Pfft

Fine

Dont take my love, see if I care

-sniffles-

meh.. fine..

O-Okay.. s-still n-not caring.. still not..

i can keep this face. it's easier.

S-Still not caring.. s-still not..

I-I'll just leave the heart there.. r-right by your foot..

keep it.. you probably need it more.

Did I do something?..

no.. i'm just gonna nap

Okiez.. Talk to you in a bit.. wubwoo

hey you^^

Its been a while since I've last talked to you, how are you?

it has been, and decent

My apologies for the late reply, Life got in the way.

I'm glad your doing okay.

it's fine. i'm more than late myself.

I don't understand what you mean... -_-

a restraunt.

but i beds now. soo goodnight! sleep well when you do!
<3

Nighty night <3

Poof! afro.

it's gross.

I thought you had really short hair though

it poofs all up anyways.

Heh fair enough

maybe not like afro.. but whateever

I understand. Humidity doesn't make my hair go pomf because it's already like that, but it gives it this weird static like feeling I don't like

.-. i always have to take a shower after that.. it's bleh..

Awwww

eh.. it's okay.. i'll live

So any plans for the summer?

find a job..

.-.

yeah.. that's about it.

I thought you had one

last summer, yes.

Ahhh

and they closed.. actually...

Oh, that sucks to hear

eh.. it wasn't the best.

What was it?

so i think i won't..

Awwww okay

i would.. but i don't feel like getting sick

It's okay.

At least you guys are having storms and rain. It's been nothing but hot and dry here the past few weeks.

true.. i much prefer rain.

I do too

or snow.. but that's because i haven't seen it in forever.

Yea it's been awhile since I've seen snow too

exactly! like over 2 years since i've seen it

I don't remember when I last saw it. Might've been two or three years..

.-. it's not fair.

But that's what happens when you live south in humid and hot areas :/

bleh.. i know..

Could always be worse

it was already 90 this week..

It's gotten to be that hot here too.

Hopefully we'll have a storm like has been predicted

it's good, but make even more humid.

Yea.

I'm not a big fan of humidity

it does wonders to my hair.

Hehehe

everyone's just arguing..

Awww, I'm sorry :c

it's fine.. it just happens..

**lonesomeshadow hugs you**

thanks..

Anytime

Well.. weather is getting pretty bad down here.. so I'll talk later.

Okay.

Take care and I hope things get better <3

thank you.. i hope too..

I can lurk here and talk some more. All I would end up doing is just listening to music or playing games until I was allowed to pass out.

c: that would be nice

What's up?

oh nothing.. just listneing to the storm outside mostly.

Sounds nice

kinda, the rain started again.

I forget, do you not like rain or storms?

it's nice, i think

Heh.

Ever go out and have fun in it?

i got a cold last time i did that...

Aww, that sucks.

well that's true^^

Bleh

so are you now?

Went for a jog, had a shot of bourbon, had a mike's, took a shower.

Not as bad. You?

Lunch and a few ab exercises, started laundry.

Speaking of food, you know sounds really good right now?

Hmm?

Sweet n Sour Pork, Sweet n Sour Chicken, Fried Shrimp, Eggrolls, Shrimp Wonton Soup and Meat Buns

that does sound good..

Yus!

And the only oriental restaurant I can get any of that is crazy expensive ;_;

Plus they don't have meat buns. I miss meat buns..

what are meat buns..

Pure deliciousness.

These are the kinds I use to get from a Costco near by.

oh.. well that's different

It is amazing.

I should've stocked up on them when they had those a few years back...

i'll take your word on it

So what's up?

i just finished dinner.

What did you have?

some pork and Salad.. i'm just trying to stay away from the parents right now.

Is something wrong?

:c i sowwy..

I don't know if he's this way because of hormones and life, or if because men are more like women than we realize.

some are, i think

;_;

somethings are harder for people to control, emotions are one of those

Is not fair

i know..

Ice cream sounds really good right now...

oh this feel.. i know this feel.. but i'm out of ice cream :c

My fatass needs to lose the weight I put on from all the alcohol last week.

