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#7864 - Just wish there was something that would actually make me happ… 16 minutes ago on novabird's profile 0
#7862 - Always making me feel like a **** up and think I …  [+] (2 new replies) 32 minutes ago on novabird's profile 0
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
#7860 - I cant sleep because my thoughts keep racing, that and just ho…  [+] (4 new replies) 42 minutes ago on novabird's profile 0
#7861 - novabird (39 minutes ago) [-]
damn and i thought i was bad with seething when pissed... :\
i can understand that problem though, that's the shit that messes me up when i take saint johns wort tea at night and god damn does it suck horribly...-_-
anything specific?
#7862 - cutietooniexx (32 minutes ago) [-]
Always making me feel like a fuck up and think I have a choice in over half of the things they yell at me for...the problem started in school so it affected my homework and no one was aware of the problem when they could've seen the signs of it, so I still got yelled at all through school.

I already have enough on my plate with the whole tooth problem and the possibility that it could ruin my life....isn't that enough, cant I get a break?
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
#7858 - Back, cant sleep tonight....  [+] (6 new replies) 46 minutes ago on novabird's profile 0
User avatar #7859 - novabird (43 minutes ago) [-]
strange, yesterday i suddenly couldn't hold my eyes open or think and started to pass out against my will and had to crash but still got shitty sleep...-_-
we really need those sleep aids badly it seems.....
#7860 - cutietooniexx (42 minutes ago) [-]
I cant sleep because my thoughts keep racing, that and just how pissed I still am at my parents....
#7861 - novabird (39 minutes ago) [-]
damn and i thought i was bad with seething when pissed... :\
i can understand that problem though, that's the shit that messes me up when i take saint johns wort tea at night and god damn does it suck horribly...-_-
anything specific?
#7862 - cutietooniexx (32 minutes ago) [-]
Always making me feel like a fuck up and think I have a choice in over half of the things they yell at me for...the problem started in school so it affected my homework and no one was aware of the problem when they could've seen the signs of it, so I still got yelled at all through school.

I already have enough on my plate with the whole tooth problem and the possibility that it could ruin my life....isn't that enough, cant I get a break?
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
#7852 - I dunno, Im gonna go to bed. Just let me know if you …  [+] (12 new replies) 2 hours ago on novabird's profile 0
User avatar #7854 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
not multi but damn... store.steampowered.com/app/243220/
#7858 - cutietooniexx (46 minutes ago) [-]
Back, cant sleep tonight....
User avatar #7859 - novabird (43 minutes ago) [-]
strange, yesterday i suddenly couldn't hold my eyes open or think and started to pass out against my will and had to crash but still got shitty sleep...-_-
we really need those sleep aids badly it seems.....
#7860 - cutietooniexx (42 minutes ago) [-]
I cant sleep because my thoughts keep racing, that and just how pissed I still am at my parents....
#7861 - novabird (39 minutes ago) [-]
damn and i thought i was bad with seething when pissed... :\
i can understand that problem though, that's the shit that messes me up when i take saint johns wort tea at night and god damn does it suck horribly...-_-
anything specific?
#7862 - cutietooniexx (32 minutes ago) [-]
Always making me feel like a fuck up and think I have a choice in over half of the things they yell at me for...the problem started in school so it affected my homework and no one was aware of the problem when they could've seen the signs of it, so I still got yelled at all through school.

I already have enough on my plate with the whole tooth problem and the possibility that it could ruin my life....isn't that enough, cant I get a break?
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
User avatar #7853 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
understood, hope you feel better.
night.
#7850 - It only works when I can think positive so I know what to say,…  [+] (14 new replies) 2 hours ago on novabird's profile 0
User avatar #7851 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
i could always serve as backup if you want for extra support, getting things back to how they were prior to the problems may actually help your mood a lot.
also, found another interesting game store.steampowered.com/app/209670/
#7852 - cutietooniexx (2 hours ago) [-]
I dunno, Im gonna go to bed.

Just let me know if you find anything so I can check it when I wake up tomorrow.
User avatar #7854 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
not multi but damn... store.steampowered.com/app/243220/
#7858 - cutietooniexx (46 minutes ago) [-]
Back, cant sleep tonight....
User avatar #7859 - novabird (43 minutes ago) [-]
strange, yesterday i suddenly couldn't hold my eyes open or think and started to pass out against my will and had to crash but still got shitty sleep...-_-
we really need those sleep aids badly it seems.....
#7860 - cutietooniexx (42 minutes ago) [-]
I cant sleep because my thoughts keep racing, that and just how pissed I still am at my parents....
#7861 - novabird (39 minutes ago) [-]
damn and i thought i was bad with seething when pissed... :\
i can understand that problem though, that's the shit that messes me up when i take saint johns wort tea at night and god damn does it suck horribly...-_-
anything specific?
#7862 - cutietooniexx (32 minutes ago) [-]
Always making me feel like a fuck up and think I have a choice in over half of the things they yell at me for...the problem started in school so it affected my homework and no one was aware of the problem when they could've seen the signs of it, so I still got yelled at all through school.

I already have enough on my plate with the whole tooth problem and the possibility that it could ruin my life....isn't that enough, cant I get a break?
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
User avatar #7853 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
understood, hope you feel better.
night.
#7848 - Its just hard to find anything that would actually make me happy.  [+] (16 new replies) 3 hours ago on novabird's profile 0
User avatar #7849 - novabird (3 hours ago) [-]
i understand, from what i recall though you were happiest when you were making people happy, that's what you did and who you are after all, maybe doing that some more would lift your mood some?
#7850 - cutietooniexx (2 hours ago) [-]
It only works when I can think positive so I know what to say, whenever I get in such a bad mood like this its difficult for me to process information.
User avatar #7851 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
i could always serve as backup if you want for extra support, getting things back to how they were prior to the problems may actually help your mood a lot.
also, found another interesting game store.steampowered.com/app/209670/
#7852 - cutietooniexx (2 hours ago) [-]
I dunno, Im gonna go to bed.

Just let me know if you find anything so I can check it when I wake up tomorrow.
User avatar #7854 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
not multi but damn... store.steampowered.com/app/243220/
#7858 - cutietooniexx (46 minutes ago) [-]
Back, cant sleep tonight....
User avatar #7859 - novabird (43 minutes ago) [-]
strange, yesterday i suddenly couldn't hold my eyes open or think and started to pass out against my will and had to crash but still got shitty sleep...-_-
we really need those sleep aids badly it seems.....
#7860 - cutietooniexx (42 minutes ago) [-]
I cant sleep because my thoughts keep racing, that and just how pissed I still am at my parents....
#7861 - novabird (39 minutes ago) [-]
damn and i thought i was bad with seething when pissed... :\
i can understand that problem though, that's the shit that messes me up when i take saint johns wort tea at night and god damn does it suck horribly...-_-
anything specific?
#7862 - cutietooniexx (32 minutes ago) [-]
Always making me feel like a fuck up and think I have a choice in over half of the things they yell at me for...the problem started in school so it affected my homework and no one was aware of the problem when they could've seen the signs of it, so I still got yelled at all through school.

