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#167805 - Okay so enough back story and examples. Theres this …  [+] (2 new replies) 12/21/2014 on Advice - love advice,... 0
User avatar #167827 - megasharkman (12/21/2014) [-]
Go for it. Absolutely go for it. Don't worry about holding a conversation. You're a really good story teller judging by how you wrote your post. You're already in. If the date doesn't go well then it's her fault not yours. You can go mini golfing to one with an then get frozen yogurt or something. Movie dates are overrated fsomething. If you both have chemistry then it will work out. If you don't, you can always find another girl who you have chemistry with.(it sounds like you're good on that though) The religion thing will suck later on though.
#167807 - anonymous (12/21/2014) [-]
I say go for it.
Just don't be a dick and try to scam her out of her values. That would make you the worst type of person. If she follows her religion to the letter i.e. no sex before marriage including hj,bj, etc etc etc, it is your duty as a decent human being to not pressure her into doing those things at all.
However, she might not and have similar values. It's important to talk about these things before getting serious.

But asking one to a disco isn't getting serious. It's a first date. So go for it.
#167802 - Bit of girl trouble I'm hoping to get some advice on. …  [+] (4 new replies) 12/21/2014 on Advice - love advice,... 0
User avatar #167805 - pirgh (12/21/2014) [-]
Okay so enough back story and examples.

Theres this big event at the graduation ceremony for Irish schoos called the Debs. It's basically a really big disco each school organises at different venues for the leaving students and their dates where everyone dresses up nice and stays out drinking/partying all night. I asked this girl to be my date and she said she would love to.

Now, my friend who knows her very well and even my own observations have all told me that this girl is a MAJOR flirt. She flirts with lots of guys and compliments them. At a party we were at I saw her rubbing another guys abs and commenting on them but that is genuinely just the kinda girl she is. She aint slutty or anything like that, Just flirty. One of her best las friends has told me that it's pretty obvious that she likes me and that she flirts a little differently with me. She has called me handsome and funny and one of the sweetest guys she knows and I would have asked her out already if not for 3 issues....

1. If it goes badly (either we break up or she says no) I don't wanna lose her as a date for the debs

2. I don't know if we can even hold down a decent conversation yet.

3. She is quite religious and while I am a Christian just like her, I don't practise my faith as seriously as her. I'm worries she'll want a relationship with a foundation in religion that I can't give her.
So Funnyjunk, I'm gonna be hanging out with her over Christmas and then since February aint that far away I was planning on asking her out on a date with just the 2 of us.

What I need from you guys is date ideas that aren't as simple as a movie and whether or not there's anything I should do differently
User avatar #167827 - megasharkman (12/21/2014) [-]
Go for it. Absolutely go for it. Don't worry about holding a conversation. You're a really good story teller judging by how you wrote your post. You're already in. If the date doesn't go well then it's her fault not yours. You can go mini golfing to one with an then get frozen yogurt or something. Movie dates are overrated fsomething. If you both have chemistry then it will work out. If you don't, you can always find another girl who you have chemistry with.(it sounds like you're good on that though) The religion thing will suck later on though.
#167807 - anonymous (12/21/2014) [-]
I say go for it.
Just don't be a dick and try to scam her out of her values. That would make you the worst type of person. If she follows her religion to the letter i.e. no sex before marriage including hj,bj, etc etc etc, it is your duty as a decent human being to not pressure her into doing those things at all.
However, she might not and have similar values. It's important to talk about these things before getting serious.

