That's nothing.

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Don't do it to escape wizard status. Do it because you want to.

I do want to , i just dont get why my body/mind is getting in my own way. this is something, she is someone, who i have liked since 4th grade. and all this is happening. i guess i never thought i would get this far.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Do it for me. We're all brothers in arms here.

Ill post here on thursday night, or friday if i end up spending the night, if i am still a wizard or not .

Don't do it to escape wizard status. Do it because you want to.

I do want to , i just dont get why my body/mind is getting in my own way. this is something, she is someone, who i have liked since 4th grade. and all this is happening. i guess i never thought i would get this far.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Rap music, lift... I mean, when do you feel the most confident?

What you need to do is make that feeling more available. When you have a small well of confidence, it will easily turn into a creek, then a river, then a lake, an ocean and so forth. I'm somewhere between lake and ocean atm.

A bit like this. Push yourself to talk to X girl, then you will feel more confident afterwards. Then push yourself to talk to Y girl and it will be easier from then on ya know?

Thank you, I shall try.

Do it for me. We're all brothers in arms here.

Ill post here on thursday night, or friday if i end up spending the night, if i am still a wizard or not .

Don't do it to escape wizard status. Do it because you want to.

I do want to , i just dont get why my body/mind is getting in my own way. this is something, she is someone, who i have liked since 4th grade. and all this is happening. i guess i never thought i would get this far.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Probably because you're afraid of not being able to meet the standards you set.

An astute observation indeed. So then, how can i allow myself to feel like i can reach those standards?

Rap music, lift... I mean, when do you feel the most confident?

What you need to do is make that feeling more available. When you have a small well of confidence, it will easily turn into a creek, then a river, then a lake, an ocean and so forth. I'm somewhere between lake and ocean atm.

A bit like this. Push yourself to talk to X girl, then you will feel more confident afterwards. Then push yourself to talk to Y girl and it will be easier from then on ya know?

Thank you, I shall try.

Do it for me. We're all brothers in arms here.

Ill post here on thursday night, or friday if i end up spending the night, if i am still a wizard or not .

Don't do it to escape wizard status. Do it because you want to.

I do want to , i just dont get why my body/mind is getting in my own way. this is something, she is someone, who i have liked since 4th grade. and all this is happening. i guess i never thought i would get this far.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.

Cocky rap music. Admire yourself. Lift. Cocky black metal. Go with the flow. That's how I do it.

unfortunately i dislike rap. Im not sure how to put it eloquently but i basically did a mojority of what you need to for "exceptional" foreplay. she told me last night that i had made her so wet she needed to change panties afterwards.
i dont get why even though i can get these reactions and get to these levels, for some reason i am still scared to be with her at all.

Probably because you're afraid of not being able to meet the standards you set.

An astute observation indeed. So then, how can i allow myself to feel like i can reach those standards?

Rap music, lift... I mean, when do you feel the most confident?

What you need to do is make that feeling more available. When you have a small well of confidence, it will easily turn into a creek, then a river, then a lake, an ocean and so forth. I'm somewhere between lake and ocean atm.

A bit like this. Push yourself to talk to X girl, then you will feel more confident afterwards. Then push yourself to talk to Y girl and it will be easier from then on ya know?

Thank you, I shall try.

Do it for me. We're all brothers in arms here.

Ill post here on thursday night, or friday if i end up spending the night, if i am still a wizard or not .

Don't do it to escape wizard status. Do it because you want to.

I do want to , i just dont get why my body/mind is getting in my own way. this is something, she is someone, who i have liked since 4th grade. and all this is happening. i guess i never thought i would get this far.

It'll take some getting used to to be a normie Chad m8 but once you get the hang of it it's easy

i hope so, honestly i had thought kissing her would spike my heart rate and stuff, but i was perfectly calm in the moment. and even after. i only get these nervous inclinations when im not with her.

Probably because you're afraid of not really being able to do it again that way. A bit same as before, but man, try not to think about her too much.

i cant man, ts been over a decade of these feelings. Like at one point in the past i told her i was going to tell her something then hang up then call back immediately after and ask what she thought. told her i loved her and did just that. how in the fuck can i have been so retarded and it still works out?

Good question... How old were you?

lets see it was around 2004 or '05 so like 12-13 i want to say.

That's nothing.