:c maybe go for a walk? get some air?

I've been running and doing crunches the past few days.

But our old scale broke so I have no idea if I've lost weight or not.

^^ a little work helps out, so i think you have

Apparently my mom ordered some high-end scale that does other things like measure your body fat and activity levels..

I honestly don't see how that could work without it being some clunky machine.

i dunno.. magic?

Maybe

science?

Ewwww

right. magic is better anyways.

At least magic doesn't ruin the fun or excitement behind the unknown

yes.

Im sorry..

just drop it.

*sigh* you sure...? my mind was god knows where and i was a complete asshole..

please. just drop it.

Okay.. sorry..

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
it's
so
cute.

mairitoruhoney.tumblr.com/post/49769609221
Apparently its from a Japanese Cadence tumblr i saw it the other day and just remembered to show you

thankyou^^ soooo much!

You are more then welcome

ok. fairly understandable

i dunno.. just meh is probably fine

That it is.

i think i'll just go back to studying and nap time.

D:

yeash.

pls no

yeah..

You'll be back, right?

Haaaaai^^

Sup?

nothing really besides finals today.. and that was bleh.

At least they're over.

lolno.
still have one wednesday and thursday

Okay.

At least they're almost over.

yes.. then nap times.
a lot of nap times

In my bed.

With me.

Right?

i dunnnnoooooo

But I could always use a cuddle buddy.

i know :3
you feeling any better?

Ehh, kinda.

Bit confused.

i can understand taht..

Apparently he did say goodnight, but skype was being gay and I didn't get the notification until 2 hours later.

But he came back on anyways and we did some, interesting.. talking.

oh? is that good or bad interesting?

[5/5/2013 9:43:33 PM] Tomato: By the way, A.J.
[5/5/2013 9:43:40 PM] Senile Pyro: ?
[5/5/2013 9:43:55 PM] Tomato: Even if you act cold to me, and try to make me hate you..
[5/5/2013 9:43:58 PM] Tomato: I won't let you.
[5/5/2013 9:44:00 PM] Tomato: <3
[5/5/2013 9:44:19 PM] Senile Pyro: What makes you say that?
[5/5/2013 9:44:25 PM] Tomato: Nothing.
[5/5/2013 9:44:30 PM] Tomato: Tomato kisses your forehead
[5/5/2013 9:45:00 PM] Senile Pyro: I don't try to make people hate me, you know. They just.. do for some reason.
[5/5/2013 9:45:42 PM] Tomato: I know. Things happen and we don't know why.
[5/5/2013 9:46:10 PM] Senile Pyro: But, it's nice to know that you're stubborn like that.
[5/5/2013 9:46:15 PM] Senile Pyro: But I want you to remember something.
[5/5/2013 9:46:57 PM] Tomato: Hm?
[5/5/2013 9:47:35 PM] Senile Pyro: No matter how much you try, my stubbornness will always be greater than yours =P
[5/5/2013 9:47:44 PM] Tomato: Doubt it.
[5/5/2013 9:49:44 PM] Senile Pyro: Hehehe
[5/5/2013 9:49:46 PM] Senile Pyro: We will see
[5/5/2013 9:49:49 PM] Tomato: :3

Just a small example

well that's good..i think

Meh

just meh?

I'm tired. I can't really think of good responses right now..

.-. getting ready for bed

Oh ><

You okay?..

it's just finals. nothing to worry about.

Of course there's nothing because you'll do wonderful on them ^^

When does your break start anyways?

whenever i finish. which is thursday

Well you got somethin to look forward to then!

I think I get out on the 23rd..

No fair. T_T

.-. it's college.. i dunno..

youll do great<3 I know it.

..Holy shit. I just remembered when the school year started and we talked about your roommate @_@

This year went by fast..

.-. scary stuff. i know.
but.. i'm going to bed now..
goodnight.

Goodnight, Linny.. sleep well..

