hau

What's up?

meh, depression

D:

What's wrong?

mostly caused by loneliness

:c

Want to talk?

nobody ever helps

I can try...

though if you're feeling really lonely, maybe consider a tulpa?

a what

Long story short, its something that you can do to trick your mind that you're not alone

its like a person that lives inside your subconsious

oh so me drawing maya a lot...

that helped... but not much anymore

well...

its much more in-depth

A tulpa is something that you can do to almost permanantly have someone near you

it can't be based off of an existing character because it'll drive you insane

in fact, if you fuck up the process, it makes you go insane

but it helps out a lot with loneliness if you do it right, unfortunately it takes about 3 months of work in your spare time to do

I'd suggest talking to epic screen name, 'cause he has one named Star

wait, nevermind, violet is his oc

A tulpa is like a whole other person

so say he did make violet his tulpa

it would turn on him, because she thinks she isn't special enough to have her own look

and he would go insane

trust me, i can't get any more insane than i already am

that wouldn't effect me at all

I would talk to epic about it

lets change the subject shall we?

Are you in the mood to RP?
if not, I'm fine with it

no, and i pretty much promised myself i wouldn't until the summer when i'm out of school

i already fucked up with luckyspirit twice, and i hate myself for it

Don't beat yourself up over it. To be honest I didn't make much of an effort to keep it going.

i don't really want to do any rps until this summer, ( or spring break )

i don't have the time, plus my sex drive is almost non-existent, and it has been for almost 3 months now

You were busy. You have school and honestly that is more important. Please try to just forget about it. We can continue or restart later.

Alright, now I've got to go

dinner

cya