| Home | RSS Feeds |
| Funny Pictures | Funny Videos |
| Funny GIFs | YouTube Videos |
| Text/Links | Comic Editor |
| User Rankings | Channels |
| Copyright Removal Request | |
| |
satanisthesavior
| Rank #2020 on Subscribers Offline Send mail to satanisthesavior Block satanisthesavior Invite satanisthesavior to be your friend flag avatar |
|
- Text/Links 2
- Pictures 9
- YouTube 27
- Favorites1 new3158
- Friends3 new671
- Comments126 new10058
- All 13954
- Views: 647
6
5
Total: +1
Comments: 20
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 09/14/12
erryday I'm shufflin' - Views: 677
11
6
Total: +5
Comments: 5
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 08/30/12
Getting real tired of your shit...
- Views: 433
0
5
Total: -5
Comments: 0
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 04/30/13
I read FMLs in the fourth dimension - Views: 856
25
8
Total: +17
Comments: 6
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 06/06/11
FJ is messed up - Views: 2631
13
7
Total: +6
Comments: 167
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 06/06/11
Brony radio station - Views: 1834
9
4
Total: +5
Comments: 18
Favorites: 0
Uploaded: 05/30/11
ChaCha answers fail 1 - Views: 1702
28
5
Total: +23
Comments: 3
Favorites: 4
Uploaded: 05/11/11
Demotivational supercomp 3 - Views: 1047
22
4
Total: +18
Comments: 1
Favorites: 4
Uploaded: 05/11/11
Demotivational supercomp 2
- Views: 1346
3
7
Total: -4
Comments: 0
Favorites: 1
Uploaded: 04/19/13
Smart car vs Ferrari - Views: 1766
14
12
Total: +2
Comments: 5
Favorites: 1
Uploaded: 05/14/11
My Little Pony: Friendship is... - Views: 2740
16
1
Total: +15
Comments: 94
Favorites: 1
Uploaded: 05/07/11
My Little Pony: Friendship is... - Views: 1429
12
4
Total: +8
Comments: 12
Favorites: 1
Uploaded: 05/01/11
My Little Pony: Friendship is... - Views: 2084
13
3
Total: +10
Comments: 20
Favorites: 2
Uploaded: 04/27/11
My Little Pony: Friendship is... - Views: 927
15
2
Total: +13
Comments: 15
Favorites: 3
Uploaded: 04/11/11
My Little Pony: Friendship is...
Show:
Sort by:
Order:
user favorites
latest user's comments
| #65 - Sweet dreams :3 [+] (1 new reply) | 15 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| #63 - Just for the record, I'm physically a male. Mentally though, I… [+] (3 new replies) | 19 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| | ||
| #61 - ... congrats on my profile saying I'm a female? And y… [+] (5 new replies) | 30 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| haha no congrats on being female x} I'm pretty much everything, satanists have good morals, as far as I can tell, and you don't shove your religions down people's throats, but am I hard-core? Nope. I especially like the Hindu religion, it's so peaceful:3 Would you mind explaing Satanism? Just for the record, I'm physically a male. Mentally though, I act more female than I do male, which is why I listed female as my gender on here. I need to talk to a psychologist about that at some point... Anyways, Satanism in a nutshell is about doing whatever you want as long as it doesn't affect others (who don't want to be affected, that is). For example, if you like to get drunk every night and you do so in a place where that is okay (your own place, a bar, etc.) then that's cool. But if you do it in public, or you do something like get drunk then start driving a vehicle you are affecting others and that's not cool. Really, that's it. Do what you want as long as nobody else is affected. | ||
| #1 - "freedom doesn't exist as long as nature is illegal"… [+] (1 new reply) | 31 minutes ago on stay in kids, drugs and... | 0 |
| #2
-
kompleteciller Comment deleted by satanisthesavior | ||
| #59 - ... Yes, yes it does. [+] (7 new replies) | 32 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| ... congrats on my profile saying I'm a female? And yes, I am. Are you? haha no congrats on being female x} I'm pretty much everything, satanists have good morals, as far as I can tell, and you don't shove your religions down people's throats, but am I hard-core? Nope. I especially like the Hindu religion, it's so peaceful:3 Would you mind explaing Satanism? Just for the record, I'm physically a male. Mentally though, I act more female than I do male, which is why I listed female as my gender on here. I need to talk to a psychologist about that at some point... Anyways, Satanism in a nutshell is about doing whatever you want as long as it doesn't affect others (who don't want to be affected, that is). For example, if you like to get drunk every night and you do so in a place where that is okay (your own place, a bar, etc.) then that's cool. But if you do it in public, or you do something like get drunk then start driving a vehicle you are affecting others and that's not cool. Really, that's it. Do what you want as long as nobody else is affected. | ||