I already have enough on my plate with the whole tooth problem and the possibility that it could ruin my life....isn't that enough, cant I get a break?
User avatar #7863 - novabird (23 minutes ago) [-]
you honestly deserve a break and your parents need to lay off and like i said earlier, your doctor and therapist need to have a stern word with them about the shit they are pulling and if your parents could comprehend half the stuff you have done and understood it themselves they'd have a very different view of things.
frankly the way they respond to things makes me wonder if they have mental conditions as well being that they overlook a lot of stuff and it's like they are trying to overlook this as well...-_-
#7864 - cutietooniexx (16 minutes ago) [-]
Just wish there was something that would actually make me happy......I constantly wonder if anything will actually make me happy.

I really hate getting in these moods, it just makes me feel so useless to people and that no one irl actually likes me.....Im going through a lot as it is and still have many years ahead of me, hopefully. Hope things improve somewhere.
User avatar #7853 - novabird (2 hours ago) [-]
understood, hope you feel better.
night.
#7846 - I think a lot of people would. 3 hours ago on novabird's profile 0
#7844 - No need to apologize, Dont think my mood could get any worse anyway. 3 hours ago on novabird's profile 0
#7842 - Im gonna go get a drink or something, I'll be back in a bit. 3 hours ago on novabird's profile 0

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#2968 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/29/2014) [-]
stickied by cutietooniexx
Hiya, welcome to my profile.

Leave a comment if you feel like it, if not then I will cya around~
#2994 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
.......
User avatar #2995 to #2994 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
Hi
#2996 to #2995 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
bout time i got home, was really starting to get pissed, had i known i'd be a taxi after the initial trip i'd have stayed home, ass fell asleep, kidneys are burning and tired as hell but at least i finally made it back here, parents almost got a dose of my mood swings the hard way as well.   
what's going on?
bout time i got home, was really starting to get pissed, had i known i'd be a taxi after the initial trip i'd have stayed home, ass fell asleep, kidneys are burning and tired as hell but at least i finally made it back here, parents almost got a dose of my mood swings the hard way as well.
what's going on?
#2997 to #2996 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
Painfully trying to get 900k on mabi.
User avatar #2999 to #2997 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
also, apparently i'm not the only one who was feeling off about pv lately...
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunarg reenhouse/3976863/Ponyville/603125#603125
#2998 to #2997 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
.....0.o   
good god that won't be easy, hard enuf for me to just get what i have...-_-   
what do you need that much for anyways?
.....0.o
good god that won't be easy, hard enuf for me to just get what i have...-_-
what do you need that much for anyways?
User avatar #3000 to #2998 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
A book to rank composing from rank 3 to 2.


Rather buy it with gold than spend weeks trading.
User avatar #3001 to #3000 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
god damn, i hope it's worth it, what will that accomplish though?
User avatar #3002 to #3001 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
It will allow me to add more notes to my songs and make them longer or more detailed
User avatar #3003 to #3002 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
oh, if used carefully will be very impressive to see in action.
User avatar #3004 to #3003 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
oh it will be, but getting money is a pain without buying something like the Spring box in the cash shop...cause there's no junk items in it.
User avatar #3005 to #3004 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
sounds like one hell of a chore, still trying to find someone either selling dyes i want cheaply or to trade the one i have as well, talk about a pain...-_-
User avatar #3006 to #3005 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
I know, its annoying to sell stuff let alone for me to get the items that will actually get money
User avatar #3007 to #3006 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
how hard is it to get a shop brownie to help you?
User avatar #3008 to #3007 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
Well its like 3.4k and doesn't do much but stand at your shop so you can do other things while items are put up
User avatar #3010 to #3008 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
ya know what, today took way too much out of me so i'm messing up, crashing now.
night.
User avatar #3009 to #3008 - novabird ONLINE (04/21/2014) [-]
still nice to have available so you can have some free time to go get more goods and cash though, beats sitting there for sure.
#2982 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
greetings.
#2983 to #2982 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
Hey
Hey
#2984 to #2983 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
.....o.0
what's going on?
#2985 to #2984 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
Eh could be better still. Appointment tomorrow was rescheduled and parents giving me some money each month.
Eh could be better still. Appointment tomorrow was rescheduled and parents giving me some money each month.
#2986 to #2985 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
ah, so you got what you wanted anyways.   
tis funny, the worse i worry the more likely is is odds turn in my favor or for those i'm worrying about.   
i still can't figure out how this aura i use works though, i drop my guard and it will bite me in the ass hard but i keep observing non stop and it's like something watches with me and lends a hand...eh, works for me.   
i just hope the bad news in my family isn't part of the bite me in the ass part coming up, now i have had 2 family members bite the dust in one month, must just be that time of the year again.....-_-   
also, you get that strange game i sent?
ah, so you got what you wanted anyways.
tis funny, the worse i worry the more likely is is odds turn in my favor or for those i'm worrying about.
i still can't figure out how this aura i use works though, i drop my guard and it will bite me in the ass hard but i keep observing non stop and it's like something watches with me and lends a hand...eh, works for me.
i just hope the bad news in my family isn't part of the bite me in the ass part coming up, now i have had 2 family members bite the dust in one month, must just be that time of the year again.....-_-
also, you get that strange game i sent?
#2987 to #2986 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
Yeah I got it
Yeah I got it
User avatar #2989 to #2987 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
what ya think bout that game?
#2990 to #2989 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
Haven't really played it yet. Was getting my hair done today
Haven't really played it yet. Was getting my hair done today
#2988 to #2987 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
you have no idea how bad this pic looks without the chair...o.0   
curse my dirty sense of humor...-_-   
hue...
you have no idea how bad this pic looks without the chair...o.0
curse my dirty sense of humor...-_-
hue...
#2991 to #2988 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
done or cut?
getting your hair "done" is usually something women do to make their hair fancy, men usually only do it on special occasions... :\
i'm still debating whether i should cut my hair as well, on the one hand it helps keep me warm, on the other my hats fall off and it's kinda heavy.
i think you'll like that game, it's rather calming and the way it looks and works is rather neat.
User avatar #2992 to #2991 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
Well cut really
#2993 to #2992 - novabird ONLINE (04/10/2014) [-]
ah, alright.
speaking of cut... hue...
User avatar #2972 - novabird ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
also found out about this, not sure how you feel bout it though.
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seems neat enuf.
#2971 to #2969 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Need to sleep, will see you tomorrow.
#2973 to #2971 - xblthatguy ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Oops, my mistake. I had to head to sleep.

How're you?
#2974 to #2973 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Could be better, going to my appointment now so I hope it goes well......
#2975 to #2974 - xblthatguy ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
I'll see you soon, take care Travis.
#2976 to #2975 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Back.....and not really good news from it....
User avatar #2977 to #2976 - xblthatguy ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
What happened?
#2978 to #2977 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Well gonna need a lot of dental work.....and lets just things aren't looking good with that.....in fact its near the worst possible things regarding it......so, kinda trying to keep myself thinking positive....
User avatar #2979 to #2978 - xblthatguy ONLINE (04/01/2014) [-]
Wow, sorry to hear. :c
User avatar #2956 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
>Diapers
wtf
#2957 to #2956 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/28/2014) [-]
Yeah.


