I thought that said cannabis at first.

But, yeah. Winter is... fun. Quite the thing. Probably the high-light of the game, too.

Wow, this guy is a complete pile of shit, isn't he?

The guy that just got a machete through the face.

Hello, GG. Back again, are we? In for some more mental torture?

A-ah...
M-maybe...
Just thought... I should say hello... At least...

Well. Here you are. Hi.

How have you been for the past couple of days?

Weeeeeeell, not bad.

Hung out with friends, got some extra hours at work, and I played a lot of Last of Us. A good amount, anyway. Brilliant game, that is. Absolutely stunning in every way, I love it, but I need a break from it.

So, here I am watching Zero Punctuation while talking to people on skype, and now FJ.

How are you, GG?

Good. I found a trans support group in town that I can go to.

I also got the Last of Us and the new Animal Crossing today.

Oh! When's the support group meeting?

Tomorrow, at 7.
I kinda want to meet my mom somewhere and come out to here before I go, so she can cover me with my dad....

Well. Do so? Call her up, maybe, and see what's she doing so you can?

I'm... So nervous....

I'm sure you are... horridly nervous. But, it's something that needs to happen eventually. And, even if it doesn't go so well, you'll still be going to the meet, so you'll be having support. It'd be quite the talk about of the day, I'm sure, and they'd all jump to be there for you as if they were your best friends. Or, so I'd imagine, anyway.

It's nothing you need to rush into, of course, but I think seriously considering doing so would be a great start and get you more comfortable with yourself.

I'll try....

Be sure that you do. I won't like it if you don't, especially since at the very least, you're strong enough to do this.

I need to go for now, GG. I'll maybe be back soon or later. We'll see. Good bye, Dear. And good luck.

Hello, Ben.

I'm fine. You?

I'm fine, too.

I'm just kinda bored, and wondered what the Threads' best Hazama player is up too.

I also may be in a tournament for BlazBlue: CSE, since they have one at this Anime Convention, Zenkai Con, that my friends are trying to con me to going into.

So, I'll probably get slammed in it, but, better to try and lose and know I can't, then to have it nip at me.

Sounds like fun. Who will you be playing?

Smart ass Answer: The people who enter.

My Answer: I don't know who enters or not, my friends just said there was on, and that muh Ragnas could do it, and maybe get a top ten finish. Only like 40 people play.

Too bad I couldn't be there.

I'd happily destroy everyone.

I now don't get notifications, and my pea brain forgets who I was talking to.
WHOO!

Oh, and do you play League of Legends?

No. Couldn't get into it.

Why not?

I don't like MOBAs.

I fucking hate that game, but I like to play it.

I'm so, SO fucking bad at it. Yet, it's fun. So it makes upfor it.

Well, that's what everyone says. So I don't want to play a game everyone says they hate.

But you say you don't like BlazBlue to much, yet you play it a ton.

All the more reason to not play LoL. Because I know better.

I wouldn't go off spoken words, though.

Try it, I guess. Expect it to be rough until you're out of a Cardboard VII league filled of people who probably have a hard time dressing themselves in the morning.

I have tried it. I didn't like it.

That's the spirit.

Now all you need a bath, and you'll be perfect.

Whaha!
Sammy too fast for you! Soooo ahead of you.
I've already had my bath!

I guess you know yourself better than I do.

Well duh. I am me. Of course I know myself better than anyone.

I suppose you'd be surprised.

Hm... maybe gold knows me better than myself... especially with how he used to stalk me all the time... bloody nuisance.
Oh well. I suppose everyone wants to get inside the magical and wondrous mind of me.

Well... maybe not your mind, but sure.

If not my mind then what?

Yuuuuuuuuuus?

Say somethiiiiing.
Don't just use... suggestive imagery!

Ohh, I hate when you do this.

You silly dope.

And this silly dope is super fucking tired. He's going to sleep.

Good night.

My will to stay awake is stronger!
I win! Yus.

Nighty night, Joshiiiiiie!

Well. Good.

I don't want a drunk TeeFee, anyway.

Woo! No being taken advantage of!

