I seem to be too late for this. I know we don't talk much, but I'm always here if you need to share something.
Who knows, maybe I've been through the same thing. You won't know unless you talk about it.

But yeah. I'm here for you, and so are the other guys.

your all so nice

I guess.. I won't be able to help then.

I could ask why, but i have no right to ask that. I'll just leave your problems with others then.

I want to....but everytime I go to type something, something in me says "no" and my hands stop.......

If you're standing between 2 choices:

Flip a coin into the air, each side representing one of the choices.
Not becuase the coin chooses for you, but because you know what you want to choose as soon as the coin is in the air.

It's your call buddy, i'll be ready to listen if you want to speak, and i'll be ready to leave you be if that is what you want the most. Don't do this for my sake, do what you think will help you best.

I just don't even know where to start.....that might be the problem

If you have alot of problematic feelings, the easiest thing is to just shelf them one at a time to put them to rest.

shelf?

Finding a spot in your mind where they belong and aren't being bothering/hard to understand.

so just put it in the back of my mind......

Hmm not in my opinion, that would be pushing the problem away, not trying to fix it.

But i barely know what's it's about so i can say for sure.

(sigh) ok I'll try and inform you when I get back.....I'll be gone only for a few minutes

Take your time.. I'm quite worried for you though.

I don't think I can do this. I haven't even told Dum everything that went through my head yet.....
your going to need to push me......

Push is such a negative word..

Either you can handle these feelings alone, or you would feel better if you shared them. What is it that makes it hard for you?

I don't know I'm just scared to talk about it

What are you afraid of that could happen? You know we only want you the best.

It just feels weird talking about it....