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#202 - lightingeagle (07/31/2013) [-]
Hey Night, what's up?
User avatar #203 to #202 - nightfried (08/01/2013) [-]
Not much, I got home from being at a friends house for a few days.
User avatar #204 to #203 - lightingeagle (08/01/2013) [-]
That sounds like fun. Was it?
User avatar #205 to #204 - nightfried (08/01/2013) [-]
Hmm, I didn't see your message with the chrome message thing. Yeah it was fun, I'm going to a DnD thing on Tuesdays
User avatar #206 to #205 - lightingeagle (08/01/2013) [-]
DnD is the ******* **** . Let me tell you that now.
User avatar #207 to #206 - nightfried (08/01/2013) [-]
Yeah I'm having fun with it. One person in the group is kinda a dick, but besides that I'm having a good time so far.
User avatar #196 - lightingeagle (07/01/2013) [-]
I am so ******* bored.
#197 to #196 - nightfried (07/01/2013) [-]
So am I.
So am I.
User avatar #198 to #197 - lightingeagle (07/01/2013) [-]
We League of Legends now.
#200 to #199 - lightingeagle (07/01/2013) [-]
Let me piss, and I'll call you on Skype.

I also will ask about dreams as usual, and all.

And TF is a good support.
#201 to #200 - nightfried (07/01/2013) [-]
What if I want to mid?
User avatar #136 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
Now, I can't skype. Since I'm using my dads laptop, and my phone is kil.

So, oh Model Student of mine, how're you?
User avatar #137 to #136 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Well, my Directv DVR was broken, but we got it fixed. It was supposed to be upgraded as well, and we reminded them constantly, (like 2 times) yet that wasn't on the tech guys agenda. But I have tv again so I'm happy.
User avatar #138 to #137 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
>TV
Casual.
No TV here.

So. You know what magics you want to learn?
User avatar #139 to #138 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Is there a special process? Can I only learn a certain kind/element, or is it a free for all?
User avatar #141 to #139 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
Want me to tell you some of the easier ones?

Or just name some -mancies

Necromancy, pyromancy, mechromancy, stuff like that.
User avatar #143 to #141 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Maybe something that can allow me to control darkness, or shadows. I can give it form and attack physically with it.
User avatar #145 to #143 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
Oh, what Zed does!

Yeah, I don't know a thing about it, boss. Tulii isn't around, and. . . D-Don't learn from her.

I'm certain she'd kill you.
User avatar #146 to #145 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
The closest thing I can think of is a cross between Zed and Shikamaru from Naruto. So basically, with the darkness around me, I can manipulate and give it shape and use it in physical attacks.
User avatar #148 to #146 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
The **** is a Shikamaru?

If you want to learn that stuff, I don't know what to say.

I'm guessing do darkness, standard telekinetic, and maybe. . . some. . . illusion stuff. Like concealing light and all.

I could do it, but I feel like you should know something before that. We're gonna use Dark Souls-ish safeguards, such as Homebones and other things that force you to a home location. Which'll be the field at which we train. We'll need to give you teleportation, first. It's a tad hard, but, we can do it if you stick with it.
User avatar #142 to #141 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Any Shadowmancies or Darkmancies? Also, I am needed by my parents to do...most likely labor. I'll retunr as quick as I can.
User avatar #144 to #142 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
. . .

Could we save those for a later date? It's. . . An area I struggle at. I don't like it.

Though, I could tell you the aspects of moving quick with it, and being quiet. Both things I struggle at. Since I just fly where I need to go, and the sneakiest part of me, would probably be my ability to. . . Kill those who sneak near me.
User avatar #147 to #144 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
I was thinking though, only learning one element of magic could lead to trouble if I run into someone who could counter it. So I was thinking on primarily focusing on Darkness, Fire, and Lightning/Electricity.
User avatar #155 to #147 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
You're using it for utility now.

We'll save it for fighting, later, alright killer?
User avatar #157 to #155 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Alright. I suppose if I get better I can learn to wear two rings.
User avatar #149 to #147 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
You're gonna start with fire, then. Fire is a core element. If you know fire, you'll have it easy, since fire encompasses light. Just reverse the light spells. Ta da.

Electrical stuff is. . . Silvia can do it. It's something you need a "channel" for. Something that makes you actually able to cast Magic. It's usually a ring, or some type of necklace.
User avatar #150 to #149 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Well those are the fields I want to learn then. I suppose I could wear a ring to channel the electricity.
User avatar #151 to #150 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
Good. You'll have to. ;)
User avatar #152 to #151 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
Do I have to make it, or will it be given to me? Is it trouble to have two rings? One for each hand.
User avatar #153 to #152 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
You already have a ring on?
Yes make one.

Generally, until you hit a strong point where you can do it without a channel, you'll be wearing rings. Two can get annoying, since you may accidentally shoot of the wrong thins, if you use the same mana.

I can't think of examples.
User avatar #154 to #153 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
I don't know anything about making jewelry, or weapons for that matter.
User avatar #156 to #154 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
I'll make the ring, silly, you need to infuse the magic.
User avatar #158 to #156 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
And how do I go about doing that?
User avatar #160 to #158 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
Cast a spell on it.
User avatar #161 to #160 - nightfried (06/22/2013) [-]
And when will you teach me to cast this spell?
User avatar #162 to #161 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
When you're ready.
User avatar #163 to #162 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Alright. When will you teach me, until I am ready?
User avatar #164 to #163 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Whenever you visit, silly!

I don't know when I go back to my Moms and all.

But.

Then, you'll learn some stuff. Little by little.

I hope you know that you can't do **** with this until you get your own wonderland.
User avatar #140 to #139 - lightingeagle (06/22/2013) [-]
No no.

What magic do you want to know.
User avatar #165 to #140 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Eh? My own wonderland? Like that "lucid dreaming" thing? I don't know how to do that! If I did, the night couldn't last long enough to have fun with that!
User avatar #166 to #165 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Well, look up how too, and try it!

We'd like. . . WOW!
User avatar #167 to #166 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
*sigh* I'll research it, and see what I can do.
User avatar #168 to #167 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Bad night! no! Bad boy.

Use hyphens.
User avatar #169 to #168 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
-Nightfried will research a way of creating one's own "Wonderland". He sighs as this will probably be a difficult obstacle.-
User avatar #170 to #169 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
-Angel smiles and pets you like a dog- Good boy!
User avatar #171 to #170 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
-Nightfried dislikes the feeling-

By the way Angel, I have a question, and it doesn't involve anything we've talked about. I'm asking because if you happen to not know the answer you could ask other people who might. Do you know how to interpret dreams?
User avatar #172 to #171 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Have you been stalking my chat with Playcolt?