I don't think I would anyway. No fun.

You're no fun.
I'm always super fun.

Of course you always are sometimes.

"always are sometimes" doesn't make sense.
You've probably been drinking.

Would be nice.

But no.

Bah.

So whatcha up to?
Besiiiides being graced by my mere presence of course.

Watching TV and waiting for my food to arrive.

I'm hungry... and then I wanna play more Last of Us.

Ahhh okay.
I'll probably go make myself some ice cream or something.

I thought about ice cream earlier, but we didn't have any.

Oh well.

Oh man. I got sooo much chocolate ice cream!
Thank god for my fast metabolism.
Ugh, I'm gonna lose it one day. Then I'll have to stop eating so many sweets! Nuuuuu!

No vanilla or strawberry?

Pass.

Already ate all the strawberry...

I shall put strawberries into the chocolate!

Well... I guess that's ok. Could be better, still.

Strawberries are delicious thooough!

I'm super hungry now.... I shall be back in a moment!

Have fun.

Baaack.
Took a lil nap.

I am full of ice-creamy goodness and alcohol.
My body loves me right now, especially my stomach.

Feels great, doesn't it?

Yuuuuuuuuus.
I am so good right now.

You should ask Annie for more.

But I dun wanna be a bother.

Grow a pair, boy.

Why are you so cruel?!
And I ain't a boy!

I'm so mean, because you can't do anything about it~

I could be mean. I just take the high ground and choose not to.
It's not that I can't... I just don't want to. Because effort.

But it's not even hard.

I don't know which one isn't apparently hard so I'll just assume both are easy!

Being mean, you dope.

Exactly. It's more challenging being nice.

You like challenges, don't you?

Too hard for ya, huh.

No. You're just impossible.

I knooooooooow.
I'm great.

Feeling the buzz. Oh yeeah!

Buzz, eh? Drinking?

Juuuuust a little.
Which is enough.

So... is a little for you like one bottle of wine?

No no... I was just stupid and drank that waaaay too fast.
Though... two bottles gets me quite merry. So yeah.

I'm a lightweight I know.

Just think... keep drinking and eventually that two will have to be three.

I ain't even drinking wine right now.
Had some cider. There was only the one bottle though. No more for meeeeeee.

No drunk TF for yooooooou.

I was wondering when you'd show up.

And, just as I thought, I wouldn't have to wait too long. Good boy... or is it girl still? I forget, did you ever really figure that out?

Well, it's girl, but you can call me either.

I know how you trans are about such pronouns, so girl it is. Good girl.

How are you today, Love?

Better than the other day, I suppose

Well, that's very good, I think.

Still very frustrated and wanting, however, I'm sure.

A-at... A-at times...

Well, if you find yourself at your limit, you probably would be better to get me on skype. Closed doors are always so much better, after all.

I though you enjoyed the risk though.

It's less me enjoying the risk, and more just enjoying having my 'triumphs' displayed for everyone to see. Basically adding another trophy on my wall, but I never even leave them up.

I suppose I find the courting proof enough of what I can get so easily. The rest could be left up to imagination and asking the victims of such seduction.

Ah.

Well, I don't normally bring it up.... I just wait until I'm wanted...

And I just wait until you're so desperate you can't wait anymore.

Unlike most of you silly people, my hormones are very much in check. A man like me needs them to be, after all. Helps me keep control, and rid myself of yet another weakness. So, if you want it, you'll have to come and get it eventually, or you'll be left wanting forever. Understand?

....Y-yes...

Excellent, now I'll be off once more. Done with lunch, and once again off to play that shiny new game, The Last of Us.

Enjoy your anticipation, GG.

Have fun....

There ya go. Better than nothing. Though, it is rather late. I doubt you have the energy to do that.

I can't guarantee it will be good art, but I can try.

I'm sure it'd be adequate.

Go ahead and try.

Well... What would you like?

This song and dance again, eh?

Ah... what do I want... hmmm... how about a bit of a test.

My room. Draw what you would imagine my room would look like based on my interests and who I am.

Something like this.

