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#70833 - Okie Dokie, I'll ask you later then. Dunno if I'll be able… 11/26/2013 on Friendly 0
#70764 - I'm sorry. I wish I could help more. ...Or at all. …  [+] (2 new replies) 11/26/2013 on Friendly 0
User avatar #70778 - marcelinethequeen (11/26/2013) [-]
I might play later.
#70833 - queenchrysalis (11/26/2013) [-]
Okie Dokie, I'll ask you later then.
Dunno if I'll be able to play much after today until next week
Going to New York, and I'll only have my laptop.
Which can probably still run LoL.
But anyway.
I hope you feel better girly
and remember, I'll always be here if you need me. and if you don't.
#2204 - That game makes me too aggravated I get snappy for no reas…  [+] (11 new replies) 11/26/2013 on rubygloom's profile 0
#2205 - rubygloom (11/26/2013) [-]
nah, i tore the game apart critically any chance i could get even though i have not played it in two months
so im sorry
also its snowing where i am now and i think its beautiful~
#3457 - rubygloom (08/21/2014) [-]
you know, sometimes i come here to type things to get them off my mind
but then i stop myself because i think "what the fuck is even the point?"
there probubly is no point really
no stupid scatter shot deep meaning or something like that
i just come here because i get lonely and i can't deal with the thoughts as well as i used to
so i write then down and try and think about them logically
at first ill write a message based entirely on my feelings and nothing else
then ill evaluate the message and realize how bitter or coldhearted it is
see that would be all well and good, but sometimes i drag people who do not even wanna read it into it
because im just such little attention whore sometimes and i feel like my aimless words actually fucking mean something
when in reality they mean nothing to anyone but me......so what is even the point>
i don't know
again, probubly is not one
*sigh*.....i guess they make me feel slightly better about things sometimes
but they just end up making me feel worse in the long run
or worse, other people upset
i should just learn to keep my fucking mouth shut sometimes and stick to writing these insane, inane ramblings to myself
because nobody really gives a shit if you feel bad
its not like you will tell anybody any other way if they make you feel bad
you will just let the feelings fester and grow out of control
and by the time they spill over into reality, they don't fucking matter anymore
welcome to the real world demo.
#3462 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
A while ago, I was going through a time where I felt like no one cared
Even when you were so obviously trying your best to help me out
I probably knew that it was because the people I wanted to care didn't
I'm sure I've told you before
But this is the main reason I know I've taken you for granted a ton
Something I know now is that everyone cares in different ways
and some of those ways may not work with my particular person
So I may not even know it.
Also that you don't need to understand to care.

Anyway, on a more related note
I'm not going to call you dumb for not realizing that people care
But, like the rest of us, you have a lot more to learn

I told myself that I was just going to post pictures when I came here because I didn't want to type but here I am and my head hurts.
#3464 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
you act like as if i never noticed
of coarse i did, i just always realized that you cared about me somewhere deep down
so you never really took me for granted.......most of the time anyways
you always made up for yourself if you did
with that said
i know there are aspects about me you could give a fuck less about
i know there are aspects of me that no one cares about, things i should just keep to myself
so i try to spare you from them, spare everyone from them
but its just hard sometimes......
and these stupid feelings i have bubble up and i say things that just cause problems
and
i know one person cares about me
this is going to sound extreamly selfish
and it is
but
i hate the idea that more people care about me, because if i may be honest
i hate the fact that i care about you so much
people are unreliable, IM unreliable
having me care for you is an awful thing
thats why im trying my hardest to stop.....or at least stop caring so much
and
if you just posted pictures you would have sent my paranoia in a spin
thank you for not doing that
but if you don't wanna type then don't
i don't wanna force you to do anything
but thank you for the comment, and i honestly mean that.
#3466 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I wouldn't really say it was deep down
But I'm in my own head, so maybe I'm just kidding myself
What do you mean about the aspects about you?
Personally I don't think there's anything about you I wouldn't like to hear
Although I may not hear them because I was off doing something stupid like looking up porn comics from random pictures while you're talking and I can't multitask
and I think sparing us from them is more of a bad thing than a good thing
It makes you distant
Holding nothing back is the preferable way to go about things when it comes to friends, because if you can't be completely honest with your friends, who can you be completely honest with?
It's not really surprising or selfish
Feeling like people care about you, but at the same time feeling unreliable is terrible
Like you just want to tell them, "I'm so glad that you care, but if this continues I know it's going to end up hurting you so you should just stop"

I suppose you can have too much care for a friendship
I'm not an expert but it seems likely
I wouldn't mind if you cared less. You've cared about me and helped me more than you ever needed to so you have a decent amount of vacation time.
I'm always pretty confident that we'll be the best of friends no matter what so I'm typically not worried about changes like these
We're both sensible people
But to be honest, I thought you would be upset when I commented.