But asking one to a disco isn't getting serious. It's a first date. So go for it.
#167804 - anonymous (12/21/2014) [-]
Am I supposed to continue the story?
#240 - Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have hap… 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
#113 - For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying w…  [+] (1 new reply) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#111 - She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she…  [+] (3 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#107 - Lana. Her real name's Alanna but I shortened it cause It was c…  [+] (4 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #111 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she used to and she hadn't talked about it with me. She had talked about it with Oleg. I still get fucking teary when I think about what they did when they were alone during that last month when things hadn't been quite right. When both me and her made mistakes. I know they wouldn't have cheated on me......At least I keep telling myself that. I was broken again only worse than before. I spiralled down and desperatly tried to get her back. She ended it pretty clean in all fairness but I just couldn't accept that she's change so much in 2 FUKING DAYS. It went from me holding her while she slept in my arms to her not being able to look at me because and I fucking quote "I can see the pain in your eyes". Oleg and Alanna were out of my life from that point. I tried to maintain a friendship with Alanna, but It hurt too much, and even now I still have hope she'll miss me and come back so actually being with her is a big no no. Oleg......My other 3 friends sided with me, mainly because all our other friends did. 3 days after I was dumped, Alanna told Oleg she liked him....Bitch had the audacity to tell me it was my fault we ended when she was the one looking at other people. They ended up together......Ironically enough, this happened pretty close to my birthday too. For 3 years now I've not done any parties or anything on my birthday because I honestly view the day as bad luck. It's been a little over a month since I've contacted Alanna and I am planning on finally getting rid of all the little love notes of hers and the sappy notes she wrote me on Tuesday. Some friends are gonna help me get through that shit. And now I guess that brings me to one final comment. The next one will hopefully be my last and I'm gonna tell you all about how I'm doing now......How I'm fixing myself and learning to smile again.
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#105 - Now, nothin romantic has ever happened between me and this gir…  [+] (5 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #107 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Lana. Her real name's Alanna but I shortened it cause It was cuter. Shauna, the amazing girl who introduced us is who dragged me out of my hole, But Lana is the person who put all my pieces back together like a puzzle. "It's not as bad as the days you were in your dad's balls" That was her opening line! I had been saying to one of my 4 closest mates how shit today was gonna be cause we were going on an educational tour.

We both liked the same music and style of humour and my God, was she pretty. Not in a drop dead gorgeous sort of way but in a cute "Must give hugs" kinda way. Was kinda chubby and not really in a curvy was but it didn't matter, this girl was the one.

I didn't know it of course, she chased me for about 3 weeks before I would finally believe a girl like that could like me.

1st of February I asked her out, fucking start of spring, Our friends gave me grief for that but it was just a coincidence! It was a fairy tale relationship. We spent the first few months in that honeymoon phase, all over eachother, doing stupidly sappy things but we both loved it! We had our bumps but we always got by. She was my first proper Kiss (As in not just from random bitches at a club) she took my virginity and I took hers (Sex is alot harder than it looks!) And we had more fun together than I've ever had before! I could go on for hours about all our experiances but I'd just get too nostalgic and never stop! So just imagine a picture perfect relationship where the girl is always up for sex and always honest ans the guy is always giving the girl massages and putting up perfectly with girl logic and hormones and you get the picture. 16th May 2014. That was the last time she looked at me with love in her eyes. A lot of circumstances had lead to this point but in all honesty, they don't matter too much. They weren't the main reason. The main reason that I was left broken hearted on Sunday the 18th May right before my Summer Exams is Oleg. One of my 4 closest friends.
User avatar #111 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she used to and she hadn't talked about it with me. She had talked about it with Oleg. I still get fucking teary when I think about what they did when they were alone during that last month when things hadn't been quite right. When both me and her made mistakes. I know they wouldn't have cheated on me......At least I keep telling myself that. I was broken again only worse than before. I spiralled down and desperatly tried to get her back. She ended it pretty clean in all fairness but I just couldn't accept that she's change so much in 2 FUKING DAYS. It went from me holding her while she slept in my arms to her not being able to look at me because and I fucking quote "I can see the pain in your eyes". Oleg and Alanna were out of my life from that point. I tried to maintain a friendship with Alanna, but It hurt too much, and even now I still have hope she'll miss me and come back so actually being with her is a big no no. Oleg......My other 3 friends sided with me, mainly because all our other friends did. 3 days after I was dumped, Alanna told Oleg she liked him....Bitch had the audacity to tell me it was my fault we ended when she was the one looking at other people. They ended up together......Ironically enough, this happened pretty close to my birthday too. For 3 years now I've not done any parties or anything on my birthday because I honestly view the day as bad luck. It's been a little over a month since I've contacted Alanna and I am planning on finally getting rid of all the little love notes of hers and the sappy notes she wrote me on Tuesday. Some friends are gonna help me get through that shit. And now I guess that brings me to one final comment. The next one will hopefully be my last and I'm gonna tell you all about how I'm doing now......How I'm fixing myself and learning to smile again.
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#102 - We had a seating area for lunch, And at the start of the year …  [+] (6 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #105 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now, nothin romantic has ever happened between me and this girl even to date. But we're still close. We've gone our separate paths but if we ever talk, it's still as comfortable as it ever was.