Also when did you get here?
User avatar #2958 to #2957 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
A few minutes ago.
#2959 to #2958 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/28/2014) [-]
Oh, then what brought you here anyway?
User avatar #2960 to #2959 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
runtubbyrun
User avatar #2961 to #2960 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/28/2014) [-]
Oh yeah, haven't talked to him in quite some time.
User avatar #2962 to #2961 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
Still: Diapers?
#2963 to #2962 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/28/2014) [-]
Yeah....what about it?
User avatar #2964 to #2963 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
Diapers.
User avatar #2966 to #2965 - majormayor (03/28/2014) [-]
But why?
#2967 to #2966 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/28/2014) [-]
Im really not sure, it's just a thing I like
#2922 - novabird ONLINE (03/06/2014) [-]
......you alright?
......you alright?
#2938 to #2922 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
So how are you today Nova?
#2939 to #2938 - novabird ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
head messing with me and traces of depression but about to try 						*****					 food to fix it again.   
nova is getting really hormonal as well, times like this i wish i had a male and a breeding enclosure so i could have more nova's around the house, although if she started breeding i couldn't take her places because of eggs.   
other then that mostly just prepping for work and playing voltz minecraft messing with all the neat stuff.   
yourself?
head messing with me and traces of depression but about to try ***** food to fix it again.
nova is getting really hormonal as well, times like this i wish i had a male and a breeding enclosure so i could have more nova's around the house, although if she started breeding i couldn't take her places because of eggs.
other then that mostly just prepping for work and playing voltz minecraft messing with all the neat stuff.
yourself?
#2940 to #2939 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
Still not feeling well and going to take a shower, be back in a bit.
User avatar #2941 to #2940 - novabird ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
why do i have a feeling the meds are causing this... :\
hope you feel better, been feeling bout the same actually.
#2942 to #2941 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
Not sure what it is.....still having the same obsessive thoughts....and just more tired and worn out than normal.
User avatar #2943 to #2942 - novabird ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
strange, sleep any better?
User avatar #2944 to #2943 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
Well a little, but not much. Still not on a good schedule, working on fixing that.
User avatar #2945 to #2944 - novabird ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
ever talk to doctor about those sleep aids i told you about?
especially melatonin, it would really help you, that blue lotus could also help but ask your doctor about it first for safety with your meds.
User avatar #2946 to #2945 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
not yet, I'll be sure to though. Gonna go for now....
User avatar #2947 to #2946 - novabird ONLINE (03/09/2014) [-]
understood, have fun.
#2948 to #2947 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
Hey Nova, how are you?
#2949 to #2948 - novabird ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
......i'm not sure, i have hardly moved today and just woke up, i can't really feel anything at all now, all i recall is having many nasty pain inducing nightmares.   
yourself?
......i'm not sure, i have hardly moved today and just woke up, i can't really feel anything at all now, all i recall is having many nasty pain inducing nightmares.
yourself?
#2950 to #2949 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
Could be better still having issues.
User avatar #2951 to #2950 - novabird ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
look up the issues to rule out other problems, that lack of energy etc and difficulty moving sounds kinda like a big problem, was there anything else though?
#2952 to #2951 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
Not sure.....just waiting for my next therapy appointment really.
#2953 to #2952 - novabird ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
ah, understood, don't forget to ask about sleep aids, something to help you get a deeper sleep will likely help tons, your condition is known to keep you from getting deep sleep, which is kinda why i'm wondering if i have it as well, that and the fact that i just freeze in place sitting here for hours... :\
ah, understood, don't forget to ask about sleep aids, something to help you get a deeper sleep will likely help tons, your condition is known to keep you from getting deep sleep, which is kinda why i'm wondering if i have it as well, that and the fact that i just freeze in place sitting here for hours... :\
#2954 to #2953 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
Well gonna tell her that and a few other things, but its nice that we told her more last appointment, and I have to thank you for that.
User avatar #2955 to #2954 - novabird ONLINE (03/10/2014) [-]
no problem, it needed done no matter how awkward it was for us... :\
god damn the nightmares sucked though, it was like everyone had forgotten me, first people forgot i was around then they were forgetting that i was even there and leaving me behind, i can't tell what was worse, this or the bird nightmare.....
#2923 to #2922 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/06/2014) [-]
I have no idea
#2924 to #2923 - novabird ONLINE (03/06/2014) [-]
huh?   
i'll be back after work.
huh?
i'll be back after work.
#2925 to #2924 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/07/2014) [-]
Headache and ear has gotten worse.....so not good at all.....
#2926 to #2925 - novabird ONLINE (03/07/2014) [-]
goddamnit, is that why you went silent for 2 days?
i was kinda getting extremely worried, especially with the change in meds etc going on.....;n;
you seemed and seem really out of it too, especially compared to your normal behavior...
what's going on now?
doesn't help that my head is messing with me as well, i feel like i was put 1000 miles under sea level suddenly...-_-
#2927 to #2926 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
Actually been out for two days....and more because parents are gone and we hooked up my brother's computer to the living room TV and enjoying some time regarding my obsession.....on clinical dosage of medication though so I guess that's good?
User avatar #2928 to #2927 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
ah, yep that's good.
#2929 to #2928 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
So how have you been?
#2930 to #2929 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
well, aside from driving myself mad yesterday among other things i'm mostly just blah today, not sure what this feeling is but i don't feel like myself today, irony is i went to bed way early yesterday and still woke up like this... :\
yourself?
#2931 to #2930 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
Eh still not feeling well.....hope the medication works soon, woke up today feeling......well weak and hard to move.
User avatar #2932 to #2931 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
that sounds like my condition, may not be depression at all, is that all it feels like?
#2933 to #2932 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
Well not feeling depressed....but not feeling anything at all right now either. Probably from lack of sleep though.

#2934 to #2933 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
yeah, that's kinda how i always feel, like there's a massive weight on my shoulders holding me in place to the point where moving is almost impossible, and yet here i am working with the load on my shoulders simply because i can, if not for the things that drive me i likely would have stopped after the hospital though.
i wonder exactly what's causing the feeling though, i know part of it is my condition but i wonder what the rest is...
#2935 to #2934 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
NO idea what it could be.
User avatar #2937 to #2935 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
no energy lately, damn so tired lately...-_-
night toonie.
User avatar #2936 to #2935 - novabird ONLINE (03/08/2014) [-]
make sure you bring it up with your doctor, wonder if it could be chronic fatigue syndrome, just weak and hard to move or also sore etc?
#2917 to #2916 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Interesting indeed.