#3467 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
maybe i exaggerated, i most likely was exaggerating
i more so knew you cared because you would still leave me comments sometimes
and thats really how i gage how much you care about me
your interest in me
which is probubly bad.
and
when i leave stupid comments that amount to nothing on your profile
nothing of substance is really there, other things as well but thats the biggie
and
you don't understand, if i held nothing back
i would be the biggest dick head you have ever met
me holding things back is what makes me the person you know!
holding things back is what makes me sane
or saner i should say
and
me being completely honest with you is what got me into this dumb mindset
nah, now is the time to hold some things back that i have been keeping open
and
im always so perplexed by that fact that you think we will always be friends
like, you always make it seem like its not just a happy possibility
but a fact.......and honestly i love it
but thats just because i love the reassurance
ill just never understand it by nature
and
im never upset when you comment
you have only ever once made a comment that legitimately upset me
and that was awhile ago
and considering how long we have known each other
and how i am as a person, that is vary fucking impressive!
#3468 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I don't get the same things out of talking on FJ that you do, so it might be a bad way to tell. I don't know.
I don't think you would be a dick head, although you might be more spiteful to people
I dunno, do what you want. I'm not going to assume that the same thing works for everyone.

Well, can you ever see one of us just fucking off?
I can't even picture it
Probably because we're both extremely clingy people in our own ways that seem to work alright together.
It's not like I don't take these problems seriously though. I just never believe they'll change a whole lot between us in the end. We know too much.

Twenty dollars says the comment involved a girl in some way.
#3469 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
i mean in general
skype, steam, FJ
the works
and
i would be even more of a whiny bitch then i already am!
and
just trust me, its probubly for the best
im sure im not actually gonna change shit
but ehh, its nice to say i will though XD
and
i can see anyone just fuck off
i can see myself just fucking off
tell you what, if we are still friends by 2015
then ill believe it ;3
and
"It's not like I don't take these problems seriously though. I just never believe they'll change a whole lot between us in the end. We know too much."
i don't understand really
and
nah, or kinda
the conversation was started because of a girl......kinda
it was actually a really short message you sent me on steam in reply to a thing i said in regards to our friendship
i doubt you thought much of it when you said it though
just hit me in a soft place
i got over it though.
#3470 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
2015 is in less than four months dude

I mean, I dunno. Can't see it. Don't feel it. and if you tried to fuck off I'd be merciless until you actually talked to me about it.