This girl fucking saved me. It literally all started with a kick and from there she just dragged me kicking and screaming from my horrible little world into the real one. She had an interest in me you see, Not a romantic one, but she knew I was broken. I guess she has some kinda maternal instinct or something because she helps out alot of people. But she introduced me to people, (more on that later) gave me confidence and even fixed me up a little inside my head. She has her own problems and I can't seem to fix them, but that's an on going project.

First she introduced me to her friends. Some of the most awesome and varied people I know. She kinda had 3 groups of friends, 1 that I got on extremely well with (Still do, more on them later), 1 that caused so much drama and every day with them was like a soap opera, (Me and the first group enjoyed watching and gossiping) and the third that I never really met......The third group were bad people. This amazing girl got on with everyone.......Especially bad people. She's about 4 foot 6 inches and yet she's so intimidating that no sane person would cross her. But she's pretty muc been corrupted now. The bad friends of hers.....She just wouldn't let them go. She isn't the same and while I will NEVER leave her, sometims she just seems so sad and it's crushing that I can't save her like she did me. But she's a good girl....She'll realise herself one day. The main thing this girl did though was introduce me to the love of my life. I'm single now don't worry I'll tell you all about that one too if you're willing to stick with me for the next while but first.....I wanna tell you about the greatest 15 months of my life and the girl who made me know true happiness. Her name's Lana and Christ, I wish I could stop thinking about her.
User avatar #107 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Lana. Her real name's Alanna but I shortened it cause It was cuter. Shauna, the amazing girl who introduced us is who dragged me out of my hole, But Lana is the person who put all my pieces back together like a puzzle. "It's not as bad as the days you were in your dad's balls" That was her opening line! I had been saying to one of my 4 closest mates how shit today was gonna be cause we were going on an educational tour.

We both liked the same music and style of humour and my God, was she pretty. Not in a drop dead gorgeous sort of way but in a cute "Must give hugs" kinda way. Was kinda chubby and not really in a curvy was but it didn't matter, this girl was the one.

I didn't know it of course, she chased me for about 3 weeks before I would finally believe a girl like that could like me.

1st of February I asked her out, fucking start of spring, Our friends gave me grief for that but it was just a coincidence! It was a fairy tale relationship. We spent the first few months in that honeymoon phase, all over eachother, doing stupidly sappy things but we both loved it! We had our bumps but we always got by. She was my first proper Kiss (As in not just from random bitches at a club) she took my virginity and I took hers (Sex is alot harder than it looks!) And we had more fun together than I've ever had before! I could go on for hours about all our experiances but I'd just get too nostalgic and never stop! So just imagine a picture perfect relationship where the girl is always up for sex and always honest ans the guy is always giving the girl massages and putting up perfectly with girl logic and hormones and you get the picture. 16th May 2014. That was the last time she looked at me with love in her eyes. A lot of circumstances had lead to this point but in all honesty, they don't matter too much. They weren't the main reason. The main reason that I was left broken hearted on Sunday the 18th May right before my Summer Exams is Oleg. One of my 4 closest friends.
User avatar #111 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she used to and she hadn't talked about it with me. She had talked about it with Oleg. I still get fucking teary when I think about what they did when they were alone during that last month when things hadn't been quite right. When both me and her made mistakes. I know they wouldn't have cheated on me......At least I keep telling myself that. I was broken again only worse than before. I spiralled down and desperatly tried to get her back. She ended it pretty clean in all fairness but I just couldn't accept that she's change so much in 2 FUKING DAYS. It went from me holding her while she slept in my arms to her not being able to look at me because and I fucking quote "I can see the pain in your eyes". Oleg and Alanna were out of my life from that point. I tried to maintain a friendship with Alanna, but It hurt too much, and even now I still have hope she'll miss me and come back so actually being with her is a big no no. Oleg......My other 3 friends sided with me, mainly because all our other friends did. 3 days after I was dumped, Alanna told Oleg she liked him....Bitch had the audacity to tell me it was my fault we ended when she was the one looking at other people. They ended up together......Ironically enough, this happened pretty close to my birthday too. For 3 years now I've not done any parties or anything on my birthday because I honestly view the day as bad luck. It's been a little over a month since I've contacted Alanna and I am planning on finally getting rid of all the little love notes of hers and the sappy notes she wrote me on Tuesday. Some friends are gonna help me get through that shit. And now I guess that brings me to one final comment. The next one will hopefully be my last and I'm gonna tell you all about how I'm doing now......How I'm fixing myself and learning to smile again.
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#101 - 2 months after that incident and my next year of school starts…  [+] (7 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #102 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
We had a seating area for lunch, And at the start of the year I choose a seat.....And I never sat in a different one. It was a seat alone and out of the way and I sat there and ate my lunch everyday and sometimes people joined me, sometimes not. My 4 closest friends never fucking left me. Not even once. I barely spoke to them but every single day they asked me if I'd like to come sit with them and every single day I'd say "nah, not today". They'll never know how much that meant to me. Those 4 idiots who came over to my house sometimes to make sure I shaved and was eating alright and played video games with me and just talked to me. I will Never no matter what happens in my life be able to thank them appropriatly.