:c dun do that

"My fingah!"

aaaaaaw

"Oh yes, riiight there.. that's PURRRRRRRRRRRfect!"

:3
it's too cute... BLEH *ded*

...L-...Linny?..

D-Dun die, Linny.. p-pls.. i-i luv u..

It's TOO CUTE

Staaaaaapht

"Woop, dereeee is!"

I laughed my ass off at this

aw :3

yesh

"M-Maybe I'll be like dem some day!"

are you just looking up cat pictures now?

Linny. That's what I've BEEN doing.

oh.

Is there something wrong? o-o

i didn't know... i thought you had all of these

Welll, I had some, I just started looking some up because I was stressing out a bit ^^;

:c but why

Blehhhh, friends not talking to me and that thing from earlier with the game

I'm okay now though ^^;

okay.. if you say so

So what are you up to? :3

:c aw.. i'm sowwy

Nah, its okay.. but I'm going to drink a Monster I got on the way back.

i r smarterest. dis wil maek me fel betar

.-. alex alex alex.

making all the bestest decisions

yesh

i r da best at decision maeking

be jelly

total jelly

i might even be jam

Why not peanut butter? Hmm?

who knows, i may be nutella :P

O-Oh! Oh! I wanna be da toast it goez on!

XD

but that's like... dunnoo :P

Like what? :P

very very very silly

Yeah well you're a silly kitty ^^

Well thank you ^^

You really like kittens dont you? :P

kitties are da cutest^^

Tired kittehz are tired!

soooooooooo?

Good point :P

is nice :3

"B-But I dun liek da vetz!"

i dunno .-. what happened?

Well, it wasn't really a surprise, but meh.

Anyways, my friend was low on money and was hoping to get a slew of games, but she had to spend the rest of her pay on groceries. So, I offered to buy her one of the games, a 15 dollar one. Sooooo I buy it today and give her the code to download it.. aaaand she bought it already.

.-. well. things just happen that you can't predict

Just.. I told her I would today.. She seemed fine with it..

Bleh..

forgot?

Eh.. all I know is that I just spent 15 bucks on a game I really have no care for and Im stuck with the code.

.-. give it to someone else?

She said shes gonna find someone to trade it with to get me some game as an apology

I said no, but that never stops her >< Ah well

well things just happen, then..

I guess..

Least I got ice cream sammiches. -nom-

sounds really good actually^^

It iiiiiiis ^^

So yummy and good and chocolatey~

Bet you want oooone~

.-. i kinda doo.. actually

:c

I sowwy.. -offers one-

meh... i dunno

(Also I gotta go now. Bai Linny ^^<3)

Take it!

My powers over the internet will be able to give it to you!

thaaaanks!
and baaai

Oh god..

Gonna puke.. @_@

that bad?

Nooo, we went to some pizza place instead because the other place was closed on Sundays apparently

The food there made me sick ><

i will never tell aaaaanything

Nauuuuughty

So how are you todayyyyy?

(Oh! Umm.. I-I'll post sad cats!)

oh i'm doing lovely^^

Any particular reason why that is? ^^

because it's a nice day?

...Oh.

I feel a little silly then.

Hmm.

HMM.

YES sunny and bright as ever.

though.. i'm inside studying.

Buuuut you're also talking to an awesome guy! :D

That totally makes it worth it! Riiiight?

Riiiiight!

(Also brb, gotta go clean ^^)

welll true^^

(have fun)

Yay :3<3

Any plans for today? ^^

(Oh I had plenty of fun standing as hot water poured on me :P)

just study and dinner. sleep.

(^^i bet you did)

Ooo, so exciting ^^ :P

I think Im checking out some Brazilian restaurant today.. I hear they have chicken hearts. Yum.

(You cannot possibly imagine the fun I had. It was so magical.)

^^ tell me how that goes
(yes i can :3)

Yes ^^ Chicken heart. SO FANTABULOUS~

(Orly? x3)

oh it can't be that bad

(maaaayba)

Oh yes. Biting into a chewy organ that will most likely have a wave of blood gushing down my throat at each bit. It must be superb in taste.