I think you have! What are they, I'm ready.
User avatar #173 to #172 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
I haven't, but I can only imagine what you and Playcolt discuss. Anyway, here's my challenge.

Keep an open mind. I'll describe what I saw. Also I think I was aware I was in a dream too.

The overall setting was a town I think, it skipped around a few times.First I was in a room. A room which looked like my brother's room except for major differences. I don't remember the beginning too much, but I remember looking out a window and there was another building not too far from me. In my mind I knew the building looked like mine, so I think I was in an apartment building. Between the buildings was a big tree. Sitting on a branch was a girl who wore a green shirt, skirt...green and white striped panties and high socks. I don't remember her eye color which might have been green also, and she had light brown or dark blonde short hair. She also had wings. Small wings, like a pegasus (MLP) or a fairy. I was looking up at her from my window and she gave me a warm greeting. I think it might have been partially in japanese because "chan" was used. I don't remember what exactly she said or I couldn't understand all of it. Also throughout the dream a few characters would transition from anime style, to a real life look alike.
After I saw her, I remembered in the dream that she would always come in my room through a window. I immediately felt the need for her to come inside, but I couldn't find a window big enough, or one that I could open. After some time, maybe a few minutes, I looked out and saw that she was gone. I felt like she was trying to talk to me and while I was looking for a window to open, she thought I was ignoring her, so I felt bad.
Then I skip to an area that like looks a combined road with houses that look like my old address and the address I live on now. It's sunny. I'm outside on the sidewalk and I see A LOT of asian girls. Going to school maybe, in school uniforms. Well the bottom half anyway, as they were all topless. In my mind I was confused and I couldn't really look at them as they were topless. I thought it was some holiday I didn't know about. I walk towards (in the dream) a familiar way and find my self at a house that looks like a house I used to live at. There I meet woman who is a mother to a friend (in the dream). I felt comfortable around her so I guess we were on good terms. She reminded me of a lady that works next to the gas station I live next to, one that's really nice. I explained to her that I feel like I've had this dream before (I don't say dream, but instead memories or something like that) and to refresh me of what was going on. I don't remember what she said, but I think she wanted me to have her daughter (a friend in my dream) help me. So she didn't tell me much, and she didn't know where the girl in green I was searching for was either. But when I asked her what her daughters name was, in my mind I said "Nezumi" and a few seconds later she said Nezumi. This makes me think that I was aware of the dream and was maybe slightly controlling it. Nezumi is a Bleach character I think. I distinctly remember what I did in a game I played online that night when they give away stuff, and "outfits" of characters was one of them. I got a Nezumi outfit last night. It was the first thing that popped in my head when guessing the daughters name, and lo and behold, that was her name.
Then it skips to a secret area (I assume secret because it was a dark setting and there were few people) that opened up to what looked like a school stairway. Beside me was Nezumi. She had dark brown hair that reached her shoulders, and was wearing a black or dark color anime style school uniform. She also had black glasses on. The stairway was really thin in that the steps were only inches long. The two railings were also very fragile, like they could be pulled off if you pulled hard enough. She (somehow teleported I guess) was either talking to a dark haired male (18-21) or blonde teen with glasses on the other side of the steps, and it sound like she was arguing. I don't know what she said, but I did make out "He's my best friend". So I think she was convincing the person for me or something. I felt like that person wanted to test me (not sure why). I made it across the steps.
Then it skips to what looks like my parent's room, and the room I started the dream in. The girl was there. I didn't know her name, but I think I wanted to call her Sueska, or Sue for short. I think I was trying to be funny in the way I met her.

Then I woke up.

I've never had a dream that made such an...emotional (I guess) impact on me. I really want to go back to that dream and meet Sueska, because in the dream, she felt like the girl of my dreams. I think that was why I was trying to find her.

I'd love to find someone who can interpret this and tell me what that was all about.

So what do you think?
User avatar #174 to #173 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Jesus lord. space that out. I'm having a rough time spacing that out.

I'll try, anyway.
User avatar #175 to #174 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Well I saved it on Notepad and when I copy and paste it elsewhere that's how it turns out. Sorry.
User avatar #178 to #175 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
>Girls are topless
>Holiday
BWAHAHAH HOLY **** THAT MADE ME LAUGH. YOURE FUNNY

I. . . It seems normal.

You're just relating things that are recently occuring. Maybe the gas station lady is a thing you never properly ended, but I HIGHLY doubt that.

If Nezumi or Sue recur, they may be your Novae. Since Novae is the first one. Keep taking notes, and I want you to try something. Actually, when we learn magic, it will help you, a lot.

If you can cast a spell, it'll work and you have control. If you do it right, and something stops you. . . You're being tested. Your Novaes and Silvias will be out in no time, IF you pass however they test you. That dude isn't the one testing you, since, well, he'd probably not be direct at it. Near wasn't, but he never is.
User avatar #181 to #178 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
That's an interesting theory you got, it's more than anyone else could tell me. I had feeling you could give me a better answer. Thanks. I think I found a technique to help too. I'll have to try tonight.
User avatar #182 to #181 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Try this.

Magic is. . . odd, for me. I do something others don't. I feel the mana, and well, use it. Mana is like a leaky gas for pyromancy. Feel the gas leak of the mana, and, just think of it. Feel the warmth in your body, and, try to blow it out. Or, force it out.

If you've ever seen Avatar, the way you fire bend, honestly, isn't too far off without a focus. Since you have no ******* clue what you're doing, and will probably kill yourself if you breathe fire, just roll with it.

Now. A SURE FIRE way. Look out a window. Or anyway. Think of your favorite plant growing. Make it grow, right where you want. Feel your energy go as the plant does. Basic Nature magic. Try that. Less of a chance of ******* killing yourself before you get to the bottom of stuff.
User avatar #183 to #182 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Well, I'd like to first recognize my wonderland before doing anything else. That's step one. Once I achieve that, I can focus on everything else.
User avatar #184 to #183 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Chances are, you've found it, if it's lucid.