Yeah, I know what it was. I said it without thinking. I'm pretty upset that I said it.
That was actually the reason behind the first part of my first reply to you here.
#3471 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
yeah, but how long have we known each other in general?
and
same goes for you really
i think the person that leaves first will get the best end of the bargon
maybe, it would be kinda shit no matter what really.
and
did i make it that obvious that it upset me?
i probubly said something without thinking as well that tipped you off
ehh, i think we have both grown beyond that really.
ohh and Dylan
thanks for having this conversation with me at your expense
i know you hate talking here
or even having to deal with me sometimes
but i really appreciate that you do
its at moments like this that i think we will be friends forever
just wait till after i forget this and start thinking about all the people that HAVE left me for me to start being skeptical again X3
User avatar #3472 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I actually enjoy these conversations once in a while
Especially at night
and the thing about us is that we don't deal with, so much as work with
#70709 - Indeededly Thought I'd try it out again, but with people I…  [+] (2 new replies) 11/26/2013 on Friendly +1
User avatar #70712 - iamdrew (11/26/2013) [-]
YEAAAAA
User avatar #70722 - ghostofmikail (11/26/2013) [-]
You should add me; Mikail Arksot is my summoner name.
#2202 - I'm sorry  [+] (13 new replies) 11/26/2013 on rubygloom's profile 0
#2203 - rubygloom (11/26/2013) [-]
#2204 - queenchrysalis (11/26/2013) [-]
That game makes me too aggravated
I get snappy for no reason
I don't know why I thought it wasn't okay for you to talk about the game while I was the one who brought it up in the first place
So I'm sorry.
I know you left because of my attitude and I don't want you to have to do that
and I wont ask you to get the game anymore. It's fine if you don't like it.
#2205 - rubygloom (11/26/2013) [-]
nah, i tore the game apart critically any chance i could get even though i have not played it in two months
so im sorry
also its snowing where i am now and i think its beautiful~
#3457 - rubygloom (08/21/2014) [-]
you know, sometimes i come here to type things to get them off my mind
but then i stop myself because i think "what the fuck is even the point?"
there probubly is no point really
no stupid scatter shot deep meaning or something like that
i just come here because i get lonely and i can't deal with the thoughts as well as i used to
so i write then down and try and think about them logically
at first ill write a message based entirely on my feelings and nothing else
then ill evaluate the message and realize how bitter or coldhearted it is
see that would be all well and good, but sometimes i drag people who do not even wanna read it into it
because im just such little attention whore sometimes and i feel like my aimless words actually fucking mean something
when in reality they mean nothing to anyone but me......so what is even the point>
i don't know
again, probubly is not one
*sigh*.....i guess they make me feel slightly better about things sometimes
but they just end up making me feel worse in the long run
or worse, other people upset
i should just learn to keep my fucking mouth shut sometimes and stick to writing these insane, inane ramblings to myself
because nobody really gives a shit if you feel bad
its not like you will tell anybody any other way if they make you feel bad
you will just let the feelings fester and grow out of control
and by the time they spill over into reality, they don't fucking matter anymore
welcome to the real world demo.
#3462 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
A while ago, I was going through a time where I felt like no one cared
Even when you were so obviously trying your best to help me out
I probably knew that it was because the people I wanted to care didn't
I'm sure I've told you before
But this is the main reason I know I've taken you for granted a ton
Something I know now is that everyone cares in different ways
and some of those ways may not work with my particular person
So I may not even know it.
Also that you don't need to understand to care.

Anyway, on a more related note
I'm not going to call you dumb for not realizing that people care
But, like the rest of us, you have a lot more to learn

I told myself that I was just going to post pictures when I came here because I didn't want to type but here I am and my head hurts.
#3464 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
you act like as if i never noticed
of coarse i did, i just always realized that you cared about me somewhere deep down
so you never really took me for granted.......most of the time anyways
you always made up for yourself if you did
with that said
i know there are aspects about me you could give a fuck less about
i know there are aspects of me that no one cares about, things i should just keep to myself
so i try to spare you from them, spare everyone from them
but its just hard sometimes......
and these stupid feelings i have bubble up and i say things that just cause problems
and
i know one person cares about me
this is going to sound extreamly selfish
and it is
but
i hate the idea that more people care about me, because if i may be honest
i hate the fact that i care about you so much
people are unreliable, IM unreliable
having me care for you is an awful thing
thats why im trying my hardest to stop.....or at least stop caring so much
and
if you just posted pictures you would have sent my paranoia in a spin
thank you for not doing that
but if you don't wanna type then don't
i don't wanna force you to do anything
but thank you for the comment, and i honestly mean that.
#3466 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I wouldn't really say it was deep down
But I'm in my own head, so maybe I'm just kidding myself
What do you mean about the aspects about you?
Personally I don't think there's anything about you I wouldn't like to hear
Although I may not hear them because I was off doing something stupid like looking up porn comics from random pictures while you're talking and I can't multitask
and I think sparing us from them is more of a bad thing than a good thing
It makes you distant
Holding nothing back is the preferable way to go about things when it comes to friends, because if you can't be completely honest with your friends, who can you be completely honest with?
It's not really surprising or selfish
Feeling like people care about you, but at the same time feeling unreliable is terrible
Like you just want to tell them, "I'm so glad that you care, but if this continues I know it's going to end up hurting you so you should just stop"

I suppose you can have too much care for a friendship
I'm not an expert but it seems likely
I wouldn't mind if you cared less. You've cared about me and helped me more than you ever needed to so you have a decent amount of vacation time.
I'm always pretty confident that we'll be the best of friends no matter what so I'm typically not worried about changes like these
We're both sensible people
But to be honest, I thought you would be upset when I commented.