Anyway, how are you this night Nova?
#2918 to #2917 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
aside from losing a family member the other day i'm doing unusually well tonight, the better i feel the more energy i get the more effective i can be when needed.   
enjoy, www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IEyVp6lMpY&list=RDOXzeOLGXJeo
aside from losing a family member the other day i'm doing unusually well tonight, the better i feel the more energy i get the more effective i can be when needed.
enjoy, www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IEyVp6lMpY&list=RDOXzeOLGXJeo
#2919 to #2918 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Im just trying to figure out why I am so awake tonight.
User avatar #2921 to #2919 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
anyhoo, i'm crashing..... **** forgot to mention that sleep med to your therapist...-_-
take it up with doctor i guess, either way, night.
#2920 to #2919 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
some people are just more alert at night, i'm more evening on average with energy spikes at random, that and when the depression drops even a little you'll get more energy and be more alert, the more it drops the more will and energy you'll get.
i recall a time when you enjoyed late night because your household was asleep as well, it appears we have changed a lot over just a year though, there are likely parts we miss but i think we have lost a lot of weaknesses as well and will continue to get stronger still.
User avatar #2853 - novabird ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
i finally removed all the red from cadence's place on the first page, one more refresh and it will be all zeroed out finally though.
#2900 to #2853 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Guess we will just have to wait....and will try not to let things get to me so much......
User avatar #2901 to #2900 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
agreed, as much as we hate waiting guess there's no other option.
try out the program in that link i sent you, it adds tons of neat stuff to minecraft, you can even land on the moon.
#2902 to #2901 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Will probably try it out later
User avatar #2903 to #2902 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
alright, figuring out the force fields etc is proving a challenge as well.
#2904 to #2903 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Well not sure how I am feeling tonight.....
User avatar #2905 to #2904 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
well, if you aren't sure i suppose it beats being completely depressed, i have a feeling getting that stuff off your chest helped a ton as well, when i'm stuck holding stuff in because i'm mentally barred like that it will drive me insane over time so letting things out is definitely a good thing.
#2906 to #2905 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Well not sure how much it helped.....still having the thoughts on my mind.
User avatar #2907 to #2906 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
well, being how your condition works they may stick around for a while, obsessing is part of the problem, hopefully a stronger dosage helps you with it though being i can imagine how annoying and stressing having thoughts stuck in your head can be.
#2908 to #2907 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
hope it helps....parents should be leaving tomorrow and will have the house to myself for about a week and a half.....so that should help.
User avatar #2909 to #2908 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
eyup, if as planned things will go the way you wanted and you can do whatever you wanted.
#2910 to #2909 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Well with the exception of a few things, yeah.
User avatar #2911 to #2910 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
?
#2912 to #2911 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Well just the furniture and a few other small things.
User avatar #2913 to #2912 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
oh, well yeah, for now anyways... :\
it's bound to happen eventually.
#2914 to #2913 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
Well will make most of what I have I guess.
Well will make most of what I have I guess.
#2915 to #2914 - novabird ONLINE (03/05/2014) [-]
pretty much what i have been doing, not that i really have a choice right now as well...-_-
User avatar #2854 to #2853 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
good to hear, also how are you today?
#2855 to #2854 - novabird ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
my neck and head are hurting bad, i think i had a seizure or sleep paralysis but if that's how i feel while asleep no wonder, i was spasming rather heavily which would explain why the blue lotus helps so much, also found out parents were leaving for the day to go see a grandparent on my side of the family that's really sick in the hospital as well.
all in all i'm not sure how to feel bout today aside from the fact that my thoughts feel like they are screaming thru my mind again..... :\
yourself?
#2856 to #2855 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
Not feeling well at all still
#2857 to #2856 - novabird ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
well damn, hopefully i can help you tomorrow so your therapist can understand the problems you have better.
as for me, i'm debating why i even bothered to get up today if i was going to hurt this bad, hopefully i don't have a pain induced meltdown tonight......-_-
#2858 to #2857 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
My parents are now wanting to swap out one of our other phones for the one you gave me and wondering if you could unlock it.....Im...not sure why it matters, other phone works just fine.....
User avatar #2859 to #2858 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
no, it's completely useless as a phone, nextel is obsolete, they took the towers down for it, the only thing that phone has is gps and wifi ability with everything shown that doesn't require phone service.
they likely want it for what it can do though, a regular phone doesn't have the damage proofing or mirror either.
#2860 to #2859 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Well anyway, just hoping that things can improve tomorrow.

#2887 to #2860 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
ok, i'll admit it, that was my most humiliating attempt at giving info or trying to be useful ever......
since i'm not used to talking to people like that i got a bad panic attack being out of my element, i just hope what i shared was enuf to be of actual use and help you.....-_-
i'm going to go play games or something to try to calm down now...
#2888 to #2887 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Not sure either.....she asked a few questions about it and I answered those.....but all I got was still trying to get on medicaid and increasing my prescription to help deal with the obsessive thoughts......not sure if that will actually help though...
#2889 to #2888 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
i hope something happens though, didn't realise i'd have that kind of reaction to talking in a way i'm not used to either, i can't tell just how bad i got but i'm guessing it was awkward as hell.....-_-
i hope something happens though, didn't realise i'd have that kind of reaction to talking in a way i'm not used to either, i can't tell just how bad i got but i'm guessing it was awkward as hell.....-_-
#2890 to #2889 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Well it was awkward but I mentioned everything.....just not sure how much a higher dosage of my medication will actually help......
#2891 to #2890 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
i guess we'll see soon enuf, at least it got done though... :\
hopefully she can help you better now that she knows that stuff.
have you ever messed with the technic mod packs in minecraft?
#2892 to #2891 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
No I haven't.

Not really feeling well right now either.....gonna lie down for a bit.
User avatar #2893 to #2892 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
picture minecraft with space flight and futuristic technology.
hope you feel better.
#2894 to #2893 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Still not feeling better really....just hope once I get started on the higher dosages I wont be this bad.....how are you?
User avatar #2895 to #2894 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
aside from being on edge from some news i got yesterday regarding that trip my parents went on, doing bout average, debating what to eat as well, nothing around here seems suitable though...-_-
#2896 to #2895 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Im just still a bit.....depressed.....trying to think of something to do to boost my mood while I wait for my parents to leave tomorrow.

Put up a little something that may help but chances of that are really low. But I guess its good that my therapist knows about my obsessions......hope the medication helps with that or we can get the stuff to help cope with it.
User avatar #2897 to #2896 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
what's the thing you're waiting on?
agreed, it will likely help a lot in the long run and may help her come up with better options as well overall.
overall i hope you get what you need.
also, i think you'll have fun with this.
www.technicpack.net/download/
#2898 to #2897 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
Just another thing regarding my obsession, where if it turns out well then it wont really be a problem any more.....but chances of that happening are low unfortunately.


