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#186 - So the physical pain is so intense it destroys the emotional p…  [+] (1 new reply) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
#208 - tobloi (06/25/2013) [-]
I suppose
#9 - You're one of those people who watches what others only see. i… 06/24/2013 on daaw +5
#18 - It's because people who feel superior are implying, by that fe…  [+] (3 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Creepy face-wap +4
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#28 - chetubetcha (06/24/2013) [-]
That would make sense if he actually would be superior, but as a teen and as a spoiled child he isn´t. I don´t feel lower than that cunt, i just can´t see it if somebody thinks he´s far more superior than others but actually is a spoiled fag, and isn´t. He´s only "famous" because his Dad frantically promotes him, and of course because he has the money to pay for promotion. Without Will he wouldn´t have got 1 single role.
#30 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
He doesn't need to be superior he only has to feel that way.

From what you're saying you feel envy (wanting what someone else has).

So you're not really angry that he got all that for doing nothing. You're angry that it isn't you who has it.
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#35 - chetubetcha (06/24/2013) [-]
You don´t understand me at all, did you see interviews with him?! He´s a very arrogant and narcissistic person who has achieved nothing by himself and believes people lay at his feet. I don´t want to be in his position with all the fame and not even being able to buy groceries without being sorrounded by cameras, so i absolutely can say that i don´t want to swap with him neither do i envy him.
Please don´t try psychologically analyse somebody you don´t know over the internet.
#14 - People who feel inferior always lash out to those who feel superior.  [+] (8 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Creepy face-wap +3
#34 - anon (06/24/2013) [-]
To those they feel are superior. Not to those that feel superior themselves. A superiority complex is so much more annoying to work with than an inferiority complex, in my opinion.
#37 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
There's a reason why people with superiority complex are more annoying to you.

A possibility could be that you've repressed the urge to feel superior (it's about comparing, we all have it) and when you see people like that they reflect back to you what you're repressing so it angers you. That's why people who have to repress things want others to *not do it* also. Or if a christian has subconscious doubts about their religion but are repressing them would be angered at atheists.
#36 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
Also to those that feel superior because they eny the feeling. Those who lash out to those they feel are superior are the ones who do so because of envy. They are superior because they're able to get what the person with envy wants (but the person with envy doesn't actually think they're superior, they see themselves as equals and that's why it bothers themso much that one of them can get what the other watns but not the one with envy.
#16 - anon (06/24/2013) [-]
And who are you to say that? selfdenyingbeggar.
#18 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
It's because people who feel superior are implying, by that feeling, that there are others who are inferior. And those who feel inferior, pick up on that (it's subconcious reasoning) and that's why they feel so angered. From their subconcious, when they see people like that they're reminded that they feel lower than or without value.
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#28 - chetubetcha (06/24/2013) [-]
That would make sense if he actually would be superior, but as a teen and as a spoiled child he isn´t. I don´t feel lower than that cunt, i just can´t see it if somebody thinks he´s far more superior than others but actually is a spoiled fag, and isn´t. He´s only "famous" because his Dad frantically promotes him, and of course because he has the money to pay for promotion. Without Will he wouldn´t have got 1 single role.
#30 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
He doesn't need to be superior he only has to feel that way.

From what you're saying you feel envy (wanting what someone else has).

So you're not really angry that he got all that for doing nothing. You're angry that it isn't you who has it.
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#35 - chetubetcha (06/24/2013) [-]
You don´t understand me at all, did you see interviews with him?! He´s a very arrogant and narcissistic person who has achieved nothing by himself and believes people lay at his feet. I don´t want to be in his position with all the fame and not even being able to buy groceries without being sorrounded by cameras, so i absolutely can say that i don´t want to swap with him neither do i envy him.
Please don´t try psychologically analyse somebody you don´t know over the internet.
#33 - actually he's on to something. Look at OP's content and you ca… 06/24/2013 on Right in the childhood -3
#17 - same 06/24/2013 on Well, that was unexpected 0
#127 - Thank you, now I understand better. As for your situa…  [+] (1 new reply) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
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#128 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Thanks
#108 - So it's an impulse? it's not about it helping with the emotional pain?  [+] (3 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
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#113 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Alright I'll explain. So I dont know about other people, but for me, yes its an impulse. I don't know why exactly, but i figure its because I am a very passive person and the few times i have done it, I might have felt like i was making it up to whoever I hurt, or redeeming myself for whatever I'd done, even if I was the victim. Now I tried cutting a couple times to see if it would be anymore help and it wasn't, I couldn't cut deep enough to bleed. But i have scrached myself with pins to the point of scarring but only a little blood. That scar is finally disappearing after years, it was so shameful to like to my mother about it when she noticed, she knew what i had done though. I made some promises to a few people i car about that i wouldn't hurt myself like that again but i stil get those impulses once in a while. Here's an example, (story time)

I've been depressed for quite a long time and I recently went through a breakup. It was a mutual decision to break up so it wasn't too bad but I still missed him and all that jazz.. Long story short, we had some issues and I freaked out for some reason and had an episode. I was in tears and rocking back and forth on my bed just staring into space like a manic. Something set me way over the edge and I started trying to scratch my own face (no idea why still). I bite my nails, so i didn't have anything to scratch myself with, you couldn't imagine the frustration. But I couldn't use anything to help me because I promised I wouldn't. I felt like a psycho but i couldn't stop. Looking back on it im fucking glad i didn't grab anything (at least I don't remember grabbing anything) because the scars would still be there now, and it would have made the situation much worse.

