im trying not to. its just that ive been in that relationship so long that i dont know what its like to be single and its pretty terrifying. :/

It actually feels good at times, you don't feel like you're on restraints.. Just
have fun with it, you can do whatever you want without having to worry
about the person back home.

it did feel good at first but tonight i found out he was trying to talk to other people already. i guess it just kind of got to me. im sure later on it wont be so hurtful but we barely broke up about 2 weeks ago from a 3 1/2 year relationship. in high school years, thats a loooot! :P

you're still in high school? you'll have plenty of opportunities for better guys once you graduate! :D

lol yeah i know. im still young. :}

Besides, him talking to other people could be him trying to get his mind off the breakup

thats true. i kinda had the idea of doing the same thing but instead ive made some new besties since i actually have time for them now (:

Yeah, it is alot I would know, I'm in high school too haha. But anyway, don't let
it get to you, I'm sure you will have no problem finding someone better :)

ehhh. my self esteem is diminished. im sure i wont date for a while. im too insecure.

Well, I haven't talked to you much but from what I've seen, you reason at all
to be insecure, or have a diminished self esteem because you do seem like
a good person

aww. well thanks. that really means a lot. i try but i guess to some people its not enough. i know youre right about finding someone better but im so impatient x(

I doubt you want to be talking about this though :/
Feel free to change the subject :D

its fine<3 i dont really have anyone else to talk to xD im soo ronery.

Haha alright :) Psshh don't be crazy, this is the Internet you have everyone to talk to <3

hahah true. the internet is good for venting. once on omegle i told some lady from india allllll about my relationship problems XD

Haha, yeah... I usually try to help people out with stuff like that

Now that we are telling Omegle stories, Once this guy was telling me about
how he was jerking off while watching his daughter shower o.O

OMFGGG. ewwwww.... id die if someone told me that. literally probably just fall over dead. ;____;

Yeah, you'd have to be pretty desperate, I mean seriously.. It takes alot to gross me out, but... Yeah, that did the job >.>

:'/ theres some sick people in the world, bro. im one of them!! :K loool. jk (: well im gonna go to sleep finally. message me whenever. night<3<3