As of now, I'm freezing, listening to music and my face is stained with mascara that ran all down it.

Yesterday was not a good day.. The first job was at the football game and it was actually okay, for the most part, but the second.. I might be fired because I missed 3 days but it was out of my control, the work schedule is so hard to get a hold of and they wanted me to work some concerts but I was never informed, they normally call or text me when they want me in. I know I work every hockey game, but not every other non sport event. So I have to wait until Tuesday to get the final word..

And on that drive home after I had a good cry because I ****** up the only job I found bearable and fun, I nearly lost control of my truck because there was standing water on the freeway and my front tires really have little to no tread so I nearly hit the 10 foot concrete wall and another vehicle on my right

I've been better honestly..

Oh, my... That certainly sounds like you've been through a lot...

You know, that job you have reminds me a lot of the job that I once had working for a temp. company. They would put you through to different places and you'd get signed onto one place for a little while, then decide whether or not they'd hire you. I had to work some football games, but as soon as I didn't show up one night, after having no calls previously telling me to come in and work, they fired me the next day. They're really strict about that kind of stuff.

Hon, when there's rain on the road you really need to slow down and take it easy. I've learned that by hydroplaning into oncoming traffic once. I'm glad you're safe and alright, all of that could have ended much worse than it did.

I'm sorry that you're feeling bad, hon. Is there anything I could do to possibly make it better?

I guess they have their hands full when it's coming to decide my fate, because they know and they tell me often how hard I work there.. I just have to wait until Tuesday.

I thought I was going slow.. I mean, going slower than 50 on a freeway is suicide in this city