| #57 - ... awesome. Unrelated note: I often have nightmares … [+] (9 new replies) | 42 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| ... congrats on my profile saying I'm a female? And yes, I am. Are you? haha no congrats on being female x} I'm pretty much everything, satanists have good morals, as far as I can tell, and you don't shove your religions down people's throats, but am I hard-core? Nope. I especially like the Hindu religion, it's so peaceful:3 Would you mind explaing Satanism? Just for the record, I'm physically a male. Mentally though, I act more female than I do male, which is why I listed female as my gender on here. I need to talk to a psychologist about that at some point... Anyways, Satanism in a nutshell is about doing whatever you want as long as it doesn't affect others (who don't want to be affected, that is). For example, if you like to get drunk every night and you do so in a place where that is okay (your own place, a bar, etc.) then that's cool. But if you do it in public, or you do something like get drunk then start driving a vehicle you are affecting others and that's not cool. Really, that's it. Do what you want as long as nobody else is affected. | ||
| #215 - ... Even so, could still keep the computer in the living room.… | 48 minutes ago on NEW XBOX! | 0 |
| #191 - Well, if I had a setup like that I'd just keep my computer in … [+] (2 new replies) | 53 minutes ago on NEW XBOX! | 0 |
| ... Even so, could still keep the computer in the living room. Hook up a smaller monitor and set it to "duplicate display", then put the smaller monitor with the keyboard/mouse on a desk in the living room. | ||
| #55 - Well now I'm curious to hear the details of this dream... [+] (11 new replies) | 57 minutes ago on lauryn's profile | 0 |
| okay, so first he was haunting my house and shit and staying in the shadows, and it was so fucking scary. I often have terrible nightmares that make me jump out of bed shaking uncontrollably with only being half awake, so I'm surprised that this one turned out to be good. Satan and I decided to talk it out, I wanted him to leave, he wanted to stay. So I sat on the couch and waited for him, the rest of my family was watching a movie. So he comes out of the shadows, and I expect him to be scary with horns and shit, but no, he comes out and he's hot as hell (pun intended lol). In my dream, he had dark brown hair long to a little past his shoulder, dark rown eyes, and a really dark complexion, totally HAWT. Anyways, he comes to sit beside me, and neither of us said a word, it was, like, instant that I liked him, didn't give a fuck that he haunted my house. So I layed down on his lap, and then my dream became flashes of us having good times, sex, cool stuff like that. It was pretty awesome. ... awesome. Unrelated note: I often have nightmares that wake me up as well. I've gotten used to them though (I fall back asleep within a few minutes). ... congrats on my profile saying I'm a female? And yes, I am. Are you? haha no congrats on being female x} I'm pretty much everything, satanists have good morals, as far as I can tell, and you don't shove your religions down people's throats, but am I hard-core? Nope. I especially like the Hindu religion, it's so peaceful:3 Would you mind explaing Satanism? Just for the record, I'm physically a male. Mentally though, I act more female than I do male, which is why I listed female as my gender on here. I need to talk to a psychologist about that at some point... Anyways, Satanism in a nutshell is about doing whatever you want as long as it doesn't affect others (who don't want to be affected, that is). For example, if you like to get drunk every night and you do so in a place where that is okay (your own place, a bar, etc.) then that's cool. But if you do it in public, or you do something like get drunk then start driving a vehicle you are affecting others and that's not cool. Really, that's it. Do what you want as long as nobody else is affected. | ||
| #184 - Anyways, I think consoles are dumb as shit. They are expensive… [+] (4 new replies) | 58 minutes ago on NEW XBOX! | 0 |
| Well, if I had a setup like that I'd just keep my computer in the living room anyways. Use an HDTV as a monitor and get a wireless keyboard/mouse. Could do all my computing right from my couch. And if I wanted to play a game all I'd have to do is take out a gamepad and launch a game, since everything else would already be hooked up. ... Even so, could still keep the computer in the living room. Hook up a smaller monitor and set it to "duplicate display", then put the smaller monitor with the keyboard/mouse on a desk in the living room. | ||
user's friends
Besides, that's how guys "think with their dick" right? They just let the little guy make all the decisions. That's why those decisions are usually stupid, because moles are not well known for their intelligence and decision making capabilities...