#3467 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
maybe i exaggerated, i most likely was exaggerating
i more so knew you cared because you would still leave me comments sometimes
and thats really how i gage how much you care about me
your interest in me
which is probubly bad.
and
when i leave stupid comments that amount to nothing on your profile
nothing of substance is really there, other things as well but thats the biggie
and
you don't understand, if i held nothing back
i would be the biggest dick head you have ever met
me holding things back is what makes me the person you know!
holding things back is what makes me sane
or saner i should say
and
me being completely honest with you is what got me into this dumb mindset
nah, now is the time to hold some things back that i have been keeping open
and
im always so perplexed by that fact that you think we will always be friends
like, you always make it seem like its not just a happy possibility
but a fact.......and honestly i love it
but thats just because i love the reassurance
ill just never understand it by nature
and
im never upset when you comment
you have only ever once made a comment that legitimately upset me
and that was awhile ago
and considering how long we have known each other
and how i am as a person, that is vary fucking impressive!
#3468 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I don't get the same things out of talking on FJ that you do, so it might be a bad way to tell. I don't know.
I don't think you would be a dick head, although you might be more spiteful to people
I dunno, do what you want. I'm not going to assume that the same thing works for everyone.

Well, can you ever see one of us just fucking off?
I can't even picture it
Probably because we're both extremely clingy people in our own ways that seem to work alright together.
It's not like I don't take these problems seriously though. I just never believe they'll change a whole lot between us in the end. We know too much.

Twenty dollars says the comment involved a girl in some way.
#3469 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
i mean in general
skype, steam, FJ
the works
and
i would be even more of a whiny bitch then i already am!
and
just trust me, its probubly for the best
im sure im not actually gonna change shit
but ehh, its nice to say i will though XD
and
i can see anyone just fuck off
i can see myself just fucking off
tell you what, if we are still friends by 2015
then ill believe it ;3
and
"It's not like I don't take these problems seriously though. I just never believe they'll change a whole lot between us in the end. We know too much."
i don't understand really
and
nah, or kinda
the conversation was started because of a girl......kinda
it was actually a really short message you sent me on steam in reply to a thing i said in regards to our friendship
i doubt you thought much of it when you said it though
just hit me in a soft place
i got over it though.
#3470 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
2015 is in less than four months dude

I mean, I dunno. Can't see it. Don't feel it. and if you tried to fuck off I'd be merciless until you actually talked to me about it.

Yeah, I know what it was. I said it without thinking. I'm pretty upset that I said it.
That was actually the reason behind the first part of my first reply to you here.
#3471 - rubygloom (08/22/2014) [-]
yeah, but how long have we known each other in general?
and
same goes for you really
i think the person that leaves first will get the best end of the bargon
maybe, it would be kinda shit no matter what really.
and
did i make it that obvious that it upset me?
i probubly said something without thinking as well that tipped you off
ehh, i think we have both grown beyond that really.
ohh and Dylan
thanks for having this conversation with me at your expense
i know you hate talking here
or even having to deal with me sometimes
but i really appreciate that you do
its at moments like this that i think we will be friends forever
just wait till after i forget this and start thinking about all the people that HAVE left me for me to start being skeptical again X3
User avatar #3472 - yasuri (08/22/2014) [-]
I actually enjoy these conversations once in a while
Especially at night
and the thing about us is that we don't deal with, so much as work with
#70698 - I've had that picture for a while. Just now realized it's … 11/26/2013 on Friendly +1
#70692 - Virginia. 11/26/2013 on Friendly +1
#70683 - Oh god, Tryndamere is amazing. So glad I got him.  [+] (8 new replies) 11/26/2013 on Friendly +1
User avatar #70744 - zenith (11/26/2013) [-]
Tryndabad is a tryndagod
User avatar #70703 - iamdrew (11/26/2013) [-]
you got into league?
User avatar #70709 - queenchrysalis (11/26/2013) [-]
Indeededly
Thought I'd try it out again, but with people I know this time.
Turns out it's a ton of fun.
It induces rage somehow, though.
User avatar #70712 - iamdrew (11/26/2013) [-]
YEAAAAA
User avatar #70722 - ghostofmikail (11/26/2013) [-]
You should add me; Mikail Arksot is my summoner name.
User avatar #70702 - goldfangz (11/26/2013) [-]
hes allright
User avatar #70686 - ghostofmikail (11/26/2013) [-]
Thanks for the new Jinx picture.
User avatar #70698 - queenchrysalis (11/26/2013) [-]
I've had that picture for a while.
Just now realized it's Jinx.
Huh.
#70105 - I don't think he'd really be sure of what to do in that situat… 11/26/2013 on Friendly 0
#70061 - Hello 11/26/2013 on Friendly +1

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#2462 - rubygloom (11/30/2013) [-]
i feel awful
i just wanna take a 5 bottles of aspirin and 3 bottles of Tylenol to drown out these icky feelings.
#2463 to #2462 - yasuri (11/30/2013) [-]
What was bad about yesterday?
#2464 to #2463 - rubygloom (11/30/2013) [-]
head cold
and was feelin a little lonely lol
fine now though!
whats up?.
#2465 to #2464 - yasuri (11/30/2013) [-]
Was I not awake?   
   
