so far so good this morning. just trying to get moving and doing some productive stuff

what you up to?/

Sorry about the late reply, got so down last night I started crying.


But not going so well because my steam account and some of my friends accounts were hacked to, so now I have hardly anything to do and just waiting on steam to reply to me.

im sorry i remember how much you loved all those games and hanging with people there

ya it has been

well doing ok just working and looking for jobs

how bout you, what you been up to?

Well waiting to hear back from social security about my disability case, have loads of appointments to attend and have some dentist appointments to find out how to cover the cost of.

really what appointments?
and what you trying to get disabillity with?

Well doctor's appointments and stuff to get paperwork filled out, stuff for workforce services and Therapy.

Diagnosed with severe depression and schizophrenia, so on medication for that but doesn't seem to help too much.

aw im sorry

i was lucky that medication and therapy helped my anxiety and depression. but it not always work for eceryone

Yeah, for me its hardly noticeable....but I am glad to have the friends I do now. Not sure where I would be without them.

oh it is ? that good. i never had experience with schizophrenia so i wouldnt know anything

and it always great having good friends to help when you need it

Well was talking that the medication isn't much noticeable.

oh ok

well medication doesnt always make you feel a drastic difference. sometime it just slight and that can help. other times it could be just ineffective

Well glad my thread is still going strong, so I always have a place to go to if anything serious happens.

ponyville or cadence place?

Ponyville, seeing as how everyone settled there.

ok havent been either so dont know

sorry for not getting back to you

how have you been doing ?

Man..It's been a month. :I

that it has, that shows what happens when you procrastinate. you think youll get to it later and then a month goes by

Haha, you serious that was all procrastination?

I'm been doing great, thanks for asking!
I got a job as a sales associate at a toy story, and second semester is eeeeease. ^^
I wish I had a bf this semester though, because I'm so bored.

What've you been doing for the month?

ooo how is it selling toys all day?
and dont force a relationship, youll find one in time. Find someone you have some interest in, hang out a bit see how you two feel for each other, and if it goes good than yay! if not oh well you tried.
And i thought you were seeing someone before


and for me I am in bit of an early adult life crisis. I kinda have a job in something that is not related to my degree at all, but i do have applitude for it. So i have been spending a lot of this month just working hard, working out, and going online and studying whatever I can find on the job I will be working for

It's pretty sweet, but if I work as a cashier during the midday, the sound of crying erupts usually near the exit.

I know I should take it easy, but I'm an eager beaver. :3
I broke ahp

Ah man, you're reallly productive! Congrats man, and I hope you get your dream job. <<3

broke ahp?

I think I told you this before.
Turns out he was just experimenting, and he wasn't really committed :/

aw that sucks

ya dont hang around here as much as i used to

and fine just living life, of working and looking for a new job

hbu

alright, keepin up with school, dealin with drama

nice to see youre still around

ya i check by every now and then mainly to see if anything good to look at

hope school going well and what drama?

Tch, hardly

huh
whats goin on?

behind on work in school
cant stop shaking my head
drama is long ******* story

well if you want to tell it ill listen, or rather read what you writer

thinking about the drama any further will just frustrate me further, but im trying to calm myself a little right now

ok i understand

so what stuff you been up to lately that you been enjoying?

vidya games, talking to people

how has school been for you?

well graduated in december

awesome c:

thanks but now working world

and speaking of which need to get to bed cause of that

so have a good night and hope things improve for you

alright, sleep well.

thanks for talking to me

np will do it again sometime

ha no.

i dont need to drug them first

but bout my name. im a nerd that plays rugby

nerd rugger, oh. haha

uh huh

and whats your username back story?

ok i see so been a bunch of stuff going on for you

yeah lol sorry but that's the whole story :|

dont need to be sorry, i bet there is more to it that you prefer not to share at the moment

and hey im going to be away for bout an hour so i wont be able to talk to then

ehh probably

oh, okay. I think I'm going to bed, zones and stuff you nkow

ok sleep well and nice talking to ya

thanks man you too

hello there how you doing

I'm doing great :3
just doing homework and stuff
You?

pretty decent
playing some games, chatting with wuffie, normal stuff

So I've heard; you two are bfs!
You guys are good for each other. ^^
What games dood :3

yep i flew out and visited him recently and we been bfs since

playing assassin creed black flag

Nice! Ah man, that game is so addicting. I got it for xbox.

yep im very happy bout it just wish he lived closer

cool i got it on ps3

How far do you guys live away from each other?

bout a few states.

ya but cant always trust ebay sellers

Yah, fair enough!

and shipping is better too

I Can't type.
Eastern EU

She said yes, yaaaaay~ And, we're actually close enough, she's from England and i' from easter EU so everyone walks away happily!

thats great!

so tell me about her

and i thought you were from france

What? France!?
I'm not even close! And i only barely parle french!

ok never mind

so bout her

I currently live in bulgaria, i'm a russian!..and i could go into more details and make it more complicated!