This cycle of me being alone and quite frankly just looking for attention continued until around Christmas. I had been slowly learning about myself every week and becoming more aware of myself as a person who actaully mattered, who could be more than just scum under the others shoes. I thought myself so high and mighty sometimes like we all do you know? The whole "I'm so much smarter than these idiots, They don't know how it all works" kinda thing.....And sometimes it was the opposite and I was the only one who had no idea what was going on. But then it happened. Mr. Hanlen, the music teacher came in and asked for volunteers for the Christmas Choir.

I still don't know why I put up my hand. Probably because I've always liked singing and Christmas and maybe because I thought it would get me some attention.

So there I am, singing Christmas Carols in a practice and suddenly everyone fucking turns to me after the first song. "Holy shit Pirgh, You can sing!"

Apperantly, I'm quite the amazing singer.

I was happy and hyper and laughing with these people and for some reason I decided to kick this short little petite girl who was in front of me in the ass, And I kept doing it because we made a game out of it (God help you if you're still reading)
User avatar #105 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now, nothin romantic has ever happened between me and this girl even to date. But we're still close. We've gone our separate paths but if we ever talk, it's still as comfortable as it ever was.

This girl fucking saved me. It literally all started with a kick and from there she just dragged me kicking and screaming from my horrible little world into the real one. She had an interest in me you see, Not a romantic one, but she knew I was broken. I guess she has some kinda maternal instinct or something because she helps out alot of people. But she introduced me to people, (more on that later) gave me confidence and even fixed me up a little inside my head. She has her own problems and I can't seem to fix them, but that's an on going project.

First she introduced me to her friends. Some of the most awesome and varied people I know. She kinda had 3 groups of friends, 1 that I got on extremely well with (Still do, more on them later), 1 that caused so much drama and every day with them was like a soap opera, (Me and the first group enjoyed watching and gossiping) and the third that I never really met......The third group were bad people. This amazing girl got on with everyone.......Especially bad people. She's about 4 foot 6 inches and yet she's so intimidating that no sane person would cross her. But she's pretty muc been corrupted now. The bad friends of hers.....She just wouldn't let them go. She isn't the same and while I will NEVER leave her, sometims she just seems so sad and it's crushing that I can't save her like she did me. But she's a good girl....She'll realise herself one day. The main thing this girl did though was introduce me to the love of my life. I'm single now don't worry I'll tell you all about that one too if you're willing to stick with me for the next while but first.....I wanna tell you about the greatest 15 months of my life and the girl who made me know true happiness. Her name's Lana and Christ, I wish I could stop thinking about her.
User avatar #107 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Lana. Her real name's Alanna but I shortened it cause It was cuter. Shauna, the amazing girl who introduced us is who dragged me out of my hole, But Lana is the person who put all my pieces back together like a puzzle. "It's not as bad as the days you were in your dad's balls" That was her opening line! I had been saying to one of my 4 closest mates how shit today was gonna be cause we were going on an educational tour.

