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My original account was Whiteandnerdy
After that was deleted it became Caucasianandgeeky
This account was made to pick up the mentions of those who shortened my username
And now that Caucasianandgeeky is gone, this is now my main
My original account was Whiteandnerdy
After that was deleted it became Caucasianandgeeky
This account was made to pick up the mentions of those who shortened my username
And now that Caucasianandgeeky is gone, this is now my main
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| #1518356 - Comment deleted | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
| #1518354 - I mean, it's possible It really depends on the kind of peo… [+] (1 new reply) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | +1 |
 One of them is very sensitive about his sexuality, he's straight and terrified of gay thoughts. Makes him a fag, but I stay clothed around him. I got one that's like, a fake slut, who pretends to be a bug whore because she's fucked like twelve guys in her life. I don't like wearing clothes ever but I don't like being naked around her even more. And the other major two people that might be uncomfortable with it are the girl I've known since kindergarten who is basically my hot untouchable sister, and her boyfriend who I used to be in boyscouts with, who has undoubte seen my babydick before, when I was a baby. | ||
| #2874 - Well I'm at least glad nobody remembers how cringy I was about… [+] (9 new replies) | 01/03/2016 on geeky's profile | 0 |
| Only long distance relationships, really. Would always be on the verge of a meetup before something went wrong and we went our separate ways. But my current relationship shows they can still be successful if you work for it enough. I never had a doubt from the start fate would carry me to greener pastures so long as I never gave up. | ||
| #2872 - That's pretty funny considering I'm bi [+] (11 new replies) | 01/03/2016 on geeky's profile | 0 |
| Only long distance relationships, really. Would always be on the verge of a meetup before something went wrong and we went our separate ways. But my current relationship shows they can still be successful if you work for it enough. I never had a doubt from the start fate would carry me to greener pastures so long as I never gave up. | ||
| #1518273 - What? Of course not, when did I say something like that? … [+] (3 new replies) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
 you didn't that's why i asked the question people get offended because they think cartoon is derogatory and anime is higher class, but cartoon just describes the fact that it was drawn or animated, you could make a distinction for realism so CGI in sci-fi movies might not be considered cartoon but anime is in no way realistic >>#1518273, if they get offended because they believe it isn't a cartoon then they are misunderstood, obviously someone could call it a cartoon and mean it in a negative way but that's different >>#1518207, post 3 cuz why not but most these arguments come down to the fact that language is constantly changing and that dictionaries do not decide the definition of words, they just log the common usage of words, if enough people say anime is not cartoon then it's true, which is annoying to me but oh well | ||
| #1518254 - Something something New Vegas reference [+] (1 new reply) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
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| #1518232 - As a quick fun fact I actually considered just asking you this… [+] (1 new reply) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | +1 |
| #1518219 - That's a very fair and reasonable response | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
| #1518207 - Is it incorrect to refer to an anime as a cartoon? I know … [+] (34 new replies) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | +1 |
| no it's not wrong, do you think the characters are real or something? you didn't that's why i asked the question people get offended because they think cartoon is derogatory and anime is higher class, but cartoon just describes the fact that it was drawn or animated, you could make a distinction for realism so CGI in sci-fi movies might not be considered cartoon but anime is in no way realistic >>#1518273, if they get offended because they believe it isn't a cartoon then they are misunderstood, obviously someone could call it a cartoon and mean it in a negative way but that's different >>#1518207, post 3 cuz why not but most these arguments come down to the fact that language is constantly changing and that dictionaries do not decide the definition of words, they just log the common usage of words, if enough people say anime is not cartoon then it's true, which is annoying to me but oh well  yes and no it's just cartoons made in a particular country but with a unique enough style and wide enough spread to be considered its own genre of sorts it's really up to individual opinion but most people tend to accept that they are basically just cartoons except the word "cartoon" does sort of carry a childish implication to it, which is probably why some don't like the word  I always use "cartoon" as a term used to describe children's animation.  I don't see reason for the difference. I have seen people saying that cartoon = western, anime = japanese, but come on, nowadays the line is growing so thin. Another explanation was that cartoon tends to be for children without much plot going on and anime is for "grown ups" but when I see people calling Samurai Jack a cartoon it doesn't make much sense I think it's less that cartoons are for children and more that most cartoons just happen to be for children y'know "a film using animation techniques to photograph a sequence of drawings rather than real people or objects" so if it's a drawn animation, it's a cartoon. this applies to anime. people just dislike the term because, as mentioned, is implies a childish tone. i'm pretty sure that's the same thing, i don't think it's clearly defined unless you count that as a sequence of drawings like, toy story is a cartoon, thomas the tank engine didn't stop being a cartoon when it became 3d, y'know you mean that weird 3d/2d thing that looks ugly as cunts? that counts too Omg its the same as tagging futanari doujinshi with "pegging" its just not the fucking same mom | ||