And, we met in a game a long time ago, and we started talking and she's kinda like a female me, being a somewhat lazy, cuddly, sweets-loving artist! So we were together for a while and now i decided to actually go and say it. Kinda fills a gap, you know?

uh huh i understand well i hope you two make each other happy

It does, i'm happy with it! ^^
*Sighs* That put me in a better mood!~
Well, i also need to sleep so i'll be going! so bye!
it's been nice hearing from you

nice hearing from you too
good night

Night night!

I guess so!

(Aaaaah i just asked a girl to be my girlfriend.. )

ooo how that go?

well i figure i sin a lot

You should confess to lord chicken.He shall forgive you, so don't worry.

id rather eat lord chicken

Lord chicken is devine, you cannot even get close to him, even with a ladder. You are forsaken.
Forever.

ill find a way

You will have eternal nightmares, the second you go on on this journey.

ill face em

you'll suffer and when you do reach him, it's gonna be one hell of a fight.

and i will prevail

Good for you.

and the chicken will tremble before me

yes it would, now what about Andromeda?

hmmm what do you mean?

The Great chicken godess, wife of the chicken overlord?

hmmm..... grilled, deep fry.... ah ill figure that out later

Well, she can kill you with a sweep of her wing.

ill eat her wing with garlic parmesan sauce

You'll need the power of excalibur, the chiken-slayer fork sword.

chicken slayer fork sword

ordering now off amazon

Ebay has better prices!

ah gremmy yes i remember you
how are ouy

Hello! I'm good, overall. And how are you, Ruggy?

well right now bit back and forth

graduated college
still working job im over qualified for and job hunt is getting more and more annoying

in a relationship which i am happy
it long distance so that stinks, but it nice when i see him

it's alright, i understand you busy!

good luck on he job thingi then.

yes, i know, you stole my Wolfi. Not to make it sound like i'm angry at you or something.

lol he is my wuffie now. i finally got on a plane and laid claim to his heart. i do realized i had an advantage in that area

(i sent before i finished the sentence)

Well, at least he's happy. And you're happy too. *

thank you very much

so, anything interesting with you lately?

well only thing lately was last weekend i visited wuffie

Oh, hope that was fun!
I'm sure it was.

I'm also watching a thing so i might not respond too quickly, but i am still here!

oh dont worry it fine. im doing things as well so im not checking my computer quickly

It's alright

stuff stuff, i have nothing to say!

neither do i : p

Well then, make a sentence off the top of your head without stopping to think. Just type without meaning!

lol annoyed at professional world

just found the this pic, wish i did earlier.

I hope you get the reference!

Good for you, i have chicken.

chicken always good

No, it's not, because cholesterol is a deadly sin.

a delicious deadly sin

what do you know about sin? it's a miracle you exit, nevermind chicken.

T.T Yes, yes you did.

Well at least he's happy.

well tv, ps3, mini firdge, air hockey table, rigged surround sound, dart board, old crappy comfy chair, broken fouton, work out bench, dumbells, punching bag, captain chair machinge

Wow, that sounds so cool!
I usually just keep the ps3 and the xbox in the basement, with a comfy couch and a tv.
At this point in time, I don't even go there much.

well it nice and comfy down here and it gives me some space from my parents

Yeah, that's kinda how it is. xD
I really can't wait any longer for spring to come. I wanna bike again.

lol neither can i

it suppose to snow 6 inches tomorrow here

I heard it's not going to be all that bad in Toronto, but still.
SNOW

Stupid snowstorms again, won't leave people alone.

this winter needs to end!

