When I try to figure out why I come to the conclusion of "why that would be selfish", I often find more reasons not to do it. It's really odd since the time I take to think "I shouldn't do that" is faster than you can get banned for posting tits in admin's posts, but when I start doing the countermath, the oppertunity to do what I wanted to do is long gone. One thing I like though, I've come to be in comfort with minimalistic lifestyle

Yeah, I guess that's a perk. But even so I think I get what your saying, it's a pretty hard habit to break out of, seeing as it has become a part of your life. I guess just start little and build your way up? Like for instance, saying that you want something doesn't make you selfish. That's like someone saying they want to be rich when there are others who want the same. There a reason why people want that. It's desirable, so a large volume of people would say that they would want it, despite the knowledge of knowing there are others that may want/need it more. The actual action is what could make it selfish, such as if one of these people were to rob a bank to attain such riches, that would be selfish. If another person worked hard and got to a position to have that much money, that wouldn't be selfish. And heck, if it just happened out of luck, that's not selfish either, it's just luck.

Sorry if it seems like I'm rambling, I'm nearly done So, coming back to your point of wanting a friend, it depends on how you were to get that desire which determines it. The selfish act being taking that desire and not being a good friend to that person in return, the non-selfish act being that you would be a friend to them in return, and the luck being that someone you come across is willing to do that out of nowhere

Honestly,I quite enjoyed reading what you had to say. I'll keep that in mind, although I'll start by thinking over the reasons I started training myself to be restraint in the first place.

Hah, I'm pretty omenous when it comes to luck, so my best guess is to be nice to others. Not that it's needed for me to do so, but rather that I prefer it that way As in I like being nice to others. Except egoistic people.

There, see? There's a good reason as to why you would deserve a friend, becuase you would appreciate them. Nothing selfish in that at all

I think there is more to it that that... But that is a thought for another day. And I'm sure there is more to deserving a friend than just apriciating them. I apriciate alot of things might be too much , even that one guy who shares one eight of a chip, I'm gonna be thankful about that.

That's still pretty cool of you though. And seeing as you said that this whole self restraint thing is pretty bad, I'd be willing to say you could be exaggerating the negatives. The fact that you do care about how you would want to deserve getting said friend shows signs of a good person. Anyone could have said that they wanted someone to talk to, but seeing as you want someone to talk to and want to deserve that, I'd say you're in the clear for having a good friend

You really think so? I'm pretty much a second hand support is all

Second hand support?

Like, the guy who will be lending a hand most of the time, if not all of the time, but no one ever notices. The one who apriciates listening more than talking, even if it means to be silent for dar longer than it's comfortable

Then heck, that's even more reason to have a good friend. To have someone who appreciates you in return

But that's a salty point for me, since I don't feel the need to be apriciated

You don't have to feel the need or want for something nice in order to have something nice given to you. Sometimes life can just give you nice surprises, or in other words, luck. And if not luck, that apprecation would be something you had earned through the friendship

I don't know if I would like something nice to happen to me. My best guess is that I'm too used to this way od thinking, that I glued a thought in my brain, that it's impossible for me to have nice things. Like, most of the time something nice happens, I simply don't know how to respond to it, not to mention how I'm with people who I don't know well... Well as in at least 3 years

To be honest, accepting nice things happening to you would seem like a good first step in breaking out of it. You should enjoy it if something nice happens to you. When it's done is done. If someone paid you a compliment they had already said it. There is no way to make it so that they didn't say so, so why not enjoy it? I get that your mind would turn you away from that, but fight against that is a start

Last time someone gave me a compliment, I fought as hard against it, it made me look like a attention whore... But then again, at that time I, I tried to make myself a dung pile because I had some half baked issues and problems... But hey, nice people from funnyjunk, like you, helped me get over it then, and I turned from pure nihillism to plain minimalistic. Which is more than I ever wished for

What you said is true, it's just that my self restraint training turned up bad. Now I'm stuck with trying to figure out how to undo it

That sounds pretty rough. I can relate to some degree, though it's more of a inescapable guilt after I've already done it. I don't really know if there's anything I can say to help you with that, but I guess I can suggest doing what makes you happy. If you would think of something then it takes a bit of time for you to think 'oh wait, that could be selfish of me', then consider why it took you time to come to that conclusion. If it were truly something selfish that a decent person wouldn't forgive you for, you would immediately come to that conclusion, right?