I hope so.....would be nice to get what I need.....
User avatar #2899 to #2898 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
hope it turns out well then, would be nice to see something go as planned, this may be that thing i was thinking would happen soon as well.
User avatar #2861 to #2860 - novabird ONLINE (03/04/2014) [-]
agreed, i'm preparing info to give when prompted so nothing is missed as well, the more she knows the better.
#2850 - novabird ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
done.
#2851 to #2850 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
Well going to bed, not feeling well
User avatar #2852 to #2851 - novabird ONLINE (03/03/2014) [-]
alright, hope you feel better.
also lunar is up about something as well, looks serious... :\
#2825 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
Hey Cutie   
What's up?
Hey Cutie
What's up?
#2846 to #2825 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Not really, just freaks me out because he usually just wanders around and is just really over-reactive to everything.
User avatar #2847 to #2846 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
Did you ever move out of your parents house or did you guys make up?
#2848 to #2847 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Still with my parents, but wish I had a place of my own....
#2849 to #2848 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
If i had a place of my own I would most likely die from injecting too many ********** .
#2826 to #2825 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Still feeling depressed and stuff....
#2827 to #2826 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
What's eating you?
#2828 to #2827 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
A few things.....mostly the mental problems I have and how its hard to deal with them.
#2829 to #2828 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
Mental problems?
What are you talking about?
#2830 to #2829 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Schizoaffective disorder, possible autism/aspergers and possibly 'peter pan syndrome' as well......
#2831 to #2830 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
I don't even understand.
You don't seem to have any of these.
Well when you talk to me anyways
#2832 to #2831 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Well I possibly do.....just not really showing it a lot online.
User avatar #2833 to #2832 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
What about your job?
Are you still liking it?
#2834 to #2833 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
I left that a long time ago because that's when the depression and stuff started affecting me to the point of nearly passing out.
User avatar #2835 to #2834 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
So what do you do?
Or are you just unemployed.
#2836 to #2835 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Un-employed and trying to get disability.
#2837 to #2836 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
I didn't think someone of your age could do that.
But then again I know nothing about disability.
User avatar #2838 to #2837 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Well I already applied and went through the interview, and since Im under 22 and my parents are on disability I may be able to pull in money from their disability for as long as I need to.
User avatar #2839 to #2838 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
under 22 I thought you were really older then me.
User avatar #2840 to #2839 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Im only 20 at the moment.
User avatar #2841 to #2840 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
You're the same age as my sister.
what about your brother?
Is he doing the same.
User avatar #2842 to #2841 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Yeah
#2843 to #2842 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
Your brothers name is Zach right?
How is he doing?
Every time i try to talk to him on steam he never talks back
#2844 to #2843 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/02/2014) [-]
Eh he's doing ok, sometimes he suffers from panic attacks because he worries about something too much.
Eh he's doing ok, sometimes he suffers from panic attacks because he worries about something too much.
User avatar #2845 to #2844 - xing (03/02/2014) [-]
That doesn't sound good.
Does it hurt him or anything?
#2804 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
damn that took longer than expected...o.0   
at least i'm home now though.
damn that took longer than expected...o.0
at least i'm home now though.
#2805 to #2804 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
So how are you?
#2806 to #2805 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
kinda worn out, forgot that i'm a bad introvert and being around people talking and making stuff for hours drains me for some reason, if not for sore i'd be a bit better than average.
yourself?
found you another pic btw.
#2807 to #2806 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Eh still could be doing better......not really feeling too well still.
#2808 to #2807 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
well, i think things will improve heavily soon, don't know exactly when but very soon indeed, just wish the coverage would happen already so i can help you though, once your problems are fixed and you don't have the stress of worrying about money etc things may improve drastically.
well, i think things will improve heavily soon, don't know exactly when but very soon indeed, just wish the coverage would happen already so i can help you though, once your problems are fixed and you don't have the stress of worrying about money etc things may improve drastically.
User avatar #2809 to #2808 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Hope they improve real soon....
#2810 to #2809 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
as do i, really hate waiting to help people... :\
as do i, really hate waiting to help people... :\
#2811 to #2810 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
I just hate waiting to get help.....plus all the stress.....
#2812 to #2811 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
agreed, knowing that i have to wait to act puts me into overdrive with a mixture of emotions i'm not used to, i'm used to just doing things so this is like holding in a ton of pent up energy to do something that would have been done already, i'm sure there's a better term for it but can't retrieve the word...-_-   
usually i'm super patient but my nerves have been shot lately because everyone has been doing it, a few of the bad ones almost made me snap the last time as well but they gave damn good reason if i had being what i was being forced to deal with at the time, hell that was so nasty it's burned into my head...    
i'm not sure but i think i just lost it but i can't tell because my emotions are gone again, go ahead and tell me if i appear to be slipping though, if anyone can tell if i'm acting differently it'd be you.
agreed, knowing that i have to wait to act puts me into overdrive with a mixture of emotions i'm not used to, i'm used to just doing things so this is like holding in a ton of pent up energy to do something that would have been done already, i'm sure there's a better term for it but can't retrieve the word...-_-
usually i'm super patient but my nerves have been shot lately because everyone has been doing it, a few of the bad ones almost made me snap the last time as well but they gave damn good reason if i had being what i was being forced to deal with at the time, hell that was so nasty it's burned into my head...
i'm not sure but i think i just lost it but i can't tell because my emotions are gone again, go ahead and tell me if i appear to be slipping though, if anyone can tell if i'm acting differently it'd be you.
#2813 to #2812 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Well, just hope something happens soon....just seem to get depressed everyday, possibly getting worse too.

Still confused at to what would really make me happy.....
#2814 to #2813 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
there are sooo many things you could do to give life meaning, you just have to go out there and discover them, currently you have mostly dealt with the worst in people, now imagine if you will that you found a way to drag the best out of people to counter it, not just help them but basically make your own army of people who help others and even one day make it a nonprofit business where people who support your cause can join in, kinda like here but irl.
as for me, i don't really need a meaning, i exist till i'm no longer truly needed, could be tomorrow or another 100 years from now, either way odds are good that as long as good people need help i'll be there to step in as long as this body can deliver.
and another insane question to ask yourself constantly, do i enjoy feeling depressed just to have something to complain about or to do and why do things matter enuf to allow them to depress me, in fact why should i even care unless those i care about including myself are involved?
strange that 4 of all would ask me this though, makes me wonder if its getting tired of always being in a state of raw rage and to return to the way things were when there was only 2...o.0
#2815 to #2814 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Just hard to find something that would keep me happy.....and would be able to maintain.
#2816 to #2815 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
well, maybe that in itself is a challenge, millions of people have this problem daily including myself but in my case i don't really care how i feel as long as everyone else i'm watching is happy, it's kinda hard to explain, tis another abstract concept that i don't have words for to describe a component of that which makes me tick, heck, i'm soo complicated that i can't even describe myself easily in a manner that people get the exact impact of what i try to convey and that in itself is also driving me mad, if only there was a way to point to a word i use to say that i mean it in the most extreme way possible and frankly this inability to convey what i really mean is starting to wear on my sanity, at this rate i might as well go mute and stick to gestures and actions because at least people know what i mean when i do that.....-_-   
you want something bad enuf just give it time and don't rush it or you could miss many important things along the way.   
>mfw anyone trys to mock us when we try to convey these feelings due to the already present problem of not being able to use our words properly, at least we're going places and taking people with us.
well, maybe that in itself is a challenge, millions of people have this problem daily including myself but in my case i don't really care how i feel as long as everyone else i'm watching is happy, it's kinda hard to explain, tis another abstract concept that i don't have words for to describe a component of that which makes me tick, heck, i'm soo complicated that i can't even describe myself easily in a manner that people get the exact impact of what i try to convey and that in itself is also driving me mad, if only there was a way to point to a word i use to say that i mean it in the most extreme way possible and frankly this inability to convey what i really mean is starting to wear on my sanity, at this rate i might as well go mute and stick to gestures and actions because at least people know what i mean when i do that.....-_-
you want something bad enuf just give it time and don't rush it or you could miss many important things along the way.
>mfw anyone trys to mock us when we try to convey these feelings due to the already present problem of not being able to use our words properly, at least we're going places and taking people with us.
#2817 to #2816 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
I just find it hard to find a condition that would make things seem......well decent for me to live in personally....or just even be in, just everything feels odd to me.

So hoping that next therapy appointment can help a bit.....possibly try to let you talk to my therapist too......usually appointments happen at 1 PM in my timezone.
User avatar #2818 to #2817 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
if they wanted we could convene info via email so we can respond at our leisure which would also give me more time to think out my responses better, i'm usually still working at 12pm here...-_-
on the other hand if you can schedule one or more of those visits on a monday-tuesday it won't matter as much because i'll be free for the whole day anyways.
i'd really not have someone at work eavesdrop on me talking to your therapist and hear any of that info being how they like to snoop here... :\
on the other hand i might get away with a temp break or something away from everyone so anything could happen.
#2819 to #2818 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Well I Will see about the e-mail method.....or possibly try to see if you could call at a later time....