Man, it's been really cool talking to you again. It's been so damn long.
We should totally play games together.
What games do you have on ps3? Do you have PC games?

i have more ps3 games

rarely game on the pc cause my laptop not made for that

I only have a few games on my ps3, mostly because we had the xbox 360 for longer.
I think the only multiplayer games I have are BLOPS 2 and Little Big Planet 2.
It's a short list. :/

well we'll figure something. well anyway im going to catch some zzz's so good night

Sweet dreams!

thing are going fine

how have you been doing

I've been doing pretty well.
I'm on my march break right now, which has been, so far, the least active week of my entire life.
Getting a job is harder than something that is hard.

yes it is

and while you havent been active, i have been very active. worked out every day for 70 days in a row

So what are you doing for money right about now? Still at that catering place?

Oh yeah, you've been doing a lot of those workouts. Man, you must be really beefy by now.
I've actually started to slow gain weight, I'm up to 140, which is slightly uncomfortable.

no working in a hopsital's admitting apartment. still looking for a more business job.

and no still not that beefy

and are you trying to gain weight. and if you are a 140 lbs im still 90 lbs heavier then you

Ah, well that sounds really cool. Sounds like you can get some really good experience for human resource management. Ever thought of opening your own retail store?

Well you're trying, and even if I have a big shot at staying fit, I haven't been taking it. It's what the winter does to me; I never get exercise.

i have, actually went to school for small business
but need money for that, and fresh out of college i dont have much of that


most people dont in winter. but that why you start a very easy routine that you can stick with. like on the first of january i did a work out that was so simple and easy that i had no excuse but to keep up with it. and over the months i been sightly increasing it

the trick is to make small positive changes in your life. over time they can have big results

I know it's a weird question, but how much debt are you in from college?

Yeah, it was weird not exercising this whole winter. I wanted to make a walking routine, but my root problem is I like to stay up late, and usually, I wake up late (depending on if I have to wake up for something i.e school).

im lucky i had a bunch saved before hand and my dad help me a bit. but i owe my dad about 20 thousand for school

walking routine is good. and do like 10 mins of aerobics in your room will help too

Oh, 20000 is alright. I've heard some of my friends who finished a computer engineering program are left to pay roughly 60000 even if they saved up, their parents contributed, and they got scholarships.

I did start doing the aerobics! After we had a few conversations a while back about it, I started doing them. It's helpful because it wakes me up more so than my showers, but it's not the exercise I'm looking for.

what you looking for then?

I'm looking for a light workout, which I can do indoors. I'm looking into yoga right now.
Since it's getting warmer, and my room raises to about 30 C on average because one of my walls is exposed to sunlight for the long portion of the day.
Sweating off weight is one thing, and being even more flexible is fine by me.

Any other suggestions?

yoga is very good. helps strength, flexibility, mental focus, and breathing
i do a little yoga here and there

so ya i reccommend a balance routine, of yoga, cardio, and basic aerobic, and light weight high reps. to give you an overall good work out routine

it important to work out multiple aspects of your body not just one. that why if you ask a gym rat that just lifts all day to run a race, he will be tired out before you know it.

At the moment, my house isn't too big, and working out cardio during the cold weather is hard, but when spring comes along, I'll be able to do a lot more running.
I wish we had a treadmill somewhere in the house.

Yeah, when I had my month membership, I did that, along with staying away from junk food. Too bad gym memberships are really expensive.

ya it was nice when i was at school we all got free use of the school gym

and for me i just run around my basement a lot for cardio

My basement is dirtier and more incomplete than Kenya's infrastructure.

mine was too.

then i cleaned it up organize it, and now its my man cave

I'm moving soon to a house my dad is going to flip. He made the basement really big and cool looking, so I look forward to that.

hmm that sound cool

mine looks like a mid 20s guy that living in his parents basement

which is pretty true.

except i live in my room. and hang out in the basement

I want a man cave, what do you have in your basement?

gay is yay!

Gay is pay and you know it!

but its also yay

I mean if you are into that sort of thing! But yeah so I miss you!

ya i miss you too. it been awhile since talk to each other

Awhile it feels like it has easily been a year way to long! Thanks Obama for ruining our friendship just because we are white and **** ! God!

if anything responsible for that its those damn bronies

OH yeah that are teh worse with their neckbeards and their creepy walled eyed stairs at little girls toys that they fap too! Not to mention they all like Dr. Who which gives a bad name to us British people who love the show!

yes it was a respectable tea drinking british show before the yanks got their hands on it

That is what I have been saying all of these years! You guys are the worst children ever and you ruin everything!!!!

worst generation ever award

Yeah and you are the majority of the generation!

you too

Hell no! I am older then time itself!

no you are a young whipper snapper

But I am like older than you so you are the youngest of whipper snappers!

nuh huh

later. im going to go do some stuff. but talk later

Ah alright, we'll talk later then.
Cya!

i dont think so..
sorry i dont recognize who you are

Well then...

