*cough* steam *cough*

college man

hallo

anyway....I'm gonna get off again
but...I once heard awhile ago that you have a folder for everyone...is that true?

yes, why do you ask?

I was wondering if you had one of me

Well I've never seen your OC out and about for me to save since you prefer anime girls as your mascots.

so.... is that a no?

...........yes...I'm sorry

oh darn it
well....back to being sick
bye

alright man

hi

Oh my, that deserves a deviant art page.

i have one.
this is a tracing as well.

You're tracing a pic? well still way better than what i can do

inkscape is good for tracing.

ack I formatted my computer an need to redownload it

get that and gimp, i use both and am getting really badass at it.
on the plus side i finally feel normal again!

That's good bud, always good to feel....good

eyup, biochemistry was way off and my crazy way way up.

crazy can be good in doses

was manic, emotionally unstable, paranoid, in pain and had head problems and more.
(even mgn thought i was acting more crazy than usual)

You need an outlet for bad thoughts and stuff

my condition was eating my mind and it was showing...

pansy didn't believe you

nope, he forgets that i don't care if i'm interesting or not and assumes i do things for attention.

yush

why do I have the sudden urge for dairy queen?

good question...
he's lucky I was restraining myself, especially with the mood I got today.

From the picture I assume you are overly loving today?

ummm, nope.
had a meltdown earlier when i got home and have been seething all day.

I realize, i was trying to make you feel better by making you laugh

i'm already feeling way better than i was, just wish i could move around right now, this link shows how bad of shape i was in earlier...
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargreenhouse/3976863/Ponyville/330881#330881

I understand bro, specially with how pansy and mgn treated you the other day.

that and lunars recent comment about pv not being safe for kids since i showed up when i try really hard to avoid posting anything that disturbing, been having a war in my head as well from stuff i would rather forget and never being taken seriously when i'm almost entirely serious.

Lunar was messing with you, PV was never safe for kids, honestly gamer is the most innocent and he makes sex jokes more than pansy

beta is most innocent, there are also more people now.
he didn't mention me by name directly but he forgets i read everything, my pics may be very dark in nature but i wouldn't call them unsuitable for children, so i went to work with that in my head after waking up in extreme pain and already upset by other shit and needing to rest but never resting.

Maybe a good laugh will help

watching soul eater as we speak.

I APPROVE OF YOUR CHOICE OF ANIME!!!

this pic suites me even more now that i know the character is completely mad and the weapon is even worse.

I need to start watching it again, I finally have time.

?
now to make a reaction pic folder of him...

the one time I don't have the pics

meh, i can make them... they will need slightly different poses than most people pick anyways...

Alright bud gonna read for a bit and head to bed talk to ya later

alright, night.
hope i feel more human soon, don't like to feel like a freak...

nah the buttons were stuck and when I tapped to hard they registered as button presses,

ah, good.

random shapes keep showing up in some of my comments

check for viruses...

I honestly never realized how many bronies there were here..

i keep tabs on everything.

cloppers?

yes.
they aren't aware i watch everyone for the hell of it.

I forgot haunter was a clopper, I gotta find the animation, I'll check equestria daily later.

there seems to be more of them around lately as well.

where did you get that!?!

was following haunter into r34 territory and found it.

Honestly I just wanted a reason to post that pic.

you should know by now, no reasoning needed with me.

You need one with a pony tattoo.

nah, the madness suites me quite perfectly...

what?

your rank

It used to be 37, is that good?

Compared to the thousands of other users, yes. People on the brony board must be awfully generous.

Just one thumb or two per comment usually.

That really adds up though, especially considering how quickly that thread moves.

Nah the ponyville thread is the slowest one of the brony boards because Lunar only allows bronies like well me, ones who aren't interested in the clop stuff and he keeps it clean and stuff.

But compare that to the average comment section on the FP. A comment may get more thumbs there, but it always takes at least 4 hours. It's easier to gain thumbs on the boards because it depends on your comment rate and not on your ability to think of something funny.

True I suppose, I just never thought about it before

That's my problem. I always over think nonsense like this.

Have you tried turning it off and on?

Yeah. Only turns off under extreme exhaustion though. I'll probably have to call a mechanic.

Oh noez I suggest a heavy dose of lawl cats

Is your steam broken too?

sexy man

It went directly to the pain center of the brain?

that and it felt like it was burrowing into my head and mind and it almost shut me down, worst pain ever...

Understandable man, you should proababy knock yourself out on those moments.