How ever. Just. . . Go here.
You need to login to view this link

Read. Learn. Let it be.
User avatar #176 to #175 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Copy and paste it again. Try entering it. It's hard for my dumb ass to decipher. BUT

Observations coming soon.
User avatar #177 to #176 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Alright I'll try to make it easier to read. Give me a sec.
User avatar #179 to #177 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
2late

But, if you're already doing it, do it, it may help me get more out of it.
User avatar #195 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
That's why I won't blame you. I'm moving forward with this. I'm partially aware of the consequences if I allow the "Awakening" (If there is a proper term for it screw it I'll call it that. Mine probably sounds better anyway). That's why I'm hesitant. That's a reason why I can't say I'll let them out. However, my beliefs, my views, my morality has thrown out reasoning many times. That's a reason why I can't say I won't let them out.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. I won't let the Decision come until I'm ready. And I'll never be Ready until I can become lucid in my dreams.
User avatar #193 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
No, you won't get blamed. I've been duped by the dumbest things because I didn't listen to my brain. But this is something else. This seems like something I can follow with my heart. While that has lead me to bad situations before, it tells me that I'm still the same person, the same person that I love.
If anything I should thank you. I've wondered about them for awhile, no one could give me any answer about the dream. If they are what I think they are, then that gives me more incentive about seeing them, and the whole lucid dreaming thing. I can't say that I'll let them out, I also can't say that I won't. I'll take it one night at time, know them if I can. This is an opportunity not everyone can experience. So thank you.
User avatar #194 to #193 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
You rolled the dice, and you're about to see what you get.

Have fun, mister. Trust me. The ride never ******* ends. You brought this on yourself~!

HAVE FUN~!
User avatar #191 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
I've decided, that I can't make a decision by myself. I want to see them, if I can. Maybe it was nothing more than a dream? Maybe I'm over thinking this the whole time? But is it wrong to just meet them? To just take it one night at a time?
I tried last night, I envisioned what I remembered of them, repeated their names over and over, but I never got a dream. Now that I think about it, just getting there might be my biggest, and only obstacle yet.
User avatar #192 to #191 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Take it by night.
You seem to over think it, but, I enabled this chat and all, so
WOO

I GET THE BLAME
User avatar #189 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
I was told that I shouldn't pursue the matter of Tulpas. Are you saying that's kinda out now? I mean, from my perspective, they are the key to getting to my wonderland. However, what kind of person would I be, to just use them like that? Yeah, I've heard they're just constructs of the mind, but I've also heard they are they're own being.

Either way, I don't think I can just use them to achieve my desires. I had planned to call on them just to enter my wonderland...but then what happens to them? I don't want to just dismiss them. This...requires a lot more thought.
User avatar #190 to #189 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Well. . .

I don't think anyone should use more than 3. Or else you'll have what happens to me. Hell. I don't have "true" tulpas. So, it's whatever for you, man.

Now, you don't need one for wonderland. It just helps a hell of a lot more. Makes it easier.

YES, they are LIVING things. YES, they are their own PERSON, YES they are ONLY in YOUR HEAD.

But. . . Whatever. Do what you wish. Just know what you get into.
User avatar #187 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
But didn't you mention, or maybe it was Silvia, that there were signs. Voices telling you things with no warning? I never got anything like that.
User avatar #188 to #187 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
Were signs.
Signs.

that's one. An EXTREME one.

There are others. Look for those.
User avatar #185 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
But isn't that something you have to focus on for an extended period of time? This just happened out of the blue. There were no signs that led up to that dream.
User avatar #186 to #185 - lightingeagle (06/23/2013) [-]
. . .
Night?

Didn't I tell you, I WOKE UP with that? If I didn't, I did. So. Anything is possible here, d00d.
User avatar #180 to #179 - nightfried (06/23/2013) [-]
Keep an open mind. I'll describe what I saw. Also I think I was aware I was in the dream too.

The overall setting was a town I think, it skipped around a few times.First I was in a room. A room which looked like my brother's room except for major differences. I don't remember the beginning too much, but I remember looking out a window and there was another building not too far from me. In my mind I knew the building looked like mine, so I think I was in an apartment building. Between the buildings was a big tree. Sitting on a branch was a girl who wore a green shirt, skirt...green and white striped panties and high socks.

I don't remember her eye color which might have been green also, and she had light brown or dark blonde short hair. She also had wings. Small wings, like a pegasus (MLP) or a fairy. I was looking up at her from my window and she gave me a warm greeting. I think it might have been partially in japanese because "chan" was used. I don't remember what exactly she said or I couldn't understand all of it. Also throughout the dream a few characters would transition from anime style, to a real life look alike.

After I saw her, I remembered in the dream that she would always come in my room through a window. I immediately felt the need for her to come inside, but I couldn't find a window big enough, or one that I could open. After some time, maybe a few minutes, I looked out and saw that she was gone. I felt like she was trying to talk to me and while I was looking for a window to open, she thought I was ignoring her, so I felt bad.

Then I skip to an area that like looks a combined road with houses that look like my old address and the address I live on now. It's sunny. I'm outside on the sidewalk and I see A LOT of asian girls. Going to school maybe, in school uniforms. Well the bottom half anyway, as they were all topless. In my mind I was confused and I couldn't really look at them as they were topless. I thought it was some holiday I didn't know about. I walk towards (in the dream) a familiar way and find my self at a house that looks like a house I used to live at.

There I meet woman who is a mother to a friend (in the dream). I felt comfortable around her so I guess we were on good terms. She reminded me of a lady that works next to the gas station I live next to, one that's really nice. I explained to her that I feel like I've had this dream before (I don't say dream, but instead memories or something like that) and to refresh me of what was going on. I don't remember what she said, but I think she wanted me to have her daughter (a friend in my dream) help me. So she didn't tell me much, and she didn't know where the girl in green I was searching for was either. But when I asked her what her daughters name was, in my mind I said "Nezumi" and a few seconds later she said Nezumi.

This makes me think that I was aware of the dream and was maybe slightly controlling it. Nezumi is a Bleach character I think. I distinctly remember what I did in a game I played online that night when they give away stuff, and "outfits" of characters was one of them. I got a Nezumi outfit last night. It was the first thing that popped in my head when guessing the daughters name, and lo and behold, that was her name.

Then it skips to a secret area (I assume secret because it was a dark setting and there were few people) that opened up to what looked like a school stairway. Beside me was Nezumi. She had dark brown hair that reached her shoulders, and was wearing a black or dark color anime style school uniform. She also had black glasses on. The stairway was really thin in that the steps were only inches long. The two railings were also very fragile, like they could be pulled off if you pulled hard enough. She (somehow teleported I guess) was either talking to a dark haired male (18-21) or blonde teen with glasses on the other side of the steps, and it sound like she was arguing. I don't know what she said, but I did make out "He's my best friend". So I think she was convincing the person for me or something. I felt like that person wanted to test me (not sure why). I made it across the steps.

