Thank you my dear friend.

That is one hairy buttface.

hehe nice!

wingardium leviosa
uhhhh

not bad, just haunting the place for a while

Pretty good, thanks.
How about you?

I'm good, decided to make that my new skype avatar, cropped it myself

hehe nice!

no I was 16 in the photo, now I am 17, I just look young because of reasons, it's pretty fucking annoying

It'll come in handy when you are old I suppose.

Thank you, lots!

And yeah, i hope so too >>

*Hugs*

*hugs*

Then try keeping your shit in a safe, so you don't lose it.

I've been there before too. Most of these kids don't know what it's like to lose somebody from suicide.

Thank you, and I like that gif.

Whooves is best pony.

Humor is subjective. Just because you don't find it funny doesn't mean that others don't.

That doesn't make it right.

Unless you're talking about the direction, right and wrong are even more subjective than humor. You can't really define what's right. Only what's socially accepted. Then again, the social norm varies so much from place to place, that you can't say there's a universal norm, saying what's right and what's not. Good and evil don't exist, just the idea of them. And my idea of funny is poking the "suicidal" guy.

You're more depraved than I thought then, if you think the loss of life is a joking matter. Also, intentionally trying to harm somebody physically or psychologically is generally "wrong" in most societies and cultures, and is in fact against the law where I live.

Yes, but you're forgetting the fact that I don't care. Call it apathy, call it nihilism, call it assholishness, call it however the hell you want. Life's just deprived me of the ability to feel sadness or remorse. Have fun with your morals and shit, though.

Don't blame me, blame life.

What the hell did you go through to make you feel this way?

Shitty childhood, my grandparents traumatised me for life, got beaten up a lot, no friends 'till I was 15 or so, surrounded by inbiciles and no one respects me or anything I've ever achieved in life. My parents were also vets on a pig farm, who'd occasionally take me to work when there was no one to watch me at home. Seeing piles or rotting pig carcasses really helps you realise that death and decay isn't all that bad - it's natural.

There's a lot more, but I don't feel like boring you right now. The reason I'm so apathis is that I didn't react like most people would. When a normal person goes through shit like that they get all depressed and usually kill themselves. However, something in my head just snapped and rendered me incapable of feeling any feelings other than happiness, boredom or anger. That's also the reason why I dislike people who say the're going to kill themselves. I've been through much worse that 98% of them, but you don't see me complaining, do you? Heck, I only bring stuff like this up if someone distinctly asks me about it.

You need to look at things from another perspective. Yes, their problems may seem small and petty to you, but to them they are insurmountable. They certainly don't need people to push them down even further. I never said death wasn't natural, but suicide isn't a natural cause of death.

Actually, social animals commit suicide all the time. Especially dolphins that get seperated from the herd or school or however the hell you call it with aquatic mammals.

You're barking up the wrong tree. Like I said, I only have 3 emotions left and sympathy isn't one of them. If I were to actually support people like that, I would be faking it. I have fake sympathy. Just give up. Believe it or not, it doesn't work like it does in the movies - people can't be changed by a brief discussion. I am who I am and that's all that I am. You can't change me and I don't WANT to change.

Besides, do you honestly think one of these gutless wonders will really do it? They're just crying out for attention - the attention they don't get in real life. They're not really going to kill themselves. People who commit suicide don't whine about it online, they just do it. I'd consider it a personal achievement if I got one of these jellyfish to grow a spine and pull the trigger.

I'm not trying to change who you are, I just want you to stop harassing others. I won't give up on that. Not now. Not ever.

I admire your persistance, but that's pretty much impossible at this point. You're not the first to try and you most likely won't be the last. Good luck with that.

I can always try. Like you said, people don't change in a brief discussion. They change over many long and thoughtful discussions.

I'd like to see you try.

True I supppose, but I just lose my shit with stuff like this.

Then try keeping your shit in a safe, so you don't lose it.

I wish

:(

The worst part was, my dad wasn't always like this, he used to be this super great guy who loved me, my brother and my mom and would do anything to make us smile. Now he's said he doesn't want to talk to us anymore, wish he'd never met my mom. It makes me wish he'd either always been this horrible man, or that he had just died. Fucking meth man... living in a shitty apartment, borrowing money from my cancer-ridden grandmother.
The year is off to a great start. Don't know why I'm telling a stranger all this, but thanks for listening lol.

D::

I am so sorry

Not your fault, should have let him get so close to me again.
*sigh*
I'm going to go hunt for leftover chinese food.

:(

The worst part was, my dad wasn't always like this, he used to be this super great guy who loved me, my brother and my mom and would do anything to make us smile. Now he's said he doesn't want to talk to us anymore, wish he'd never met my mom. It makes me wish he'd either always been this horrible man, or that he had just died. Fucking meth man... living in a shitty apartment, borrowing money from my cancer-ridden grandmother.
The year is off to a great start. Don't know why I'm telling a stranger all this, but thanks for listening lol.

Of course he's not, that's clear from the start

That's cool
I'm in a call with phanact right now
but okay

again, part of the shitstorm, even if he was given powers, he's not keeping them, guarantee that.

Of course he's not, that's clear from the start

as apposed to joking fucking annoying?

You almost never come here anyways
and it's not trolling

I lurk a lot more then you think Marilyn, Phanact isn't a mod, him and magical fairy princess are simply working together to cause a shitstorm, it's obvious.

That's cool
I'm in a call with phanact right now
but okay

again, part of the shitstorm, even if he was given powers, he's not keeping them, guarantee that.

Of course he's not, that's clear from the start

its addy i'm sure. he is just banning me for being a loudmouth

All of my this