When I try to figure out why I come to the conclusion of "why that would be selfish", I often find more reasons not to do it. It's really odd since the time I take to think "I shouldn't do that" is faster than you can get banned for posting tits in admin's posts, but when I start doing the countermath, the oppertunity to do what I wanted to do is long gone. One thing I like though, I've come to be in comfort with minimalistic lifestyle

Yeah, I guess that's a perk. But even so I think I get what your saying, it's a pretty hard habit to break out of, seeing as it has become a part of your life. I guess just start little and build your way up? Like for instance, saying that you want something doesn't make you selfish. That's like someone saying they want to be rich when there are others who want the same. There a reason why people want that. It's desirable, so a large volume of people would say that they would want it, despite the knowledge of knowing there are others that may want/need it more. The actual action is what could make it selfish, such as if one of these people were to rob a bank to attain such riches, that would be selfish. If another person worked hard and got to a position to have that much money, that wouldn't be selfish. And heck, if it just happened out of luck, that's not selfish either, it's just luck.

Sorry if it seems like I'm rambling, I'm nearly done So, coming back to your point of wanting a friend, it depends on how you were to get that desire which determines it. The selfish act being taking that desire and not being a good friend to that person in return, the non-selfish act being that you would be a friend to them in return, and the luck being that someone you come across is willing to do that out of nowhere

Honestly,I quite enjoyed reading what you had to say. I'll keep that in mind, although I'll start by thinking over the reasons I started training myself to be restraint in the first place.

Hah, I'm pretty omenous when it comes to luck, so my best guess is to be nice to others. Not that it's needed for me to do so, but rather that I prefer it that way As in I like being nice to others. Except egoistic people.

There, see? There's a good reason as to why you would deserve a friend, becuase you would appreciate them. Nothing selfish in that at all

I think there is more to it that that... But that is a thought for another day. And I'm sure there is more to deserving a friend than just apriciating them. I apriciate alot of things might be too much , even that one guy who shares one eight of a chip, I'm gonna be thankful about that.

That's still pretty cool of you though. And seeing as you said that this whole self restraint thing is pretty bad, I'd be willing to say you could be exaggerating the negatives. The fact that you do care about how you would want to deserve getting said friend shows signs of a good person. Anyone could have said that they wanted someone to talk to, but seeing as you want someone to talk to and want to deserve that, I'd say you're in the clear for having a good friend

You really think so? I'm pretty much a second hand support is all

Second hand support?

Like, the guy who will be lending a hand most of the time, if not all of the time, but no one ever notices. The one who apriciates listening more than talking, even if it means to be silent for dar longer than it's comfortable

Then heck, that's even more reason to have a good friend. To have someone who appreciates you in return

But that's a salty point for me, since I don't feel the need to be apriciated

You don't have to feel the need or want for something nice in order to have something nice given to you. Sometimes life can just give you nice surprises, or in other words, luck. And if not luck, that apprecation would be something you had earned through the friendship

I don't know if I would like something nice to happen to me. My best guess is that I'm too used to this way od thinking, that I glued a thought in my brain, that it's impossible for me to have nice things. Like, most of the time something nice happens, I simply don't know how to respond to it, not to mention how I'm with people who I don't know well... Well as in at least 3 years

To be honest, accepting nice things happening to you would seem like a good first step in breaking out of it. You should enjoy it if something nice happens to you. When it's done is done. If someone paid you a compliment they had already said it. There is no way to make it so that they didn't say so, so why not enjoy it? I get that your mind would turn you away from that, but fight against that is a start

Last time someone gave me a compliment, I fought as hard against it, it made me look like a attention whore... But then again, at that time I, I tried to make myself a dung pile because I had some half baked issues and problems... But hey, nice people from funnyjunk, like you, helped me get over it then, and I turned from pure nihillism to plain minimalistic. Which is more than I ever wished for

Long story short, I taught myself to think that I'm selfish when I use the word want. Because of reasons

I don't think it's selfish to want something like that, really. Having someone to converse with is a common or even basic desire, seeing as you're only human

What you said is true, it's just that my self restraint training turned up bad. Now I'm stuck with trying to figure out how to undo it

That sounds pretty rough. I can relate to some degree, though it's more of a inescapable guilt after I've already done it. I don't really know if there's anything I can say to help you with that, but I guess I can suggest doing what makes you happy. If you would think of something then it takes a bit of time for you to think 'oh wait, that could be selfish of me', then consider why it took you time to come to that conclusion. If it were truly something selfish that a decent person wouldn't forgive you for, you would immediately come to that conclusion, right?