| #1518191 - The sooner you pack the sooner you can go back to the last few… | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | +1 |
| #1518186 - There were a few years where each and every member of my famil… [+] (1 new reply) | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | +2 |
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| #1518165 - Premonition that you're getting in a non fatal car crash soon | 01/03/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
| #2870 - Picture | 01/03/2016 on geeky's profile | 0 |
| #2805 - You're the best, Evil. I'll be sure to keep this in mind and k… [+] (1 new reply) | 01/02/2016 on evilicious's profile | 0 |
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evilicious (01/02/2016) [-]  I love comic books and it's my honor and pleasure to help a fellow reader! | ||
| #1513085 - Not really scary, just a huge dick to the player. He calls… | 01/02/2016 on FJ Backroom | 0 |
| #1513069 - Picture [+] (3 new replies) | 01/02/2016 on FJ Backroom | +2 |
 oh it's burgerpants i heard that he's the most scarist in genocide #1513085 -
geeky (01/02/2016) [-]  He calls you "Little weirdo" and delivers the most killer one liner in the game. Pic related. A lot of the monsters in the game get a bad feeling from you the further you make it into genocide. It's almost like they can see the sins crawling on your back. | ||
| #2803 - I really appreciate it. Go have a wonderful day~ [+] (3 new replies) | 01/02/2016 on evilicious's profile | 0 |
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evilicious (01/02/2016) [-]  I have a little time before company arrives, so here are some good one-run, one-trade-copy stand-aloneish. There's always something that comes before or after, that's just not necessary reading. comics. Marvel Vengeance Doctor Doom vs Doctor Strange Civil War Secret Invasion A protip for shopping for comics in person is looking at the spine. If there's no number, it's 9 times out of 10 a stand-alone story arc. Finished story arc with numerous trade copies: Journey into Mystery (aka the Kid Loki arc) The Runaways Young Avengers Vol 1 --> Avengers: Children's Crusade --> Young Avengers Vol 2 Good jumping-on points: Deadpool: Dead Presidents Ms. Marvel Loki: Agent of Asgard Non-Marvel Comics You Should Try (Pretty easy to hop into because they have don't have a bunch of history to catch up on.) Fables The Wicked + The Divine (ongoing) I'll get back to you on with a more extensive list of titles and jumping on points later when I have a little more time. At the moment, I'm literally just glancing at my bookshelf and thinking 'huh, what would I loan someone without having to explain it?' so this list is a little lacking. I'll give you a full briefing later. #2806 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I love comic books and it's my honor and pleasure to help a fellow reader! | ||
| #2801 - That would be great, thanks! Anything that could be a good sta… [+] (5 new replies) | 01/02/2016 on evilicious's profile | 0 |
 Will do. I have to go get ready, but I will get back to you with a full list withing the day. #2804 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I have a little time before company arrives, so here are some good one-run, one-trade-copy stand-aloneish. There's always something that comes before or after, that's just not necessary reading. comics. Marvel Vengeance Doctor Doom vs Doctor Strange Civil War Secret Invasion A protip for shopping for comics in person is looking at the spine. If there's no number, it's 9 times out of 10 a stand-alone story arc. Finished story arc with numerous trade copies: Journey into Mystery (aka the Kid Loki arc) The Runaways Young Avengers Vol 1 --> Avengers: Children's Crusade --> Young Avengers Vol 2 Good jumping-on points: Deadpool: Dead Presidents Ms. Marvel Loki: Agent of Asgard Non-Marvel Comics You Should Try (Pretty easy to hop into because they have don't have a bunch of history to catch up on.) Fables The Wicked + The Divine (ongoing) I'll get back to you on with a more extensive list of titles and jumping on points later when I have a little more time. At the moment, I'm literally just glancing at my bookshelf and thinking 'huh, what would I loan someone without having to explain it?' so this list is a little lacking. I'll give you a full briefing later. #2806 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I love comic books and it's my honor and pleasure to help a fellow reader! | ||
| #1512965 - Cry me a river [+] (1 new reply) | 01/02/2016 on FJ Backroom | +2 |
| #2799 - There's a lot of potential in that. If you can imagine somebod… [+] (7 new replies) | 01/02/2016 on evilicious's profile | 0 |