So to conclude, yes, for me, it is an impulse. But grabbing a blade is not. I think cutting is just something we all know about and is a resort for a lot of people when they're feeling like hurting themselves. Everyone has their own reason i guess
#127 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
Thank you, now I understand better.

As for your situation, the root of it is the subconcious. I think it's clear that at times of great emotional stress you feel the urge to hurt yourself. If you don't dig out the reasons why you do this and keep repressing it, one day it's just gonna *pop* and all of it will come to the surface and then you might actually end up really doing some damage to yourself.


www . youtube . com/watch?v=C6wDHBt7r5U


Here's a video to help you undestand what I mean and most importantly, methods to bring to the conscious mind the programs or beliefs of the subconscious mind.
Basically, how to heal yourself.
I think it might sound a little "new age-y" at first but the concept of "the shadow" comes from Carl Jung, a psychiatrist. If you watch the whole video it'll become clear that you can apply it to your life and when you actually do it, you'll have an amazing reconnection experience, with yourself. (Those kinds of words are thrown around a lot in today's world but I do mean every part of them).

So, good luck, I hope you do check it or do something else that helps you and I hope you decide to have fun with the rest of your trip on earth.
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#128 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Thanks
#107 - I used to think people who cut themselves were after attention…  [+] (3 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
#181 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
It's not distracted in that kind, I can only liken it to an orgasm, in a non comical way it's a distraction that is higher than all overs if that makes sense it's doesn't mask the pain it literally takes it away for a while.
#186 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So the physical pain is so intense it destroys the emotional pain?

I guess I know now why I never used it. I'm more afraid of physical pain than mental.
#208 - tobloi (06/25/2013) [-]
I suppose
#87 - I'm curious because I've been depressed for ages but the thoug…  [+] (10 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
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#106 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Don't do it. And not because I'm being THAT guy and trying to save people with shitty lectures. The thing is (and im speaking from personal experience here) if you dont already have the impulse to hurt yourself, dont do it. It's not going to help you AT ALL. Not even a little, not even to distract you. If anything, it will scar and stay a reminder forever of your pain. It will also be shameful and something on your mind to always hide from people. Just please don't try. As someone who impulsively hurts themselves (for reasons I won't get into right now) It's not something im proud of. It's one of the things that makes me believe i should be in a mental institution for. It's not going to help anyone.
#108 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So it's an impulse? it's not about it helping with the emotional pain?
User avatar
#113 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Alright I'll explain. So I dont know about other people, but for me, yes its an impulse. I don't know why exactly, but i figure its because I am a very passive person and the few times i have done it, I might have felt like i was making it up to whoever I hurt, or redeeming myself for whatever I'd done, even if I was the victim. Now I tried cutting a couple times to see if it would be anymore help and it wasn't, I couldn't cut deep enough to bleed. But i have scrached myself with pins to the point of scarring but only a little blood. That scar is finally disappearing after years, it was so shameful to like to my mother about it when she noticed, she knew what i had done though. I made some promises to a few people i car about that i wouldn't hurt myself like that again but i stil get those impulses once in a while. Here's an example, (story time)

I've been depressed for quite a long time and I recently went through a breakup. It was a mutual decision to break up so it wasn't too bad but I still missed him and all that jazz.. Long story short, we had some issues and I freaked out for some reason and had an episode. I was in tears and rocking back and forth on my bed just staring into space like a manic. Something set me way over the edge and I started trying to scratch my own face (no idea why still). I bite my nails, so i didn't have anything to scratch myself with, you couldn't imagine the frustration. But I couldn't use anything to help me because I promised I wouldn't. I felt like a psycho but i couldn't stop. Looking back on it im fucking glad i didn't grab anything (at least I don't remember grabbing anything) because the scars would still be there now, and it would have made the situation much worse.

So to conclude, yes, for me, it is an impulse. But grabbing a blade is not. I think cutting is just something we all know about and is a resort for a lot of people when they're feeling like hurting themselves. Everyone has their own reason i guess
#127 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
Thank you, now I understand better.

As for your situation, the root of it is the subconcious. I think it's clear that at times of great emotional stress you feel the urge to hurt yourself. If you don't dig out the reasons why you do this and keep repressing it, one day it's just gonna *pop* and all of it will come to the surface and then you might actually end up really doing some damage to yourself.


www . youtube . com/watch?v=C6wDHBt7r5U


Here's a video to help you undestand what I mean and most importantly, methods to bring to the conscious mind the programs or beliefs of the subconscious mind.
Basically, how to heal yourself.
I think it might sound a little "new age-y" at first but the concept of "the shadow" comes from Carl Jung, a psychiatrist. If you watch the whole video it'll become clear that you can apply it to your life and when you actually do it, you'll have an amazing reconnection experience, with yourself. (Those kinds of words are thrown around a lot in today's world but I do mean every part of them).