(Pffffft. I bet you dont.)

^^ sounds like it.

(oh well then :P)

Oh yes, are you going to see the new Superman? ^^

i dunno.. maybe.

Im not a big fan of Superman but Im actually excited for it ^^

Linny.. why is it whenever I buy somebody a surprise gift, there's always some sort of complication?

Besides it was more a filler movie anyways. Leading up to Avengers

Yes.. b-but.. its Iron Man, Linny.. He's da best...

but... he was hard to relate to... not many people could relate to a genius billionaire playboy philanthropist. RDJ seems to be made for the role.

(also starting to study now, so responses may be delayed)

If you actually think about it, RDJ isn't acting in Iron Man, he's just being himself.

(No problem bookworm ^^<3)

you're probably right. RDJ just fits the role oh so well.

(shush you)

Oh! Did you stay after the credits for the little tidbit? ^^

(Nuh! Muahahaha!)

DUH OF COURSE I DID :3

(yes you)

Ah, Stark and Bruce. The perfect ship! :P

(COULDN'T BE)

psssssssh. Tony and Capt.. so much better

(YES IT COULD)

Okay. Okay. Alright. Okay.

Lets calm down a bit now. Okay. Alright.

(NEVER. NEVER EVER EVERRRR)

but... i am calm...

(YES EVER)

No. You are clearly filled with lustful fantasies of superheroes goin at eachother.

Iron Man? More like Iron Dick.

(NEVER EVER OF INFINITE NEVERS FOR FOREVER)

and?

(MEHKAJSKJVAKJLAGJH)

...C-...Calm down now..

(BUTT. YOU BUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT)

i am "calm"

(yes you)

That grin tells me otherwise

(Oh no. No. Not again. NYOH.)

i have noooooo idea what you are talking about :3

(yeeeees again :P)

Oh yes you do, you naughty.

(Linny. Linny, I swear. I SWEAR.)

what?

me?

Nooooo never

(swears what?)

Yeah, suuuuuuuure.

I'm pretty sure your "studying" is going oh so great, huh? :P

(I swear dat.. umm.. uh..)

ur such a butt

Love you too<3

SO SO SO SO YOU SEE THE IRON MAN THE THIRD?

YES YES YES I SAW IRON MAN TRES

DID YOU LOVE ET LIKE I DEDZ?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

YES.

FAVORITE PART, FAVORITE PART, WHAT WAS IT

< all the way.

like yes. Sad but too funny.

I couldn't stop laughing with his moments with the kid

Linny, are we cruel people?

I liked the kid. he was smart. witty.. a small tony stark.

but i dunno.. they made the movie to where we laughed at it anyways.

And that twist with the villaaaaaaiiiiin

I wasn't expecting him to be an actor

And the actual guy was such a badassssss

but... Ben Kinsley.. UGH. i wanted him to be the bad guy. but. i suppose it works

Honestly, I didn't know how to feel about him from the start

Just that voice.. I dunnnnoooooo..

Dont kill me. T_T

i liked his voice. I thought that's what made it so good.

Well MEHHHHHHHHHH

I expected him to sound more Asian in the role XD

probably. but. it doesn't matter he wasn't the "villain" anyways.

What about Rhodes? Don Cheadle, whatchya think of him? :33333

i think he fit the role well. I kinda like the iron man 1 rhodes, but that's just me.

Oh no, believe me, I miss Iron Man 1 Rhodes. Cheadle did much better in this film than in Iron Shit Man 2

Well... yeah.. he really had a big role in the second one in like the last 5 minutes.

And that last fight was the most disappointing thing in the movie.

Seriously, the russian guy got killed a minute after he entered the fight in his gigantic suit of badassery

you do know something.. you're just not sure of yourself right now..

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to feel

I don't know what to say or how to act

All my happiness, all my positive-ness, everything that once made me feel happy and giddy, I'm slowly watching it leaving again.

all of it?