Oh a giant mirror... ahahah. If only, iiiiiiiiiif only.

Though there is one in the bathroom next to my room, so I just use that to admire myself instead.

Am I close?

Not even a little, but that's fine. I didn't expect you to, anyway. Especially since all I use it for is sleeping, and most people have all of their stuff in there.

Really? You kinda seem like you'd personalize things as much as you can...

If my room was big enough, I certainly would. But how it is right now, I have no intentions of making it anything other than a place to sleep.

The 'entertainment' room, which has my laptop, desktop, game systems, and books, is more my room than my room. I hang out here most of the time and do all of my stuff here. It's a nice enough room, though, if a bit girly.

Ah, that makes sense.

You are right, though.

I have a lot in mind for my own place. It will be very mine.

Yeah....
I'm sorry, but I'm very tired now....

Then go to bed.

Just making sure you were done with me.

Night.

I'll just mess with you more tomorrow.

Good night.

I have plans to. But I want to fine tune my writing some more with shorter pieces before I do. I do havee some fanfics I started sometime ago I should finish, if just to finish them. I mean, I intend on making them good, but I also need to learn to stick to things and see them through so I can get the most feedback possible.

Once I'm more comfortable with my writing, and after doing some more reading, then I might begin on the one I have in mind. I hear I have publishable talent, but raw talent doesn't mean too much if I don't have a plan.

How about poetry?

Poetry is too concise for me. I like to be able to go on a bit more, and let my narrative ramble a bit. That kind of voice has worked for me before, and it's one I like to use. Lets my readers sort of sink into the words a bit more, I think. I can't use so few words well at all. And that whole thing with spacing and punctuation... it's much harder than fiction writing in my opinion. And it's certainly nothing I can do.

Maybe.... Hmmm....

Yes?

I-i think I've run out of ideas on how you can entertain yourself....

Then I suppose it's up to you, pet.

Get to it.

U-um...

What? Are you just going to leave me bored like this, then? Is that it?

Are you going to be an unsatisfactory pet?~

I-i'm just... Not sure what you want me to do....

That's just the one thing about you subs... completely and utterly hopeless without even a little bit of guidance.

Do something unexpected. Anything. Go on. If it's something I don't like, that'll just give me an excuse to punish you. And if it's something good, well, then you did well. Only good can come out of it.

So do something. Now.

I-i... Um...
I-i can't come up with anything....

Oh come now! You hardly even tried!

I-i'm not creative.... I'm sorry....

Well, it was a fun thing to make you try. At least you were good for that much.

I failed, though...

Only my command. You still entertained me.

I-i... But....

Well, if you're so desperate to fulfill your command, you still can. I was just giving you that promptness so I could see you panic.

I-i,,, I could try drawing something for you....

Hello, GG.

I hear your night isn't going so well.

Not at all...

I don't think I heard why, though. What's happened?

2 of my new friends are having problems.
I couldn't come out to my mom.
My dog tried to run away when I took her on a walk.
And now my computer seems to be messed up...

I see. Well, it certainly does sound like a bad day, but at least it's nothing... well, as bad as I thought. I was afraid of something worse. I suppose I'm glad for that, but I am a bit sad that there's just been so much in one day.

What did you think it was...?

I wasn't sure, and I suppose that's what made me think it was worse than it was.

Ah.
Well, that's a fairly bad night for me...

I can understand that... it's a series of events that came together and just beat down your mood until it's come to where it is now. That's bad... but, well, at least no one died or anything. I guess that's all I'm saying.

That's... True.
How are you?

I dunno. I'm too neutral right now, I guess.

I can't decide my mood, and it's making it difficult to choose who to post. If anything, I suppose I'm just... in a critically thoughtful mood. Just thinking about non-issues as if they were issues. Like people disabling comments on their youtube videos. Not that in particular, but things like that, I guess.

I'm certainly not bad, and so I guess I am good in the end. Just... not enthusiastically good.

how many times must i be summoned in this thread???

Way to bring me into this.




...... Ahem..... sometimes it just puts me in a bad..... MOOD

sorry have i been summoning you alot lately then summoned sorry

Not bad.