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
ų̛̟̥̯̦̥̺̫͓͚͎̻̻̼͈̒̑ͩͭ̐̈̐͆́͒̕ͅ ̶̨̫̹̭̺̠̪̾̽̓́͟͝ͅm̵̸̪̝̩͉͚̞̱̝̫̰̪̺̲̙͆͗ͭ͛͟͜͝i͛ ͫ͛͑ͭ͗҉̴̳̜̺̳̮͕͎̣̩́d̷̷͐ͪͫ͢͏̵͇̫͖̦̘͈̣̰
Yep. Doesn't matter what the vehicle is, I love driving. It scares a lot of other people, because most people think that a vehicles limits are much lower than they actually are. It gives me great joy to see the terrified look on people's faces when I take sharp corners at (relatively) high speeds and then the look of confusion when they realize the vehicle was actually totally stable through the whole thing.
Nah. I started to play it but I got bored. I only load up EAW when I'm bored with all my other games because a quick skirmish or two can still be fun.
Mostly though I just set the ai to play against itself and watch everything in cinematic mode, because why not.
Mostly though I just set the ai to play against itself and watch everything in cinematic mode, because why not.
No, but what I did do one time is I played as Zann Consortium. I captured the space station (or whatever it's called, it gives you more build options) and built a ton of those old star destroyer things. Since they only use up 1 pop. unit each I made a blockade using them around my enemies space station, and they were cheap enough that every time one was destroyed I just flew in another to replace it.
Bitch please. There's only three ways that scenario would have ended, and I've listed them here in order of most likely to least likely:
1.) You wouldn't even know I was there. I can be very stealthy.
2.) Even if you noticed me, you wouldn't recognize me, and I could just say I was passing by.
3.) Even if you somehow recognized me, you wouldn't be able to do anything, and if you did try to do something you'd have to kill me first which would defeat the purpose (unless the purpose was to kill me, in which case you are a boring person).
1.) You wouldn't even know I was there. I can be very stealthy.
2.) Even if you noticed me, you wouldn't recognize me, and I could just say I was passing by.
3.) Even if you somehow recognized me, you wouldn't be able to do anything, and if you did try to do something you'd have to kill me first which would defeat the purpose (unless the purpose was to kill me, in which case you are a boring person).
Actually, I think I might have a hormone imbalance that causes this, because my body shape is, like, right in the middle. If you took a guy and a girl with the same weight as me and averaged out all their proportions, that's a pretty good description of me. I'm not in any way a doctor though so I can't say that this is even remotely correct, it's just an educated guess.
Seriously though, I get mistaken for a girl IRL a lot. If I grow my hair out it happens at least once a week that someone will refer to me as being a girl. And there's probably a lot more people who make that mistake that I don't know about because they don't talk to me or about me.
Seriously though, I get mistaken for a girl IRL a lot. If I grow my hair out it happens at least once a week that someone will refer to me as being a girl. And there's probably a lot more people who make that mistake that I don't know about because they don't talk to me or about me.
I dunno. Only time I've watched enough videos by one person to bother looking at the username is Steve Kardynal.
Mostly I use youtube to look up song lyrics (so I have the song playing while I'm reading the lyrics). Other than that, I use it to watch funny video compilations (pets, car crashes, etc.) when I'm bored.
Mostly I use youtube to look up song lyrics (so I have the song playing while I'm reading the lyrics). Other than that, I use it to watch funny video compilations (pets, car crashes, etc.) when I'm bored.
Ah.
Well, in an attempt to make this as brief as possible, suffice it to say that I was very depressed when I was younger. I had no way to deal with all the negative emotions so I just disconnected them. I still have empathy though, so my mood is based entirely on how the people around me are feeling, which means that I spend a great deal of energy trying to make sure that the people close to me are happy. As a result of that, my personality towards them could best be described as "submissive".
When I'm around people I'm not close to though I don't feel anything at all, which causes my personality to be more cold and, well, "dominant"-ish. That's based on other people's descriptions, by the way.
Also, I'm pretty sure I've got some gender identity issues, so there's that messing with my personality too.