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evilicious (01/02/2016) [-]  Me too~ Fury and the 3D glasses gets me every time. I started with getting a 'jumping on point' trade-copy I prefer not to get the serialized issues that come out every month because they don't last as long and I like to read my comics over and over again. and getting the parts that went directly before and after it and building from there. It's also nice to get already-finished arcs or one-shots so you get both characters and a complete story. I usually go through the bargain bin at Books a Million because they have a great selection of stand-alone comics for under $5. If you'd like, I could give you a list of enjoyable one-shot runs and finished arcs that don't need a lot of prior reading to jump into. Will do. I have to go get ready, but I will get back to you with a full list withing the day. #2804 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I have a little time before company arrives, so here are some good one-run, one-trade-copy stand-aloneish. There's always something that comes before or after, that's just not necessary reading. comics. Marvel Vengeance Doctor Doom vs Doctor Strange Civil War Secret Invasion A protip for shopping for comics in person is looking at the spine. If there's no number, it's 9 times out of 10 a stand-alone story arc. Finished story arc with numerous trade copies: Journey into Mystery (aka the Kid Loki arc) The Runaways Young Avengers Vol 1 --> Avengers: Children's Crusade --> Young Avengers Vol 2 Good jumping-on points: Deadpool: Dead Presidents Ms. Marvel Loki: Agent of Asgard Non-Marvel Comics You Should Try (Pretty easy to hop into because they have don't have a bunch of history to catch up on.) Fables The Wicked + The Divine (ongoing) I'll get back to you on with a more extensive list of titles and jumping on points later when I have a little more time. At the moment, I'm literally just glancing at my bookshelf and thinking 'huh, what would I loan someone without having to explain it?' so this list is a little lacking. I'll give you a full briefing later. #2806 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I love comic books and it's my honor and pleasure to help a fellow reader! | ||
| #1512898 - I was that person, actually. I've been through so many ann… | 01/02/2016 on FJ Backroom | +1 |
| #2797 - That actually sounds like a very interesting story. Like a… [+] (9 new replies) | 01/02/2016 on evilicious's profile | 0 |
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evilicious (01/02/2016) [-]  Oh, yeah. Loki pulls the best pranks (see image). There was a story arc in the 90's where he adopts Deadpool, teaches him about the Fourth Wall (prior to this, Deadpool didn't break it) and makes him look like Tom Cruise when he betrays him so he'll be stuck with the paparazzi forever. Loki's basically Deadpool if Deadpool were a more serious-seeming, less murderous character. While DP breaks the Fourth Wall, Loki jumps over it, gets a pen and redraws it. Pretty sure he just used magic to turn everything into ice cream, cookies, and sweets. The best part about Loki's pranks is how serious everyone takes them. Like 'holy shit, he's a pigeon! He's terrorizing the city!" There's a lot of potential in that. If you can imagine somebody, couldn't you also imagine a long and drawn out history with them? I can't imagine what I would do if somebody I thought I knew for 19 years was actually just made up in my head a couple of months ago. I love that image, saw it on the front page a good while ago and it's comedy gold. I didn't understand the Rocky one at first but then again I don't always remember Black Widow is Russian. Comics are so great. Just from reading all this I'm motivated to start a collection, although I wouldn't have any idea where to begin. #2800 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] Me too~ Fury and the 3D glasses gets me every time. I started with getting a 'jumping on point' trade-copy I prefer not to get the serialized issues that come out every month because they don't last as long and I like to read my comics over and over again. and getting the parts that went directly before and after it and building from there. It's also nice to get already-finished arcs or one-shots so you get both characters and a complete story. I usually go through the bargain bin at Books a Million because they have a great selection of stand-alone comics for under $5. If you'd like, I could give you a list of enjoyable one-shot runs and finished arcs that don't need a lot of prior reading to jump into. Will do. I have to go get ready, but I will get back to you with a full list withing the day. #2804 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I have a little time before company arrives, so here are some good one-run, one-trade-copy stand-aloneish. There's always something that comes before or after, that's just not necessary reading. comics. Marvel Vengeance Doctor Doom vs Doctor Strange Civil War Secret Invasion A protip for shopping for comics in person is looking at the spine. If there's no number, it's 9 times out of 10 a stand-alone story arc. Finished story arc with numerous trade copies: Journey into Mystery (aka the Kid Loki arc) The Runaways Young Avengers Vol 1 --> Avengers: Children's Crusade --> Young Avengers Vol 2 Good jumping-on points: Deadpool: Dead Presidents Ms. Marvel Loki: Agent of Asgard Non-Marvel Comics You Should Try (Pretty easy to hop into because they have don't have a bunch of history to catch up on.) Fables The Wicked + The Divine (ongoing) I'll get back to you on with a more extensive list of titles and jumping on points later when I have a little more time. At the moment, I'm literally just glancing at my bookshelf and thinking 'huh, what would I loan someone without having to explain it?' so this list is a little lacking. I'll give you a full briefing later. #2806 -
evilicious (01/02/2016) [-] I love comic books and it's my honor and pleasure to help a fellow reader! | ||
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<- Full Album, if interested it's about 45min long. Favorite songs from it are:
<- Jenny's Song. 