I'm just about to play more LoL probably   
Wanna join me?
Was I not awake?

I'm just about to play more LoL probably
Wanna join me?
#2466 to #2465 - rubygloom (11/30/2013) [-]
jeez
you've been playing that game to a pulp lately!
well i do have 4 hours to kill
so sure.
User avatar #2467 to #2466 - yasuri (11/30/2013) [-]
Yeah but
Was I awake?
#2468 to #2467 - rubygloom (11/30/2013) [-]
no clue
were you?
why does it matter?
i left this here never expecting a response to be honest
#2469 to #2468 - yasuri (11/30/2013) [-]
True
Just wondering if I didn't notice
Or if I was just asleep
Because I like to think I notice when you're not feeling your best
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User avatar #2457 - GodzillaFTW (11/27/2013) [-]
The **** u do
User avatar #2458 to #2457 - chazzlemanazzle (11/27/2013) [-]
He gve too much
#2449 - GodzillaFTW (11/26/2013) [-]
Now about that disowning ponies subject. Was gonna say this but you guys changed it to a more serious topic and I'm a really slow typer.

Yeah I get I used to like the show, hell I'm thankful for it since I've met you guys and my other close friends because of it and they helped me become a better person. Just the show and the fandom just became ******** and ******** for me.
#2456 to #2449 - rubygloom (11/26/2013) [-]
lurker guy demo here!
and
i can see where you are coming from honestly
the fandom is a little crappy at the moment :/
im hoping it gets better once season 4 comes
but i don't have high hopes...
although i come from the furry fandom
and let me just say, i have met much meaner people and a lot more **** posting there then i have here XD
so thats my excuse for why im not ready to jump ship yet! LOL
#2450 to #2449 - queenchrysalis (11/26/2013) [-]
I know.
It's the same for me.
I was just poking fun at you.
#2451 to #2450 - GodzillaFTW (11/26/2013) [-]
I will stab you in the face with a knife.
#2453 to #2452 - GodzillaFTW (11/26/2013) [-]
I'll make sure I'll stab a picture of Mugi too
User avatar #2448 - GodzillaFTW (11/26/2013) [-]
Ok
User avatar #2447 - GodzillaFTW (11/26/2013) [-]
rest in rip
User avatar #2446 - GodzillaFTW (11/25/2013) [-]
rip
#2438 - romneykun (11/24/2013) [-]
Comment Picture
#2440 to #2439 - romneykun (11/24/2013) [-]
<thanksgiving night
#2433 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
if i go blind
i think ill replace my eyes with painted black ping pong balls!
why?
i unno XD
whats up mister phantomnom?.
#2436 to #2433 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
I just got done eating   
What's up with you?   
Also I got a teddy bear girl in LoL
I just got done eating
What's up with you?
Also I got a teddy bear girl in LoL
#2441 to #2436 - rubygloom (11/24/2013) [-]
ever just feel like you NEED to do something?
even if its irrational and makes no sense why you would need to do it?
User avatar #2442 to #2441 - queenchrysalis (11/24/2013) [-]
Most certainly
User avatar #2444 to #2443 - queenchrysalis (11/24/2013) [-]
I dunno
I get the feeling something needs to change
So I change something.
#2445 to #2444 - rubygloom (11/24/2013) [-]
i just get the feeling in the back of my head that im missing out on something
and then something else in me tells me what to do to experience it
then i do it!
#2437 to #2436 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
i just got back from the store!
i got candy~
thinking about buying a scarf
and
annie?
that game is yucky!
User avatar #2426 - GodzillaFTW (11/23/2013) [-]
what if someone gave birth to some KFC and the doctor jsut started eating it
#2427 to #2426 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
mister zillaaaaa!
you need to bed!
User avatar #2428 to #2427 - GodzillaFTW (11/23/2013) [-]
But is the morning
#2429 to #2428 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
whatsa morning?
you need the sleeps!
User avatar #2430 to #2429 - GodzillaFTW (11/23/2013) [-]
Is da thing at the begining of the day
U need it more
#2431 to #2430 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
but sleeps are boring!
whats up mister zilla?
#2432 to #2431 - GodzillaFTW (11/23/2013) [-]
Yes but everyone needs it.
Finished that Doctor Que 50th anniversary thing and have no idea what to do now, what up with you?
#2434 to #2432 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
i need to finish the doctor who 10th seasons
it just does not grip me as much as it used too!
and
watch corny horror movies!
Dickies- Killer Klowns from Outer Space Lyrics
#2435 to #2434 - GodzillaFTW (11/23/2013) [-]
Do it when you can.
Yeah same here, dunno why it;s been like that lately.
After u watch the Thing.
#2392 to #2391 - queenchrysalis (11/22/2013) [-]
I'm back
Hello, how are you?
#2413 to #2392 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
hmmmm....
yeah
that actually sounds right
huh
guess you know me better then myself
but i don't think thats all that surprising
you have taken my cryptic words before and made sense of them
you should live in my head
you would do a better job at translating my words then i do!.
#2414 to #2413 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
No one should be in your head other than you   
Just because I can translate it doesn't mean what I say is right   
It's about how you interpret what you say
No one should be in your head other than you
Just because I can translate it doesn't mean what I say is right
It's about how you interpret what you say
#2415 to #2414 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
well...
maybe i just like how you interpret what i say
most people just think the words i speak mean im a closet homosexual or something....
but i guess they are not far off...
can i be honest to you about something?
but you gotta promise to delete it after i say it.
#2416 to #2415 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Of course you can
and I'll delete this whole conversation immediately after reading it. I promise.
#2417 to #2416 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
never mind
its stupid and silly anyways
thanks for offering to listen though~
#2418 to #2417 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Silly, perhaps
But you've never said anything stupid
and I can't say I'm not curious now
But whatever
I'll always be here if you feel you want to say it
#2419 to #2418 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
if it subsides your curiosity
it was just something about one of my close minded fears
and how i hate that i have it
thats all
and don't worry
im not a closet raciest or something
it involves something close minded about myself.
#2420 to #2419 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Everyone has things like those
It's nothing to hate
Just a thing.
#2421 to #2420 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
maybe
still don't like that i feel this way about something so conventional
BTW
thanks for talking with me when i was like that!
*hugs*
#2422 to #2421 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
I don't even know what you're referring to   
and it's not like talking to you impedes on anything I'm doing.
I don't even know what you're referring to
and it's not like talking to you impedes on anything I'm doing.
#2423 to #2422 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
indeed
blugh
i just get really self conscious when someone asks if im gay
because the idea of me being homosexual is terrifying to me and im so sexually confused that i can't even tell if i am or not
im pretty sure im not
i hope im not
also
whats up?.
#2424 to #2423 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
I don't think you're gay
You're pretty straight actually
Just open-minded