Killa is.. or rather was.. my happiness. He gave me hope again. He re-ignited my life when it was almost snuffed out, by me...

But now he's pretty much gone.. We still talk everyday, but not at all like we use to.. Sometimes it even feels strained.. I thought he was the one, the one who could help me find happiness again...

And now he's gone.. he chose ali and now they're together... All because I was an idiot and let my fears get the better of me..

and you're letting it get to you..

Yes

And I don't know why..

But I just want it to stop.

I want the pain to go away, I want the voices of doubt and anger to just go away..

i can't say what you should do.. cause i don't even know..

but.. trying to move on would be a start..

I keep trying.

But it's just all going back to being like it use to: All my happiness, all my pride and hard work just end up becoming a waste because it gets stolen from me..

then don't miss another moment. take what you have and hold on to it as hard as you can.. don't miss the big things.

I'm scared though..

i am too.. everyday..

I don't want to be hurt anymore.

I don't want to be lost in the darkness.

I don't want to be alone..

and please.. get some sleep..
goodnight
<3

Night

we can't be perfect.. i know it hurts.. To wake up every morning. with a pain you can't describe. still.. i know it hurts... we've all fallen before... you're not the first and certainly not the last... i know it hurts.. carrying sadness of what could've been and might be... i know it hurts.. you feel wasted worn, tossed out, discarded. Used for purposes, but never the one you want.. i know it hurts.. You've lost your way, whether it had been today or yesterday or any day before then. People aren't lost forever. I know it hurts.. but now is not forever. and Tomorrow will always be tomorrow so far away and so full of hope. Hope you wished you had when all hope was gone... i know it hurts.. Being tossed by the heavy seas, while the tides rise to pull you under.. i know it hurts.. Maybe it's not tomorrow or the next day or the day after that.. you'll find what you deserve. And not knowing hurts... it hurts to your very core.. but you can't let today define you. The past had it's chance and it's tomorrow's turn. It's a bright sun is always something to fear. But tomorrow is a promise. and it hurts to not know what the promise is.. It just hurts. and god i know it does.. all our mistakes and hoping it's all just a dream... Being scared and alone.. hurts.. but.. living is all about making the most out of what hurts us the most.

^^ sounds like a wonderful idea

I kind of miss bench pressing.

Plus it'll be nice to work out around others instead of just at home.

get a work out buddy^^

>Implying I'm social enough to talk to random strangers

shush you, yes you can. it doesn't take too much work.

No

Because that means I'll start having to make a schedule and remembering more things.

well that's probably a good thing^^

I dun wanna

but.. it would help

With what?

i dunno. just with things in general?

Ehh

well if you say so

I guess.

.-. you're not just having a wonderful day aren't you?

No.

do you wanna talk about it?

www.funnyjunk.com/user/lonesomeshadow/3929#3929

Another thing I get to add to my "Things to be a whiney bitch about"

oh :c
my sympathies... if it means anything..

I don't know.

I don't know anything right now..

Then again I guess that would imply I knew anything to begin with.

i bet you're quite the grammar nazi

When I don't get sleep?

Oh hell no. I misspell almost every other word, will miss out words, or will say something completely off topic.

I still do that on a regular basis, but usually because my mind is off wandering.

.-. obviously i need more sarcastic text

Trust me.

It's not just you.

like the whole internet does

Oh boy does it ever.

yush, whatcha up to now?

Bout to play LoL with killa

coolios

Meh

didn't go well?

Ehh depends on how you define well.

We went against bots, so we did win.

But I just suck at the game and feel completely useless.

so decently?

I guess.

not as planned?
how else are you doing?

Bored.

Eyes feel kind of heavy.

I feel terrible. Especially since I've lost motivation to work out and I've gotten fat again.

:c even just going out on walks helps.
if not a heavy workout. just to get out.

Bleh.

I don't know if I should blame my parents for starting to buy really good food, me for just sitting on my fat ass and get re-addicted to the good food, or corporations for making gym memberships expensive.