Well, in an attempt to make this as brief as possible, suffice it to say that I was very depressed when I was younger. I had no way to deal with all the negative emotions so I just disconnected them. I still have empathy though, so my mood is based entirely on how the people around me are feeling, which means that I spend a great deal of energy trying to make sure that the people close to me are happy. As a result of that, my personality towards them could best be described as "submissive".
When I'm around people I'm not close to though I don't feel anything at all, which causes my personality to be more cold and, well, "dominant"-ish. That's based on other people's descriptions, by the way.
Also, I'm pretty sure I've got some gender identity issues, so there's that messing with my personality too.
That was so bad, so horribly bad, I'm pretty sure it gave me a tumor. You make me want to pee myself.
Please, find the nearest, sharpest object available and slit every major artery in your body until you bleed out.
You do not benefit society in any way. Please, end your life immediately. You are fat.
Please, find the nearest, sharpest object available and slit every major artery in your body until you bleed out.
You do not benefit society in any way. Please, end your life immediately. You are fat.
"Neutrinos do not carry electric charge, which means that they are not affected by the electromagnetic forces that act on charged particles such as electrons and protons. Neutrinos are affected only by the weak sub-atomic force, of much shorter range than electromagnetism, and gravity, which is relatively weak on the subatomic scale. Therefore a typical neutrino passes through normal matter unimpeded."
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neutrino
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neutrino
Friedrich Nietzsche, German philosopher. Coined the Nihilistic philosophy, wrote books, made speeches.
Y'know, philosopher stuff. Cool guy.
But on a more serious note, man's an inspiration of mine. I've always respected those who stood their ground for rather unpopular beliefs.
Y'know, philosopher stuff. Cool guy.
But on a more serious note, man's an inspiration of mine. I've always respected those who stood their ground for rather unpopular beliefs.
That would help. I'm just not sure what "thinking with your dick" means, as I can't recall any specific times that I made a decision based on sexual urges... Can't talk about something if I have no clue what we're talking about.
Or we could change the subject. That works too.
Or we could change the subject. That works too.
#1145 to #1144
-
hateandwhiskey (01/06/2013) [-]
Eh, I guess I'll go ahead and get it off my chest. I haven't really told anyone currently alive about this, but it's a good enough example;
Take my most recent failed relationship that I won't shut the Hell up about; Name I gave her was Samm. Perky little blonde with a great body and delicious, white skin. Had everything I would've wanted out of another person - great sense of humor, gamer, liked pretty much all the things I did. Compared to me, she was a pure being - because when you boil down to it, I'm fucking scum. But for the time we were together, we were happy.
Then there was another girl I'd met on friendly terms. Like I am now, she was in a world of shit at the time, but didn't have anyone to vent to about it. So that's where I come in - not because I'm a nice guy, but solely because in the back of my head I felt this could benefit me and my interests. Surely enough, after some time, she starts warming up to me.
My only motivation to go through with any of that was, not because my current partner would find out, but solely because I knew I could. Because it was just that easy for me. I ended up not going through with it, however.
They're both gone now. It's back to just being me.
Take my most recent failed relationship that I won't shut the Hell up about; Name I gave her was Samm. Perky little blonde with a great body and delicious, white skin. Had everything I would've wanted out of another person - great sense of humor, gamer, liked pretty much all the things I did. Compared to me, she was a pure being - because when you boil down to it, I'm fucking scum. But for the time we were together, we were happy.
Then there was another girl I'd met on friendly terms. Like I am now, she was in a world of shit at the time, but didn't have anyone to vent to about it. So that's where I come in - not because I'm a nice guy, but solely because in the back of my head I felt this could benefit me and my interests. Surely enough, after some time, she starts warming up to me.
My only motivation to go through with any of that was, not because my current partner would find out, but solely because I knew I could. Because it was just that easy for me. I ended up not going through with it, however.
They're both gone now. It's back to just being me.
Well, I can't say I've ever found myself in a similar situation. I don't usually do anything because I think it will benefit me (except working, because money), I do it just because that's what I like doing. I like being able to help people.
So, what caused you to break up with them? Seems like you and Samm there would have been a good couple...
So, what caused you to break up with them? Seems like you and Samm there would have been a good couple...
#1147 to #1146
-
hateandwhiskey (01/06/2013) [-]
I genuinely... don't know. In the back of my mind I had to keep reminding myself to make sure that harm could never find her, because I was capable of keeping her safe - while at the same time, had she stayed with me any longer, gotten to know me beyond what's on the surface, bad things would inevitably happen.