Then it skips to what looks like my parent's room, and the room I started the dream in. The girl was there. I didn't know her name, but I think I wanted to call her Sueska, or Sue for short. I think I was trying to be funny in the way I met her.

Then I woke up.

I've never had a dream that made such an...emotional (I guess) impact on me. I really want to go back to that dream and meet Sueska, because in the dream, she felt like the girl of my dreams. I think that was why I was trying to find her.

I'd love to find someone who can interpret this and tell me what that was all about.

So what do you think?
#126 - lightingeagle (06/12/2013) [-]
You may, or may not remember this post.
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/thevoiceoftruth/4362686/Friendly/2542491#2542491

But, I do; and, quite frankly, I'd like to thank you.

You were the most supportive out of those who've replied, and I'd like to say a thanks.

I'm her boyfriend, too. She worries about this a lot, and you're helping ease a major burden for her. It's not easy saying what you did on the thread and all, because people will judge you, or things like me will just happen to show up like now, and say something.

I hope whatever higher being, or Karma, or whatever you call it treat you well, since you seem to earn it. I hope you the best.
-Lightingeagle.
#127 to #126 - nightfried (06/15/2013) [-]
I do remember this. Plus it's hard to forget telling someone one of your closest secrets. But it's comforting to know it did her some good. I'm glad I could help. I'm not aware of transgender people's troubles so I can only imagine that it must be hard for her to not only gain the acceptance of those closest to her, but to also move forward in life, knowing people will always look at you differently, even though you're the same person underneath. But I'm sure with you around, and people like you, she'll be fine.
#128 to #127 - lightingeagle (06/15/2013) [-]
My fears are that people like me, and the others that are okay with it, are few and far between.

Until I'm actually there, I can't do **** , and that bothers me, so, so much.
#129 to #128 - nightfried (06/15/2013) [-]
Well, I think all you can do is just be there for her in anyway. I know that sounds like the most generic thing ever, but this a major turning point for her. Depending on her social and family situation, this could make or break her life. You need to make sure it's not the latter. I'm not too social of a person so there's not a whole lot or useful advice I can give. I'm sorry for that. All I can say is, you are probably the one thing in her life that's keeping her from breaking down. I don't know if it's as bad as I'm making it out to be, I hope not, but...that's what I think.
#130 to #129 - lightingeagle (06/15/2013) [-]
Considering she just came out a few minutes ago, yes, she is now on the verge on snapping.

I don't think it'd break her life, but I feel like it'd weaken the things that bind it.

But, you are right. Don't think that either, know that. Because, well, it's true.
#131 to #130 - nightfried (06/15/2013) [-]
So then you have your work cut out for you? I don't even know what I could say or do to comfort someone going through what she's going through. I wish you and her the best though. If anything, she should know there will always be 2 people who aren't against her.
#132 to #131 - lightingeagle (06/15/2013) [-]
Again, thanks Mister. Or Ma'am. So hard to tell now.

If you want to still talk casually, I'm open. If not, I'll play League of Legends.
#133 to #132 - nightfried (06/15/2013) [-]
I'm a guy. I also play League, but I'm not a diamond player. I like to tell myself that I'm at least decent. But sure, we could play together or we could just talk. Does Zerum play League?
User avatar #134 to #133 - lightingeagle (06/15/2013) [-]
Considering she broke her mouse the last time we played in a tout of anger, no, she's momentarily retired.

Oh, and I am the absolute worst player you'll ever meet. That's a heads up. Do you have a Skype or Raidcall that you could use to make it easier to communicate?
NA server, I take it.
User avatar #135 to #134 - nightfried (06/15/2013) [-]
Yes, I live in Illinois. I do have Skype, my username is Nightfried47. As for Zerum it happens to all of us. Maybe not the mouse part, but we've all been through games where we just shout "WHAT!?" Also my League username is, you guessed it, Nightfried.
#121 - ricktrolled (12/25/2012) [-]
Hey Night, my brother already got me the Bilgerat Rumble skin, so if you wanted to get me something just get me a champ or something please, if you want suggestions I'd like Renekten or Mordekaiser
My friend will gift you the skin either today or tomorrow
User avatar #122 to #121 - nightfried (12/27/2012) [-]
So did Colonel Kitten enjoy Ahri?
User avatar #123 to #122 - ricktrolled (12/27/2012) [-]
oh I'm sure he has, I haven't been able to get on today or yesterday since I got a laptop and it still hasn't finished downloading League
but he was happy about it when I met up with him yesterday
User avatar #124 to #123 - nightfried (12/27/2012) [-]
That's good. I wasn't on yesterday either, or Christmas. I was working. So even though it's late, Merry Christmas. Or Happy Holidays.
User avatar #125 to #124 - ricktrolled (12/27/2012) [-]
Merry Christmas to you too
#115 - rhonin (12/01/2012) [-]
You seem interesting, wanna talk?
You seem interesting, wanna talk?
#119 to #115 - crimsoneyes (12/03/2012) [-]
What the hell........I love Urahara
#120 to #119 - rhonin (12/03/2012) [-]
I love urahara too.
User avatar #116 to #115 - nightfried (12/01/2012) [-]
I almost feel like you chose me because everyone is busy...I'm not...an avid poster like the other members. But before the risk of making you feel awkward...um...what do you want to talk about? Mostly my limitations are sports. I'm not a sports person.
#117 to #116 - rhonin (12/01/2012) [-]
What about games, any interesting games that you've played recently?
What about games, any interesting games that you've played recently?
User avatar #118 to #117 - nightfried (12/01/2012) [-]
Now I'm all about games. Maybe a little too much. Let's see recently...Well I just finished the new Hitman game. Considering the last I time played the Hitman game before it (Blood Money?), Everything looked amazing. The story was good as well. What about you?
User avatar #113 - hatsune (11/20/2012) [-]
What you want
User avatar #114 to #113 - nightfried (11/20/2012) [-]
Oh just being me, don't worry. About me anyway.
User avatar #109 - ricktrolled (10/03/2012) [-]
hey, I'm gonna get on League
wanna join?
User avatar #110 to #109 - nightfried (10/03/2012) [-]
Well, I'm not that good. So if your expecting super serious coordinated strikes against all enemy targets, and achieving the main mission objective as efficiently as possible, then you wouldn't want me. But if it's for fun, then I'm game.
User avatar #111 to #110 - ricktrolled (10/03/2012) [-]
but is me
Vinyl Cannon
User avatar #112 to #111 - nightfried (10/03/2012) [-]
I know, but- I'm just gonna message you in LoL.
User avatar #87 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
Yes and I am sorry but I must sleep.
User avatar #88 to #87 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
me too, goodnight!
User avatar #89 to #88 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
I have had a good night and must leave for my occupation. I hope your dreams were well.
User avatar #90 to #89 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
I don't remember what I was dreaming about, but I know it was there, *sigh* oh well, so what's you occupation?
User avatar #91 to #90 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
I am a pest control assistant, and that happens to me often. I rarely can recall my dreams, even at the moment I rouse from my slumber.
User avatar #92 to #91 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
Pest control...I don't think I could do that. Too many creepy crawly things. I just shovel snow at a hospital during the winter. Cause it's a hospital, you have to keep the sidewalks and pathways clear all the time, so you have to work until it stops snowing. I worked 33 hours straight on my first day.
User avatar #93 to #92 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
I do not have a job in the winter months. Only the technicians stay.
User avatar #94 to #93 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
It's brutal work cause you don't get a break, unless it stops snowing for awhile. But the pay is great. $15/hr. So on my first day I made around $495 without taxes taken out on that day. I made around $1,600 last year. I could have gotten more if it didn't snow until after new years. That sucked.
User avatar #95 to #94 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
This year seems to be better, my job may end sooner than expected..