We both liked the same music and style of humour and my God, was she pretty. Not in a drop dead gorgeous sort of way but in a cute "Must give hugs" kinda way. Was kinda chubby and not really in a curvy was but it didn't matter, this girl was the one.

I didn't know it of course, she chased me for about 3 weeks before I would finally believe a girl like that could like me.

1st of February I asked her out, fucking start of spring, Our friends gave me grief for that but it was just a coincidence! It was a fairy tale relationship. We spent the first few months in that honeymoon phase, all over eachother, doing stupidly sappy things but we both loved it! We had our bumps but we always got by. She was my first proper Kiss (As in not just from random bitches at a club) she took my virginity and I took hers (Sex is alot harder than it looks!) And we had more fun together than I've ever had before! I could go on for hours about all our experiances but I'd just get too nostalgic and never stop! So just imagine a picture perfect relationship where the girl is always up for sex and always honest ans the guy is always giving the girl massages and putting up perfectly with girl logic and hormones and you get the picture. 16th May 2014. That was the last time she looked at me with love in her eyes. A lot of circumstances had lead to this point but in all honesty, they don't matter too much. They weren't the main reason. The main reason that I was left broken hearted on Sunday the 18th May right before my Summer Exams is Oleg. One of my 4 closest friends.
User avatar #111 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she used to and she hadn't talked about it with me. She had talked about it with Oleg. I still get fucking teary when I think about what they did when they were alone during that last month when things hadn't been quite right. When both me and her made mistakes. I know they wouldn't have cheated on me......At least I keep telling myself that. I was broken again only worse than before. I spiralled down and desperatly tried to get her back. She ended it pretty clean in all fairness but I just couldn't accept that she's change so much in 2 FUKING DAYS. It went from me holding her while she slept in my arms to her not being able to look at me because and I fucking quote "I can see the pain in your eyes". Oleg and Alanna were out of my life from that point. I tried to maintain a friendship with Alanna, but It hurt too much, and even now I still have hope she'll miss me and come back so actually being with her is a big no no. Oleg......My other 3 friends sided with me, mainly because all our other friends did. 3 days after I was dumped, Alanna told Oleg she liked him....Bitch had the audacity to tell me it was my fault we ended when she was the one looking at other people. They ended up together......Ironically enough, this happened pretty close to my birthday too. For 3 years now I've not done any parties or anything on my birthday because I honestly view the day as bad luck. It's been a little over a month since I've contacted Alanna and I am planning on finally getting rid of all the little love notes of hers and the sappy notes she wrote me on Tuesday. Some friends are gonna help me get through that shit. And now I guess that brings me to one final comment. The next one will hopefully be my last and I'm gonna tell you all about how I'm doing now......How I'm fixing myself and learning to smile again.
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........
#97 - **** it, I need to vent anyway. I doubt even our …  [+] (8 new replies) 12/08/2014 on we are all brothers on FJ 0
User avatar #101 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
2 months after that incident and my next year of school starts. I'm a broken man at this stage. I had spent the 2 months in denial and still chasing until one of my 4 closest friends in the whole world, (4 of them have been with me for years and mean the world to me at this point, these 4 were different from the group who I met the girls with) decided to snap me out of it (Thank fuck) by writing a nice big message for me to see "Female Anon loves Other Anon more" Now, he meant this mostly as a joke and he is still to this say my closest friend. He has apolagised numerous times and still thinks he went too far. I don't think any of us quite realised how delicate my mental state was at this time. When I see this message something inside me fucking breaks. It wasn't my heart, this had been long gone after my birthday, this was what was left of the person I was back them being destroyed. I just roar at the top of my voice, (It was early during school and before our classes) "Who the fuck did this" One of the lads I talked to told me it was my mate so I walk up to him and grab him by his shirt and he's a good foot taller than me and I just scream "You took is a step too fucking far" and then I left the area until classes started. That was the beggining of year 2 in this epic 3 year saga and this was very appropriatly during what we call my "Transition year" In school It's an optional year where we don't have to do much work or go to many classes and the school arranges loads of courses designed to help people learn more about themselves. It seems stupid, But this year is likely what saved me from having a train-wreck of a life. So let me set the premise. I am a now broken adolescent who has no idea who he is anymore and who is now refusing to speak to any of my friends and no one has any idea what to do with me. I still talked to people who talked to me, I wasn't totally alone, But I wasn;t the person they all used to knowme as (More is on the way next comment)
User avatar #102 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
We had a seating area for lunch, And at the start of the year I choose a seat.....And I never sat in a different one. It was a seat alone and out of the way and I sat there and ate my lunch everyday and sometimes people joined me, sometimes not. My 4 closest friends never fucking left me. Not even once. I barely spoke to them but every single day they asked me if I'd like to come sit with them and every single day I'd say "nah, not today". They'll never know how much that meant to me. Those 4 idiots who came over to my house sometimes to make sure I shaved and was eating alright and played video games with me and just talked to me. I will Never no matter what happens in my life be able to thank them appropriatly.