Just not sure what would be best in the least amount of time.....
User avatar #2820 to #2819 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
you got that right.....-_-
neither do i... :\
#2821 to #2820 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Well guess we will need to think about that before it happens....
User avatar #2822 to #2821 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
advise discussing the options available, then report back to me to see what i can do that's best for both of us.
on a prefered note i'd rather not be labeled as legally insane so i'm definitely going to conceal my strangeness as much as possible if i can, can't work with or own weapons once i get that on my record... :\
#2823 to #2822 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
Well could think of what you would say and write it down so I could give it to her on the next appointment I have.
Well could think of what you would say and write it down so I could give it to her on the next appointment I have.
User avatar #2824 to #2823 - novabird ONLINE (03/01/2014) [-]
that you can do, may also help you get all info out to write it that way, known fact-writing or acting like someone else may actually help you communicate better with that condition you have.
#2795 - foxrock (02/28/2014) [-]
You play KF?
#2797 to #2796 - foxrock (02/28/2014) [-]
I play too, though it's been a while cause I can't play on my laptop cause it's crap.
#2798 to #2797 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/28/2014) [-]
I just haven't played because its been awhile since they have really done something.....and its hard to find a group to play with.
#2799 to #2798 - foxrock (02/28/2014) [-]
Maybe we could play sometime, given I ever get the chance to play on any computer that isn't mine.   
   
What are your levels?
Maybe we could play sometime, given I ever get the chance to play on any computer that isn't mine.

What are your levels?
#2800 to #2799 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/28/2014) [-]
Field Medic: Level 6
Support Spec.: Level 5
Sharpshooter: level 6
Firebug: level 4
Berserker: Level 4
Commando: Level 5
Demolitions: level 6
#2801 to #2800 - foxrock (02/28/2014) [-]
Level up that support, it's a useful perk.
#2802 to #2801 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/28/2014) [-]
I usually play medic cause its useful too.....I have about 3 times the amount of heal points needed to get level 6.
#2803 to #2802 - foxrock (02/28/2014) [-]
I like medic, though not as much as sharp and commando.

Medic was my last class to get 6.
User avatar #2780 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
this will be us in another 50 years, hue...
www.funnyjunk.com/How+to+be+a+hero/funny-pictures/5033786/
User avatar #2781 to #2780 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
So nova, how are you tonight?
#2782 to #2781 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
i lost a ton of energy recently, strange that i had a strong energy high the whole day for a change...somehow a stupid comment i made is getting top ranks in thumbs as well...o.0
also working on one of your fav pics, almost done with it as well.
yourself?
#2783 to #2782 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
Still could be doing better.....a bit tired.
#2784 to #2783 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
ikr? hopefully we get a lift from our depression.   
sleep would be nice if we could actually get any, apparently there's such a thing as sleep deprived depression...-_-   
doesn't help that i have been getting weird dreams again that keep waking me up, funny part is i'm only on 4 hours of sleep if that, definitely don't like waking up paranoid... :\
ikr? hopefully we get a lift from our depression.
sleep would be nice if we could actually get any, apparently there's such a thing as sleep deprived depression...-_-
doesn't help that i have been getting weird dreams again that keep waking me up, funny part is i'm only on 4 hours of sleep if that, definitely don't like waking up paranoid... :\
User avatar #2785 to #2784 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
well hopefully things improve tomorrow.
#2787 to #2785 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
complete.
#2788 to #2787 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
Bleh, this is the problem I have with interviews and stuff......the night before I get so nervous I cant sleep. So not sure if I even will sleep tonight.
#2789 to #2788 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
i know how you feel, that 						****					 makes me paranoid as hell, especially when i don't know what to expect, especially with how i am with confrontations of any kind... :\   
what you think of the pic?
i know how you feel, that **** makes me paranoid as hell, especially when i don't know what to expect, especially with how i am with confrontations of any kind... :\
what you think of the pic?
#2790 to #2789 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
I like it.

Also parents possibly leaving for vegas again next week.

Was considering going but not much to do at my 'friend's' house anyway.....and usually just get in some kind of trouble while Im there.....mostly his fault though.

Plus I need to check the mail for anything regarding assistance and such.
User avatar #2791 to #2790 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
good points, the sooner you get the stuff working the better, on the other hand would leaving the house for a while help you feel any better?
#2792 to #2791 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
Not sure, but either way I could leave the house while still here too.
User avatar #2794 to #2792 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
anyhoo, heading off to bed, head started its **** again and blacking out... :\
night.
#2793 to #2792 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
will your brother be there this time, also thought you hated going outside?   
either way, a small jog a day to get some fresh air would really help you and even help you get ideas down for anything possible, hell take a notepad with you in case you get any strange ideas.
will your brother be there this time, also thought you hated going outside?
either way, a small jog a day to get some fresh air would really help you and even help you get ideas down for anything possible, hell take a notepad with you in case you get any strange ideas.
User avatar #2786 to #2785 - novabird ONLINE (02/27/2014) [-]
agreed, your pic is almost done.
#2715 - novabird ONLINE (02/24/2014) [-]
actually i have another idea but i'll have to wait till tomorrow so i can test it out, an airbrushing effect to the hair or something similar may look better but i got the eyes down.
User avatar #2738 to #2715 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
your best bet is to not think about getting worse, the thing about head problems is the more focused on them you are the more they will bother you.
a good example of this is when i get manic rage or depression, if i focus on it, it only gets stronger till i either erupt or break down completely.
also get Omega 3 & 6 supplements for your diet, apparently they help along with B complex and B12 vitamins in reducing the effects of the problems.
#2739 to #2738 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
I keep trying not to think about that....but it just ends up happening anyway.....its hard to control my thoughts, the depression, and my little mental disorder.
User avatar #2779 to #2739 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargre enhouse/3976863/Ponyville/562636#562636
interesting...
User avatar #2770 to #2739 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargre enhouse/3976863/Ponyville/562430#562430
he's back!
#2762 to #2739 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
ummmm.... WAT?!   
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargre enhouse/3976863/Ponyville/562282#562282   
oh...that's just 						*******					 peachy...
ummmm.... WAT?!
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargre enhouse/3976863/Ponyville/562282#562282
oh...that's just ******* peachy...
#2763 to #2762 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
The **** that happens to us and Pv......I swear....
#2764 to #2763 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
ikr, i hope they catch that pervert and punish the other for even going there to begin with, that could have went far worse then just that, i don't think they realize just how lucky they are.
i'm also working on your second vector as well.
#2765 to #2764 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
Well lets just be glad it wasn't worse.....but its odd just how many bad things happen to everyone in PV......
#2769 to #2765 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
just need the wings to complete.
#2771 to #2769 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
Well feeling a bit better, and just something about the mouth seems a bit off, shouldn't it be more of the outline color?
#2778 to #2771 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
the wings!
holy **** this will look nice!
User avatar #2773 to #2771 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
...they could all use a black vane on them due to the color scheme.
User avatar #2774 to #2773 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
Hope that tomorrow isn't as bad as today.
#2776 to #2774 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
here's the true vector of the feathers but replace black with white, black will be used till the wing is made then i'll convert them back to white again because i can't see them easily...unless i find a way to make background black... :\
#2777 to #2776 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
there we go, cheated.
#2775 to #2774 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
i don't think it will be, i think things will get better again, twas simply a really bad day, try my method and simply shrug it off with a big fat 						****					 you to everything and everyone who made it worse.   
also revectoring those feathers, i found a way to make them look nicer.
i don't think it will be, i think things will get better again, twas simply a really bad day, try my method and simply shrug it off with a big fat **** you to everything and everyone who made it worse.
also revectoring those feathers, i found a way to make them look nicer.
#2772 to #2771 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
if there was an outline color, i'm using shading instead, might redo them later on with something else though.
good to hear you're feeling better though, that depression level you had was getting me really worried.
here's the feathers for the wings, don't recall if you saw them or not.
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User avatar #2768 to #2767 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
whoops, forgot the ear...-_-
User avatar #2766 to #2765 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
oh, it's not just in pv, it's everywhere, it's like people are being dumbed down to the level of cattle with no common sense...-_-
almost done with that vector too, it's looking nice.
User avatar #2740 to #2739 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
i understand, the mental disorder is more like the big problem and also why you're depressed to begin with though...
something strange someone else with the condition told me just ******* , they said that telling the stuff in their head to **** off etc made it go away for a while, might be worth a shot.
but yeah, i know where you're coming from with that, the depression makes it really hard to do much of anything...-_-
#2741 to #2740 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
....yeah.....

