Hi dalek! (I'm sure I'm probably the only one who still calls you that.)

Honestly, I don't think I ever felt like the way you thought about our friendship is unhealthy? Maybe it was but I didn't actually ever pick up on it. But like, you probably feel a lack of closure because I don't think anything ever really closed. We just kinda took different paths in live, have different interests now, socialize in different places with new people, but, I still think of us as friends even if we haven't talked much the last few years.

You probably don't hear much about my life because my life's ****** boring though =P Cameron and I got ourselves a little apartment using the money I saved from that programming job I had last year. Uhhh... I'm still trans? Was I out to you about that? I think so. I have been learning to play the flute, draw digital art (you can have my art blog if you promise not to share it with anyone), and am #1 on the wii U leaderboard for a whole bunch of songs on the new guitar hero, so those are things. Still can't find an actual job though and I'll need one cause I only had enough to prepay rent til April. Moodwise I've been fine! My ADHD has gotten worse and I'm usually a little too out of it to focus on an emotion in particular, but, it's not particularly sad feeling inside my head, just foggy.

I'm glad your positive attitude shines through no matter what. That's what I loved. Thank you for understanding and taking my complaints in stride.

I'm so happy you two are living on your own though, I did not know that! I wanted that for you for so long, and finally it's happening. You have a lot of things going on, and I have a lot of very different things going on....but maybe, once in a while, we can chat about the things we see eye to eye on. Like, Undertale, as an example.

I think everyone will definitely end up okay.

Heh, positive huh? That's not something I'm used to being called. =P But yeah, I'm surprised Cameron never mentioned it! We've been here for a couple weeks. I've been having a lot of fun learning to cook for myself a little better :3

But yeah dude, I can talk about Undertale all day. I finished that game like two months ago and I still check the fanart for it every day. It hit me pretty hard. I've also been into one punch man, a game called "Hacknet", uh my favorite youtubers right now are Super Beard Bros, cr1tikal, STAR_, and Jerma. I can't think of anything else cause I just woke up but I'm down to talk yeah. =P

Very cool, I'm in my own place now too. I don't even know what to say about it anymore, it's just great. I'm happy to have complete control over my life now. I'm sure you feel the same way. I'm so lazy though, I don't cook enough of my own food.

Work keeps me pretty busy, so I find it hard to really get into games, but Undertale was the best thing I've played in....probably a year or so. I don't even want to touch a genocide run because I'm a pansy.

But about your job, are you still looking for something full time since you left your programming position? Or were you looking for something more freelance, which I think would better suit your ADHD? I've actually thought I may have it myself. I have trouble focusing on a task for more than 15 minutes without a break. I don't know if that really counts, but maybe it's worth asking a doctor.

Yeah same, I haven't played genocide either. How are you liking your job as Colgate CEO these days anyway?

As for me, I'm definitely not looking into anything full time. Freelance work might be cool but I don't have a lot of faith in being able to get my foot into that door y'know? I hear terrible things about being a freelance anything. I'm not really sure what I'm looking for, just... to put in as little effort as possible. I recently applied for a job as a part time librarian's assistant, for example. I didn't get it but, like, I just wanna stack books 15 hours a week, go home, and have time to work on my own personal projects. Combined with donating plasma and not having a car still, a job like that pays for my half of this place easy peasy.

Ah but yeah, it probably is worth asking a doctor! ADHD is definitely something that can develop or worsen later in life than people would expect.

Huh, I thought I responded to this yesterday, woops!

Work has been quite a crazy adventure for me actually. My manager and supervisors are really starting to put a lot more trust in me, and giving me many more responsibilities. I'm even the assistant project manager on one of our big projects this year. I'm pretty confident I'm good at my job so I'm definitely doing well! I've also been applying to many of the other IT departments, like networking, sys admins, and security. Really hoping one of them will take me on an interview soon. I think it's gonna happen.

Wow, that's incredible that you can cover your rent with a part time job like that. My rent is $1320 a month because I live so close to a city : P I totally encourage you to do that. Having the time to work on your own personal projects is the coolest thing. I have no motivation to make music or practice DJing when I come home from work. What kind of stuff do you have in mind? Music, programming, other stuff even?

Dude that's rad. I'm glad you're succeeding so much at work, even if it's taking away from your music. At least you've got some kinda success happening y'know? That's more than a lot of people can say.