I'm just listening to music
What's up with you?
#2425 to #2424 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
hopefully
i still curse myself for even careing
and
saaaaame~
#2393 to #2392 - rubygloom (11/22/2013) [-]
fantastic
you?.
#2394 to #2393 - queenchrysalis (11/22/2013) [-]
Tired
What's up?
#2395 to #2394 - rubygloom (11/22/2013) [-]
this early?
and
nothing
#2396 to #2395 - queenchrysalis (11/22/2013) [-]
I just went for a jog!   
and, why nothing?
I just went for a jog!
and, why nothing?
#2397 to #2396 - rubygloom (11/22/2013) [-]
i think you jog for different reasons then i walk.
i should get out
im not sleeping tonight
is it bad that sometimes i just spend entire nights outside?
like
ill go at 12 or 1 in the morning
and not come back until 2 or 3 in the afternoon
im not even sure why
i detest sleep.
#2398 to #2397 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Not so bad
Night is amazing
But you need sleep.
You need to force yourself to sleep, sometimes.
#2399 to #2398 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
i like it because in the dark
people can't see the tiny details
#2400 to #2399 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Aye
But they're certainly looking for them harder
#2401 to #2400 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
i think its pointless
people annoy me
#2402 to #2401 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Did something happen?
#2403 to #2402 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
nah i just....
iv just been out too much lately...
i wish i could get rid of this stupid ******* body
its started ruining my walks i guess...
the more i realize im part of this world
the more angry i get.
#2404 to #2403 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Odd
The more I realize you're part of this world, the less angry I get.
The world has more to offer than you or I has seen
More than we will ever see
So there's no need to write it off yet.
I personally don't mind being a part of this world
It's shown me pretty fantastic things, you know?
#2405 to #2404 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
you misunderstand me
the world is wonderful....
its just me i don't want to be in it
...im not really sure how to explain it
i think the best way is to say
my body is an anchor
and my mind wants to be free...
sorry if that does not make much sense...
i don't make much sense sometimes.
User avatar #2408 to #2405 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
You make perfect sense
fdhjsk
gfhjdksjdhf
#2409 to #2408 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
does it?
because reading it back it seems really disjointed and barely makes sense
i guess i don't really know why i feel the way i do
im sure i will one day
sorry for talking your ear off.
#2410 to #2409 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
Makes sense to me
Talking my ear off?
You barely talked at all lol
#2411 to #2410 - rubygloom (11/23/2013) [-]
it does?
explain it too me because i wanna know how you interpreted it!
because there is no way that what i actually meant makes sense
i think ill explain it better like this
i wanna be a cloud
and
...true
sometimes words rush through my mind at the speed of light and i feel like i said them when in reality i never did.
#2412 to #2411 - queenchrysalis (11/23/2013) [-]
You feel you can't express yourself through physical means   
So you want to be free of the physical aspect of life   
I think
You feel you can't express yourself through physical means
So you want to be free of the physical aspect of life
I think
#2389 - rubygloom (11/21/2013) [-]
you know
i think one of my biggest fetishes is exhibitionism
not even sure why honestly!
its so vanilla
and im usually more into the REALLY weird stuff
but i was just sitting here, watching a woman naked in public
and i absolutely lost my stuff n, stuff!.
#2383 - rubygloom (11/20/2013) [-]
just finished jerkin it!
whats up?
how was your day?
how are ya?.
#2384 to #2383 - queenchrysalis (11/20/2013) [-]
I'm so tired Demo
and I think I know why
brb
Also, how are you?
#2385 to #2384 - rubygloom (11/20/2013) [-]
why is that?
*hugs*
and
okie~
and
Fantastic!
absolutely exhausted from this week
for some reason i have been going into overwork mode at school
and its killing me
might skip tomorrow.
#2386 to #2385 - queenchrysalis (11/20/2013) [-]
I dunno
I stay quiet a lot
Maybe it's bugging me
Maybe I'm hungry