So, good luck, I hope you do check it or do something else that helps you and I hope you decide to have fun with the rest of your trip on earth.
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#128 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Thanks
#90 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
Most of them have done it by accident and then they said the pain felt good because it distracted themselves from their emotional pain, they won't tell me how deep where etc because they regret doing it and don't want it to be seen, I know my one friend has a big deep one on her wrist though.

I'd suggest you don't try and cut yourself and just try to get a hobby to distract your mind instead, start working out to distract your mind because if you think about it by the time you're not depressed and have worked out you'll be person with all the girls or boys on you ;), or if you're not into that try studying something so you become an expert in it and not just a know it all something practical so you can make things, like woodwork?
#107 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
I used to think people who cut themselves were after attention only, because that's the kindof people I met. Once you stablished that there were those who didn't I thought that then it might be useful in some way and that I might benefit if I learned from it.

If it's what you say it is then there are much better ways to distract yourself. But that makes me wonder, your friends, even if they're stupid I don't think they are THAT stupid. Why wouldn't they just browse the internet or watch a movie if they want to get distracted or something else? Maybe it has another effect they didn't tell you about?
#181 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
It's not distracted in that kind, I can only liken it to an orgasm, in a non comical way it's a distraction that is higher than all overs if that makes sense it's doesn't mask the pain it literally takes it away for a while.
#186 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So the physical pain is so intense it destroys the emotional pain?

I guess I know now why I never used it. I'm more afraid of physical pain than mental.
#208 - tobloi (06/25/2013) [-]
I suppose
#83 - are you one of them? i.e. how do you know?  [+] (12 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -1
#85 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
Girlfriend friends, found it in their arms they hated it if I brought it up
#87 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
I'm curious because I've been depressed for ages but the thought of cutting myself hasn't come (naturally) not even once.

Does it work? (when you're having emotiopnal pain, does it help you feel better? how deep does it have to be? are there better areas or is it relative to one's taste?)

I'd be grateful if you could share some info maybe your friends have shared with you.
User avatar
#106 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Don't do it. And not because I'm being THAT guy and trying to save people with shitty lectures. The thing is (and im speaking from personal experience here) if you dont already have the impulse to hurt yourself, dont do it. It's not going to help you AT ALL. Not even a little, not even to distract you. If anything, it will scar and stay a reminder forever of your pain. It will also be shameful and something on your mind to always hide from people. Just please don't try. As someone who impulsively hurts themselves (for reasons I won't get into right now) It's not something im proud of. It's one of the things that makes me believe i should be in a mental institution for. It's not going to help anyone.
#108 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So it's an impulse? it's not about it helping with the emotional pain?
User avatar
#113 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Alright I'll explain. So I dont know about other people, but for me, yes its an impulse. I don't know why exactly, but i figure its because I am a very passive person and the few times i have done it, I might have felt like i was making it up to whoever I hurt, or redeeming myself for whatever I'd done, even if I was the victim. Now I tried cutting a couple times to see if it would be anymore help and it wasn't, I couldn't cut deep enough to bleed. But i have scrached myself with pins to the point of scarring but only a little blood. That scar is finally disappearing after years, it was so shameful to like to my mother about it when she noticed, she knew what i had done though. I made some promises to a few people i car about that i wouldn't hurt myself like that again but i stil get those impulses once in a while. Here's an example, (story time)

I've been depressed for quite a long time and I recently went through a breakup. It was a mutual decision to break up so it wasn't too bad but I still missed him and all that jazz.. Long story short, we had some issues and I freaked out for some reason and had an episode. I was in tears and rocking back and forth on my bed just staring into space like a manic. Something set me way over the edge and I started trying to scratch my own face (no idea why still). I bite my nails, so i didn't have anything to scratch myself with, you couldn't imagine the frustration. But I couldn't use anything to help me because I promised I wouldn't. I felt like a psycho but i couldn't stop. Looking back on it im fucking glad i didn't grab anything (at least I don't remember grabbing anything) because the scars would still be there now, and it would have made the situation much worse.

So to conclude, yes, for me, it is an impulse. But grabbing a blade is not. I think cutting is just something we all know about and is a resort for a lot of people when they're feeling like hurting themselves. Everyone has their own reason i guess
#127 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
Thank you, now I understand better.

As for your situation, the root of it is the subconcious. I think it's clear that at times of great emotional stress you feel the urge to hurt yourself. If you don't dig out the reasons why you do this and keep repressing it, one day it's just gonna *pop* and all of it will come to the surface and then you might actually end up really doing some damage to yourself.


www . youtube . com/watch?v=C6wDHBt7r5U


Here's a video to help you undestand what I mean and most importantly, methods to bring to the conscious mind the programs or beliefs of the subconscious mind.
Basically, how to heal yourself.
I think it might sound a little "new age-y" at first but the concept of "the shadow" comes from Carl Jung, a psychiatrist. If you watch the whole video it'll become clear that you can apply it to your life and when you actually do it, you'll have an amazing reconnection experience, with yourself. (Those kinds of words are thrown around a lot in today's world but I do mean every part of them).