<- She Like, replace the "him to her" type stuff and put it like "her to him" Because I kinda feel this way about you ^^
Okay, onward to business. It's 845am now. So if my phone is charged enough, I'm going to go take a shower, then get a load of laundry down. I'll probably do two loads. My clothes then the towels. So I apologize if I woke you up any during my cleaning. ><
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geeky ONLINE (7 hours ago) [-]
When you first shared with me the voice file for this you said it gave you chills.
This. This right here, man. This gave me chills.
Undertale is one of those rare on a blue moon titles that hardly ever comes around but makes you care about its world more than any other.
And right now all I care about is seeing that knightly bastard get his sweet revenge.
This. This right here, man. This gave me chills.
Undertale is one of those rare on a blue moon titles that hardly ever comes around but makes you care about its world more than any other.
And right now all I care about is seeing that knightly bastard get his sweet revenge.
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sheashea (01/07/2016) [-] 
So I can't sleep (obviously). And I've been watching a lot of cooking videos and such. I've realized that with just the two of us, a lot of what I would make would probably go to waste. Yeah I could alter measurements and also pawn it off to granma and chad, but still. But after hearing your mom already call me her daughter in law (gave me butterflies by the way <3), thus would seem perfect!
My thoughts, provided most of your younger siblings stay around home by time we move, I could cook for your family! We'd be close to them by some comparison. Visit every weekend sort of thing. Bring home-cooked goodness over. I'm also banking that Jay and kristin (when the time comes ofc) will have little kiddos and we can spoil the hell outta your nieces and nephews.
I dunno. <3
My thoughts, provided most of your younger siblings stay around home by time we move, I could cook for your family! We'd be close to them by some comparison. Visit every weekend sort of thing. Bring home-cooked goodness over. I'm also banking that Jay and kristin (when the time comes ofc) will have little kiddos and we can spoil the hell outta your nieces and nephews.
I dunno. <3
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exotic (01/03/2016) [-] had a dream woo.
dreamt that someone i cared for was pregnant had me as her emergency 'bring the **** to hospital' guy. Well i get the call she is having her baby. don't know what hospital or where. I ask in the lobby in the apparently apartment building im living in and the lobbyist says go right ahead and leads me into the next room.
The room is very warm and white and the bed she is laying on is huge. like 6x6 meters. anyways there is tge baby. it looks underdeveloped. dark and almost see through skull and all the veins visible. but the ****** part is that it has another tiny hand between its eyes. Seems like no one is commenting on it so i don't say anything. I get to hold and pet the baby, hold its tiny normal hands when it starts trying to bite me.
The baby is super agressive. if im sitting in the bed away from it it crawls fast towards me and tries to bite me. But it starts getting bigger. like a 1 year old. black hair is slightly covering its head now. Getting bitten starts to hurt as it gets teeth. I tell the mother that the baby is teething. think about how ****** it must be to breastfeed it now. She laughs and tells me to wait outside. I gladly step outside and do nothing. i am standing out there just past the door and do nothing before the dream transitions into something else that i don't remember
dreamt that someone i cared for was pregnant had me as her emergency 'bring the **** to hospital' guy. Well i get the call she is having her baby. don't know what hospital or where. I ask in the lobby in the apparently apartment building im living in and the lobbyist says go right ahead and leads me into the next room.