But yeah my half of the rent is $275 because me and cameron live in the middle of rural Capitol Wasteland. As for projects, I still haven't given up on game development, even though I haven't made much progress on my games since June. I also definitely want to continue learning digital art, and more recently I've been thinking about teaching myself penetration testing and applying for some remote freelance jobs for that maybe?

Hey that's really cool, I'd love to have a job doing pen testing! If you ever want some information about networks and such, feel free to ask, since that is my specialty after all. I love to teach. Although lately I've been taking a bit more of a sys admin role.

It's great that you're experimenting with a lot of different disciplines. Who knows, maybe you'll find something that sticks, and it might even make you some decent dosh as well.

Thanks dude, I'll definitely hit you up if I get stuck on anything :3

Welcome to awoo age
To awoo age

i feel welcome c:

Good!
How are you? c:

heh, you probably get tired of hearing this every time you ask, but not great. you?

Uh I'm alright I guess. School and life tryna bring me down ya feel?
Any updates with your life?

still just desperately trying to secure an apartment so I can get out of my mom's house c':

Yeeeaaah
Any idea where you want to move?

ehh it doesn't really matter. i'm trying to get an apartment nearby just because it'd make moving easier

Oh I see
I was just wondering if you were gonna move to see Emily
Also happy birthday dude! Hope it was a good one.
Also I broke up with my bf

thank you for the birthday wish. there are these two birthday cards you've sent me, one of them says "birthday girl" crossed out to say boy, but then the next one isn't crossed out. those are the only birthday cards I have ever bothered to keep, they mean a lot to me <3

I am sorry to hear about your bf though :c

lol do me a favor and just uncross that out for me
But really, that's so touching. <3
If I knew you would have kept them for so long I would have actually hand written what was inside.

And uhh its alright. Its actually working out pretty well so that we can still be friends.

nah it being crossed out makes the card after it better, I'm keepin it :3

that's good to hear. I've never had to deal with a breakup, they seem v tough <3

wtf I thought I replied to this

Uh yeah, I'm glad you're holding onto it. X3
And its all good on the homefront.
Things have returned to normal, I figured a month tops this would happen.

But hey, you know what's ******* cool? I get to go home this December!
All my other friends went home last break over summer but I stayed.
I'm so ready to get off this island. =D

oh rad! :3 I have been the only one that had to stay out at school over a vacation before, that's not much fun

Yeah, I've really been longing for America recently, so this is gonna be so great.
You remember Jj right? Well I'm also planning on visiting him over new years, which I'm super excited for. :3

oh that sounds rad! yeah, of course I remember him :3

pls dont post penis

you know there's a very short list of people from this site who i'd respond to that greeting for so i hope you feel special :p

of course i remember you :3 despite your name graduation from lenewtroll to le old.

i have been... okaaay... the last little while. quit a full time programming job, struggling with depression, moving out of my mom's soon though, which will probably help. you?

i'm glad you were able to end things. i know how hard cutting unhealthy people out of your life can be :/

i don't have any name ideas but definitely let me know when you do get your channel set up, i'll come watch!

I do still write music now and then, but the weight of my expectations of myself to produce everything perfectly, with no errors, and get everything to sound clean enough to seriously release has just ended up crushing me into never recording anything, eheh...

eheh, we'll see i suppose. maybe when i move out i'll find the motivation again. thanks!

mm, idunno, his gun is just okay. You know who's got a cool gun? Naoto. That gun is for some reason canonically the only gun in all of smt that can hurt shadows

Did you actually play the persona games?
I didn't, but apparently P5 is announced so a hype train is building

i've only played Persona Q cause i don't have any playstations around, but i've watched lots of let's plays of em!

but yeah p5 looks great :3

That looks like a cute little jrpg :3
One thing I've always liked about jrpg's is that you can get a lot of mileage out of them

Though if I have to pick a AAA game to play next year it'd have to be the new Fallout. Loved the previous two.

Oh oh oh and I picked up Ori during the sale. :3

ORI'S SO GOOD IT MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE GAME TBH

yeah i'm really hyped for fallout, too, it's the first non-nintendo AAA game i've cared about since... geez, fallout 3 maybe :p every companion is bi including maybe the robots and you can name your character Mr. ******** and have it be fully voiced so that's already game of the year

Its finals now so I haven't even been able to play games or watch anime or relax properly without worrying so I'll start it up during the break X3

I can't wait for it. I think the fully voiced part might be my favorite part. I want people to address me properly as Sir DickStomp

i've never been given this kind of power, i have no idea what i want to be addressed as. there are endless possibilities! good luck with your finals btw :3

Ty ty :3

hullo c:

How're you doing? c:

ahhh fine I suppose. Just got back from a weekend at my super bigoted grandpa's house pretending to be straight and male and normal. Ironically I was able to convince him that I was conservative, and male, and normal, but couldn't convince him that I like girls, which... is actually true I do like girls

Ah, that's rough
Well at least its over now and stuff, and you got off generally undetected : D

yeeeah i suppose. How are you?