and that's not goooood
Well maybe it is
Skipping can be fun
#2387 to #2386 - rubygloom (11/20/2013) [-]
stay quiet?
like on the internet or IRL?
and
ehh, iv made up the work of like 2 weeks in the passed 2 days
i think missing a day wont be too bad!.
#2378 - queenchrysalis (11/20/2013) [-]
marcelinethequeen, get on steam soon you butt
#2380 to #2379 - queenchrysalis (11/20/2013) [-]
Fine fine.   
What's up, anyway?
Fine fine.
What's up, anyway?
#2382 to #2381 - queenchrysalis (11/20/2013) [-]
Goodbye.   
Seeya later.   
Have fun with whatever you're doing.
Goodbye.
Seeya later.
Have fun with whatever you're doing.
User avatar #2373 - marcelinethequeen (11/18/2013) [-]
Day begins, life blooms like never before.
Fields of wild flowers
Birds singing their sweet melodies.
And little children feast on their multilegged meals.
Night falls upon us,
the morning bringing sun.
Burning bright with such great might.
The hottest times are here.
We don our liquid screens and live in sandy castles.
Shirts and skirts soon shall we succumb.
The shivering night returns, morning bringing beautiful decadence.
Trees they set ablaze, burning like no other.
The crunch of fire beneath our feet
and fearful frights at night.
Darkness falls, swift as snow.
The morning birthing frost.
The tress they lose their burning clothes,
finally fully free.
From life comes death.
From death comes life.
The seasons of seasons
is here.
#2374 to #2373 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
I always read poems aloud so I can hear them
and it sounds fantastic!
You're better at writing than I am
As much as I don't want to admit it.
I'll be surprised if any kid did better.
#2359 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
my headphones are completely ded now!
also
whats up?.
#2360 to #2359 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
I can imagine.
I'm just listening to music.
You?
#2361 to #2360 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
miiight not be able to talk in voice for awhile that means...
and
playing rune factory 3
and collecting pictures.
#2362 to #2361 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
That's fine
It's not like we've always been able to be in calls.
#2364 to #2362 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
ohh
i read that wrong
demos a dummy right now
#2365 to #2364 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
Ooooh Demo
We've been in calls everyday for the past few months, in not the past year
But before that, we were never in calls
It was fine then
Why would it be a problem now?
#2366 to #2365 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
i dunno
it just seemed like once i got a voice thingy
no one wanted to talk too me in text anymore!
i mean, things got a lot more serious in voice, you know?
iv talked about a lot of things i would never even dream of talking about with someone in text!
or at least for awhile
maybe im just worried that things wont be as.....strong now.
but then again
i will get a new voice headset thingy thing sometime
im just not sure when, you know?.
#2367 to #2366 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
I couldn't tell you what will happen
I can't see the future!
But I don't think much will change
Except I'll probably ask you to play games more!
#2368 to #2367 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
hopefully not
but ehh, maybe we will change a bit for the better!
gain more stuff to talk about n, stuff!
and
games?
but wai?.
#2369 to #2368 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
I'm not sure
I just feel a sudden urge to play games with you now that you don't have a mic.
#2370 to #2369 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
how odd!
thats odd!
your odd!
i like it~ XD
#2375 to #2371 - rubygloom (11/19/2013) [-]
have you ever seen a movie or a game with AMAZING potential
but its just being held back by one thing?
thats
www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Gby-065po
^this for me
i feel like if the creator just made a work of his own
did not just call the game "yume nikki 3D"
and made a few more assets (iv played the original yume nikki to a pulp and let me tell you this guy BARELY uses any of the assets from the original)