The room is very warm and white and the bed she is laying on is huge. like 6x6 meters. anyways there is tge baby. it looks underdeveloped. dark and almost see through skull and all the veins visible. but the ****** part is that it has another tiny hand between its eyes. Seems like no one is commenting on it so i don't say anything. I get to hold and pet the baby, hold its tiny normal hands when it starts trying to bite me.
The baby is super agressive. if im sitting in the bed away from it it crawls fast towards me and tries to bite me. But it starts getting bigger. like a 1 year old. black hair is slightly covering its head now. Getting bitten starts to hurt as it gets teeth. I tell the mother that the baby is teething. think about how ****** it must be to breastfeed it now. She laughs and tells me to wait outside. I gladly step outside and do nothing. i am standing out there just past the door and do nothing before the dream transitions into something else that i don't remember
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geeky ONLINE (01/03/2016) [-] Sounds to me like this dream had a deeper meaning, an underlying message that your subconscious translated into a series of symbolism.
I'm gonna assume the person you cared for here was a past flame you parted ways with but didn't end on a particularly bad note. Her calling you reflects how you were a pillar of support she could count on and her being pregnant is you accepting she'll lead a life with someone else.
The dark and intimidating features of the baby could be a representation of either outside stress culminating into a recognizable figure or your worry of how this former flame as a parent would result in a troubled and misguided child. It bit you and continued to do so because of this.
The fact that it did so adds to your negative feelings towards it, in this case making it seem bigger and older. I have a feeling if you were a dad IRL this baby would be something innocent and brighter, a treasure that would probably laugh or fall asleep in your arms. But as you are now there's a general wall between you and the child just as there would be between absolute strangers.
The joke about breastfeeding may stem from how you would be cheery and humorous with this flame even when the world around you was strange and against you. Through the pain of the bite you still put on a front of being alright enough to joke around.
All in all this was very interesting, and as long as you're not disturbed or anything by this I'd say it could be a nice trip down memory lane. Thanks for sharing it with me.
I'm gonna assume the person you cared for here was a past flame you parted ways with but didn't end on a particularly bad note. Her calling you reflects how you were a pillar of support she could count on and her being pregnant is you accepting she'll lead a life with someone else.
The dark and intimidating features of the baby could be a representation of either outside stress culminating into a recognizable figure or your worry of how this former flame as a parent would result in a troubled and misguided child. It bit you and continued to do so because of this.
The fact that it did so adds to your negative feelings towards it, in this case making it seem bigger and older. I have a feeling if you were a dad IRL this baby would be something innocent and brighter, a treasure that would probably laugh or fall asleep in your arms. But as you are now there's a general wall between you and the child just as there would be between absolute strangers.
The joke about breastfeeding may stem from how you would be cheery and humorous with this flame even when the world around you was strange and against you. Through the pain of the bite you still put on a front of being alright enough to joke around.
All in all this was very interesting, and as long as you're not disturbed or anything by this I'd say it could be a nice trip down memory lane. Thanks for sharing it with me.
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geeky ONLINE (01/03/2016) [-] Only long distance relationships, really. Would always be on the verge of a meetup before something went wrong and we went our separate ways.
But my current relationship shows they can still be successful if you work for it enough.
I never had a doubt from the start fate would carry me to greener pastures so long as I never gave up.
But my current relationship shows they can still be successful if you work for it enough.
I never had a doubt from the start fate would carry me to greener pastures so long as I never gave up.
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geeky ONLINE (01/01/2016) [-] Sorry, dude.
You're not alone in that, man. Plenty of us had to go down that road too. But we lived to tell about it.
You'll be alright.
And yeah, I know exactly what you mean. I've never seen a website like Funnyjunk and I doubt I ever will again. Still, the community has carried me ever since I first started using the internet and I feel just as close to the users here as the people I share a room with.
You're not alone in that, man. Plenty of us had to go down that road too. But we lived to tell about it.
You'll be alright.
And yeah, I know exactly what you mean. I've never seen a website like Funnyjunk and I doubt I ever will again. Still, the community has carried me ever since I first started using the internet and I feel just as close to the users here as the people I share a room with.
