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Yeah. and it does influence people. my mother took it personally when I said that I didn't like it and she even said "Well, everyone else has said it is very good".

Well... inone moment, which was the great realization that I'm consciousness, every false layer of who I believed I was was peeled back. I realize I could've been born with different parents, body, circumstances, everything could change in my life, and yet, there'd still be a constant.

The obsession was to find me, me, me (yo). to be with me, actually.


At what point I had stopped thinking of what the other people where thinking about me, which I wanted to stop and a voice in my head said "you've done it. now you've become part of a special group of intellectuals" something along those lines.


BUT, I recognized the trap. I said NO! why must I always need to try and attach myself to something else, bigger, to feel value? I just want to be me, me, me!



And then it was as if I had broken through or become separated from something invisible and felt completely at peace. I realized I was just a point of consciousness. a point of awareness. That was my real nature. Even my mind was not me, it was just an intrument and thoughts colored the experience with different flavors, but it was just the means for my awareness to have an experience.


I walked out the door and returned with my friends and they were all amazed in my change, they told me even tho they didn't really now what happened. Most curiously also, was that now they were fightng for my attention, and I was just sitting there being completely and naturally at peace.I tell oyu you could've cut off my ar and I would've realized it wasn't me so I wouldn't have suffered. Who knows about the pain, but at least I would know it isn't really me and I'm not being destroyed.


I can't. i can't be divided, cut, destroyed, change. i'm infinite and eternal and that's the great mystery. What pure awareness and consciousness actually is.



Another time it was less extreme but I realized the nature of the NOW. tHAT IT IS ALWAYS NOW AND THE NOW IS ALWAYS IN CREATION (caps came on their own). It's always now now now now now now now and just as this points create a line:


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So to it appears that things that aren't moving are still or they aren't changing while the things that move are changing but that's not true, everything is being created anew in the eternal NOW. So, I realized that the ida of me was just a story I was dragging along from now moment to now moment because it wsn't something that was, intrinsically, of the moment. it was something I carried with me, like a girl running with a kite stringed to her arm.

It was curious that that time I immediatly said "oh, it's god that I'm no longer him" referring to being me, because I realized how heavy I had been, all the weight I'd been carrying. Past failures that needed to be set right and lots of stuff.

It is not. first of ll, your own logic should dictate that if we have a visible Space Program. We're bound to have a hidden aspect of it AT LEAST in which Military Aplication is the goal.

But, we have evidence. From the accounts of whistleblowers, to some historic data. Google the Thule and Vril societies, for example.

The sources I could use, I guess would be ancient texts. I think Tibetan buddhists have this experience as well through meditation.

Science hasn't been able to discover consciousness in the brain cause it isn't there. but there hasn't been anyone who has been capable of proving it. How would you prove it?

I guess a way would be through DMT. Check Rick Strassman research. the famous "DMT: The Spirit Molecule".



Another way would be the work of Dr. Michael Newton, who through adanced regression therpy was able to access the memory of the soul and have very different subjects (age, nationality, beliefs) all have report back to him that there's indeed a "life between lives".

That proofs the existence of the soul (but that's consciousness with a light body). i guess you'd have to be in the sessions yourself to KNOW he is telling the truth but, my point is that from my perspective, his research validates what I experienced.

Well... inone moment, which was the great realization that I'm consciousness, every false layer of who I believed I was was peeled back. I realize I could've been born with different parents, body, circumstances, everything could change in my life, and yet, there'd still be a constant.

The obsession was to find me, me, me (yo). to be with me, actually.


At what point I had stopped thinking of what the other people where thinking about me, which I wanted to stop and a voice in my head said "you've done it. now you've become part of a special group of intellectuals" something along those lines.


BUT, I recognized the trap. I said NO! why must I always need to try and attach myself to something else, bigger, to feel value? I just want to be me, me, me!



And then it was as if I had broken through or become separated from something invisible and felt completely at peace. I realized I was just a point of consciousness. a point of awareness. That was my real nature. Even my mind was not me, it was just an intrument and thoughts colored the experience with different flavors, but it was just the means for my awareness to have an experience.


I walked out the door and returned with my friends and they were all amazed in my change, they told me even tho they didn't really now what happened. Most curiously also, was that now they were fightng for my attention, and I was just sitting there being completely and naturally at peace.I tell oyu you could've cut off my ar and I would've realized it wasn't me so I wouldn't have suffered. Who knows about the pain, but at least I would know it isn't really me and I'm not being destroyed.


I can't. i can't be divided, cut, destroyed, change. i'm infinite and eternal and that's the great mystery. What pure awareness and consciousness actually is.



Another time it was less extreme but I realized the nature of the NOW. tHAT IT IS ALWAYS NOW AND THE NOW IS ALWAYS IN CREATION (caps came on their own). It's always now now now now now now now and just as this points create a line:


................................................................................ ............................................



So to it appears that things that aren't moving are still or they aren't changing while the things that move are changing but that's not true, everything is being created anew in the eternal NOW. So, I realized that the ida of me was just a story I was dragging along from now moment to now moment because it wsn't something that was, intrinsically, of the moment. it was something I carried with me, like a girl running with a kite stringed to her arm.

It was curious that that time I immediatly said "oh, it's god that I'm no longer him" referring to being me, because I realized how heavy I had been, all the weight I'd been carrying. Past failures that needed to be set right and lots of stuff.

Oh. That we're all consciousness? FACT. Experienced it. Came out of it, though. But you can never truly forget it. Like, right now if you cut my hand I'd go into panic because I'd feel I'm dying even tough it's my human mind giving me that experience. At that moment, I swear you could've taken my arm and I'd be cool because i realized that if it can be taken away then it's not me.

That we're all the same one consciousness. at first I felt it. I just new we were all one. when that feeling disappeared I started to think about it and I realized that it made more sense.

It is not something that can be taught. for example, all the people saying "Namaste" that write "it means I honor your divinity" have no fucking clue of what divinity is.

The divine self is the eternal and infinite self. the real one. And it's all of us. Being the peson you're now is like a dream. Like when in Rick and Morty they play the game... "Rob" was it called?

It amazed me because it was a very stupid thing to say. How you mentioned lightsabers and the ring.

Of course i'm not using the matrix to say we're living inside a computer. That's a literal interpretation.