -> I don't want to be mean" and so on. If it were up to me I would've told you a month ago but he was so against other people getting involved that no one could.

At this point i just want an apology. But i know im not going to get one, am i

It's possible. You'll get one from me. But idk I'd have to convince him to apologize.

okay yeah maybe convincing

I'll work on it, dont worry

Thanks

and thanks for being my shoulder to cry on for this

It's gravy. I know that I'd want one, given the situation. It's a **** place to be in.

I've been in this situation several times, and I still cant get over it