Ehhh, I'm fine, I guess.
School is really kicking my ass, but what else is new.
My friends are all cool, online and IRL and stuff.

Oh, and uh. I have a boyfriend now.

awwwwh, dude nice! where'd you meet him, how's that going? :3

Oh I'm a loser so it was through FJ
Its that one boy I was telling you about some months ago :3
And its going pretty good, its been a couple months and we both seem pretty happy about it. :3

Oh and I've also been talking to xbl recently too!

oh cool! I happen to still be with my partner I found through fj so X3 I'm happy for you!

Thanks man :3 <3
How's Flo doing by the way? You too still seem to be solid. :3

we are! She had a pretty rough last semester of school but is finally starting to relax this summer I think and that's good c:

Aww good for her. Glad she's doing well. :3

But uhh hey, I've been talkin to xbl more recently. He also mentioned he'd like to start talking to you again, if you're cool with it. c:

Yeah, I'm aware. I haven't had the emotional energy to respond, something about just trying to navigate our current social state is just... idunno, too much for me. He's sent me so many steam messages and texted me so many times even though I asked sergeant trixie in january to let him know I just needed a break for a while while I heal from that last job I had. And now he's trying to get to me through other people and I just... don't know how to respond to that it's tiring man I can't do it right now I need space :/

Oooh okay, sorry dude. :/ I'll let him know.

On an unrelated note, I watched the Persona animation and I really like it c:

OH SICK who's your favorite character? :3

Yukiko obvo :3
Dojima was pretty cool too

oh good choices c: I can never really choose a favorite, it might just be Yu, or Naoto or Kanji

Kanji was a pleasant surprise. =D
And I also liked Adachi, he was a great villain

yeah he's a dork. :3c my favorite thing about adachi is the spin off games don't even bother trying to explain why he's in the game. like... uh yeah this guy was in jail for serial murder buuuuuuuut we let him out to dance with you guys

Oh ya, he has a cool gun and he knows how to dance, he's pretty alright in my books

oh I haven't like... actually used it in years, I just open it once a day to check if you or NutHut has said anything to me :p

And even though I'm the one that said something to you, Nutty is the one who responded. Woops.

What do you use now?

uhhhh tumblr. i'm tumblrina garbage now. i am sorry patrick, i am sorry giant oyster, i am sorry bikini bottom

I cannot le even
I am so done

It's k, we're all garbage in our own way. I watch anime and listen to dubstep. But as long as you keep making spongebob references you're still be special in my heart : P

um actually dalek spongebob references are biphobic and abusive and toxic and uh... **** ... *rolls dice* cultural appropriation so I'm afraid I won't be doing any of those anymore

Oh that's a shame my friend, you see I've actually gotten a new job at the Patriarchy headquarters as a professional Oppression Associate. If I trigger you enough times maybe I'll get a promotion.

OH NO, NOT THE PHQ

No oppression today though, I'm back in Toronto. Everyone here is super accepting and stuff. It's actually gay pride week, they have gay pride parades going on downtown : P It's fun here.

oh sick :3 I've always wanted to visit toronto actually! Currently I am visiting Seattle so that's similar-ish, despite having to stay at my ultra bigoted everythingphobic rich white ass grandpa

Sorry I couldn't respond, I just got back yesterday. I had a good time, but there was a little too much sitting around doing nothing with family. Sucks about your grandpa, nothing you can do besides the smile and nod routine. I know how you feel, my dad couldn't stop bringing up how Obama is destroying America to my aunt. Enjoying Seattle at least?

yeah i'm back now, I did enjoy Seattle when we did leave but mostly I agreed with my grandpa that both China and muslims are definitely absolutely taking over the world as we speak

Your grandpa must be rioting in the streets after what happened today huh? I guess I had better start looking for a guy I may like since gay marriage is now mandatory for all citizens.

i can't believe straights are finally illegal. the gay agenda has won c':

Sorry forgot about our conversation, my week has been all over the place. Luckily I'm starting night shift again next week so I get some time to myself. Went to the beach today, which is really boring and dumb, but we walked around the boardwalk which is pretty fun.