So, good luck, I hope you do check it or do something else that helps you and I hope you decide to have fun with the rest of your trip on earth.
User avatar
#128 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Thanks
#90 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
Most of them have done it by accident and then they said the pain felt good because it distracted themselves from their emotional pain, they won't tell me how deep where etc because they regret doing it and don't want it to be seen, I know my one friend has a big deep one on her wrist though.

I'd suggest you don't try and cut yourself and just try to get a hobby to distract your mind instead, start working out to distract your mind because if you think about it by the time you're not depressed and have worked out you'll be person with all the girls or boys on you ;), or if you're not into that try studying something so you become an expert in it and not just a know it all something practical so you can make things, like woodwork?
#107 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
I used to think people who cut themselves were after attention only, because that's the kindof people I met. Once you stablished that there were those who didn't I thought that then it might be useful in some way and that I might benefit if I learned from it.

If it's what you say it is then there are much better ways to distract yourself. But that makes me wonder, your friends, even if they're stupid I don't think they are THAT stupid. Why wouldn't they just browse the internet or watch a movie if they want to get distracted or something else? Maybe it has another effect they didn't tell you about?
#181 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
It's not distracted in that kind, I can only liken it to an orgasm, in a non comical way it's a distraction that is higher than all overs if that makes sense it's doesn't mask the pain it literally takes it away for a while.
#186 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So the physical pain is so intense it destroys the emotional pain?

I guess I know now why I never used it. I'm more afraid of physical pain than mental.
#208 - tobloi (06/25/2013) [-]
I suppose
#72 - this 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... -3
#71 - As if people who cut themselves don't want EVERYONE to know about it.  [+] (17 new replies) 06/24/2013 on Faith in Humanity... 0
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#97 - corundum (06/24/2013) [-]
People who practice self-harm regularly do it for emotional release, not attention. They'd belong to a whole different class if they did it for attention.
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#88 - funnyjunkianonetwo (06/24/2013) [-]
Probably the only thing that has kept me from cutting in recent times is the fact that I would have to explain it. Life sucks, but I don't need people harping on me about not cutting myself, and feeling better, and all that other bullshit.
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#75 - azumeow (06/24/2013) [-]
Most people I know who have self-harmed are fucking ashamed about it and do everything they can to hide it.
#73 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
No people who do it for attention do because cutting themselves have been glorified by films media etc. people who truly cut themselves because they're in emotional pain won't be shouting about it.
#83 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
are you one of them? i.e. how do you know?
#85 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
Girlfriend friends, found it in their arms they hated it if I brought it up
#87 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
I'm curious because I've been depressed for ages but the thought of cutting myself hasn't come (naturally) not even once.

Does it work? (when you're having emotiopnal pain, does it help you feel better? how deep does it have to be? are there better areas or is it relative to one's taste?)

I'd be grateful if you could share some info maybe your friends have shared with you.
User avatar
#106 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Don't do it. And not because I'm being THAT guy and trying to save people with shitty lectures. The thing is (and im speaking from personal experience here) if you dont already have the impulse to hurt yourself, dont do it. It's not going to help you AT ALL. Not even a little, not even to distract you. If anything, it will scar and stay a reminder forever of your pain. It will also be shameful and something on your mind to always hide from people. Just please don't try. As someone who impulsively hurts themselves (for reasons I won't get into right now) It's not something im proud of. It's one of the things that makes me believe i should be in a mental institution for. It's not going to help anyone.
#108 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So it's an impulse? it's not about it helping with the emotional pain?
User avatar
#113 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Alright I'll explain. So I dont know about other people, but for me, yes its an impulse. I don't know why exactly, but i figure its because I am a very passive person and the few times i have done it, I might have felt like i was making it up to whoever I hurt, or redeeming myself for whatever I'd done, even if I was the victim. Now I tried cutting a couple times to see if it would be anymore help and it wasn't, I couldn't cut deep enough to bleed. But i have scrached myself with pins to the point of scarring but only a little blood. That scar is finally disappearing after years, it was so shameful to like to my mother about it when she noticed, she knew what i had done though. I made some promises to a few people i car about that i wouldn't hurt myself like that again but i stil get those impulses once in a while. Here's an example, (story time)

I've been depressed for quite a long time and I recently went through a breakup. It was a mutual decision to break up so it wasn't too bad but I still missed him and all that jazz.. Long story short, we had some issues and I freaked out for some reason and had an episode. I was in tears and rocking back and forth on my bed just staring into space like a manic. Something set me way over the edge and I started trying to scratch my own face (no idea why still). I bite my nails, so i didn't have anything to scratch myself with, you couldn't imagine the frustration. But I couldn't use anything to help me because I promised I wouldn't. I felt like a psycho but i couldn't stop. Looking back on it im fucking glad i didn't grab anything (at least I don't remember grabbing anything) because the scars would still be there now, and it would have made the situation much worse.

