Yeah. He's my friend.
But I have a boyfriend.
I don't make many friends so I can be clingy to the ones I have.

WELL.
I don't know who you are so.

Aight. Listen kid.
I've just been under a lot of pressure and stress lately. I'm sorry I say things that aren't polictically correct or whatever. I'm just having to deal with everyone and their brother and I don't need someone else to deal with.

>Listen kid
Are you bloody serious, mate?

Hey, sorry you have to deal with stuff, but that's grown-up life, get used to it.

Yeah, I'm serious. I call everyone that. Even my boyfriend.
Don't be offended. Chill.

Yeah. I know. It's just hard trying to cope with it all at once.
I have to take care of alcoholic brother, a suicidal brother, boyfriend and best friend and a best friend that is dying. And it's hard to take care of all of them and try to keep all of them happy. I just ...I'm just trying to stay sane right now. Sometimes I just snap. I'm sorry.

It's great that you're trying to care for all of them at once, but you can't. Nobody can. It's harsh

Yes I can.
I have to. No one else will. Their own family won't.
The rest of my brothers won't help me with my brother. Sure. I get beat up by him almost everyday but as long as he's alive and breathing everyday I'll be happy.

I sometimes hate being a realist.

I normally am one but I just can't be in this situtation.

I'm not. I don't say things unless I mean them.

YEAH.

I'm taking a pocket knife, I always have one on me.
I won't use it unless it's life or death.
I'm going to take my older brother with me.
I'll be back hopefully in like ten minutes.
I'm going to leave my FJ open so that if anything happens to me my brother can come back and tell you guys.
I'll be back.
♥

Okay...
again, take care <3

I'm back.

and? o.o

He was curled up in his bathtub crying.
Josh(my brother) And I, got all of his liqour out of the house.
He was..Somewhat sober when I found him.

Did you talk to him? <_>

Yeah.
He was a mess.
He didn't look like he had slept in days.
He was covered in dry blood, His hair was horrid.
He smelt horrible.
He kept asking where his Cupcake (Grey) Was.
I told him that he was somewhere else and that after Evan cleaned up he'd be home soon.

What the fuck man... ._.
Maybe he had a mental breakdown some time ago or something and took it out on Grey?

See. Evan's a.. Character. When he gets drunk he's angry and mean. When he's not drunk he's hyper,hilarious, and just a great guy.
If he gets REALLY drunk is when he gets angry and mean. If he just gets a little drunk then he's even funnier.
So judging by the 17 bottles of whiskey I pulled out of his house I would assume the other night when he beat grey he was very drunk.
I've never seen him even pinch grey. like..ever.
He's only said sweet things and treats him amazingly.
I think we should just keep liquor away from him from now on.
I'm going to bring him over and get grey and Have them talk. With supervision of course.

I know evan was bullied and teased a lot in high-school and so he can be set off really easily. He came out Freshman year and then everyone..just...It was really bad.
Grey was..He was somewhat bullied but..He kind of..Was invisible. Most people didn't know he was there. See. He's short and cute.
Evan is tall and fairly..muscular. So..you know.

I still think they need some form of counseling, be it for Evan, Grey or the both of them.
And he needs to know not to drink. :|

I'm going to get them that.
It's funny because my brother (Josh) Actually has a degree in psychology.
I know.

Not to bash on Josh or anything, I'm sure he's great at what he does, but get an unaffiliated 3rd party for counseling.

Yeah.
I'll wait a few weeks and see if they need it though. I think they are going to be okay.

You're the best friend the both of them could ever have. :3

Am I helping at all or am I just stating the obvious? ._.

You think? cc:

Helping ^-^

Well you took a shot to the nuts for them. XD
But seriously, not many people would stick out for them like this I bet.

Yay!

Yeah.
Probably not.
I honestly didn't even know they were together until a couple months ago. ._.

Covert relationship. :O

Nope.
Everyone else knew. Just not me. ._.

Then you're a dummy. c:
But a good dummy, like... Elmo?

Hi there.

How are you? X3

I'm alright.

And yourself.

Good and how did your day go? :3

Alright other than the past few moments.

You?

Why past few moments? :o
And good X3

Oh. I was out walking and saw slenderman watching me. no biggie.
c:

Wait wut D:

Yes. The slender man.

Is he around your house? @~@

Yes. I believe so.

0~0
Stay in a bedroom with other people >~<
Maybe he won't go after you then XC

mmkay...Everyone but me is asleep though. or about to be.

0~0
Sleep in their room ._.

I'm okayxD

I know lol XD
you so silly :3
Also do you happen to like firearms? X3

Yeah, why?

Wanna see my collection? :D

sure/

Let me try agaaain. um..

It's cool :P still feeling sick? :(

Um..Yeah. I've been sick for a little while..It's just getting bad I think.

oh right D: have you been to see a doctor?

Yeah. It's nothing, I'm fine.

soo.

Oh well, hope you come out of it soon! been up to much today?

No, Just relaxing, sorry It took so long to reply, I was playing my piano.

Oh it's ok :P

:3

He is cute as hell, how did I not know this D:

xD

I don't even know what you look like :P

Uglay XD

Lies and Deciet! unmask yourself!

I don't wanna. :/

hmm >.< ok, I mean you're probably fapping about over nothing but I understand :P

What?

I'm getting really tired and losing brain fuction :I I'm sure you're pretty but I understand if you don't wanna show a picture :P

Oh. I just don't want everyone and their brother to see it.

I'm usualy like that but I've been browsing /gay/ since yesterday and feel kinda comfortable on here so I posted a pic :P

Yeah..i..I'll put one up quick but then after you see I'll delete it.

ok, here or on /gay/?

did you get what I replied? :P

Yup ^-^

ah good :3

Yeah c:
Sorry I didn't see that last night!

Yeah thanks.

D'AWWWW ^-^
Here c: Have some sexy c:

to be honest, I've never found Freddie attractive D:

Well fuck.
Hmm.

Eh..
fine I suppose..
You?