Its so difficult for me to do anything lately.......

......not sure what would really help me cope with my mental problems......hope I can find an answer and get it going real soon......
User avatar #2742 to #2741 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
agreed, then again given time you may simply get used to them and they won't even phase you anymore kinda like how i have gotten used to so much pain that regular stuff doesn't hurt anymore, aside from my condition induced pain i'm pretty much numb all over now.
hopefully something comes along though so things don't bother you anymore, would be nice to see you unaffected by your problems.
guessing the tooth is still bothering you as well as your ears again?
#2743 to #2742 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Dont think I will ever get used to my mental problem.....


and yes....teeth very much, ears not so much at the moment.......
User avatar #2744 to #2743 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
if you can't get them fixed soon i'll step in regardless, they are 90% of your problems right now, i know what effect they have on your body and mind from experience and the longer you wait the worse they will get, it's getting to the point where i don't care about the cost and i just want to see your problems fixed finally so you can get better again.......
#2745 to #2744 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
I know.....I want to get better real soon....its really taking a lot out of me now.
User avatar #2746 to #2745 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
i know exactly how that feels, i couldn't hardly do anything and it messed with my sanity bad enuf that i got banned from pv and i was pretty much lashing out at everyone and could hardly move, sleep or eat when it was at its worst, for sure i was definitely not me, hell, just thinking about it makes me hurt all over again.....
#2747 to #2746 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Just hope I can get through the next couple of days until my next therapist appointment......its so hard to keep myself from being so depressed.

User avatar #2748 to #2747 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
i hope so as well, i have faith you can do it though.
www.funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4774885/Please+support+the+cause/
#2749 to #2748 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Well turns out I just keep getting worse.


Severely depressed and annoyed......cant think, not sure what to do anymore.....or if I can even get myself to do anything.
#2750 to #2749 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
why are you getting worse?
why are you getting worse?
#2751 to #2750 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Well for one brother is annoying me because he was supposed to get up early so we could go somewhere together but he slept in and doesn't give a crap....like usual.

Apparently some of our mail was sent back for whatever ******* reason and now I have to call voc. rehab and ask if they sent a letter about my case or not.

Still getting nervous about the interview in two days.

and the usual problems STILL getting to me.


So how am I supposed to keep myself going when everyone around me is just ******* incompetent. Doesn't feel like there is anything that would actually make me happy...nor does it feel like anyone here can even REALLY help me.
#2752 to #2751 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
ah, i know how those days are, more than half the time i ask for stuff that's usually the end result, like seriously, if you agreed to do something then do it, don't waste me and everyone else's time by not following thru.....-_-   
hopefully that 						****					 gets sorted out, did they even give a reason for why it was sent back or was it general stupidity?   
i know that feeling as well, i live in idiot central for oregon, this town has one of the highest concentrations of stupid in oregon, being my conditions and how they work no one really can help me so i just sit here doing nothing till i get better...   
you probably should go out and do something though, i was pretty messed up yesterday till i went out of the house for a while to get some air and not be stuck in the house all day, maybe go on a bike ride or something for a while to clear your head possibly, it feels as though you could really use it right now.
ah, i know how those days are, more than half the time i ask for stuff that's usually the end result, like seriously, if you agreed to do something then do it, don't waste me and everyone else's time by not following thru.....-_-
hopefully that **** gets sorted out, did they even give a reason for why it was sent back or was it general stupidity?
i know that feeling as well, i live in idiot central for oregon, this town has one of the highest concentrations of stupid in oregon, being my conditions and how they work no one really can help me so i just sit here doing nothing till i get better...
you probably should go out and do something though, i was pretty messed up yesterday till i went out of the house for a while to get some air and not be stuck in the house all day, maybe go on a bike ride or something for a while to clear your head possibly, it feels as though you could really use it right now.
#2753 to #2752 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
All I seem to do is wait for things to get better but they never do....and I dont even think that waiting for this assistance will even REALLY help me.....more of just make things a little less stressful on me.

Starting to breakdown again....
User avatar #2754 to #2753 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
well, given time that assistance can help you get the things you wanted without trying so hard and once you have those things it won't be even nearly as bad for you.
also, that thing i was working on has been built apparently.
www.bing.com/images/results.aspx?q=hammock+stand&form=MSNH14&refig=889d430fca88481cb637e0ae47bb0a4a&sc=8-6&sp=6&qs=IM&sk=IM5&pq=hammoc
i don't know what they cost but it's bound to be far cheaper, making the table you wanted should be easy on its own.
huh, these stands are like only 100-200$...0.o
www.ebay.com/itm/Vivere-UHSDO9-Double-Hammock-with-Space-Saving-Steel-Stand-Tropical-/111278153036?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&hash=item19e8b1dd4c
#2756 to #2754 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Just in a really bad mood right now.....gonna go for a bit, I'll be back later.
User avatar #2761 to #2756 - novabird ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
alright.
#2759 to #2756 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
assuming we're not always worried anyways?
but we have a feeling we already know what you may have done or are thinking about doing, we weren't in our body last night and we're wandering around again.
we probably woke up about 5 times so sleep kinda sucked as well, which is why we went into that mode to begin with, thing is we can sometimes see what people are doing or thinking but we can't tell the difference... :\
you need to make a detailed list of your problems, do it in the screaming wall if you want, make it itemized so it can be worked on easier, it would also help us help you better as well.
we won't bother asking you what happened though, it's up to you if you want to tell us, just bear in mind that we will always be watching and guarding, we don't ever want anything to happen to you.
User avatar #2760 to #2759 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/26/2014) [-]
Well rather talk about it in PM
User avatar #2757 to #2756 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
i understand, we all have those days... :\
hope you feel better.
#2758 to #2757 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Problem is I dont see it getting better anytime soon....and another thing that I shouldn't really tell you about because its depressing and would just cause you worry.   
   
I know I will get some assistance but it wont fix anything, just make it a little less of a problem on me. What I would like is a fix to these problems...
Problem is I dont see it getting better anytime soon....and another thing that I shouldn't really tell you about because its depressing and would just cause you worry.