So to conclude, yes, for me, it is an impulse. But grabbing a blade is not. I think cutting is just something we all know about and is a resort for a lot of people when they're feeling like hurting themselves. Everyone has their own reason i guess
#127 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
Thank you, now I understand better.

As for your situation, the root of it is the subconcious. I think it's clear that at times of great emotional stress you feel the urge to hurt yourself. If you don't dig out the reasons why you do this and keep repressing it, one day it's just gonna *pop* and all of it will come to the surface and then you might actually end up really doing some damage to yourself.


www . youtube . com/watch?v=C6wDHBt7r5U


Here's a video to help you undestand what I mean and most importantly, methods to bring to the conscious mind the programs or beliefs of the subconscious mind.
Basically, how to heal yourself.
I think it might sound a little "new age-y" at first but the concept of "the shadow" comes from Carl Jung, a psychiatrist. If you watch the whole video it'll become clear that you can apply it to your life and when you actually do it, you'll have an amazing reconnection experience, with yourself. (Those kinds of words are thrown around a lot in today's world but I do mean every part of them).

So, good luck, I hope you do check it or do something else that helps you and I hope you decide to have fun with the rest of your trip on earth.
User avatar
#128 - mourningspawn (06/24/2013) [-]
Thanks
#90 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
Most of them have done it by accident and then they said the pain felt good because it distracted themselves from their emotional pain, they won't tell me how deep where etc because they regret doing it and don't want it to be seen, I know my one friend has a big deep one on her wrist though.

I'd suggest you don't try and cut yourself and just try to get a hobby to distract your mind instead, start working out to distract your mind because if you think about it by the time you're not depressed and have worked out you'll be person with all the girls or boys on you ;), or if you're not into that try studying something so you become an expert in it and not just a know it all something practical so you can make things, like woodwork?
#107 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
I used to think people who cut themselves were after attention only, because that's the kindof people I met. Once you stablished that there were those who didn't I thought that then it might be useful in some way and that I might benefit if I learned from it.

If it's what you say it is then there are much better ways to distract yourself. But that makes me wonder, your friends, even if they're stupid I don't think they are THAT stupid. Why wouldn't they just browse the internet or watch a movie if they want to get distracted or something else? Maybe it has another effect they didn't tell you about?
#181 - tobloi (06/24/2013) [-]
It's not distracted in that kind, I can only liken it to an orgasm, in a non comical way it's a distraction that is higher than all overs if that makes sense it's doesn't mask the pain it literally takes it away for a while.
#186 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/24/2013) [-]
So the physical pain is so intense it destroys the emotional pain?

I guess I know now why I never used it. I'm more afraid of physical pain than mental.
#208 - tobloi (06/25/2013) [-]
I suppose
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#29 - now I know it's called Wales in english. thanks. 06/22/2013 on Captain America 0
#25 - Spanish is my native language and we call it "Gales".  [+] (2 new replies) 06/22/2013 on Captain America 0
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#27 - coolcalx (06/22/2013) [-]
well then I feel silly
#29 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/22/2013) [-]
now I know it's called Wales in english. thanks.
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#5 - In Gales, Ireland and Scotland they don't like it if you call …  [+] (25 new replies) 06/22/2013 on Captain America +40
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#46 - silveravatar (06/22/2013) [-]
For those who don't know how UK/Britain works, i'll expain.

Great Britain is made up of England, Scotland and Wales. The Scottish, the Welsh and the English are all referred to as the British (only outside it's borders usually)
The United Kingdom (UK) is Great Britain and Ireland.
Ireland has two major parts, the smaller is just called Ireland and is part of UK, but the bigger, southern area is the Republic of Ireland.