I couldn't do that and had to work thru it, pain was so bad it blocked sleeping as well even though I kept blacking out while working.

I feel like it would be better for you if you could knock yourself out to wait out the pain

agreed, but the only way to do that is to his a main nerve cluster and shut me down.

That would also hurt a lot though

exactly and it would also mess me up for a few weeks as well or longer.

man this sucks

I should be fine as long as I watch my diet and avoid doing things that can set it off hopefully.

What can't you eat?

spicy stuff and i'm limited to a few meat items per a week, I should also try to eat more as well being I hardly ever eat anymore... -_-

You...eat a lot of spicy food, you love it.

it's one of the few things I can eat without loosing my appetite as well which makes it even worse for me, I also have to avoid all but plant proteins as well.

Vegitarian none spicy lifestyle...that's horrible man.

yup, the protein blocks my kidneys setting off my muscle pain and mood swings and the spicy foods make me produce acids heavily which is bad and very painful if the acid gets in my mouth while sleeping plus the acids can build up so heavily that it comes out both ends, nothing like acid farts to ruin your day... and boxers...

Ooooouch

eyup, that shit burns.. literally!
hue...

I'll have to ask tomorrow, bout time I punched some hay mercilessly with my snoozing, night bud

eyup, night!

That is interesting, not that I have much use for it right now but it is nice to know

yup, now you know how I keep an eye on people in other places as well, I am learning better methods though.

Oh?

I will pm you the info, so far it only works on profile pic sections though but you can still comment in them and see everything.

Apparent;y you can keep switching computers and you can still make comments.

ah, I knew about that, I also know how to get into friend only pages without actually friending as well.

Nasty, I found out something new about banning

?

Ack double miss on my part.

sort of... i have been in terrible shape lately and shit tons of pain, conditions have been getting worse lately, i just woke up a 3:30pm, nova was trying to wake me up by bouncing on me while clicking her beak a whole bunch because she's not used to me sleeping for 10 hours like this.

How did she get out of her cage?

she sleeps with me.

Is...that wise nove?

yes, I don't move sleeping and she is bigger than she looks in the pics, not to mention that i'm also very small, she's about the size of a cat.

Alright, so have you had a better day today then when this was posted?

yes, will cost me about 800 to have the tooth pulled as well though, at least the pain is gone though, just wish I could fix this feeling in my head.

800 isn't so bad I suppose, it's doable.

at least i'm not being forced to pull all the bad ones or wisdom teeth at once, that will cost closer to 1700.

ouch, that would hurt too.

yes it would, seems I space out a lot more than I used to as well, hoping it's this tooth and nothing else messing with me, I can't even concentrate long enuf to go fishing, I end up laying in the grass zoned out due to the energy drain and lack of concentration.
also feel like communication is being off/wrong as well like i'm forgetting to do something all the time...

That's the worst feeling ever to have man.

yes it is, you'll notice I have hardly commented in the past few days, I hate getting thrown off like this.

I tried talking to you on skype but it crashed, I was going to ask what's up, You try looking up your symptoms online man.

it's tempting, pretty sure it's the nerve though, I always feel off balance and tired.

It's just getting worse lately?

for now not really but the day I posted that comment I was at my worst, I had gotten the cleaning pick in the nerve and it was tearing me up and I had spent the whole day with my disorder going into overdrive with it as well so extreme tooth pain and body pain at once, it sapped all of my energy as well and that's why I slept for 10 hours after work at 5am.

I'm glad you're at least somewhat better now man

yup, glad the pain is tolerable now instead of overkill as well, I was very close to snapping that day, the pain covered my whole head and went into my mind due to how bad it had gotten.

Don't put woga wooga wooga in your search jim

AWW FUCK YES.
Thanks man.

And now you've been knighted.

WHOO!

hallo

I can finally give you this.

Thanks seige, but where are his white pupils?

All changelings... pupils... are white....

Yeah see.

They're are there.

what

:I

they're are there, isn't a sentence I understood there bud

They're there and they're white.

Oh they're small is all, alright, I need my glasses

:I

I have problems with small things, why do you think I have so many spelling errors sometimes

Good point.

I am getting better though, look no spelling errors at my fastest typing speed.

I always type fast. :3

Try typing at your fastest it's really hard to keep up with what you're typing at times

nope it's actually wuite easy considering I plain what I reply with before I start to type,. :3

lel

lulz

I FELL IN ICECREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM

:I

curse you cj!!!!