And in that respect, I soon saw she was just far too good for me. There were many things in life she had yet to look forward to and experience, so I thought she should do that with someone who's not as big a fuck-up as I am. So we split up. It did not take her long to find someone else.
As with the other one, I believe she's found someone for herself. I'm happy for her. Happy for both of them.
But, as expected, I ended up destroying myself over it. It's the same shit when I tear down my walls for someone. In the end, I will destroy myself again and again.
And in that respect, I soon saw she was just far too good for me. There were many things in life she had yet to look forward to and experience, so I thought she should do that with someone who's not as big a fuck-up as I am. So we split up. It did not take her long to find someone else.
As with the other one, I believe she's found someone for herself. I'm happy for her. Happy for both of them.
But, as expected, I ended up destroying myself over it. It's the same shit when I tear down my walls for someone. In the end, I will destroy myself again and again.
You talk a lot, and you seem pretty open about yourself. Your personality is a bit abrasive, but so is mine at times, that's just how you are. The way you described your relationships and such makes me think that you actually do care about others.
Just so we're clear though, you are a bit of an asshole too. You nice, but not overly nice. There's varying degrees of niceness, and I'd say you're about a 3-4/10
Just so we're clear though, you are a bit of an asshole too. You nice, but not overly nice. There's varying degrees of niceness, and I'd say you're about a 3-4/10
Most of that, I actually represent the opposite. Not very open, incredibly quiet, etc. Though I do find myself guilty of some emotional attachment, albeit very rarely.
As for that, I am an asshole. I was always the bad guy everyone needed to hate. I've accepted that, I now only embrace it. Maybe even I miss the times where I display any signs of sympathy for others, but I've seen how others react to it - rather reluctantly. I understand why.
As for that, I am an asshole. I was always the bad guy everyone needed to hate. I've accepted that, I now only embrace it. Maybe even I miss the times where I display any signs of sympathy for others, but I've seen how others react to it - rather reluctantly. I understand why.
Not rich, far from poor. Slightly above average looks, I guess. I blame it mostly on my slight accent, and/or skin tone. I'm not only incredibly American, but I'm from the South, which would normally mean I sound like my mother and father were related before they married.
Instead, when I do choose to talk, it comes with a bit of an accent - to which I blame my heritage for. Drives hormones crazy, so long as they never get to know me too well.
Instead, when I do choose to talk, it comes with a bit of an accent - to which I blame my heritage for. Drives hormones crazy, so long as they never get to know me too well.
Solution: Turn you into a useful, satisfied person.
To start, look at this and tell me if you laugh: funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4347348/The+Sims+in+Hell/
To start, look at this and tell me if you laugh: funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4347348/The+Sims+in+Hell/
A good point. However, my dreams also never have any useless characters in them. It therefore follows that if you aren't in any position to change anything then this automatically isn't a dream, and even if you are in a position to change anything you haven't, also making this not a dream.
I meant as far as my dreams go. In reality you're very useful, I'm sure.
Given all of this evidence (plus the fact that I've never used a computer in my dream before or been able to hear ambient sounds such as fans) leads me undeniably toward the conclusion that I am not dreaming.
Given all of this evidence (plus the fact that I've never used a computer in my dream before or been able to hear ambient sounds such as fans) leads me undeniably toward the conclusion that I am not dreaming.
Same. I never understood it really. People complain all year about giving stuff to other people, then they spend one day to give as much stuff to other people as possible, then complain about not having any money. It makes no sense.
Well start with the first thing you do remember. I don't remember being born either :P
In fact, my earliest memory is from when I was about 3. I was sitting on the stairs and scribbling on a piece of paper (I was "writing a letter", if I recall correctly).
In fact, my earliest memory is from when I was about 3. I was sitting on the stairs and scribbling on a piece of paper (I was "writing a letter", if I recall correctly).
Sorry, I was distracted. Got back together with my ex (this is the third time, long story) after not talking to her for over two years, had to take a 10 hour bus ride to get home (I live with my dad in ny, all my friends and family besides my dad live in nh) and as soon as I got here I proceeded to spend ALL THE TIME catching up with my ex in person.