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#60 - doctorrock (06/22/2013) [-]
Wrong.
The UK is Great Britain and NORTHERN Ireland.
Republic of Ireland (Southern Ireland) is it's own country, and is NOT part of the UK.
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#62 - silveravatar (06/22/2013) [-]
I clarified that in the last part about ireland being partly UK and partly Republic of Ireland
#56 - mrcinnamon (06/22/2013) [-]
Not sure why you got thumbed down for that... here I'll return you to neutrality
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#23 - coolcalx (06/22/2013) [-]
>Gales
the W key is nowhere near the G key. I'm not sure how you even did that.
#25 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/22/2013) [-]
Spanish is my native language and we call it "Gales".
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#27 - coolcalx (06/22/2013) [-]
well then I feel silly
#29 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/22/2013) [-]
now I know it's called Wales in english. thanks.
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#14 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
English people don't like being called british. only if you're southern
#65 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
But English people are definatly British
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#67 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
Where are you from
#68 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
Ireland.
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#73 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
Well you don't understand the massive social economic divide in England. more people in the north identify as english and more in the south identify as british. Because we have been ignored more than cities in the south in terms of government financial input
#77 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
Fair enough.So the north don't consider themselves British, but technically they are. I can sit in an empty room and call myself a deer but I shall always be human.
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#82 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
You are whatever you identify as. Scottish people are Scottish, welsh are welsh, English are English. I always think a lot of "British" feel superior, and are generally posher.
#83 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
I agree. Am I right in saying Scotland are leaving it?
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#84 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
Most of them do. It could seriously happen at some point
#85 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
Does that mean they'd drop the pound?
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#87 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
Yeah and maybe have a fenced border. I think its because they know zombies are coming
#88 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
Fenced border? That's some North Korea shit.
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#90 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
Separate country. Cant go in and out without a passport
#95 - boylan (06/22/2013) [-]
Well yes, but are we talking a physical fence or like a standard border control kind of thing.
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#96 - nooneofinterest (06/22/2013) [-]
I don't think many people would be scrambling to get in or out. We would obviously trade a lot
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#12 - solitaryweasel (06/22/2013) [-]
But in Scotland, we are british?
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#7 - lilkitty (06/22/2013) [-]
That's because Ireland is neither.
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#11 - ctenop (06/18/2013) [-]
"ends in death", you're just speeding up the process buddy
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#7 - iwillrulenorway (06/18/2013) [-]
i've herd it before didin't recognise the lyrics though, thanks
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#8 - iwillrulenorway (06/18/2013) [-]
heard*

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#89 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/16/2015) [-]
Sooooooooooooooo with all the lessons and new teacher I got you .... when will the masterpiece be ready?
#113 to #92 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
dude did you just....
#115 to #114 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
DO IT!
#118 to #117 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
I meant this one
#116 to #115 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Even this was made. Mexico city and the city of the state Mexico are now one because they are now together, the buildings. But there, like in ecatepec, it is known that those are pretty dangerous areas.

Another name for it is Mordor. lol.

Mexico City's most infamous place is called Tepito. It is also considered like Mordor (or isengard)and is full of orcs (chakas i.e. "ghetto" people with their own subculture that is usually violent).
User avatar #93 to #92 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
whoa
#94 to #93 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
glad you like it It's nohere close to what I see in my head... well, the pose is... but there's still much work.
#95 to #94 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
p-pose?
#96 to #95 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
yeah haha
#97 to #96 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Is Erma full of PyramidCum or what?
#98 to #97 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
not yet.

sorry, bro, I swear I'm not making ths up yesterday a friend got us together to let us know that a friend of mine who had been kidnapped was found dead and we well dealt with that
#99 to #98 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Mada Mada Dane



What the **** happened??
#100 to #99 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Well, she was kidnapped for money about 3 months ago. Her family didn't pay the full ransom but payed 6 million pesos. after they got the money they executed her. At least they were caught but that doesn't return Jess back to us. her name was Jessica.
User avatar #101 to #100 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
>pesos





Well that about explains it , ******* thugs will stoop so damn low...
#102 to #101 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Yeah. things have gotten worse here, lately. well, all around the world but...

Even for us Mexicans who were used to live knowing about kidnappings, something like this isn't common. It's really ****** up. She was 22.
#103 to #102 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Police doesn't do **** ?
#104 to #103 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Well, that's not exactly right. Some are in on it. (lol).

The people who did this to her were apprehended. But it was too late. At least it wont happen to another person through their hands, but, they don't really prevent it and I haven't heard of an actual liberation of someone. I guess it has happened.
User avatar #105 to #104 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Why don't they move out of these ****** hoods?
#106 to #105 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
what do you mean?
User avatar #107 to #106 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Well wherever they lived must have had REALLY **** living-conditions.
#108 to #107 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Not really. she wasn't kidnapped where she lived.
User avatar #109 to #108 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
**** .... Is there any "safe" part of Mehico?
#112 to #109 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
They live in the shadow the light doesn't touch. you must never go there.
#110 to #109 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/17/2015) [-]
Well, mostly it's just "safer" but I guess there are safe parts.

I mean... I've only been mugged once. I haven't had altercations with people and when I walk through certain parts of the city than i know and depending on the hour, like, if you are in the mall at 3pm, of course you feel safe. I feel relatively safe walking at 3:00 am when there's no one on the street, back to my place from a party or a friend's house or something
User avatar #111 to #110 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/17/2015) [-]
Jesus... there aren't more types of those guys around right?
#90 to #89 - selfdenyingbeggar (12/16/2015) [-]
I think it will have to be toorrow or later :/ I was chating online and then went to eat and then worked on my idea of a jedi profile picture.

