and just for shits and giggles, me and my brother

same here, 19, college, work, can't do shit, but i was going to say, if you were older and more mobile with decent money, then chase the love down if it still exists, but i feel ya, you got a fire in your belly and you wanna live life but school and money is a major anchor, but don't worry, if its meant to be it will figure out a way to be, thats how i am seeing my situation, cause mine didn't move, i made my mistake, we talked about it, its fixable, and she says maybe someday we can give it another shot, cause to be honest, i was acting like a young fool when she wanted someone a bit more mature and someone who did what he said he was going to do, and she is going out with a guy she works with now and is happy for the moment, so im gonna do the right thing and let her be happy, and my mistake is fixable, we both know it is, but for now, oh well, gonna work on improving myself so if/when she becomes single again, i will have improved myself and act like i should have the first time around, and maybe give things another shot, i am going to keep my door open for her cause it was my mistake and i want a chance to fix it, and she said to me that she will keep hers open too, but she is happy right now with whats his face from her work, and im not going to ruin that, cause as much as it sucks, im glad shes happy, and if i get another chance with her? im going to do what i should have done and prove what i can be, if not, life goes on, and im not going to hinge my whole life on that chance, i hope it comes along and i will welcome it with open arms, but i gotta move on, if i dont it will kill me slowly, there is alot more frustration to the story, but it would fill a small novel, hahaha, so let Jack Nicholson visually explain how stupid and frustrated i feel and how much i wish i could go back in time and do the right thing

What are we doing we look like complete asshats right now

same here, 19, college, work, can't do shit, but i was going to say, if you were older and more mobile with decent money, then chase the love down if it still exists, but i feel ya, you got a fire in your belly and you wanna live life but school and money is a major anchor, but don't worry, if its meant to be it will figure out a way to be, thats how i am seeing my situation, cause mine didn't move, i made my mistake, we talked about it, its fixable, and she says maybe someday we can give it another shot, cause to be honest, i was acting like a young fool when she wanted someone a bit more mature and someone who did what he said he was going to do, and she is going out with a guy she works with now and is happy for the moment, so im gonna do the right thing and let her be happy, and my mistake is fixable, we both know it is, but for now, oh well, gonna work on improving myself so if/when she becomes single again, i will have improved myself and act like i should have the first time around, and maybe give things another shot, i am going to keep my door open for her cause it was my mistake and i want a chance to fix it, and she said to me that she will keep hers open too, but she is happy right now with whats his face from her work, and im not going to ruin that, cause as much as it sucks, im glad shes happy, and if i get another chance with her? im going to do what i should have done and prove what i can be, if not, life goes on, and im not going to hinge my whole life on that chance, i hope it comes along and i will welcome it with open arms, but i gotta move on, if i dont it will kill me slowly, there is alot more frustration to the story, but it would fill a small novel, hahaha, so let Jack Nicholson visually explain how stupid and frustrated i feel and how much i wish i could go back in time and do the right thing

When did you two part? If recently, this feeling's expected

You'll get over it after some time

Trust me

ehhhhh, roughly mid november, so if we do the math

worse case scenario, time to heal = time in relationship / 2

so i april or may i should feel 100% better, hahaha, ehhhh..... she was a beautiful Filipino girl too, which makes the loss suck even more, hahaha

What are we doing we look like complete asshats right now

same here, 19, college, work, can't do shit, but i was going to say, if you were older and more mobile with decent money, then chase the love down if it still exists, but i feel ya, you got a fire in your belly and you wanna live life but school and money is a major anchor, but don't worry, if its meant to be it will figure out a way to be, thats how i am seeing my situation, cause mine didn't move, i made my mistake, we talked about it, its fixable, and she says maybe someday we can give it another shot, cause to be honest, i was acting like a young fool when she wanted someone a bit more mature and someone who did what he said he was going to do, and she is going out with a guy she works with now and is happy for the moment, so im gonna do the right thing and let her be happy, and my mistake is fixable, we both know it is, but for now, oh well, gonna work on improving myself so if/when she becomes single again, i will have improved myself and act like i should have the first time around, and maybe give things another shot, i am going to keep my door open for her cause it was my mistake and i want a chance to fix it, and she said to me that she will keep hers open too, but she is happy right now with whats his face from her work, and im not going to ruin that, cause as much as it sucks, im glad shes happy, and if i get another chance with her? im going to do what i should have done and prove what i can be, if not, life goes on, and im not going to hinge my whole life on that chance, i hope it comes along and i will welcome it with open arms, but i gotta move on, if i dont it will kill me slowly, there is alot more frustration to the story, but it would fill a small novel, hahaha, so let Jack Nicholson visually explain how stupid and frustrated i feel and how much i wish i could go back in time and do the right thing

Madre mia do I know that feel

and not to gripe, but hahaha, goddamnit, we were together for like a year right? and we went to sooo many places around my town and hers so nearly everywhere i go i have a memory of doing something with her wherever im at, fuuuck, oh well man, life's a cruel bitch sometimes

When did you two part? If recently, this feeling's expected

You'll get over it after some time

Trust me

ehhhhh, roughly mid november, so if we do the math

worse case scenario, time to heal = time in relationship / 2

so i april or may i should feel 100% better, hahaha, ehhhh..... she was a beautiful Filipino girl too, which makes the loss suck even more, hahaha

What are we doing we look like complete asshats right now

same here, 19, college, work, can't do shit, but i was going to say, if you were older and more mobile with decent money, then chase the love down if it still exists, but i feel ya, you got a fire in your belly and you wanna live life but school and money is a major anchor, but don't worry, if its meant to be it will figure out a way to be, thats how i am seeing my situation, cause mine didn't move, i made my mistake, we talked about it, its fixable, and she says maybe someday we can give it another shot, cause to be honest, i was acting like a young fool when she wanted someone a bit more mature and someone who did what he said he was going to do, and she is going out with a guy she works with now and is happy for the moment, so im gonna do the right thing and let her be happy, and my mistake is fixable, we both know it is, but for now, oh well, gonna work on improving myself so if/when she becomes single again, i will have improved myself and act like i should have the first time around, and maybe give things another shot, i am going to keep my door open for her cause it was my mistake and i want a chance to fix it, and she said to me that she will keep hers open too, but she is happy right now with whats his face from her work, and im not going to ruin that, cause as much as it sucks, im glad shes happy, and if i get another chance with her? im going to do what i should have done and prove what i can be, if not, life goes on, and im not going to hinge my whole life on that chance, i hope it comes along and i will welcome it with open arms, but i gotta move on, if i dont it will kill me slowly, there is alot more frustration to the story, but it would fill a small novel, hahaha, so let Jack Nicholson visually explain how stupid and frustrated i feel and how much i wish i could go back in time and do the right thing