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spensy (01/01/2016) [-] Yeah, this place is full of some weird ass ************* . But they're pretty amazing people.
I liked being alone. For a long time I was asking for some alone time because no one would stop bothering me. Now that I have it I was getting all sad because I was alone before I realized this is what I asked for.
How've you been, dude? Holding up alright?
I liked being alone. For a long time I was asking for some alone time because no one would stop bothering me. Now that I have it I was getting all sad because I was alone before I realized this is what I asked for.
How've you been, dude? Holding up alright?
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geeky ONLINE (01/01/2016) [-] Absolutely, the whole "Strangers on the internet are sick and evil" thing never really rang true to me after spending so much time on this site.
Yeah, I've met pedophiles, burnouts, and scam artists here, but the good overshined the bad tenfold with the financial supporters, suicide preventers, and moralfags.
The hivemind is a bit cancerous here and there but all things considered I'm glad to have called this place home for so long.
It's like they always say: Be careful what you wish for.
Honestly I'm not too many steps from your position. Sure I have a cat and my gf but I don't leave the house often and haven't talken to any IRL friends in years now.
The only other people I really socialize with are Shea's family. But thankfully I'm going back to Kentucky for a few days to reconcile with my family and buds.
I'm sure you'll be able to come back to those you miss soon.
I've been in Tennessee for a year now and in the end I'd say I'm pretty happy. It sucks being away from so many of the people I used to know but I'm working each day to go back to them when I'm ready to move.
That's my coping method right there. Moving forward even when it feels too hard.
Howboutchu?
Yeah, I've met pedophiles, burnouts, and scam artists here, but the good overshined the bad tenfold with the financial supporters, suicide preventers, and moralfags.
The hivemind is a bit cancerous here and there but all things considered I'm glad to have called this place home for so long.
It's like they always say: Be careful what you wish for.
Honestly I'm not too many steps from your position. Sure I have a cat and my gf but I don't leave the house often and haven't talken to any IRL friends in years now.
The only other people I really socialize with are Shea's family. But thankfully I'm going back to Kentucky for a few days to reconcile with my family and buds.
I'm sure you'll be able to come back to those you miss soon.
I've been in Tennessee for a year now and in the end I'd say I'm pretty happy. It sucks being away from so many of the people I used to know but I'm working each day to go back to them when I'm ready to move.
That's my coping method right there. Moving forward even when it feels too hard.
Howboutchu?
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spensy (01/01/2016) [-] I just get lonely quick. I spent a week with my dad and just got back like 3 days ago.
I'm at martial arts every day and go to school often, so I'm usually around people, right?
I just endure. I know life'll get better. It always does. and it always gets worse. That goes for everyone too. It keeps me motivated. I know plenty who don't deserve negative things to happen to them, but it's inevitable. So, I'm there for them. I just hope when I need it someone'll be here for me.
I'm at martial arts every day and go to school often, so I'm usually around people, right?
I just endure. I know life'll get better. It always does. and it always gets worse. That goes for everyone too. It keeps me motivated. I know plenty who don't deserve negative things to happen to them, but it's inevitable. So, I'm there for them. I just hope when I need it someone'll be here for me.
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therealmaster (01/01/2016) [-] I did get to spend some time on Skype with Lisa, but it's not the same as actually being with her. On the bright side of things, I did book my flight to Canada tonight. $467.19 total for a round trip flight. (I made more than that after taxes from last week; feels good man)
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geeky ONLINE (01/01/2016) [-] She'll be there to shower you with affection and comfort for your entire visit, Mast. It's times like this we feel the most alone but you need to always remember that there are still people who care and will be a pillar of support for you through even these most difficult times.
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therealmaster (01/01/2016) [-] I know. It's just so disheartening to come home from work to such an empty and lonely home. I have my cats still, but there's a massive hole torn open inside me from the loss of my mother and muffin this year. I can hardly believe it's almost been a year...
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geeky ONLINE (01/01/2016) [-] You've come a long way, man. Your mother and Muffin were there every step of the way to be your rock and see you off to new heights. Though they may not be around in body they'll always be beside you in your heart and in your soul.
And they're glad that your lonely New Year's will be replaced with your lover's warm embrace. Every small joy is nothing short of a victory to them.
And they're glad that your lonely New Year's will be replaced with your lover's warm embrace. Every small joy is nothing short of a victory to them.
