when i wake up i can barely move, see or keep my balance and everything hurts in more ways than one, then i concentrate till i can move around and see properly(this takes a while) and everything continues to hurt, sometimes more so when i'm forced to do too much at once even though my curse forces me to never stop moving or i need a distraction or i will never rest even though i'm always chronically tired/fatigued, the side effects make me like the guy in the last part, i have a crazy smile and act kinda crazy but otherwise i show no emotion, you can't even tell if i'm sick unless you have been around me for a long time, i would be much more normal if it wasn't for the pain i'm in every single day, the levels are so high that i can barely feel most sensations including extreme heat and cold and i can pierce my skin with surgical needles without flinching and take an ultrasonic pic to my teeth without a numbing agent, either way i have learned to cope quite well.