Should probably stop referring to her as my "ex", since we're dating again... :|
Should probably stop referring to her as my "ex", since we're dating again... :|
I'm a bit apprehensive, to be honest. Just a bit. But we've known each other for... 5 years now? Dated for 6 months in highschool, broke up for two years (this breakup was my fault). Spent my whole senior year trying to talk to her, but she ignored me, went to college and forgot her. After my first year of college, she talked to me again, and we got together for almost two months. Then she broke up with me, and proceeded to ignore me entirely again. I hated her after that, because I figured she was just using me (long story short, she was staying at a friends house and was in the process of moving into an apartment, and she moved in with me between then. I figured she broke up with me because the previous tenants of the apartment had finally moved out.).
Then, after a little over two years, she talks to me again. Told me she always loved me, blah blah. Long story. Anyways, she seems honest, and everything she has said makes sense (I figured what she said before was just random bullshit, but it made perfect sense after we talked again). Plus, she has absolutely no reason to try and use me for anything, because there's nothing I have that she wants (well, besides myself).
Am I a bit apprehensive, given everything that's happened? Sure. But I'm willing to try again. She's the only person I've ever loved romantically, and one of only four people that I have an actual emotional attachment to. Seems like a pretty safe gamble to me. And even if I lose, at least I'll get to enjoy myself a bit while it lasts...
Then, after a little over two years, she talks to me again. Told me she always loved me, blah blah. Long story. Anyways, she seems honest, and everything she has said makes sense (I figured what she said before was just random bullshit, but it made perfect sense after we talked again). Plus, she has absolutely no reason to try and use me for anything, because there's nothing I have that she wants (well, besides myself).
Am I a bit apprehensive, given everything that's happened? Sure. But I'm willing to try again. She's the only person I've ever loved romantically, and one of only four people that I have an actual emotional attachment to. Seems like a pretty safe gamble to me. And even if I lose, at least I'll get to enjoy myself a bit while it lasts...
It's a very long story. Point is, I believe her, and I'm willing to trust her and try to make it work. Because I love her.
Even besides everything else, we have a lot in common. We're into most of the same things (movies, music, sexy-time), we understand each others humor (I've only found a handful of people who don't give me weird looks when I tell jokes), etc. Also, there's the fact that both of us have trust issues and both of us trust each other a lot (I won't say entirely, because I can't really speak for her), so that has to count for something as well.
I could spend all night here and go into each tiny detail to explain exactly why I think this is the right move, but I don't really want to waste my time doing that and I doubt you'd want to hear it all anyways. Point is, we love each other and we're both willing to try dating again.
Also, the reason I refer to her as my "ex" is probably just out of habit, since she's been my "ex" for 90% of the time that I've known her.
Even besides everything else, we have a lot in common. We're into most of the same things (movies, music, sexy-time), we understand each others humor (I've only found a handful of people who don't give me weird looks when I tell jokes), etc. Also, there's the fact that both of us have trust issues and both of us trust each other a lot (I won't say entirely, because I can't really speak for her), so that has to count for something as well.
I could spend all night here and go into each tiny detail to explain exactly why I think this is the right move, but I don't really want to waste my time doing that and I doubt you'd want to hear it all anyways. Point is, we love each other and we're both willing to try dating again.
Also, the reason I refer to her as my "ex" is probably just out of habit, since she's been my "ex" for 90% of the time that I've known her.
Well, depends on your definition of "failure", i guess... I'll consider this relationship a success if we're together until one of us dies, and I'll count it as a partial success depending on how long it lasts until then.
Also, whether she realizes it or not, I kinda depend on her. I've noticed that, over the past few years, the only times I could consider myself truly happy are the times I've spent with her. I've been merely existing, she gives me a reason. She's the only person I've ever loved, and even when she was the person I hated the most out of everyone else, I still loved her a little bit. That's why I'm willing to try again.
You just love one less person than I do.
Also, whether she realizes it or not, I kinda depend on her. I've noticed that, over the past few years, the only times I could consider myself truly happy are the times I've spent with her. I've been merely existing, she gives me a reason. She's the only person I've ever loved, and even when she was the person I hated the most out of everyone else, I still loved her a little bit. That's why I'm willing to try again.
You just love one less person than I do.
#882 to #881
-
satanisthesavior (12/28/2012) [-]
All replying must be carried out in a quick, efficient manner. My time might not be worth much, but my attention span is short. And if you lose my attention you could have to wait anywhere from a few hours to several days for a reply, depending on what else catches my attention and whether or not my internet connection is being moody.


: 3