it depends on the type of medicine (such as ritalin being a stimulant, i had to take it as well, fuck that pill) and the dosage, but fair enough. One thing i do recommend that isn't a rewiring, is niacin. it's just vitamin B3, and can work as an antidepressant. it's what i use, and there's 0 withdrawal.

well shit... poor guy.
but if worst comes to worst, there isn't too much harm in having 1 med prescribed to you for awhile.

no way. I m staying far away from mind altering artificial drugs. my brother had to take ritalin because of his adhd and turned into a completely different person. I dont want my brain to be rewired by substances, I want it rewirering itself by my experiences. the natural way. I just saw way too often what drugs can do to someone.

it depends on the type of medicine (such as ritalin being a stimulant, i had to take it as well, fuck that pill) and the dosage, but fair enough. One thing i do recommend that isn't a rewiring, is niacin. it's just vitamin B3, and can work as an antidepressant. it's what i use, and there's 0 withdrawal.

glad you found somebody. as for your uncle, you could try to convince him and his psychiatrist to ween off.

he is way too far gone. he is being treated for over 20 years and had alot of suicide attempts in that time. he became so dependant of the medication, its the only reason he is still alive. even if he wouldnt kill himself, he d just stay in his bed until he starved to death. its like some sort of symbiosis with the meds. he just doesnt work without them. thats the main reason why I wont take any. I hate being dependant of something.

well shit... poor guy.
but if worst comes to worst, there isn't too much harm in having 1 med prescribed to you for awhile.

no way. I m staying far away from mind altering artificial drugs. my brother had to take ritalin because of his adhd and turned into a completely different person. I dont want my brain to be rewired by substances, I want it rewirering itself by my experiences. the natural way. I just saw way too often what drugs can do to someone.

it depends on the type of medicine (such as ritalin being a stimulant, i had to take it as well, fuck that pill) and the dosage, but fair enough. One thing i do recommend that isn't a rewiring, is niacin. it's just vitamin B3, and can work as an antidepressant. it's what i use, and there's 0 withdrawal.

*kindle so reading

nice. I just bought it for my kimdle. I actually finished my last book the day before yesterday wo I m gonna start reaeing today. thanks man I really appreciate it.

*kindle so reading

Well you've certainly been a tough motherfucker to keep yourself in tact after going through all that. A psychotherapist could really help you pinpoint and treat the cause, and given your age, time will help as well.

yeah I found a good psychotherapist, I just need to get a meeting. as long as I dont have to take any drugs I m all for it. my uncle got treated with drugs and now he s even worse than before, taking like 3 different everyday.

glad you found somebody. as for your uncle, you could try to convince him and his psychiatrist to ween off.

he is way too far gone. he is being treated for over 20 years and had alot of suicide attempts in that time. he became so dependant of the medication, its the only reason he is still alive. even if he wouldnt kill himself, he d just stay in his bed until he starved to death. its like some sort of symbiosis with the meds. he just doesnt work without them. thats the main reason why I wont take any. I hate being dependant of something.

well shit... poor guy.
but if worst comes to worst, there isn't too much harm in having 1 med prescribed to you for awhile.

no way. I m staying far away from mind altering artificial drugs. my brother had to take ritalin because of his adhd and turned into a completely different person. I dont want my brain to be rewired by substances, I want it rewirering itself by my experiences. the natural way. I just saw way too often what drugs can do to someone.

it depends on the type of medicine (such as ritalin being a stimulant, i had to take it as well, fuck that pill) and the dosage, but fair enough. One thing i do recommend that isn't a rewiring, is niacin. it's just vitamin B3, and can work as an antidepressant. it's what i use, and there's 0 withdrawal.

*once a month *energetic *psychotherapist

wow thats quite a paragraph.

well I'm glad you still have the motivation to stick in college, even if you dont want to.

any idea how the lack of fucks started?

to be honest I really dont know. my parents told me I was depressed since I was 4 year old when they split up. apparently it was very hard for me to see my father only once a week right after I got him to know as my father. but I remember good times after that, I was eneegetic, I was happy and I had dreams. maby it was the truck that drove over my leg when I was 14 and maby traumatized me, maby it was the 6 month I spent with my father at his so called "boot camp" when I was 15 where he wanted to break my character down to rebuild it better as ever, maby it was the girl I lost my virginity too when I was 16 and told me she had HIV as a revenge when I broke up with her, maby it was the way my father talked to me at the rare times when I was around him, apparently he wanted to harden me to prepare my for my future. or even it was one of the other girls I had trouble with after that, I can only say that it started between the ages 13 and 18. there are many possible reasons but to find the true one I d have to go to a psychoterapist I guess.

Well you've certainly been a tough motherfucker to keep yourself in tact after going through all that. A psychotherapist could really help you pinpoint and treat the cause, and given your age, time will help as well.

yeah I found a good psychotherapist, I just need to get a meeting. as long as I dont have to take any drugs I m all for it. my uncle got treated with drugs and now he s even worse than before, taking like 3 different everyday.

glad you found somebody. as for your uncle, you could try to convince him and his psychiatrist to ween off.

he is way too far gone. he is being treated for over 20 years and had alot of suicide attempts in that time. he became so dependant of the medication, its the only reason he is still alive. even if he wouldnt kill himself, he d just stay in his bed until he starved to death. its like some sort of symbiosis with the meds. he just doesnt work without them. thats the main reason why I wont take any. I hate being dependant of something.

well shit... poor guy.
but if worst comes to worst, there isn't too much harm in having 1 med prescribed to you for awhile.

no way. I m staying far away from mind altering artificial drugs. my brother had to take ritalin because of his adhd and turned into a completely different person. I dont want my brain to be rewired by substances, I want it rewirering itself by my experiences. the natural way. I just saw way too often what drugs can do to someone.

it depends on the type of medicine (such as ritalin being a stimulant, i had to take it as well, fuck that pill) and the dosage, but fair enough. One thing i do recommend that isn't a rewiring, is niacin. it's just vitamin B3, and can work as an antidepressant. it's what i use, and there's 0 withdrawal.

*once a month *energetic *psychotherapist

wow thats quite a paragraph.