the game would be better over all, you know?
its much better to have a game thats in the same sort of style as another game
then the game itself out right saying its the other game just with a few differences!
don't get me wrong
that game looks Fantastic! and VARY creative!
but its sad thats one of its ONLY drawbacks is that it it carries around the assets of another game that don't fit there!
i just feel like the creator of that game had ideas that he was afraid to put into a stand alone game so he upped some assets from a similar game and called it a remake.
fear of rejection due to similarity is why that game is called
"Yume nikki 3D"....at least it seems that way anyways! XD
#2376 to #2375 - rubygloom (11/19/2013) [-]
not to say the game does not have its own problems
for one it takes a bit TOO heavy influences from other surrealistic games
(such as the part with the long road that starts in a highway tunnel and ends there, that immediately reminded me of LSD dream emulator)
but thats a nit pick at best!
i dunno, maybe im seeing something that other people are not
(i tend to do that LOL)
but i just feel sadden for the artist behind this project because it feels like he had other ideas that got pushed aside in fear of them being called "rip offs"
because i feel that art is the one place (especially on the internet) where you shouldent have to fear expressing yourself in ANY way!
let alone over something as silly as re using mechanics of another game of the same genera!
its like the creators of COD feeling the need to call there game "Wolfinstine SUPER 3D" and reuse a lot of sprites from that game just because it also involves pointing a gun and shooting solders!.
#2377 to #2376 - rubygloom (11/19/2013) [-]
*pointless rant about a silly little game status:over*
lol
#2372 to #2371 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
sounds good! XD
#2363 to #2362 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
have we not?
where we not in one last night?
and the day before that?
or do you mean just as frequently?.
#2349 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
meh face hurts
how art thou?.
#2350 to #2349 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
I'm pretty good
I'll call in a second
But how are you?
#2351 to #2350 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
dunno if thats a good idea!
im not feeling the best right now
maybe its the lack of moosick
i need a new headset!
but enough of my complaining
whats up?.
#2352 to #2351 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
Why's that?
and it's not really complaining
I'm just playing Fire Emblem and thinking about how much work beating it 100% is going to be
You?
#2353 to #2352 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
i dunno
i need to get out i guess
i tried too beat rune factory 2 but when i got too the last boss it was broken
and my friend was bitching at me today about stuff n, stuff
it just has not been a good week for me
blugh
my tummy also feels funny
ok
NOW thats enough complaining
and
i haven't 100% a game in awhile actually
might 100% rayman for the N64 once i get a new N64!
#2354 to #2353 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
That's terrible, I'm sorry!
What was he bitching about, if I may ask?

I've only ever gotten 100% in that gamecube naruto game and fire emblem sacred stones.
#2355 to #2354 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
nah
terrible is not a word to waste on the situation
maybe unfortunate
i just need to clear my head i guess
and
anything he could
#2356 to #2355 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
**** me i posted that too early
damn keybored
#2357 to #2356 - queenchrysalis (11/18/2013) [-]
What are you gonna do, then?
What are you gonna do, then?
#2358 to #2357 - rubygloom (11/18/2013) [-]
i just had a dream that my soul was bound to a wooden mask and body
and that the only reason i was brought to life was to do something
although i forget what it was
i think it ended with me being deconstructed and dying!
how are you?.
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