Any plans this weekend? Going to get wasted like me? Drunk daly is best daly.

night shift definitely sounds like the way to go for IT, man

you know, I've been drunk far too little since I turned 21, idunno why. Going to the liquor store feels like such a pain for some reason

You should change that! Just kidding, don't change that. Drinking is okay, but it isn't as romantic as it's made out to be. I need to monitor it myself, because I have an addictive personality.

Did you see any fireworks? Don't read that in Tristana's voice.

yeah, i did, july 4th fell really flat for me this year though, I guess I just didn't have the energy to invest myself in it. You?

It was alright I suppose, I went to the Jersey shore and paid waaay too much money for parking. I think the July 4th we spent together was the most fun I've had on any July 4th though.

My plans to move out soon are coming together as well. Going to be visiting a few places this weekend, and I'll probably move some time in the next few months. Hopefully it'll be the best end to summer, since my summer has been rather uneventful, due to the fact that my friend Alex is the only one who I can rely on. How about yours?

mine's been even more uneventful than yours I bet, I've been doing the same brand of nothing I've been doing since moving into my mom's house only now without the motivation to make music or games :p

the most eventful summer thing i have done this summer is play toontown with some friends. it's a real party. also play a **** ton of splatoon

You're not missing much :b

ye judging by the top content funnyjunk seems to be even more "angry libertarian 14 year olds: the website" than it used to be which is incredible

Well admin has pretty much gone insane since you've frequented here
It was only a matter of time really

my theory is that admin was like... 15 when I has here a lot.... which would put them in their rebellious experimental phase now

Could be
He's started being really bipolar the past couple years so that could be it

honestly it's also probably more than one person anyway but idunno, who knows :p

oh hullo there c:

Hi hi
How've you been, dear?

better than I'd feared but worse than I'd hoped =p you?

I partly came to mention to you that we now have a new mlp board at /mlp/ or /pt15/ here on fj if you're interested

ehh, I've changed a lot over the years, I don't think I'm really socially compatible with the same people anymore. I appreciate you offering though!

Awww

Very very busy

how many more years am I allowed to pretend I grew up in Seattle, do you think? Perhaps I should just begin insisting I grew up on the moon.

I'm really good though! Making hella progress on my game again (though we still haven't hired an artist so for all anyone knows it's the same game but I swear there's tons of stuff happening represented by these rectangles I drew in MS Paint). How are you?

I'm not too bad. Everything is going okay I think. Work is good, started serious exercise and diet again, learning to DJ is fun, etc. I'm on the night shift again so I'm up all night with plenty of free time and people to talk to. I kind of have this problem going on right now, but I don't know if I should talk about it.....

I see you on steam in gamemaker studio all the time! So I trust it's going well then? What's your game going to be like?

you can talk about whatever you want, man, I don't have anyone to tell about it. =P I had meant to ask you about DJing, I saw your turntable thingie!

It's a metroidvania sorta but coincidentally the game I'd compare it most closely to is that Ori and the Blind Forest game that just came out, which is funny cause we've been making a game a lot like that for over a year. Only ours is about a scarecrow in post apocalyptic 19th century deep south

Sounds pretty sweet! Your coding skills must be quite refined at this point. Who are you working with on your game anyway? And when will I see it on Steam Greenlight? =P

My turntable thingie is called a controller, basically it behaves just like a turntable, except you can plug it into your computer and play songs and do cool effects from there. I can do some cool things on it, but the learning is going slow. I've been a bit unmotivated, lol. I'm getting there though. My plan is to start with DJing, then work my way into music production. Using FL Studio is pretty tough though, so many buttons.

I'm just working with Emily at this point, she handles game design (which she has been studying a tooon and I wouldn't have known how to make half the decisions she's made in terms of gravity speed, what the jump distance should be, what powerups to give, etc) and music/sound obviously. We've got the movement engine preeetty much completely done so soon I'll be hiring an artist! As for greenlight... I'm not sure. I kind of plan to just give it away for free, maybe set up a website for it. We'll see.

Yeah FL Studio kicked my ass too but I believe in you!

At this point I'm pretty sure Emily is a 1000 year old immortal monk who has vast oceans of knowledge hidden away. Just a theory. I look forward to your game releasing, sounds like it will be a lot of fun :3

I'm taking it easy atm. Mostly I've been watching movies, and weebing out on anime. I need a break from productive things. And don't worry, Cameron along with everyone else has got me watching Steven Universe.

haha good, gay rocks is a great show X3 what movies/aminey?