I am glad it ends though, this is my first and last year in this business.
User avatar #98 to #95 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
I'll be back soon, I must eat delicious dinner!
User avatar #96 to #95 - nightfried (09/24/2012) [-]
Oh? You don't wish to make a glorious career in pest control?
User avatar #97 to #96 - marceau (09/24/2012) [-]
I have a slight phobia of bees and dogs. These two things and pest control do not attend to each other well.
User avatar #99 to #97 - nightfried (09/25/2012) [-]
Bees I can understand, but dogs? Not wolves, or coyotes, but dogs? They are lovable adorable creatures! What makes them so scary to you?
#100 to #99 - marceau (09/25/2012) [-]
Yes, so cute and fluffy. They all must be that way.
User avatar #101 to #100 - nightfried (09/25/2012) [-]
They are. There's no such thing as a bad dog, only bad owners. If the owner is a dick, then the dog will be a dick too. So non-dick dogs are better to be around then dick dogs...maybe I could have worded that better?
User avatar #102 to #101 - marceau (09/25/2012) [-]
I understood your meaning and I agree but it still causes a phobia of them. Especially when they are large.
User avatar #103 to #102 - nightfried (09/25/2012) [-]
Oh yeah, my grandma had a huge labrador dog. If it sat on you he would crush you. But he was harmless and gentle.
User avatar #104 to #103 - marceau (09/25/2012) [-]
There are few large and gentle dogs in my area.
User avatar #105 to #104 - nightfried (09/25/2012) [-]
I heard to get dogs to respect you to bite them in the ear, or was that with huskies? Or flick their nose.
User avatar #106 to #105 - marceau (09/25/2012) [-]
Or spray them in the face while running, I heard that works until you are out of reach.
User avatar #107 to #106 - nightfried (09/25/2012) [-]
Or run faster than your friends. But...spray them with what? Water? I don't think that'll do much.
User avatar #108 to #107 - marceau (09/25/2012) [-]
It has a bonding agent for the product we use that causes irritation.
#64 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
This is where you shall decide.

It will be sent in a message on this site, it is of my own mind and what I have imagined and thought before. I do not know if it will affect you as well as me, but the reason it exists will stay with you.

I am sorry though, I did not understand what you wrote of my adaptation of the Moon Dairies.
User avatar #65 to #64 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Well about the story I couldn't recall what exactly happened so I had to wing it. I just wanted say I enjoyed what I read.

And your starting to freak me out. I feel like I'm in a horror movie now. Just...send it over and I'll read it tomorrow...during the day...where I'll feel safe. I'm not gonna cursed am I? Or die in a week?
#66 to #65 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
Oh, that is great news, thank you.

It isn't all that bad, it is just my twisted imagination and memory working against my own sanity.
User avatar #67 to #66 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Will there be dismemberment? Cruel abominations doing the dismembering?
User avatar #68 to #67 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
Perhaps, give me a moment to write it please.
User avatar #69 to #68 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
*sigh* Okay okay. I'll read it. I'm not a big fan of dismembering. There are VERY few exceptions to this though, like if it was done in a heroic manner. And I doubt it will one those times...
User avatar #70 to #69 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
I did not die, but it is themed.
User avatar #71 to #70 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
So it's about you?
User avatar #72 to #71 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
Yes.
User avatar #73 to #72 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
What are doing cutting your limbs off? Just because everyone else is doing it doesn't mean it's a good idea!
User avatar #74 to #73 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
It will be a fragmented story, I will send the second part in its own time.
User avatar #75 to #74 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Okay.
User avatar #76 to #75 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
I stand corrected, it has fit into a single message, tell me your thoughts before I sleep.
User avatar #77 to #76 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Well...hmm...it was...it was...uh...It seemed to connect with the real world until I started reading about weapons that spawned. For the first half I thought "real world" then the later half I had to think "anime." You didn't go into too much detail about losing your arm so I'm grateful for that. I'm assuming losing your niece and nephew is real. it was interesting to say the least. A good read. I thought I was going to be reading about young women, and hooks, and demons. What compelled you to create something like that?
User avatar #78 to #77 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
What actually happened on a walk home, but brought down so it would fit and I wouldn't cause a disruption in your sleep.
User avatar #79 to #78 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Yeah I kinda figured, thanks for that.