You brought it upon yourself.

Sounds like you're rather bored to me...

I suppose. I've even stumbled on a brony presentation to a class, and... well, I'm just listening it to have something to listen to. I guess we'll see if it's educated and coherent at all. Something beyond propaganda, at least.

But.... yeah, I guess I'm also somewhat desperate to be motivated to actually do something. That'd be nice if something inspired me.

Maybe you could start learning a new language.

Learning a new language... god. I've taken French, Spanish, Russian, German, and Italian through-out my school career. I remember very little of any of it, but I still need to take more for my college credits due to some confusion and misleading about my German credits.

I did intend on brushing up on my Spanish throughout the summer, because I'll be taking more this coming semester, but I am far from motivated from even touching that.

That's why you study a language you want to know, not just do it for the credits.

And that's just what I'd be doing if my classes were lined up properly. I'd love to be in German again, but no. Spanish is where I've been totted off to... and at this point, I'm just doing it for the credits. I've had my fill of trying to do so from passion.

Hmmm...
Well, you're in college, right?
what are you aspiring to be?

Yes. Senior year is coming up, actually.

My major is professional writing, which involves a lot of business and technical writing, as well as creative writing. So, business and freelance writing to put bread on the table until I become an accomplished fiction author, and can live a life of luxury.

Maybe you can start a novel?

Yes, I saw.

Such a silly child, aren't you?

...At times.

Weeeeeeeell, since you're here, I might as well let you know.

I enjoyed the things you said about me, despite it being so little. Reminded me of how good I am at what I do. With all the teasing, manipulating, and games. I just seem to be getting better and better.

And you coming back to me like this after such a small push is just further evidence of as such. Oh, it makes me so happy GG!

I-I..

You what, GG? You what?

Come on! You can say it... you can tell your master~

U-um.... I-it's nothing...
I'm weak, is all...

Weak? Perhaps. Submissive? Well, I don't think I need to say.

But there's nothing wrong with coming back to me like this. No, no! You came and went before, no doubt you'll do it again. Before then, however, we need to be sure to have our fun. Maybe I'll be nice and keep it fairly vanilla. After all, I have others now who would be more than happy to feed my bloodlust.

Heheh... "The only person who can psychologically torment me." You flatterer you. Am I truly such a tease? Do I really play with your mind so well that it would make you play with your cock?

Y-yes....

It kills me how easy it is anymore... I don't even have to try. I don't have to intend on doing anything, and yet you all seem to just throw yourselves at me, desperate for even a small bit of my attention and affection. I suppose some would consider it sad or pathetic. Well, I almost do, too, but I also find it quite endearing. How clingy, needy, and lustful you all are.

Do tell me, GG. Ever since that talk only a few days ago, how much have I plagued your mind, hrm?

This was an interesting conversation.

And I wouldn't have put it here if the idea of people seeing didn't excite me. Makes me happy when my pets are humiliated.

Though, I do wonder now how many mentions I've given you. I had to have said that before... well, you'll certainly have more from me in the future.

...Quite a bit....

And what delightful fantasies have you had?

U-um... Being tied up and used solely as a fucktoy...
Being fed and watered just enough...
Blindfolded and having my ears plugged at almost all times...

I fell asleep... and after just waking up, I'm still fairly sleepy. Oh well.

But... yes, yes i like the sound of that. You give me everything, and all I do is keep you alive. I practically give nothing in return, and treat you however I want. A fuck toy certainly sounds good about now... something I can just throw where ever I want it to be, and fuck it as it moans, begs, and screams until I'm finished, just to throw it somewhere else so I can use it again later.

Y-yeah...

I suppose I could give you the honor.

But nothing tonight. You'll cry another night, yes?

Maybe...
Maybe not...

Trying to act defiant now?

I think you know better...

No, no....
I just mean that I feel better now...

And just think.

You'll be feeling even better soon.

Y-yeah

GG.

Y-yes?

I know you were about to sleep, so I won't keep you long.

You have skype, don't you? Why don't you add me? ltjoshuahartbreaker is my account's name.