This cycle of me being alone and quite frankly just looking for attention continued until around Christmas. I had been slowly learning about myself every week and becoming more aware of myself as a person who actaully mattered, who could be more than just scum under the others shoes. I thought myself so high and mighty sometimes like we all do you know? The whole "I'm so much smarter than these idiots, They don't know how it all works" kinda thing.....And sometimes it was the opposite and I was the only one who had no idea what was going on. But then it happened. Mr. Hanlen, the music teacher came in and asked for volunteers for the Christmas Choir.

I still don't know why I put up my hand. Probably because I've always liked singing and Christmas and maybe because I thought it would get me some attention.

So there I am, singing Christmas Carols in a practice and suddenly everyone fucking turns to me after the first song. "Holy shit Pirgh, You can sing!"

Apperantly, I'm quite the amazing singer.

I was happy and hyper and laughing with these people and for some reason I decided to kick this short little petite girl who was in front of me in the ass, And I kept doing it because we made a game out of it (God help you if you're still reading)
User avatar #105 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now, nothin romantic has ever happened between me and this girl even to date. But we're still close. We've gone our separate paths but if we ever talk, it's still as comfortable as it ever was.

This girl fucking saved me. It literally all started with a kick and from there she just dragged me kicking and screaming from my horrible little world into the real one. She had an interest in me you see, Not a romantic one, but she knew I was broken. I guess she has some kinda maternal instinct or something because she helps out alot of people. But she introduced me to people, (more on that later) gave me confidence and even fixed me up a little inside my head. She has her own problems and I can't seem to fix them, but that's an on going project.

First she introduced me to her friends. Some of the most awesome and varied people I know. She kinda had 3 groups of friends, 1 that I got on extremely well with (Still do, more on them later), 1 that caused so much drama and every day with them was like a soap opera, (Me and the first group enjoyed watching and gossiping) and the third that I never really met......The third group were bad people. This amazing girl got on with everyone.......Especially bad people. She's about 4 foot 6 inches and yet she's so intimidating that no sane person would cross her. But she's pretty muc been corrupted now. The bad friends of hers.....She just wouldn't let them go. She isn't the same and while I will NEVER leave her, sometims she just seems so sad and it's crushing that I can't save her like she did me. But she's a good girl....She'll realise herself one day. The main thing this girl did though was introduce me to the love of my life. I'm single now don't worry I'll tell you all about that one too if you're willing to stick with me for the next while but first.....I wanna tell you about the greatest 15 months of my life and the girl who made me know true happiness. Her name's Lana and Christ, I wish I could stop thinking about her.
User avatar #107 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Lana. Her real name's Alanna but I shortened it cause It was cuter. Shauna, the amazing girl who introduced us is who dragged me out of my hole, But Lana is the person who put all my pieces back together like a puzzle. "It's not as bad as the days you were in your dad's balls" That was her opening line! I had been saying to one of my 4 closest mates how shit today was gonna be cause we were going on an educational tour.

We both liked the same music and style of humour and my God, was she pretty. Not in a drop dead gorgeous sort of way but in a cute "Must give hugs" kinda way. Was kinda chubby and not really in a curvy was but it didn't matter, this girl was the one.

I didn't know it of course, she chased me for about 3 weeks before I would finally believe a girl like that could like me.