And what do you mean "actually happened"? You expect me too believe there was a weapon like that just lying around?
User avatar #80 to #79 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
No, I let my body walk itself home as I fought demons inside my own mind. One part of me versus another. By 'actually happened' I mean that the story is true. I was telling a friend not to speak ill, and my imagination created a world from that I had to fight through.
User avatar #81 to #80 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
So...I was right that you really did lose a niece and nephew?
User avatar #82 to #81 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
Yes.
#85 to #82 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
As should I, good night.
User avatar #83 to #82 - nightfried (09/23/2012) [-]
Well, I'm sorry about that.
User avatar #86 to #83 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
I hope you had a good night, for I have woken gloriously! If we run out of room, comment on my profile, that way we do not cause a profile to become un-loadable.
#84 to #83 - marceau (09/23/2012) [-]
It was years ago, I have healed. I must sleep, have a good evening.
#53 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
It is mandatory to keep a journal and I have received the missive, but have yet to read it.
User avatar #54 to #53 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
That's fine, whenever you have the time. I might play LoL soon. I'm only 1000 IP from getting the new champion. Btw do you happen to have a PS3? And do you also have Soul Calibur 5?
#55 to #54 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I do not play the League of Legends, I do own a Play Station 3 but it is not functioning and I have no games for it.
#56 to #55 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Not functioning? Did you break it? Aww man, no one seems to have SC5. It's fun online when you don't meet the arrogant douches. There were even some brony servers. Those were fun to partake in.
#57 to #56 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I received it in ill-repair from my grandparents who had broken the Blue Ray player and it has been weathered. I doubt it still functions. Every game has the idiocy of a few, and the generosity of others.
#58 to #57 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Yeah, LoL is like that too. I'm not the best player, I guess I take too many risks. Though I have pretty high luck in that game sometimes. The characters I like to play do high damage, but die if they so much as trip.
Yeah, LoL is like that too. I'm not the best player, I guess I take too many risks. Though I have pretty high luck in that game sometimes. The characters I like to play do high damage, but die if they so much as trip.
#59 to #58 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
That sounds as I do in most First Person Shooting games. I am either very defensive and long range or suicidal. I am the person you meet who dances between two hunters and pummels them to death.
#60 to #59 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Hmm, I usually pick sniper, or full on trooper. That said, shotguns should not have the ability to shoot you from across the map. That's just wrong and it should stop. I'm usually better in fighting games though.
#61 to #60 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I agree, although I do not handle shotguns. I use fast assault weapons and explosives. I never have gotten into fighting games.
#62 to #61 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Most fighting games are really the same. But there are few that make it worthwhile. SC5 for example (because Ezio!), in my opinion. I think I'll play LoL now. I'll be on later tonight Marceau. Ciao!
Most fighting games are really the same. But there are few that make it worthwhile. SC5 for example (because Ezio!), in my opinion. I think I'll play LoL now. I'll be on later tonight Marceau. Ciao!
#63 to #62 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
You are correct, but until I see a commando of Command and Conquer, it will have nothing for me. I will be on when you are back, but I will subside into my Minecraft world.
#29 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
It is just the comment limit.

Everyone has that amount of intelligence, just unrefined. Mine is still being put through the furnaces as yours is.

I must sleep now, I hope to speak again with you later today.
#52 to #29 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
You never said how long it was, just how long 'till you had to do it. Maybe keep a journal or something.   
   
On an unrelated note did get my email? Not sure if you got it. Though I've written more in my notebook, what's on my desktop is a more refined version of the story.
You never said how long it was, just how long 'till you had to do it. Maybe keep a journal or something.

On an unrelated note did get my email? Not sure if you got it. Though I've written more in my notebook, what's on my desktop is a more refined version of the story.
#30 to #29 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Yeah I need to turn in too, goodnight.
#33 to #30 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Well, I have returned. I shall wait for you, hopefully I will not be away cleaning.
#34 to #33 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Actually I'm awake, only because my brother woke me up...I usually sleep longer on weekends. I'm letting him play a game until my dad gets home, he doesn't work long on Saturdays. Just letting you know so when my dad get's home I can be on.
#35 to #34 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I am much the same way, I suppose I just rolled in bed wrong and was awoken. I will see you then.
User avatar #36 to #35 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
I'm back. Now I've heard mention you're going on a Mission. What exactly is that?
#37 to #36 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
It is a Church Organized occupation. I live to rules and regulations that exceed normal standards and spread the Gospel that I believe in. It lasts two years and I pay for it myself, to the best I can.
User avatar #38 to #37 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
So then where do you go?
#39 to #38 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Where we are needed by God, so I do not know as of yet.

How was your night anyway?
User avatar #40 to #39 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
It was fine, until my brother woke me up. So what, then you're not in one place you travel around?
#41 to #40 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Relatively speaking. I travel a small area, but where I am chosen to go can be anywhere that is open to my Church. I may go anywhere from Japan to New Zealand to Washington D.C. to Paris, to Russia. Anywhere.
User avatar #42 to #41 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Wow that sounds amazing. I bet you meet a lot of interesting people. Have you been out of the country on other missions?
#43 to #42 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
You only serve two, one at a younger age and one at an older age, so I have not been on another before.
User avatar #44 to #43 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
So this will be your first one? Aren't you excited ? You could go anywhere in the world!
#45 to #44 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
It is a mix feeling. I wish to see other lands, and other people and spread the Gospel I believe in yet I am terrified that I am not good enough, I will take people away instead of towards this great Gospel I believe in, and that I may bring a curse upon myself and those I love instead of a blessing.
#46 to #45 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Hmm, well you can't force people to accept your beliefs. You can try, but I doubt it will end well. See I'm a little different. I don't have a "set" god. My beliefs are my own, I believe there is a higher power at work, but I'm content with not knowing the detail of his (or her) existence. Like who, or where they are. I might call him (or her) my "Void" God. I don't know the who, what, or where, but I believe he (or she) is there. To be honest church isn't my thing. I can't help but find it dreadfully boring, but I suppose if that's what you believe in, you would think otherwise. I don't mean to insult you're beliefs. After all who am I to mock you with a nameless, faceless god? But think of this. If "God" is all about doing the right thing, wouldn't He understand you would try your best? You believe that He created all of us, so He knows us better than anyone, so He should know that whatever happens you can't be blamed for it. Just do what you can. You can't be expected to change everyone, but perhaps those that you do change, perhaps for the better, will be seen by Him, and that should be enough.
#47 to #46 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
You are correct and we do not try to force our religion, we simply spread it and how it is spread may seem intrusive if one does it and meek by another. I find it boring as well, but I feel as though I learn a great deal there and better myself. Everyone must have their own believes for without that our free agency would begin to vanish. You have a great judgement of acts as does He but it is the fear of the matter, not much else.
User avatar #48 to #47 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
What do you mean in the later half of you last statement?
#49 to #48 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
It is the fear of not being 'good' enough for the work, there is not much beyond that and it is a hard concept to overcome while still at home.
#50 to #49 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
I can understand that, I can tell you to not worry about it, that you'll do fine, but I know you'll still worry. So instead I'll say good luck, have fun, meet many interesting people that you can tell me about when you get back.
#51 to #50 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Yes, I must say now, however, it is a two year long commitment. Have I spoken these words already?
#6 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I have a random query, are you male or female?
User avatar #7 to #6 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Male. I'm also 19.
User avatar #8 to #7 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Strange, I am 19 as well.
User avatar #9 to #8 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Yes, you said so in Kisman's thread. But why did you ask my gender? Any specific reason? Or was it fair dealing because I asked you a question?
User avatar #10 to #9 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Truthfully, I am a lonely, sad individual.
#11 to #10 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Hmm, the one who speaks like a king is lonely? Sorry, I don't understand what that's like. I've never felt like I was alone. My life isn't perfect, but it isn't bad either. It's average at best. I'm going to say right now...I'm not good at cheering people up. There just never seems to be a way for me to do so. However, I can listen. If there's anything you want to say without fear of being judged, I'm here. It's funny really. I saw in the news a few weeks ago that being online most of your life make you more anti-social. But for me, since I joined the pony thread (the original when it wasn't the way it is now) I've talked to more people then I have in real life. It's helped me get out of my shell a little bit. And I'm nice to a fault. So I may not be able to do much, but I'll do what I can.
#12 to #11 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I have many in which their mouths say they will allow me to confide with them, yet their minds are not such. Far to many a woman and even more a man have spoken to me as if I am less than they, that they have such a great understanding of the world, and that they can mend any ailment that I have. Yet when I do speak with them, I have found only two who can truly help me, who can truly accept me, and who can take my troubles and help them pass. One has grown distant do to their life expanding and my own mind not wishing to meddle in their affairs, and the other has gone missing from me. A mind is a terrible thing to waste but you will never wish to be in another's mind.