Just finished Madoka Magica, my life is changed.
Going to finish FLCL tonight.
Planning on finishing Spice and Wolf season 2 this week some time as well.

And to think there was a time I couldn't stand it. Times have changed. Now I need more moe in my life.

oh gosh PMMM is such a hidden gem. it also ruined every other magical girl anime forever for me =P never watched FLCL, but spice and wolf is one of my favorites cause I'm furry trash and I obsess over autumn. You should watch Persona or Gurren Lagann if you haven't next time you need a new one!

I had Gurren Lagann on my to watch list, I'll add Persona. So many to watch and catch up on.

Not sure if I've asked before, have you seen Interstellar?

nope, what's that? c:

Just a masterpiece of a movie. I cried just a little bit while watching it. I thought I'd share it with you, because I don't come across many movies I like to that extent. Lately everything I watch makes me emotional, I'm a pussy : P

Got any new beats recently? Here's something I chill out to:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=8CDK0Wj4H0E

oh I do like christopher nolan! man I am so detatched from culture right now I didn't even realize he had a new movie.

I can get down to this song. I get almost 100% of my music off of bandcamp so the easiest way for me to answer that question is to just link you my bandcamp collection =P bandcamp.com/kirby but, my favorite thing right now is probably the new Tigran Hamasyan album which isn't on bandcamp www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-GUNcSWSko way cool jazz pianist :3

Oh man dude, this song was the perfect song to link me, because I've also been into jazz a little bit! There is this other movie I've watched recently, Whiplash. It was nominated for best picture. It's about a guy in school who wants to be the best jazz drummer. It's a really fantastic movie, and it made me appreciate jazz way more. It's so complex, and it may just be the artsiest form of music.

I'm going to listen to this whole album tonight, this is perfect.

ooh that sounds great! :3

hey if you like the rest of that album, you should check out Hiromi's "Move: The Trio Project" and Avishai Cohen Trio's "From Darkness", both pretty similar sounding imo. c:

So bootiful
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFbIDj-0eL8
This is basically metal

All of this great music makes me want to play on a stage. My dream is to play music for people, yet I don't do anything to get myself towards that goal. I guess it's easier to sit back and play games, watch things, read things, etc. Less rewarding, but easier.

nathanparkersmith.bandcamp.com/track/rhetoric-machine
try this out too btw if you're into that metally jazz vibe yo

yeah I getcha. I've been struggling with that myself, I wish I'd work on my game more, etc. I don't make anything happen :/

well, I mean, I don't really know. I always just kind of imagined giving the game away for free somewhere, to be honest X3

Oh well that's cool X3
But like, is it a platformer thingy?

yeah! though the core gameplay mechanics were laid out long before we knew about Ori and the Blind Forest it's actually probably most closely comparable to that, imo

Ori's probably in my top 5 games now, I am in love with it :3

Oooooh that's cool
I've never played or even heard of Ori before this moment but it looks nice!
Hope it turns out well :3

hit the wrong reply button =P

I've heard good things about, I'll probably pick it up in the summer sale and play it next year :b

nut we're both white =P

I'm black on the inside
And that's what counts

iiif you say so X3

Indeed!

Hai wolfie. :3

hello, what's up? c:

*hug* Things are going okay. :3
I have finals in like two weeks though so I'm starting to get on edge.
How've you been?

ah idunno, I've been okay I guess. My mom's house hasn't really worked out quite like I imagined for a bunch of reasons. Like I've never been gendered correctly and that doesn't really make me feel safe expressing myself, and I have yet to start feeling really motivated to get back into making things as much as I used to, and I thought I would. I'm fine tho

Awww, I'm sorry to hear. I really had high hopes for your new situation.
I'm glad you're at least doing well otherwise. :3

ugh I know right? things are totally livable I'm just so *disappointed*. but yeah things are okay otherwise.

How's your exciting tropical school adventure?

Well at least its better than before!

And oh gosh finals begin a week from now oh **** , stress mode activate.

ouch, that bad huh? any in particular you're worried about?

Probably gross anatomy and microanatomy.
Its not too complicated, its really just a loooot of information.

yeah something called 'microanatomy' sounds like it'd have A TON of content :/

Kirbyyyyy. I passsssed! :3
I'm so happy about this. I don't think I've ever stressed that much about something but I made it. :3

Dude that's awesome!!! :3 congratulations, you :3

Thaaanks. X3
Since breaks started I've been going on hikes and tours and stuff and its been great, if not tiring.