1st of February I asked her out, fucking start of spring, Our friends gave me grief for that but it was just a coincidence! It was a fairy tale relationship. We spent the first few months in that honeymoon phase, all over eachother, doing stupidly sappy things but we both loved it! We had our bumps but we always got by. She was my first proper Kiss (As in not just from random bitches at a club) she took my virginity and I took hers (Sex is alot harder than it looks!) And we had more fun together than I've ever had before! I could go on for hours about all our experiances but I'd just get too nostalgic and never stop! So just imagine a picture perfect relationship where the girl is always up for sex and always honest ans the guy is always giving the girl massages and putting up perfectly with girl logic and hormones and you get the picture. 16th May 2014. That was the last time she looked at me with love in her eyes. A lot of circumstances had lead to this point but in all honesty, they don't matter too much. They weren't the main reason. The main reason that I was left broken hearted on Sunday the 18th May right before my Summer Exams is Oleg. One of my 4 closest friends.
User avatar #111 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
She had stopped feeling the magic, she didn't love me like she used to and she hadn't talked about it with me. She had talked about it with Oleg. I still get fucking teary when I think about what they did when they were alone during that last month when things hadn't been quite right. When both me and her made mistakes. I know they wouldn't have cheated on me......At least I keep telling myself that. I was broken again only worse than before. I spiralled down and desperatly tried to get her back. She ended it pretty clean in all fairness but I just couldn't accept that she's change so much in 2 FUKING DAYS. It went from me holding her while she slept in my arms to her not being able to look at me because and I fucking quote "I can see the pain in your eyes". Oleg and Alanna were out of my life from that point. I tried to maintain a friendship with Alanna, but It hurt too much, and even now I still have hope she'll miss me and come back so actually being with her is a big no no. Oleg......My other 3 friends sided with me, mainly because all our other friends did. 3 days after I was dumped, Alanna told Oleg she liked him....Bitch had the audacity to tell me it was my fault we ended when she was the one looking at other people. They ended up together......Ironically enough, this happened pretty close to my birthday too. For 3 years now I've not done any parties or anything on my birthday because I honestly view the day as bad luck. It's been a little over a month since I've contacted Alanna and I am planning on finally getting rid of all the little love notes of hers and the sappy notes she wrote me on Tuesday. Some friends are gonna help me get through that shit. And now I guess that brings me to one final comment. The next one will hopefully be my last and I'm gonna tell you all about how I'm doing now......How I'm fixing myself and learning to smile again.
User avatar #119 - elcreepo (12/08/2014) [-]
I'd hug you, but..

Just keep your chin up, man. Find some happiness all by yourself, hell make like you're dating yourself.
User avatar #113 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
For a month after she dumped me I was totally broken. Crying wreck and my friends, (Shauna and her first group as well as 2 of my closest 4, Omar and Eoghan (Dave had gone a separate way in life but we all still see him occasionally and well....you know about Oleg)) spent the months keeping my head straight and putting up with me. Finally....I started realiseing that I was far too lonely to begin healing so I started a facebook group. I gathered ALL my friends and we started organising events out like paintballing, cinema days, beach days even just a few drinks outside in the sun. They started bringing some of their friends and I met even more people! There have been some potential romances....But I've been pretty much keeping my heart in a little box hidden away for awhile until someone comes along and makes me want to open it. 2 or 3 times a week we all go out and sometime there's 6 people, sometimes there's 36 but we always have fun.

I'm finallty finding video games fun again and my life is starting to come back together. I'm starting to think straight again. I've still got my 2 closest friends behind me and I've even made some new ones and remember those guys back from when I met the girls and me and my best friend fought over her? They've come back. I feel amazing sometimes when I look around and I see how many people I managed to gather around me and sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and like a part of me is missing.....Like there's a hand I should be holding but....I'll have to accept that it's gone and I will. I'm taking an important step on Tuesday to recovery so wish me luck!

And I hope this little summary may have helped or at least entertained some of you.

If there's one thing you should take from this if you've read all the way to here, it's that everyone has a story asn they're almost always more complex than they luck.

Thanks for giving me and excuse to ven big brother admin, I needed that.
User avatar #240 - pirgh (12/08/2014) [-]
Now I wrote all this 4 months ago, quite a few things have happened since then. While no proper relationships have occured I have made quite a few friends who are girls and some dunken moments have happened. I'm feeling better even if I am a little under pressure with school and my own obsession with losing weight. I feel like somethings missing from my life and the truth is it's the feeling of closeness that I had with my ex.