Although I may sound as a king, I am truly a peasant, with wishes and goals of knighthood. Though they say it is lonely in the heavens, I will feel no different, for I am already their.

To know more of my second friend, inquire of this section of our never-ending, ended thread. funnyjunk.com/user/marceau/1525#1525
#13 to #12 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
I read the posts. Your friend drwaston seemed like a guy who could really get you. I can imagine those were happier times.
I do have something to say about your reply though. I'm not sure what you meant by "Far to many a woman and even more a man have spoken to me as if I am less than they, that they have such a great understanding of the world, and that they can mend any ailment that I have." I don't think you're in any way beneath me. As for "a great understanding of the world" I can say I'm pretty naive. I'll tell you one, probably the biggest weakness I have. As I said before I'm too nice. It's who I am. No one taught me to be this way, I decided it was who I was going to be a long time ago as a child. Sure I had influences (mostly anime :P), but they only solidified my foundation, my dreams, me. When I think about it, most of my favorite anime, movies, books, etc, are those that take place when honor was everything. Where you could trust someone on their word alone. I know that's not how it is in the real world today, but so far, that's how I've lived it. Of course I've been burned a few times. I even expect I'll probably be mugged and killed in an alley somewhere. But I haven't and won't let that change who I am. If there is one truth in this world, it is that I will never be known to be evil. I am not pure of heart, but simply a man who wants to live his life like in those fantasies, where a man can do anything he wants with enough patience and determination. Where getting a second chance is easier. Where your occupation could be anything. A time when you could do almost anything. That is my one true fantasy. One of my most favorite things is when I'm watching anime, or reading a book, I put a character in their who is my opposite, but shares my personality and think what my life would be like if I was him in that world. I'm a follower, not a leader. As I've said I'm pretty naive, so when I think of being in charge, that's just not me. Most would say that's a bad thing to think, but I won't deny reality. Forgive me if I'm rambling. I'll just move along to my next statement.
I won't say that I can make your troubles go away, or that I can always make you feel better, because I can't. Your position, while known to some is unique to me. Like I said, I've never felt alone. So I can't really say that I can understand you. And you know this. But, that won't stop me for helping you in anyway if you need it. You might be asking yourself why a total stranger is saying all this. I already told you. It's who I am.
User avatar #15 to #13 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
The reason I love and tolerate goes back to when I lived in Germany (military dad) and I actually saw a girl a lot and even though we were both 5-7 (depending on the year) we might as well have been conjoined. We were tiny little boyfriend and girlfriend in a sense and no one cared, it was cute and harmless. We would play at the jungle gym in front of the apartment complex we both lived in most days or played games at one of our houses.

We even nearly shared our birthdays with hers being just three days before mine. Although I did have my problems, she didn't care and still hung out with me. My problems being, hyper-active when she wasn't, always thinking, when she didn't care too, and I had a lisp because of a tongue deformity and was already going blind although barely.

Going to the point, this is all I, myself, remember of her, other than a birthday party at her apartment (the one right below mine) when we had blue berry pancakes. I was told that we would hold hands and would never be apart, even when we were sick and when I had to leave (dad coming home) we supposedly kissed each others cheek. The reason that this taught me to love and tolerate, even though I was young and have little memory of any of it, is because as a child, I was accepted by someone else, given a secure friend whom I could tell a plot to kill someone and I would not feel threatened that they would tell and most importantly I was loved myself even though I had problems.

As long as I remember this, I realize that there is no point to truly hate, there is no reason to care what others say of you, there is no hate that can harm only, except that of your own. People may say that a friend who starts to hate you can harm you is wrong, only because it is a hate of yourself for changing. As long as I remember this, I hope to show others what has been shown to me.
#14 to #13 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
From this I can gather that you are not naive, you are just out of place, out of time if you will. You would not 'fit in' back in the times of old, but in the future, a future that few care to even see. We tend to view the world as a dark cloud that smothers any light that happens upon it, yet that is not true. With men and women such as you, we as a race can better ourselves toward a grander world, a grander future. I know that there are few who think I am beneath them until they understand I have a mindset of kindness such as yours, I listen, I think, I help but most importantly, most valiantly and even the bravest thing I do is the fact I am there. Whether the thunders of Heaven or the gates of Hell lie between us, so long as there is reason I will bring light to your life. I count myself among a few, the distinct few. Those who not only see darkness, but also light. The enlightened darkness is our Earth, and the Darkened light is our sky.

You have said on another plane that you are not a man of words but you have proven yourself wrong here, you have created art. Art in the written form is not forced, it is expressed, and that is how it is made. You just have to express yourself.

I did not become who I am by the way of television or radio, but a game that involves thought and a single girl. An act and a choice made by a single being has affected me the most, even above the years that have transpired. I will post a copy of what they have done for me under the reason why I, myself, 'Love and Tolerate.'