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tranquilizer ONLINE (12/30/2015) [-] I don't know how I got here but now that I'm here I might as well say hi
hi
hi
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tranquilizer ONLINE (12/30/2015) [-] I just... get bored, open up interfaces and click on things
It is also 5.45 am which affects my ability to remember and notice things
It is also 5.45 am which affects my ability to remember and notice things
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tranquilizer ONLINE (12/30/2015) [-] I'm worrying about something like finals which I'm of course not studying for
Life rolls slow when there's nothing fun to do but all the work to neglect
...I don't know what the Dogma thingy is so I couldn't come up with anything to bounce the ball back with :c
Life rolls slow when there's nothing fun to do but all the work to neglect
...I don't know what the Dogma thingy is so I couldn't come up with anything to bounce the ball back with :c
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geeky ONLINE (12/30/2015) [-] **** , man, if you don't have anything fun to occupy yourself with you might as well work
You'll regret it come 5 years where you wish you did better in what I assume is university, must have cost a fortune to get in and I'd hate to see you waste it
It's like a third person Skyrim with the difficulty of Dark Souls and the real time combat of Dragon Age 2
I'm personally having a blast, I got it for Christmas and have been playing it until early in the morning every day since
You'll regret it come 5 years where you wish you did better in what I assume is university, must have cost a fortune to get in and I'd hate to see you waste it
It's like a third person Skyrim with the difficulty of Dark Souls and the real time combat of Dragon Age 2
I'm personally having a blast, I got it for Christmas and have been playing it until early in the morning every day since
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tranquilizer ONLINE (12/30/2015) [-] well I uhh..
A level below university, hard to explain since it's different things in different countries
still rather important final exams, matriculation exams
Being from Finland it doesn't cost much but yeah, should make use of it
..just don't know what to do after, completely drains motivation
Having played very few games I probably can't say much to that
never tried any of those :^(
Glad to hear someone's making the most of their holiday season
A level below university, hard to explain since it's different things in different countries
still rather important final exams, matriculation exams
Being from Finland it doesn't cost much but yeah, should make use of it
..just don't know what to do after, completely drains motivation
Having played very few games I probably can't say much to that
never tried any of those :^(
Glad to hear someone's making the most of their holiday season
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] I have that game, just haven't gotten around to playing it.
Then again, what games don't I have?
Not much is going on with me today. Nobody really reaches out to talk to me these days. Christmas was nice, but bittersweet without my mom there. How was yours?
Then again, what games don't I have?
Not much is going on with me today. Nobody really reaches out to talk to me these days. Christmas was nice, but bittersweet without my mom there. How was yours?
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geeky ONLINE (12/28/2015) [-] Well if you're ever bored I'd recommend you give it a try, I'm having an absolute blast with it and I'm unlocking more and more gameplay elements every 30 minutes.
If you do end up playing it I recommend you go with a strider.
I'm gonna guess you don't have anything virtual boy related :^)
Same, honestly. And I'm sorry, man, but if it makes you feel any better I don't really reach out to anyone. I'm more of a loner by nature.
I had a blast with Shea, her uncle, and her grandmother. I'm really sorry about your mom, man, but she'd be really happy you had a good Christmas.
If you do end up playing it I recommend you go with a strider.
I'm gonna guess you don't have anything virtual boy related :^)
Same, honestly. And I'm sorry, man, but if it makes you feel any better I don't really reach out to anyone. I'm more of a loner by nature.
I had a blast with Shea, her uncle, and her grandmother. I'm really sorry about your mom, man, but she'd be really happy you had a good Christmas.
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] I'm not bored, it's just that I have a mountain of games to go through.
No, I don't
It's alright. I'm just pretty down about all of my friends drifting away. Even Lisa hasn't been talking to me that much lately. Although, that's partially due to our work schedules.
No, I don't
It's alright. I'm just pretty down about all of my friends drifting away. Even Lisa hasn't been talking to me that much lately. Although, that's partially due to our work schedules.
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geeky ONLINE (12/28/2015) [-] You're not really missing out on much, you've pretty much got all the important systems.
As long as you're alright that's all that matters. I wouldn't worry too much about Lisa, Mast, you're a role model human being and have your life more figured out than most of the people I know.
Than being said, though, it never hurts to always try and reconnect when you think things are slipping a little.