How've you been doing since I've been dead? :3

ehhhh fiiiine. Some good news is I'm not depressed enough to fall asleep any time I want anymore. bad news is I'm not depressed enough to fall asleep any time I want anymore. X3

That is...an interesting trade off. Man I'm sorry its been rough. But you seem to be coping. X3
Whatcha been up to though. I understand you've put some work on that game. c:

yeah sortakinda. I've kinda hit a wall on that again, though, because I need to hire an artist at some point for it and I don't want to do pixel art, which means I'll have to spend.... a lot, and I'm just a babby I don't know anything about finding/hiring people for thousand dollar jobs X3

Oh no X3
I wouldn't even know what to do at that point. What are you aiming for? :3

I am, yeah!

I haven't spoken to you in a long time.

You know there's a new pony thread if you ever felt like rejoining the community? This one isn't garbage like /Autism/.

ehh, I'm not really interested. Thank you though!

das a cute name :3

Yeah....I got it from a friend of mine who called me Dalykins X3
And the DJ part comes from wanting to DJ. If I uh, ever get around to it.

I didn't know that was a thing you wanted to do :3 What kinda scene do you wanna DJ for?

In the past month or so I've gotten really into EDM. I never thought I would, but I love it. I already have like 300+ songs. Stuff like this:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaTMKaSSYbY

I also went to a nightclub recently and saw Showtek, and had my first kiss :3 . Maybe it's just a phase, but either way I want to have a fun hobby.

OH TELL ME ABOUT YOUR FIRST KISS

And that's cool! You and I listen to pretty different electronic, I'm more into dnb and big beat (and speedcore/breakcore on the more outsidery side) but I'm glad you've found a new thing to get into! :3

She actually approached me. I was tired of dancing and chilling outside when we started talking. It was a nice conversation, I could tell she was into me, so I said **** it and just went for it. It was nice :3 Then we danced some more and I accidentally punched another girl in the head!

I went to her house next week, but nothing really happened besides more making out. She was pretty much the polar opposite of me, so nothing came out of it. Still, I'm glad it happened.

The crazy thing is, she admitted that had I taken her home from the club that night, she would have banged me.

huh. well cool, good for you :3 that's more girls than I've kissed!

It's overrated anyway, don't worry. When are you gonna kiss your gf?~

I hear you and Cameron moved out of your dad's house finally. I'm glad you're out of there. How has it been so far?

idunno when she stops living with her abusive parents, give or take a month or two of awkward low self confidence

but yeah we did! I'm liking it a lot. Cameron seems really down though and I'm not sure why...

Big changes have big effects on your mood. I'm sure he'll come around once he gets used to it.

So what are your plans up there for now? School, work, music, chill out, all of the above, none of the above?

I think I'm done with school tbh. I don't think it's for me. I'm 10k in debt and I have nothing to show for it and I don't think I wanna play that game anymore. Especially since I don't even want an office job? I just want to work at a music store or a starbucks part time and make my games in my apartment man.

But for right now, all I'm doing is starting to record guitar again, working on my game again, and learning to play the flute. :3

That's really nice, I'm glad you're just doing your own thing :3 I think you might the definition of a free spirit.

I wanna hear those tunes mang.

I'll send you some links when I finish something! :3

I look forward to it.

Also Tyler finally succeeded in getting me into Infected Mushroom. I don't know why it took me this long to believe him.

oh yeah they're cool! That genre is called psytrance if you wanna find more. :3

I definitely will be searching for more. Also, this is totally just a thought at this point but.....I am considering coming to Utah to see Infected Mushroom with Tyler and Jess in April.

By the way, happy Valentine's Day, you sappy romantic :3

funny you should say that, Emily and I hate valentines day X3 but thank you! You too! :3

I'd think about coming down to see em too but idunno, I really don't wanna stay with my dad as you can imagine. Although, I'm not really very mad at him right now. I came out to him and that went relatively well honestly

Sorry, I get pretty busy and forget to respond a lot as you know.

I'm glad that went well for you though! I guess you figured since you're leaving anyway, the time was right. Your dad seems to have these random bursts of not being terrible every once in a while. Even as I get closer to moving out, I seem to be getting closer with my parents >_>

I find it interesting how we change so much as we get older and care less and less what others think.