The game that I spoke of though is Command and Conquer, I have played it since I was just 6 years of age, and it has taught me to always think, always reason and always see. Never let the slightest thing slip your mind. If you wish for me to elaborate on this, I will but I have run out of room.
#16 to #14 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Haha, I imagined you were unhappy 3 posts ago, so I thought I'd do what I could to cheer you up. But you actually cheered me up (not that I was down). Thank you for you kind words, but I didn't write everything on the fly. I took my time with those posts. Everything I said is true, but the way I wrote it makes it seem like I know what I'm talking about, when in reality I don't write that way. I understand what you mean in your last sentences, but that's not me and I'm okay with that. I'm not sure what my true capabilities are or if I'll even reach them, but I'm not too worried about that. Maybe it's because I'm too lazy.

Hmm, maybe I can't really understand you as you cannot truly understand me. But, perhaps, within the grey area that is between us we can be friends. Or online associates, but that sounds too long.
#17 to #16 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
You are welcome and no one truly 'writes on the fly.' We all must think of what we write, we all must know what we are saying and we must see what we are saying. That is the beauty of writing, we cannot just let out our words as we would vomit but we must convey what we say through our hands and we must see our own words with our own eyes as they take form on the screen or paper before us. We are not afforded the luxury of accidental incoherence, we must willing to become incoherent.

Not everyone's capabilities are shown unto them. You may already have them all and use them to the extent of your subconscious, and that is enough for others to take note. Everyone reaches them, whether they see or not, but it takes a great hero indeed to take them to the High Heavens and back to show unto the entire world.

Nothing is caused by laziness but just a lack of willingness. I should clean my room but I do not want to. I see it, I know I must do it, and it will be accomplished in its own time. That is not laziness but I just do not have the will to do it yet, and I worry not of it. It is not as it would harm me.

Yes, but you describe acquaintanceship. I may have one for a time being but either they become as a backdrop or become allies in a battle that never ends. We may never understand each other fully but by the Divine we are allowed to try. You seem as a great man and I would enjoy to be your friend and ally. As the side of me that plays video game, we shall be back to back through the mountains and valleys.
User avatar #18 to #17 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Ha, I wish everyone, especially my parents think like you do in your third statements. As for video games I'm all about them. (some would say too much) I grew up with video games, and was spoiled as a child, so I always had a lot of them, not so much now, but I play with what I have. And I have to say I'm getting used to your speech. Hearing you reminds me of roleplaying. Not that I'm making fun, it's just what I think.
#19 to #18 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Oh, as do I. The only reason that those around do not believe I am lazy anymore is that I have a job now, and am preparing to serve a full-time mission. Even though I walked a 20 minute walk to school and then back afterwards even if there was hale, thunderstorm, snowstorm. Did not matter, I walked because it allowed me an escape from reality, an escape from people and let me mold over my thoughts.

I was not spoiled but I was not.. how should I say it... deprived? Let's just say deprived. I have had a plethora of my own games to experience and I am glad.

So, it was odd to read my speech before? How so?

I shall be switching my images to that of Flutterdash.
User avatar #31 to #19 - afterwards (09/22/2012) [-]
You called?
User avatar #32 to #31 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Really?
User avatar #20 to #19 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
I can relate to your later half of your first statements. Though you had 10 minutes more time than I. I always lost myself in music (I still do) on the way to school and back home. It's one of my greatest inspirations for ideas I'd love to write. It was the only real "me" time I could get. I have a 4 year old brother you see, he's a real pain, but he's my brother.

Well your speech wasn't odd, well maybe a little, only because I usually read speech like that in a book. It just makes me think of you creating a persona and living it. Not there's anything wrong with that. Like I said before I think it's cool. I never would have expected meeting anyone talking like that nowadays.
User avatar #21 to #20 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
If you do lose yourself in the musical arts, then perhaps you would enjoy this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-TB53UooQM&feature=g-user-u

I lost myself in all versions of music, dreaming of wars, loves and losses. I have even seen and felt the need to dismember myself because of an infection. It is such a glorious thing yet, it is hard to cultivate.

I am the youngest, you see. I am also the only male among my siblings. To add more wood to this fire, my father was either away or working a night shift and I learned how to be a better man among those of the other gender than most men that I know.

Oh, I am trying to change my physical dialogue to this version of speaking. Image walking down a street and running into me. "I am sorry, good sir." I shall be envied and hated among those around me. It shall be glorious.
User avatar #22 to #21 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
I'm weird with my music. I like music that I can envision as background music in an anime (hence why they're a great inspiration for me to create my own ideas from). So their are few types I listen to most. There are some exceptions though.

www.youtube.com/user/NightFreid?feature=mhee

That's my channel if you ever care to see what I'm interested in. You might find something you like. I think I have a little bit of everything, and most of others.

Ha, all you need is a top hat and a crane and you'd be set.
#23 to #22 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I can image a background for quite nearly everything. If I cannot, then the music is best suited to allow a peaceful roll in silence and blankness. We all need to let our minds rest at some time or risk a mental collapse that is unparalleled.

I am here: www.youtube.com/user/Sgtbri93?feature=mhee
My favorites seem to have no end, and my playlist are as old as the account itself at times.

No, I would not use those. I would rather have an antiquated brown leather trench coat with older dress shoes with a bowler hat. That would be a grand sight to behold.
User avatar #24 to #23 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
You'd probably look like a detective from London in the past.

#25 to #24 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
Precisely, I wish to look as if I were Holmes.

Perhaps you would like this song, although it is meant to be deep in lyrics and I saw many remixes on your profile. Puscifer - The Humbling River

Tell me your thoughts of it.
#28 to #25 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
For some reason I can't reply to your latest comment...

As for your meaning of the song, I don't think I would ever have gotten that. I think that involves higher intelligence than I process. :P
User avatar #26 to #25 - nightfried (09/22/2012) [-]
Seemed to carry a spiritual message. Maybe in order to cross the river he had to lay down his arms and submit himself to the river. Btw that was a total shot in the dark. I have have no idea.
#27 to #26 - marceau (09/22/2012) [-]
I believe it describes the struggle between what is good and what is bad. A man marred from his passed must find a way back into what he sees as light. He starts out as one who was most likely a mercenary and killed many people. Then he met a woman and she taught him that the actions of the many can define the few for a greater time the the few can define the many. With that new definition, he can become once again with the light and help bring the light he was trying to establish with a greater clarity.
#3 - ricktrolled (08/22/2012) [-]
I dunt understand why we're not friends yet
User avatar #4 to #3 - nightfried (08/22/2012) [-]
Why do say that?
#5 to #4 - ricktrolled (08/22/2012) [-]
Ima saying why aren't you on ma friends list


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