But I'll get through that, I realise I'm not some hideous person who can't be loved and that one day as long as I don't close myself off from the world, I'll find someone.

Me and my ex talk sometimes, not face to face or anything but on facebook. She still enjoys talking to me and we talk about old times and how we don't hold anything against each other. She told me recently that her and her Bf went through a rough patch, but I don't think she's talking to me cause she misses me or anything, Just because she enjoys talking to me.

I think given a choice I'd like to give it another go with her. Start again fresh as 2 new and more grown up people to see where things go, But I won't actively seek her.

One girl in particular has caught my fancy. One of the most beautifully cute girls I've ever seen who even went so far as to call me handsome, strong, sweet and a few other things. She's quite religious, But I'm a Catholic myself so we're both Christian. She's kind, sweet, hardworking and doesn't give herself enough credit.

There's a thing called a Debuaun Ball in Ireland or the Debs or short that every graduate goes though, I asked her to be my date to that and she said Yes! I haven't PROPERLY asked her out yet as we don't quite know each other enough (Her words) but I'm willing to wait, and hey, if she said she wanted to go to the debs with me, then I can't be too far off what she's looking for.

That's me for now FunnyJunk any who read this, thanks so much and I hope you enjoyed.

Maybe I'll update again in half a year.........

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#16 - gymrah (08/03/2014) [-]
I saw on big brother admin's feel post that you responded to just about every single post that keeps coming up, and continue to do so.

I just want to say something.
User avatar #17 to #16 - pirgh (08/03/2014) [-]
A few words to someone who needs them can go a very long way. Thanks mate.
#12 - thewasteland ONLINE (05/16/2013) [-]
Been some time since you made those minecraft videos, do you plan on doing volts maybe?
Been some time since you made those minecraft videos, do you plan on doing volts maybe?
#13 to #12 - pirgh (05/17/2013) [-]
I actually tried to make one using Feed The Beast a week ago, but my laptop can't take the strain of recording and running so many mods at the same time......Unfortunatly due to problems when I tried to make my own modpack every world (technic and vanilla) were corrupted and the back ups I had wouldn't work, after trying to find out a solution to the problem for another week I admitted defeat.........I will be making more videos, soon, I just need to decide what mods to keep, which modpack to use and whether or not to get new equipment.

Keep track of me for the next 2 weeks or so, I decided on a new way to create videos, recording several hours of gameplay and then editing out the boring parts and turning what's left into 15 minute episodes instead of having 40 minutes of me doing nothing. Thank you though I didn't expect you to care much anymore!
User avatar #14 to #13 - pirgh (05/17/2013) [-]
So......it automatically turns smilys into the new grotesque emoticons............Disgusting DJ 4DM1N
#15 to #14 - thewasteland ONLINE (05/17/2013) [-]
I still care and i also remember when you proved you where legit and said my name over youtube, good times
I still care and i also remember when you proved you where legit and said my name over youtube, good times
User avatar #8 - thedarkestrogue (02/07/2013) [-]
I don't get why they complain over imfunnynet and not 4chan, reddit 9gag or tumblr. Theres no difference.
I would have replied to you on the post if it wasn't for OP. She ip blocked me because I pointed out she was a massive thumbwhore.
User avatar #9 to #8 - pirgh (02/07/2013) [-]
This site is a joke. Kids come on and take it seriously, I just come here to check frontpage and go on one of the boards. A year ago seeing the entire site get butthurt over magical fairy princess ******* with them or trying to get rid of one giant troll was halarious, now they're all ust cuntbags. Whatever ******* magical fairy princess keeps sending those roll threads needs to be shot! Dammit I'm too mad at this..........Gotta go vent on something............
User avatar #5 - gamechap (07/08/2012) [-]
Pirgh you brave ************ .
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User avatar #3 to #2 - pirgh (05/01/2011) [-]
I thought about deleting your comment and blocking you but this is actually rather amusing. 1 I dont live on this site and havent seen every single post. 2 even if they are reposts but still funny im gonna post them. 3 how can you call me a fag when your the one checking my profile. seriously get a life its a joke site
User avatar #1 - sirbonzaiatak (03/28/2011) [-]
hey there:) mind checking out this pic and tumbing? i lol'd at your post :D

http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/1886755/read+description/
 
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