Hello there!

hello, so how you know me?

I recognize that icon and name.

ok cool

so where you see me around, one of the different boards or just the regular content?

Well, I don't see you that much.

just wondering how i got your attention and all

I just felt like leaving a comment here.

k

good finished with college
how bout you?

I'm doing pretty good.
A little nervous though. After the weekend, I got a physics test on Monday, a bio test on Tuesday, and a math test on Wednesday.

wow thats alot of tests
you been studying?

Uh not really.
I had two labs due today, and I only had 3 days to work on them both.
What's worse is that I don't understand identities in math at all. Physics and Bio I can do well in.

ok good for physics and bio, just go over them a little bit and focus your attention to the math

Yeah, it's a good thing I got a math tutor too.
Anyways, congrats on finishing college!

thank you very much. the ceremony is tomorrow

Send pictures to me!

lol ok ill see what i can do

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-8i04AWPKI
I felt like I needed to share this song with you.

hmm interesting. never heard it before

It's something that makes me think of late sunday drives in a convertible around a cliffside with friends.

lol even though i live in a semi rich area, i never done that

Anyways, I'm gonna go play some Skyrim, cya!

Me neither, but it's a cool hollywood dream of mine. :3

have fun cya

going good. hbu

I'm doing pretty good!
Doing my English project, last minute.
So far, I'm doing pretty good.

What're you doing?

lol well just setting things up for it being my last couple week of school here then im done

Setting things up? c:

just making sure that everything is ok so that there is no problems

Ah that's always good. ^^

ya want to make sure there is no problems

thats ok, and i been doing fine lately, enjoyed american thanksgiving the other day, not too much drama thank god

Oh that's great!
So, we copied the US again and now we have Black Friday without having Thanksgiving.
I was -10 C outside yesterday, and people were ready in tents around every wally!
I'm also getting a bit worried about Bio; we only have a test, a lab, a portfolio, and the exam to do.

lol ya i didnt do any black firday shopping . i stayed home and help put up the xmas tree.

ya and so got to do on them well. so how are you at bio?

and you never told me, you ever do that thing at that party?

Well, I got back a good 91% on the bio lab, and 82% on my test, but it's still going to take a lot of effort for a semi-decent mark if my midterm was at a 33%.

Yeah I did, and things went pretty well.

ok well dont worry too much, be smart and do what you need to do

and glad things went well and that you had fun. just remember dont be stupid when it comes to that

Yeah, I didn't pull anything off of it, but it was silly, and that's what I was trying to make out of it.

ok ok just making sure. i dont want anyone taking advantage and hurting ya

So, what're you doing right now? c:

more like a way older brother that wants to make sure you have fun but avoid some mistakes. and if anyone does anything bad to you that i would **** em up!

and just laying in bed doing nothing

You're like my
Big Brother Best Friend Forever

Yeah, I should probably get in bed too; I got a math tutor at 10am tomorrow. c:

wow catching up on mlp pretty quickly there

lol tomorrow i got nothing so ha !!

Anyways, I'm gonna rewatch DBZ abridged.
I didn't even know they continued making videos!

ok have fun dbz always good too

Alright, I need some sleep.
Good night!

Yeah, I am. My friend is showing me how to vector too. I was always talking about how jelly I am of people who could vector.

Luckyyy

You're like my guardian angel descending from the heavens my computer screen.
:3

going good. had a decent day
whats up with you

hello there! how are you

I'm doing pretty good!
About yourself?

good, home and had a good day hang out with friends

Ah that's great!
I'm enjoying the weekend too.

Wanna play something?

i would but it late and sleepy

Ah I understand
What'chu doing?

in bed : p

Omg me too

lol ya all sleepy so thought beds a good place to be

How's school going? :#

fine got a week off for thanksgiving break. and nice got most of my projects done

how bout for you?

I got a math and physics test on Monday.
I didn't do well last time, which worries me a lot.

Other than that, bio is getting better and English is doing great!

thats good . and for what you are struglling on make sure to study more for , itll help

I usually spend 4-6 hours on my school work, but I just don't get it.

well hey im going to fall asleep now so talk again later

hmm maybe try study buddy with someone who gets it. and talk to teacher