When I try to figure out why I come to the conclusion of "why that would be selfish", I often find more reasons not to do it. It's really odd since the time I take to think "I shouldn't do that" is faster than you can get banned for posting tits in admin's posts, but when I start doing the countermath, the oppertunity to do what I wanted to do is long gone. One thing I like though, I've come to be in comfort with minimalistic lifestyle

Yeah, I guess that's a perk. But even so I think I get what your saying, it's a pretty hard habit to break out of, seeing as it has become a part of your life. I guess just start little and build your way up? Like for instance, saying that you want something doesn't make you selfish. That's like someone saying they want to be rich when there are others who want the same. There a reason why people want that. It's desirable, so a large volume of people would say that they would want it, despite the knowledge of knowing there are others that may want/need it more. The actual action is what could make it selfish, such as if one of these people were to rob a bank to attain such riches, that would be selfish. If another person worked hard and got to a position to have that much money, that wouldn't be selfish. And heck, if it just happened out of luck, that's not selfish either, it's just luck.

Sorry if it seems like I'm rambling, I'm nearly done So, coming back to your point of wanting a friend, it depends on how you were to get that desire which determines it. The selfish act being taking that desire and not being a good friend to that person in return, the non-selfish act being that you would be a friend to them in return, and the luck being that someone you come across is willing to do that out of nowhere

Honestly,I quite enjoyed reading what you had to say. I'll keep that in mind, although I'll start by thinking over the reasons I started training myself to be restraint in the first place.

Hah, I'm pretty omenous when it comes to luck, so my best guess is to be nice to others. Not that it's needed for me to do so, but rather that I prefer it that way As in I like being nice to others. Except egoistic people.

There, see? There's a good reason as to why you would deserve a friend, becuase you would appreciate them. Nothing selfish in that at all

I think there is more to it that that... But that is a thought for another day. And I'm sure there is more to deserving a friend than just apriciating them. I apriciate alot of things might be too much , even that one guy who shares one eight of a chip, I'm gonna be thankful about that.

That's still pretty cool of you though. And seeing as you said that this whole self restraint thing is pretty bad, I'd be willing to say you could be exaggerating the negatives. The fact that you do care about how you would want to deserve getting said friend shows signs of a good person. Anyone could have said that they wanted someone to talk to, but seeing as you want someone to talk to and want to deserve that, I'd say you're in the clear for having a good friend

You really think so? I'm pretty much a second hand support is all

Second hand support?

Like, the guy who will be lending a hand most of the time, if not all of the time, but no one ever notices. The one who apriciates listening more than talking, even if it means to be silent for dar longer than it's comfortable

Then heck, that's even more reason to have a good friend. To have someone who appreciates you in return

But that's a salty point for me, since I don't feel the need to be apriciated

You don't have to feel the need or want for something nice in order to have something nice given to you. Sometimes life can just give you nice surprises, or in other words, luck. And if not luck, that apprecation would be something you had earned through the friendship

I don't know if I would like something nice to happen to me. My best guess is that I'm too used to this way od thinking, that I glued a thought in my brain, that it's impossible for me to have nice things. Like, most of the time something nice happens, I simply don't know how to respond to it, not to mention how I'm with people who I don't know well... Well as in at least 3 years

To be honest, accepting nice things happening to you would seem like a good first step in breaking out of it. You should enjoy it if something nice happens to you. When it's done is done. If someone paid you a compliment they had already said it. There is no way to make it so that they didn't say so, so why not enjoy it? I get that your mind would turn you away from that, but fight against that is a start

Last time someone gave me a compliment, I fought as hard against it, it made me look like a attention whore... But then again, at that time I, I tried to make myself a dung pile because I had some half baked issues and problems... But hey, nice people from funnyjunk, like you, helped me get over it then, and I turned from pure nihillism to plain minimalistic. Which is more than I ever wished for

I mean, at least you know what I mean.
The art looks kinda similar too.

On a side note, what the fuck happen to Sanity not included?

I have no idea. Dexter and Aleks are doing more lets play related things with the creatures rather than working with Machinima so I guess that's a big reason it's stopped. Really I doubt they're going to return to it. A shame, but the newer seasons seemed a bit dry in my opinion, so maybe it's for the best?

Yes.

Nah, that's not him. I see the resemblance though

I mean, at least you know what I mean.
The art looks kinda similar too.

On a side note, what the fuck happen to Sanity not included?

I have no idea. Dexter and Aleks are doing more lets play related things with the creatures rather than working with Machinima so I guess that's a big reason it's stopped. Really I doubt they're going to return to it. A shame, but the newer seasons seemed a bit dry in my opinion, so maybe it's for the best?

Most stuff looks surreal under an electron microscope, they can't see color and don't render things as they would appear under a conventional microscope.

I'm aware, it was just fascinating to look at.

you're a remix of my shit

Cool.