As soon as you do that, you're free to go to bed and anticipate our future endeavors.

Alright

Good girl.

Have a good night.

Thank you
You too

Yes, GG?

I... Ok, what did you do?

Do what?

You did something, I just know it....

Which caused you to do what?

I'm... Craving being owned again....

I guess I'm just that irresistible.

I guess you'd have to agree, eh?

....Yes...

And what would you like to do about that?

.....

Nothing? That doesn't seem fun... but as you wish~

Not... Not nothing...

I'm waiting.

I... Want to be owned again...

Oh this is cruel, but so fun.

You want to be owned? Well... how am I supposed to help this, GG?~

You're the only person who can get to me here, it seems.

So what should I do with you, then?

....Own me....

Do what, GG?

www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/thevoiceoftruth/4362686/Friendly/2459404#2459404

This

Because you're a sub, and I'm a dom.

The rest comes naturally.

You're so cruel today, TeeFee...

Me? Cruel? Why I never.

I never get to be mean or anything like that.

All smiles and good feelings!
Yes Sir! Only good things from me.

No. You've been mean like all day.

Absolutely cruel and evil.

Have nooooooot.
Been super nice and everything.

Like I always am!

You threatened to leave me and now you're taking pleasure in my frustration!

Absolutely horrible!

Like you've never done anything evil at all.
You're guilt tripping me right now! That's evil!

anyway, imma be a bit busy for awhile.
I'll be on skype later, yes!

I know. Just consider it pay back.

I'll see you later, TeeFee.

You know, it occurred to me yesterday, that I have quite a lot of profile comments. Nearly 6000, TeeFee! And I wondered briefly where could most of them have come from? But... really, it wasn't hard to figure out. All thanks to a certain boy who just can't get enough of me.

You mean there's another boy in your life?! *sob sob*

And what if there is?

Well then you wouldn't miss this one as much.

TeeFee, that's cruel and untrue.

You know I'd miss you very very much.

Exactly.
It'd be more torturous for you than I, ha ha.

Joking of course.

Oh, you have no idea!

I'd be crying for days!

Nyaww.
No need to cry.

Like I'd ever leave anyway.

Never ever?

Nope nope nope.
Unless, ya know. I get assassinated or something.

Well... do me a favor and not do that, ok?

Don't get assassinated? Not my call, dude.
Pretty sure there are a number of people out there who are jealous of me or many reasons and want me gone.

I could live in solitary confinement all my life. That'd probably be enough to keep my safe.

Or just with me.

I could keep you plenty safe.

But I gotta see all the other people too!
Kami would kill me if I didn't talk with her for awhile!
Bolty would probably break down and cry too!

Well, if you're with me, you could probably see them even more.

Yeah, at fixed times I bet.
Think I'll take my chances and not live in your basement.

My basement is dirty. Why would I keep you there? You just stay in my room with me.

I think i'll just stay in my attic if it's all the same to you.
It's familiar and cozy.

Plus anyone taller than me hit's their head a lot. Which it's all sorts of entertainment.

TeeFee you're no fun...

I'm having fun thooooough.
Causing you frustration through lack of my cooperation.

nvm I'm just crazy

while I'm here, reply to the RP please

i'm not sure if i ever will

ok

I'm sorry.

its okay

Not the point... but sure.

I'm making a new point which will distract you from then old poooint.
It worked so now you can't go back to it.

I am so good at mind games.

Well, I guess I should go back to that previous point, then.

Noooope. Can't go back nooow.
We've past it so it has now gone into the void where it cannot be picked back up.

Dem's are the rules which I totally didn't just make up.

And what would happen if I did?

The eyeless tentacle monster with a thousand backs will reign down death upon our world.

I really have no idea.

Back to the point, then.

You think I'm a manipulative sadist who's hot as hell.

It's obvious you're manipulative.
You admit to being a sadist.
You're hot because... the whole domination thing... which I find hot.

Must be your favorite part about me, then.

Shut uuuup.
So full of yourself!

You know how I always respond to that, TeeFee. Do be careful with your words.