I wanted to do this... the inspiration came in the morning so I gave it priority. rest assured, that I want to learn again to draw females so you'll be getting plenty drawings.

check out my Jedi Me. It's still only a... however it is called when it's not the finished thing.
User avatar #91 to #90 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/16/2015) [-]
wow
User avatar #81 - thumbfortrump ONLINE (11/29/2015) [-]
I bet you would love Putin's dick throbbing in and out of your throat right now, wouldn't you.
#84 to #81 - selfdenyingbeggar (11/29/2015) [-]
you got so mad that I think you're a faggot.
User avatar #85 to #84 - thumbfortrump ONLINE (11/29/2015) [-]
Nope. But you definitely are for Putin Why is the thought of making love to an older man so exciting for you?
#86 to #85 - selfdenyingbeggar (11/29/2015) [-]
hahaha you're the one imagining people having sex with old mean. Have fun with that, faggot.
User avatar #87 to #86 - thumbfortrump ONLINE (11/29/2015) [-]
Have fun sucking Putin's dick, bro
User avatar #80 - admin (11/12/2015) [-]
sup brah
#83 to #80 - selfdenyingbeggar (11/29/2015) [-]
how are handling these past fee days? it's been an intense time
#82 to #80 - selfdenyingbeggar (11/29/2015) [-]
not much brah
User avatar #77 - themagicdalek (09/13/2014) [-]
ponys are gay
#78 to #77 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/13/2014) [-]
thank you for expressing yourself
#70 - lunargreenhouse (08/01/2014) [-]
Hello there
#72 to #71 - lunargreenhouse (08/01/2014) [-]
You where searching for Brony/Pony board? Or more precise, where they are completely accepted (just not always are the topic)?
#73 to #72 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
Yup. I want to share my alternate ending for My Little Dashie
#74 to #73 - lunargreenhouse (08/01/2014) [-]
Well. From hearsay, I don't know a better place on FJ to share that. We're open to nearly anything, just. Don't expect immediate response on your work before talking a bit and saying hello. They want to know who you are first
#75 to #74 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
really? why? I've always thought that what's important is the message not the messenger. the art, not the artist.
#76 to #75 - lunargreenhouse (08/01/2014) [-]
Its pure curiosity. New persons are something exciting and their work gets overlooked at first.
The message is indeed more important than the messanger in usual.
#54 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
Reading through your comments, I see you're an honest person.

I do have a question, though, why exactly do you want to rewrite the ending of the fic?
User avatar #88 to #54 - tarabostes ONLINE (12/16/2015) [-]
I don't know ..... The end just seems like it could use some changes.....
#55 to #54 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
because I'm not.. content is the word? sattisfied? with Celestia's explanation at the ending of why the protagonist can't go to Equestria. I think I have a reply that both makes sense in a real way to me and that would've convinced Celestia, cus of her wisdom I guess.

So in my alternate ending he does GO to Equestria. And I've been told that i'm not a bad writer myself, I have my linguistic-word (I speak spanish though) intelligence the most developed.
User avatar #56 to #55 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
Then I say go for it.

And let me know how it goes.
#57 to #56 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
Here, it's what I've wrote, like the base of it. I'm gonna polish it.

Then I suddenly felt a nod in my heart. I knew I had to do this even if my mind feared that i would not happen I knew I had to try. I knew it was right.

"Celestia? I ask to come into your world."

"I'm sorry but that can't be. It's because of an accident, somethng that should't have happened that Dashie is here and now we have to make things right"

Celestia, you work with magic, I assume you must believe in some higher power. What is an accident but something that happens regardless of everyones expectations as to what it should BE? I do believe this isn't just some random mistake, it has healed my heart and know I want to be with the person I love, I'm from this world but I've loved yours from the moment I've watched the TV show. I felt like I wanted to escape from here and go to your world. Who are we to question existence and what has already happened?

"In truth there's another reason. I can't allow you to come to Equestria because I cannot predict what effects would a human living in our world would have. I cannot take the risk that the seed of evil will take hold there as it has done in this world"


Celestia, what I've learned from my life, my life with Dashie and being a human in this world is that basing your actions on fear is what creates a world like this. It's what most people do on this planet. It's what makes us close our hearts from one another.

I'd be the only human in equestria and afte ri died there's be no other and since this happened and had such an effect in my life, perhaps some good can come out of this path. If something shouldn't be, then it simply wouldn't be. Can you at least try to take me there?
User avatar #58 to #57 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
It seems plausible.
#60 to #58 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
Also the whole "this all shouldn't have happened" seems like a very immature respone for a "horse goddess". Trying to get "life back to normal" when change happens is a very human thing to do (cus of fear) insted of embracing where unpredictable change leads us which i think is a more positive attitude
#59 to #58 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
the thing about basing your actions on fear is true. It is what he did when he didn't tell Dashie about her origin and that ultimately hurt her and yeah it's what we're programme dto do in this world which separates us.

Also, his desire from the verybeginning is to BE in Equestria, it comes full circle.

The writing needs some work, it's my ideas and I have to put it in their character personalities.



Hmmmm anything that you'd like to point out?



(also yeah i know there are many mistakes, I was writing and thinking it)
User avatar #61 to #59 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
If anything, add more description of how the characters are acting at this point. Otherwise, it seems like hollow speech.
#62 to #61 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
oh yeah haha I just wanted to write those ideas Before I Forget and you're right.

do you agree on my points? the other replies I just made
User avatar #63 to #62 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
It's good to show the Princess as Childish, adds depth.
#66 to #63 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
(if you're talking about what she tells to the protagonist I think it also shows how much the protagonist has grown, he reaches a stage of maturity at the end and not in the traditional forced view of "I'm an adult now so i know it must be painful". But in the "live is the answer, not fear" kind of way.

