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#7761 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
User avatar #7961 to #7986 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Sorry I'm a bad conversationalist. :c
User avatar #7962 to #8191 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
Well, can't say I'm any better..
User avatar #7963 to #8192 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
You are! It's my fault!
#7964 to #8193 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
No me.
No me.
User avatar #7965 to #8194 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
No me!
#7966 to #8195 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
No me-hee-hee.
User avatar #7967 to #8196 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
NO.

Hey, how are things with yohann? :3
#7968 to #8197 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
Yes.   
   
Good.
Yes.

Good.
User avatar #7969 to #8198 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Well good. :3
User avatar #7970 to #8199 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
Eeyup.
User avatar #7894 to #7986 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Oh, well good then. ^_^
User avatar #7942 to #8124 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
lol, replied to different account.
User avatar #7943 to #8172 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Oh, right. Whoops. XD
User avatar #7944 to #8173 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7946 to #8175 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7948 to #8177 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7950 to #8179 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7952 to #8181 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7954 to #8183 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
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User avatar #7956 to #8185 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7958 to #8187 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
:3
User avatar #7959 to #8188 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
I wish I had something to say. X3
User avatar #7960 to #8189 - scaredog ONLINE (04/10/2012) [-]
Me too.

User avatar #7783 to #7986 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
If someone else, who wasn't my friend or enemy or anything, just some random guy, acted like I do, I'd want him to suffer.

I'm that guy. And I have the power to make myself suffer. So I do.
#7784 to #8008 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
So it's somewhat like masochism?
User avatar #7785 to #8009 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
I guess.

It's not that I like suffering. I don't. But I deserve to, so I make myself. I like justice, not suffering.
#7786 to #8010 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Well, yeah, kinda what I meant.

But still, what do you hate about yourself that makes you want to do whatever it is you do to yourself? Besides not wanting to work? From what I've seen you've been very kind to pretty much everyone.
User avatar #7787 to #8011 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
The closest thing I've come to a satisfactory definition of 'good person' for myself is productivity.

I am the antithesis of productivity. Therefore, I'm the opposite of a good person. I'm not helping anyone. I can't. Plus, I'm not even that nice.
#7788 to #8012 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
I remember you saying something along the lines that your kindness was reserved for those closer to you.

If that's what you wish to believe, I won't change your mind.
User avatar #7790 to #8013 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
I don't know if it's what I want to believe. I guess it is, since I do.
User avatar #7792 to #8015 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Mm, we'll talk more about this if you want tomorrow I guess, since I'm giving faded-out answers from being so tired.

Goodnight Lupine.
User avatar #7793 to #8017 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Night, scare. Thanks. I love you.
User avatar #7877 to #8101 - musicnotes (04/10/2012) [-]
How are you?

Also,I apologize in advance for slow replies, my internet is out, so I'm on my phone.
User avatar #7879 to #8107 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
It's okay. :3

I'm pretty good tonight, actually. You?
#7882 to #8109 - musicnotes (04/10/2012) [-]
I'm doing good as well.
User avatar #7884 to #8112 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Good! :3
User avatar #7887 to #8116 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Any idea what's up with your internet?
User avatar #7889 to #8117 - musicnotes (04/10/2012) [-]
I'm not entirely sure.
User avatar #7891 to #8119 - lupine (04/10/2012) [-]
Do I need to start assaulting your internet provider? c:

I have a battering ram!
User avatar #7892 to #8121 - musicnotes (04/10/2012) [-]
Lolno.

I'll be at my grandmas tomorrow anyways, her internet isn't out.
User avatar #7762 to #7986 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Hai scare! :3
User avatar #7763 to #7987 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Hey.

How are you?
User avatar #7764 to #7988 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Sorry, distracted by FRIGID's synchtube. I'm good, thank you! Yourself?
User avatar #7765 to #7989 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
S'alright.

I'm alright.
User avatar #7766 to #7990 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Oh, gosh, I'm so sorry. I'm a horrible person. ._.
User avatar #7767 to #7991 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Wat
User avatar #7768 to #7992 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
For forgetting about our conversation again. :c
User avatar #7769 to #7993 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
It's alright.

I've had like five of them going on at once. lol
User avatar #7770 to #7994 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Well, glad you're doing all right. Your weekend go okay?
User avatar #7771 to #7995 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Yeah.

Yours? How was your visit home?
User avatar #7772 to #7996 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
It was okay... I beat myself up a lot over the weekend for being a failure and a colossal faggot, though. I feel fine now. Tired of berating myself, I guess.
User avatar #7773 to #7997 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Butwhy?
User avatar #7774 to #7998 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
I have no job, I look like a total loser, I sit around all day on a pony thread, and I'm failing classes.

That's what a failure is.
#7775 to #7999 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
But you know what to do about that, right?
User avatar #7776 to #8000 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
I know, work.

For some reason through all the hurt I've given myself for not working, it still isn't worth it to me to just get off my lazy ass. That's the part that scares me. I want to fail for some reason.
User avatar #7777 to #8001 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Want to fail?
User avatar #7778 to #8002 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
I must. I keep failing. So I keep choosing to fail. So I must want to.
#7779 to #8003 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Well, I don't understand wanting to fail, I do, however, understand not wanting to continue. At least, I know how it feels.

You sure that isn't a better explanation of it?
User avatar #7780 to #8004 - lupine (04/09/2012) [-]
Positive. I just want to not work ever. So much that I choose not to work, and then beat myself up for the consequences, and then continue to not work.
#7782 to #8005 - scaredog ONLINE (04/09/2012) [-]
Why beat yourself over it though? It makes sense to feel bad about it, but to agitate yourself over something that you don't feel like doing seems kinda pointless. (Pointing out the obvious)

I just don't want to know that you're hurting yourself is all.
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