As long as you're alright that's all that matters. I wouldn't worry too much about Lisa, Mast, you're a role model human being and have your life more figured out than most of the people I know.
Than being said, though, it never hurts to always try and reconnect when you think things are slipping a little.
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] It took me 23 minutes to write that out. I really need to let my feelings flow out more instead of editing them down to nothing. I've always found it difficult to express myself, whether it be through writing or speaking.
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geeky ONLINE (12/28/2015) [-] Your motivation has to become the drive to never let yourself slip. The plants can't survive without you, the laundry will grow cold and wrinkled.
Mankind is the vessel of what our lives will become. If you stay in that dark place today it will grow and fester and eventually consume you. Your work, loved ones, and general outlook on life will deteriorate at an exponential rate.
Templars and monks suffer every day and bring themselves to the edge of despair just by living, but every day they recite their prayers and work with their higher power for strength. They feel energetic, happy, and fulfilled because it's their body and mind rewarding them for their diligence; I myself have live both lifestyles for years and I promise you that the reward of laboring through the pain makes it all so much easier in the end.
Hoist that righteous shield and push on through the bad times with every ounce of humanity you can muster. The momentum of habit and familiarity will carry you back to that lifestyle you worked so hard to now.
Mankind is the vessel of what our lives will become. If you stay in that dark place today it will grow and fester and eventually consume you. Your work, loved ones, and general outlook on life will deteriorate at an exponential rate.
Templars and monks suffer every day and bring themselves to the edge of despair just by living, but every day they recite their prayers and work with their higher power for strength. They feel energetic, happy, and fulfilled because it's their body and mind rewarding them for their diligence; I myself have live both lifestyles for years and I promise you that the reward of laboring through the pain makes it all so much easier in the end.
Hoist that righteous shield and push on through the bad times with every ounce of humanity you can muster. The momentum of habit and familiarity will carry you back to that lifestyle you worked so hard to now.
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] I know that much, and believe me, I'm a paragon of determination. I've just lost so much this year that even I've been pushed back. I need some time to center myself again. Hopefully the time off I'm getting in February will really do me some good.
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] Enough sad stuff. Time for happy pug.
Thanks for being here for me.
Thanks for being here for me.
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therealmaster (12/28/2015) [-] I feel like I'm in a rather dark place right now. Honestly haven't felt like this in a long time. I find myself just not caring about things. They're small things, like how the pants in the other room haven't been watered regularly, or that none of the laundry has been folded and put away, but it's not how I normally am. I wish I was the guy I am at work when I'm at home. That guy cares about every little thing. That tool isn't in the right spot; that car has to have valve caps on every stem, etc. But I can't seem to find that motivation.
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anon (12/27/2015) [-]
Thanks for suddenly removing me and blocking me without saying anything, that totally didnt hurt at all
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geeky ONLINE (12/27/2015) [-] And thank you for telling Tessa something that I told you in confidence.
Every time I talk with you you're in some group call anyway and all I do is take audience to an ear raping game with those people. Your text responses are always short and devoid of any real conversation, like "hi" or "nope". And apparently I can't even tell you things without you going behind my back and stirring up drama.
Three strikes, we're done. I'm blocking you because I know you're gonna play the sob card and be melodramatic until I give in, and I don't dwell on negativity like that. When I know that's gonna be over and done with I'm unblocking you and everything's gonna be status quo again.
Every time I talk with you you're in some group call anyway and all I do is take audience to an ear raping game with those people. Your text responses are always short and devoid of any real conversation, like "hi" or "nope". And apparently I can't even tell you things without you going behind my back and stirring up drama.
Three strikes, we're done. I'm blocking you because I know you're gonna play the sob card and be melodramatic until I give in, and I don't dwell on negativity like that. When I know that's gonna be over and done with I'm unblocking you and everything's gonna be status quo again.
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anon (12/27/2015) [-]
What the **** , maybe because i thought he already knew that you didnt like him and you never said that you wanted to keep secrets, i said multiple times that i dont hide things behind peoples back, i didnt do it to stir drama, i did it because she wanted to fix things, and our conversations never go like that what the **** , you barely even messaged me, i thought you actually liked me and were a cool guy but if you hated **** i do then you should have said so
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thattessachick (12/26/2015) [-] Oh, well don't worry about that in voice chats. I'm a lot more boring IRL.