#64 to #63 - selfdenyingbeggar (08/01/2014) [-]
Celestia? childish how?
User avatar #65 to #64 - lightarcanine (08/01/2014) [-]
"It shouldn't have happened" or "That's just not how it works"
#51 - presidentmoose (06/23/2014) [-]
See? OP always delivers, my friend. Can I count on your vote? or maybe a subscription?
#52 to #51 - selfdenyingbeggar (06/23/2014) [-]
it's gorgeous. You have my sword.
User avatar #53 to #52 - presidentmoose (06/23/2014) [-]
And you have my Moose
User avatar #49 - sniperfumbles (05/29/2013) [-]
You waded through a red sea to educate others. I respect you.
#50 to #49 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/29/2013) [-]
Man, your comment made me feel better, thanks.
#35 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
hahaha dumbass christian go somewhere else with your christfag ******** . darwin is the only truth. evolution is a fact
#36 to #35 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
...

You're a disgrace to atheists. Your comment is the equivalent to "You atheist satan adroing piece of **** . You're going to hell because you don't love god".
#37 to #36 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
hahahahaha i'm not afraid of your imaginary torture realm. your threats are meaningless to me!!! hahaha stupid ass
#38 to #37 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
Dude, seriously, you've got the wrong guy. I'm not a christian. Go bother someone else.

And also btw, you're a terrible troll. You sound like a child.
#39 to #38 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
lol do you think i care about being called a troll by a fail troll? you're not so good at trolling either buddy. now **** off , you science denying christfag.
#40 to #39 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
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now that you have replied defending yourself I know it affected you.
#41 to #40 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
didn't you just ******* reply defending yourself. lol you're so stupid dude. no wonder you believe in bronze age fairy tales
#42 to #41 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
I did so from a detached point of view. Right know I'm trying to get some sense into you if you indeed think I'm a christian and are mocking me because of it. If you're a troll, I don't know what feelings are you trying to get off your chest, maybe telling me about it would be better.

I know on the other side there's another person who laughs, probably has some secrets, has loved and probably hasn't been loved back. I want to stay with that image because I feel there's a friend there.

You can continue mocking me if you like but this is not the christian you're looking for
#44 to #42 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
>detacthed point of view

so another words u were just pretending to be a troll right? lol sure buddy
#43 to #42 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
lol i'm getting pretty sick of your logical fallacies dude. you believe in a book of lies. just admit that you're a woman hating, bigoted racist faggot who holds back progress by spreading myths! i ******* hate you fundies
#45 to #43 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
so you hate me because I hate?

...? do you see it?
#46 to #45 - lulzfoursandyhook (05/02/2013) [-]
lol is that ur pitiful attempt at logic? ahahaha u have no logic dude thats why your a christian
#47 to #46 - selfdenyingbeggar (05/02/2013) [-]
and what are you?
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User avatar #9 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dosVibwAIs

Well this one's good... I'll see if I can't find some more...
#13 to #9 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/04/2012) [-]
**** me! that song is good. thank you.
User avatar #14 to #13 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
No problem bro. Happy to help out a fellow FJ user any day.
User avatar #10 to #9 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYzyABA-prw

I like this one, won't find it on ITunes though
#15 to #10 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/04/2012) [-]
this one I liked but it's for a different mood than I am right now (not sure if that's how you say it eng 2nd lang)
User avatar #11 to #10 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQKZrDqvldg
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwXyxBRRxOk

Not really dubstep, but good songs nonetheless. If you want to go check out some of these artists' other music, go for it. I haven't really looked into mimosa, the guys who made psychadelic stereo, but glitch mob is ******* great, I haven't heard a bad song by them. Yeah, enjoy.

also I think the devil's den is skrillex's only good song
#16 to #11 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/04/2012) [-]
zombie one was also pretty good, more so towards the ending and animus vox is great
User avatar #12 to #11 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXHhKIChMbw

I forgot that psychadelic stereo one... here it is
#17 to #12 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/04/2012) [-]
I loved this sound. thanks a lot. I think this and the first one were my favs. You've made someone happy today.
User avatar #18 to #17 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
Yeah man, enjoy
#19 to #18 - selfdenyingbeggar (09/04/2012) [-]
I might be going to a completely different side. But if you listen to neverland by marillion you'll get a rape-your-heart feeling. or anesthesize by porcupine tree when you're feeling paralyzed. or I'd recommend animals or meddle by pink floyd (they're both albums)
User avatar #20 to #19 - hueyfreeman (09/04/2012) [-]
Alright, I'll go listen to those when I have some time. I'm doing some online class work browsing fj in another tab :P
#6 - unncommon (08/28/2012) [-]
I'm such a good person.
#21 to #6 - selfdenyingbeggar (10/08/2012) [-]
It hasn't gotten old, I just saw it and started laughing. Nice try though
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