well then, let's face my fears!

i can't do lilly's path.
in some weird way, I feel like I'm cheatting Hanako.

That's how I felt too, but after 1 month I decided to man up and do another path.

well then, let's face my fears!

I agree with you, but with some differeces:
-I get excited with everything, BUT,but, I can't feel anything about them.
-also I can't fap to anything

I also like you can't fap to anything, but I cried like a little bitch for the first time in 8 years after I finished the Hanako's path, and then I cried even more after Lilly's path.

i can't do lilly's path.
in some weird way, I feel like I'm cheatting Hanako.

That's how I felt too, but after 1 month I decided to man up and do another path.

well then, let's face my fears!

Good to know

Ok, well I would maybe suggest just bulking up about 5 kilos or so. Go get some protein supplements and mix that in with your daily diet. Eat as much protein as you can and some carbs as well. Work on your push ups each and every day if you can. Keep track of your calories and maybe eat at just above 2k a day to bulk. But go for a quick run every day, doesnt have to be long, just around your block. Build up your endurance like you want. But keeping track of calories is key, eat more then you use a day to gain mass.

Thanks for the advice.

You have to many excuses for everything 0/10 you'll never lift.

Probably, but I'm just trying.

You haven't even tried

First I need to walk to the graveyard because there isn't a bus that leads there. Second it's going to take quite some time until I dig up around 5 feet of dirt. Third, there's usually a guard who walks around because people tend to steal stuff.

You have to many excuses for everything 0/10 you'll never lift.

Probably, but I'm just trying.

Solution:
Get better internet
Wait it out
Stop being such a bitch
The download is fairly fucking big

Dude, I downloaded Shogun 2 plus the two dlc's for 2 hours. (32 gigabytes)

Please, no, no that face! It stabs my heart!

Damn, Thanks for that!

Thank you!

you are a good person

I'm glad to have been of help.

Please, no, no that face! It stabs my heart!

It's more of how heavy something is to you such as a gallon of water (which is near 10 lbs) could be heavy to a 5 year old but not to you. A lot of household things can be used. Water, vacuum cleaners, boxes of magazines, small children, etc.

Your mom.

First I have to dig her out of her grave, but as stated above I don't think that I'm phisycally able to do that without anyone noticing.

You haven't even tried

First I need to walk to the graveyard because there isn't a bus that leads there. Second it's going to take quite some time until I dig up around 5 feet of dirt. Third, there's usually a guard who walks around because people tend to steal stuff.

You have to many excuses for everything 0/10 you'll never lift.

Probably, but I'm just trying.

ok, lets start with this. How tall, and how much do you weigh? If you are Auschwitz mode then you need to bulk, but if you are some what big then you need to cut and lean up. Im guessing you are probably average size so I would say is every morning, try doing a few push ups when you get up and go from there. Eat lots of protein I might ad, this will help you. Also in the regards of your running, you want to look for endurance, not right out speed. Just start by walking a mile every day and work your way up to jogging. You should be able to build some endurance by doing so.

Hope this helps.

Well I'm 6'2 feet tall, and I weigh 82 kilograms.

Ok, well I would maybe suggest just bulking up about 5 kilos or so. Go get some protein supplements and mix that in with your daily diet. Eat as much protein as you can and some carbs as well. Work on your push ups each and every day if you can. Keep track of your calories and maybe eat at just above 2k a day to bulk. But go for a quick run every day, doesnt have to be long, just around your block. Build up your endurance like you want. But keeping track of calories is key, eat more then you use a day to gain mass.

Thanks for the advice.

A quick google search would be your best bet, but I can give you some personal experience advice, although I'm far from an expert. Back when I couldn't do a pushup or pullup, do you know what I did? I kept trying to do pushups and pullups. Before long I was able to do when. Then once I could do when, I shot for two, then three, then four, and so on. It will hurt, and you will most likely not enjoy it, but when I look at where I was years ago and where I am now I can't help but feel a huge sense of accomplishment. So pretty much, just work hard. If you need specific exercises or something then just ask.

Get some heavy things, lift them a bit, set them down, do it again in a few days. After 2 or 3 times, get something heavier. And eat more protein.

What do you suggest by heavy things ?

It's more of how heavy something is to you such as a gallon of water (which is near 10 lbs) could be heavy to a 5 year old but not to you. A lot of household things can be used. Water, vacuum cleaners, boxes of magazines, small children, etc.

Your mom.

First I have to dig her out of her grave, but as stated above I don't think that I'm phisycally able to do that without anyone noticing.

You haven't even tried

First I need to walk to the graveyard because there isn't a bus that leads there. Second it's going to take quite some time until I dig up around 5 feet of dirt. Third, there's usually a guard who walks around because people tend to steal stuff.

You have to many excuses for everything 0/10 you'll never lift.

Probably, but I'm just trying.

i felt that about rin and emi the gam kinda changed my life in some ways and i fell stupid for being attached to a vidyia character but it isnt something im ashamed of either tho i guess its kinda weird

I know that feel bro

I have the same feeling for Emi.