:3

agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiin

:3

Team darky is blasting off agaaaaaaain!!!!

BYE!!!

*blasts back*


nooooooooooooooo

YES!!!!

NO YOUR FACE INFINITY

NO YOU!!!!!!!

MAYBE ME!!!

ALWAYS YOU!!!!

You wrote quite wrong and plan

No you.

Then that's what I call gloaters karma.

Nope I just can type faster and better.

You did that on purpose

no i did not!

I'm saving that conversation

i bet, i also learned to animate, regular and transparents.

Didn't you already know the transparencies one?

nope, just got it.

Oh you meant in inkscape didn't you?

gimp, i don't animate in inkscape yet.
downloading that game right now.

It's unfinished but there is a save feature it's just a little hard to find if you don't know where to look

i should look for updates, i haven't done that in a month.

This one just got updated a week ago so there might be one for it

checking now.

lright bud

just updated it, now checking gimp.

Internet gave out for a moment there, I dun know how often they do for theirs

both have updates.

I should get them

yup, they seem more stable now.

heh fallout equestria

?

Should have see n the inside of the things, ike a computer back there.

eyup, looks like mine.

I saw it on youtube for um I think it was for, I forget what the song was.

hmm, that had to be hard as hell.....

Make the winter wrap up theme!!

that would take forever and be almost impossible.....

You need a looot of redstone for that

yup, it's by my house and it's a tower, it uses redstone repeaters to cycle the boxes.

A...huge music box?

yes, it just needs tuned.

type then delete it

waste of time, besides, with this new pain i can't remember things easily anymore, the dentist has held off till the 23rd so i have to wait longer, seems to drain my focus, seems to be a win lose though, i also built a huge music box in minecraft as well.

put it on your wall of screaming man get it out of ya

i don't want that shit out, it will get into peoples heads if they read it, it was that bad, at least my last dream was that good though.

Yeah outerly things do control dreamscapes.

yeah, you don't want to ever see what i was seeing with the tooth pain, it was worst ever.

And that happens on the best days.

true, i have been kinda unstable lately, this back tooth hasn't been pulled yet and it can drive me mad rather easily, on the plus side i had a good dream today for the first time in years, i think my pain is responsible for the nightmares because i wasn't in pain yesterday or today to a point so things went better.

Dude that's just messed up, an flutter dies.

after being tortured by tentacles in the worst most violating/degrading way possible, reading that ruined my mood for the day.

FUCK! now I feel sad

just be glad you didn't read the whole damn thing, that would be like the worse thing ever for you being she gets the alien chestburster treatment and then the baby hatchlings surprise attack big mac and eat him too...

Well i have a problem with children in pain so three fillys getting tortured really hit me

that part was bad but this was way worse, unborn foal, getting chunks ripped out of it while it's still alive by a tentacle while fluttershy can feel it all happening and it only goes for the throat after it had eaten most of the body....... way way worse...

Alright bud, don't read sweet apple massacre.

that one didn't bother me, the one i read however...
was worse.

www.fimfiction.net/story/6515/1/days-of-wasp-and-spider/01-pony-in-a-particle-accelerator MOTHER BUCKING SUCCESS I LOOKED EVERYWHERE AND I FINALLY FOUND IT!!!!!

oh? have you seen gak pony?

saved in my collection, avoid the one i read or it might break you, yes it's that bad.

I was reading one earlier today and now I have to find it, it was really good and I wanna show it to you because it's right up your alley

well shit, i did get more tumblr blogs in my collection though.

You know I think that deserves one of my rare curses, hold on.



WHAT THE FUCK!!!

yeah, that one made me cringe, felt like mind rape!

Oh sweet celestia I can guess with that name

it involved verbal r34 with changling tentacles, rape, torture, an unborn foal being eaten in the womb, eggs being laid and yeah... i'm gonna need the mind bleach aren't i?!.....

Nevermind if you haven't read them you wouldn't understand

understood, i did read a really bad one titled momma fluttershy a few days ago..... NOPE!

I believe this calls for a dance party.

<---yesterday.

Stop being adorable

sorry trix i'monly here a minute but i can say goodnight

Well I just wanted to let you know that you are loved and missed! Hope to see you!

you too bud stay sexy, good night

I was never sexy to begin with but good night!

oh contraire that text is sexy to the max

But it is the same text as you so are just calling yourself sexy?

naaah bby is the way you type

Fornication!

Still sexy?

alwyas

I wuv you

wuv you too

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeige

Get on Skoope.