...chewing gum stopped you taking opiates? Or have I just taken some obvious bait?

You gotta work out and eat healthy to lose weight.
You could consider buying/cooking your own food, but I think you should have a talk with your parents about the fast food and stuff. Not only it makes you gain weight, it's also very very unhealty and your body needs vitamines.

You also got to find time for your workouts, everyone has busy lifes. Check out the video. You can also look at other videos form Elliot Hulse. I recommand that.

To start, you can just walk an hour before breakfast (You start to burn calories after 20/30 minutes, so if you do less, it's not really effective and before breakfast because otherwise your body is busy digesting -I don't know if that's the right word since Englist isn't my first language- the food you just ate and not busy with burning fat.)

Eat less calories, I don't know how much you weigh or how tall you are so I can't say how much you can eat, but heres a site you can use: www.healthyweightforum.org/eng/calculators/calories-required/
I never worked with it so I don't know how accurate it is, but I guess it's good.

I hope you can do something with this information and I wish you luck! You can always message me if you have questions.

surgery.

if you dont workout and dont eat healthy, you will never lose weight. period.

I have found that hallowed grounds always seem to be more peaceful. It's probably because they are considered places of revenance. People respect the dead by letting rest in peace, so it would make sense that cemeteries are sereine.

I find that some have a sense of peace, typically the ones I have seen in the USA or Europe, but some can have a dark air about them like you're not supposed to be there. Found those more frequently in Japan.

I realize that quite a few are on someone's property, but a lot are not. Even some temple cemeteries felt rather foreboding.

When my brothers and I were little, my mom took us to graveyards all the time, just to walk through. We made a game to find the oldest grave, or the coolest one, or the most recent. Nowadays when I need a break from life for a day, I drive to our favorite one.

Try Greyfriars Kirkyard then.

Thank you!

so of course I cannot say exactly in every situation 'what you should do' but I can try to give you some general advice that hopefully might make you feel a little better.

I'm very very sorry to hear about your mother, I cannot imagine how horrible that must be to see her in pain and knowing that her years are limited (though she still has quite some years left, and they get better at treatments all the time, so I would definitely try to make the best out of it and not think about it all the time!)
However, you are your own person outside of your parents and you have your own life. I know this is difficult to realize when you still live in their house, but if you have a bad relationship with your father or mother you can still focus on yourself and making yourself a better person. You cannot force your mother to stop taking alternative medication, you cannot force your stepfather to go to therapy, it makes you feel helpless but it's their lives and how they choose to life. It is out of your control, so sometimes it's better to let it be.

Now it's confusing to know which girl is which in your story, but the only thing I can say in most of their situations is that it helps to just tell them how you honestly feel. Rather than feeling bad afterwards, or treating them like shit, just tell them what is going on and how you feel. Not even for the purpose to make them feel better about it (that depends on whether they will want to listen to you and understand you), but you might be at peace once you've done so.

And if you cannot get to your medication at the moment, just be sure to take good care of yourself. Find out what makes you feel bad, what sets you off, and avoid that at times (I know that avoiding your problems isn't always the best thing or possible, but at least be careful in those situations), and find out what makes you feel better and focus on that.

Good luck, I hope you feel better soon!

If she messaged you suddenly she prob likes you

jk act like you already know her if you gotta talk to people you like

introduce her to filthy frank

I tried the filthy frank thing before...

...We're getting married next week

you know it man, he the b0si b0ss. dont you ever forget that.

what class is it
stem fields?
oh wait
gender studies?

my friend is a femenist and shes pre-med.

Tumblr feminist =/= normal feminist.

shes on tumblr, so....

Thanks m8, it really means a lot. You hang in there yourself

Thanks man good luck (:

I can only add to confusedasian that if you indeed go for N, at least get R off your mind. It would be unfair to both if you choose one, and keep on thinking about the other. So go for one of them, but give up the other (and maybe try avoiding for a while)

Go with N. This is just my opinion, but I don't like playing games. I'm looking for a serious relationship, I'm not looking to be some play thing. If N likes you, go with her. As far as I can tell from your story, she isn't playing around.

She was sleeping around with another person
I know its stupid that I want to reconnect with her, but for some reason I do. IDk wtf is up with me

Thanks m8, it really means a lot. You hang in there yourself

Thanks man good luck (:

Isn't Krita just a free version of Photoshop? Anyways sorry I can't help you with Krita at all.

"free version" as in "basically the same thing as PS, except free"

sort of i think its more convienient but thanks for the tips man