Now, I need to go for a bit to run an errand. I'll see you in a little bit meine kleine Liebe.

I wish I was better at german.
That better be a compliment at least.

Oh well, taa taa for now.

It means 'my little love.'

And I've come back to only leave again, and for the evening. Good bye, TeeFee. I'll see you later.

Ohh, okay then.
Taa taa for tonight.

What do you think?

The sexual deviants I unknowingly surround myself with all plant their own little evil seeds into my mind. That is exactly what happens.

Oh well.
Fun, fun, fun!

Yes, we taint you.

But we do so, because we love you.

Mmmmyeeees.
I am taking the best parts from everyone and becoming the most perfect boy ever.
Not that I needed to take or learn anything. I was already perfect.

Well... you're getting there.

I guess.

Then it'll all eventually blow up in my face, 'cos nothing ever goes my way for loooong.
Oh well.

Well... it already blew up in your mouth.

Theeeeere's the kidney punch to my ego.

I'm... yeah... I'm just gonna shut up now.

And you know I could make it so much worse... but I'll be nice and just keep my mouth closed.

Yus, please be nice.
Nice things and people are nice and good.

So what does that make me normally?

You are you.
Yeah, I am so smart by playing it safe like that.

So not fair.

At least call me evil.

That would be meeean. I'm so not mean.

You've called me evil before.

Yeah, well... you are evil!
No offence of course.

An evil sadistic manipulative bastard who's hot as hell?~

I never said that.
Okay maybe I did.

Well... you didn't say 'bastard.'

But the rest... oh yes.

See how kind and loving I am?
I am just the greatest.

Look at this. My own TeeFee in a box.

I wonder what I will do with this...

My booooox, mine!

But bath time for me now. I will be back soon.. okay later.

Oh fine.

See ya in a bit.

Baaaaaack.
I'm feeling soooooooooooooo good right now.

So, you had a marvelous bath, then?

All of my baths are marvelous!
Ahh... I'd describe it, but I'd just be repeating what I always say.

Very sensual, I'm sure.

You have noooo idea.
Nothing beats a nice, hot bubble bath.

Meh.

I've had better.

Mine are better.
Simply because I'm the one in the bath.

That's bias.

Shut up and agree with me!

Sooooo, how are yooooou?

Good. Even if you are being ever so silly.

How is, TeeFee?

Silly? Me? Nooooo. Yooou're the one being silly, silly.

Iiiiiii am doing quite well, thank ya very much.

I'm not the one who gets off on bath time.

Bath time is fun time.
Getting all hot and wet and sweaty. Ohhhhh yeeeess.

Oh, do go on.

Nope, that's all you're getting.

A shame, but oh well.

Oh dear. A part of me wanted to be a naughty tease for awhile.
Ohhh what ever happened to my sweet innocence?

Hullo, Sam. Forget your tablet again, eh?

Nope. It's charging.
Now I am off for a bath. when I'm out it should be fully charged, then skype shenanigans can begin once again!
So, yeah, taa taa for now.

Well... alrighty.

Baaaaack.
My charger sucks. Almost done though, shouldn't be that much longer.

I'm not so sure who's around, anyway. Bolty is on, but Annie isn't, and Bolty being on certainly doesn't mean he's there. Hopefully he will be so, he can keep you occupied should I get busy with my own stuff.

... I do have a paper I should revise. I don't NEED to, but I really SHOULD. I'll at least give what's there some hardcore edits, and not add too much to it. It kind of came at an awkward time. Oh well.

She's prolly asleep because she stayed up till gods know when. She was still up when I got on this afternoon, so yeah.

Honestly, she needs to learn that sleep is important.

She doesn't like to so much. She has horrible nightmares almost constantly, I suppose.

Oh yeah. Well I feel like a stupid jerk now.
I can't believe I keep forgetting about that. I keep trying to force her to sleep and everything.

Well, despite that, she still does need to sleep.

Yeah, she does.

How are you, Joshua? Doing well I hope.

Well enough, I guess. I just can't wait for my summer to officially begin, then I can just be a load for awhile. Will be nice.

Also might clear my head a bit...