I know I will get some assistance but it wont fix anything, just make it a little less of a problem on me. What I would like is a fix to these problems...
#2716 to #2715 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/24/2014) [-]
The Eyes look great.
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#2720 to #2719 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Looks good so far
Looks good so far
User avatar #2721 to #2720 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
eyup, i'm going to remake the feathers as well and this will look really good, asked pv about it as well and they all really like it so far.
#2722 to #2721 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Well I like it so far....was thinking about different colors but nothing comes to mind as of yet.

Also not feeling too well for a few reasons.
User avatar #2723 to #2722 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
anything specific?
don't worry bout the colors, i think it will look good as is once i do the wings, i made sure there wasn't anyone else with these colors as a base set so it would stand out compared to the rest, that and those eyes contrast well with it as well.
#2724 to #2723 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Well woke up this morning, if you could call it waking up, feeling completely exhausted or something....just jerked awake and couldn't remember a thing or feel anything for a bit.

And apparently DayZ is 'dead'.....so quite a few people are kinda pissed and such.


Well was just a thought about the colors.
User avatar #2725 to #2724 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
huh, i wonder if you are starting to get like me, my mind goes blank when i wake up and i pretty much feel just like that when i wake up as well plus some pain from my problems, the part where i can't recall anything is nice but the rest not so much...-_-
understood, just wait till i put the wings on her, this will be epic, also easier than the robot oc to a point as well.
#2726 to #2725 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
and also not feeling so well because of the usual reasons.

Not sure what to do tonight.
User avatar #2727 to #2726 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
well, once i get these feathers made i can show you a trick in inkscape i learned to make vectoring take far less time and make it far easier if you want, seems vectoring is really easy if you understand things properly.
#2728 to #2727 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Just really starting to get nervous about the interview I have soon too.....but I hope it goes well so I can get disability.
Just really starting to get nervous about the interview I have soon too.....but I hope it goes well so I can get disability.
User avatar #2729 to #2728 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
don't do anything special and go as you are so they see you as you are and not gussied up or anything fancy.
User avatar #2730 to #2729 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Its a phone interview.


Gonna get something eat.
User avatar #2731 to #2730 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
wonder how that works... :\
sounds like a plan.
#2732 to #2731 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
Well didn't seem to help much, how are you?
#2734 to #2732 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
also, the wing feathers are done.
#2733 to #2732 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
just a little out of it like usual but no mood swings tonight so the vitamins may be working somewhat, that or getting revenge before bed yesterday helped me get better sleep.   
an anon wouldn't shut up about proxies and getting permabanned so i dropped all of his comments with an ip ban.   
yourself?
just a little out of it like usual but no mood swings tonight so the vitamins may be working somewhat, that or getting revenge before bed yesterday helped me get better sleep.
an anon wouldn't shut up about proxies and getting permabanned so i dropped all of his comments with an ip ban.
yourself?
#2735 to #2733 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
ummm.....not feeling well again.

Getting pretty bad.....
User avatar #2736 to #2735 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
huh, you seemed far better earlier, wonder exactly what triggers this mood change you get, then again knowing may give me an answer to my mood swings as well... :\
i think we may just be really tired actually but we get stuck awake, since Valerian root appears dangerous with your meds ask your therapist/doctor about melatonin, you can buy it cheaply as well and it's rather safe on average.
#2737 to #2736 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
.....just starting to lose my mind and obsession getting to me again.....


Its hard to control my thoughts.

Not sure what to do while I wait for my next therapist appointment.....its hard to keep myself from getting worse.
User avatar #2717 to #2716 - novabird ONLINE (02/25/2014) [-]
thoght so, i'm thinking of a stripe in the hair and a few other things, once you see how i do this you'll think it's really easy in inkscape.
#2674 - novabird ONLINE (02/18/2014) [-]
.....WAT?!
#2679 to #2674 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well anyway, the problem is posting stuff like these in PV. Last time they weren't exactly comfortable with it, kinda believe that is also part of the reason cupcakes had left if I am not mistaken.
#2680 to #2679 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
i'll tell exactly why he left along with tw.ilight.   
mgn went out of his way to be extremely mean to them, those baby filly pics are just fine, mgn basically attacked them when they showed up the moment they posted, i'd have done something but i couldn't do much being i found the posts over 6 hours after i found them, frankly i'm glad he's gone i think he was the main reason our board was dying, you'll note that things have improve heavily since then with him being gone now.   
these pics are perfectly ok on most boards, the humanised teens/adults is what bothered people, especially if they appeared to have a dirty one being worn.   
frankly mgn needs his ass kicked for what he did to people here, a nice good solid pounding to put him in his place and to get it thru his thick self promoting skull that you don't treat people like 						****					 without a price on it.
i'll tell exactly why he left along with tw.ilight.
mgn went out of his way to be extremely mean to them, those baby filly pics are just fine, mgn basically attacked them when they showed up the moment they posted, i'd have done something but i couldn't do much being i found the posts over 6 hours after i found them, frankly i'm glad he's gone i think he was the main reason our board was dying, you'll note that things have improve heavily since then with him being gone now.
these pics are perfectly ok on most boards, the humanised teens/adults is what bothered people, especially if they appeared to have a dirty one being worn.
frankly mgn needs his ass kicked for what he did to people here, a nice good solid pounding to put him in his place and to get it thru his thick self promoting skull that you don't treat people like **** without a price on it.
#2681 to #2680 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well I'll tend to stay to my profile for awhile.....if anyone ever decides to chat with me here even to check up on how I am doing I can reply.


kind of a way to get people more used to the pics I post slowly.


But hardly anyone in PV talks to me. Would post more in PV but I never have anything to talk about since my depression and such. So its easier to reply to people when they talk to me instead of me thinking of something.
#2686 to #2681 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
well, i think that a simple "greetings everyone" is all you need, since i'm not very creative with my words that's about all i start with or a simple "greetings" if i'm responding to someone and you really shouldn't have a problem in pv posting fillies with diapers at all, you could also get more people to respond to you here by talking more there plus talking to more people could help lift your depression somewhat by talking about things as well.   
but seriously, the only person who caused any trouble was mgn the rest were perfectly ok with everything, then again he seemed to hate anyone who stood out too much anyways...-_-   
but whatever suits you more, people would still be more likely to talk to you here if you talked with them there more.
well, i think that a simple "greetings everyone" is all you need, since i'm not very creative with my words that's about all i start with or a simple "greetings" if i'm responding to someone and you really shouldn't have a problem in pv posting fillies with diapers at all, you could also get more people to respond to you here by talking more there plus talking to more people could help lift your depression somewhat by talking about things as well.
but seriously, the only person who caused any trouble was mgn the rest were perfectly ok with everything, then again he seemed to hate anyone who stood out too much anyways...-_-
but whatever suits you more, people would still be more likely to talk to you here if you talked with them there more.
#2688 to #2686 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well would be nice to have my own OC, even if it just be a recolor with them.

That way it would be more consistent.
User avatar #2691 to #2688 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
i might be able to oblige those easily, just bear in mind that i can't vector those worth **** so recoloring will have to be an option unless i find blanks to work with, hun.man, random, neko, jimmi, blind.pone and a few others may also help you here as well, don't be afraid to ask people for vectors of stuff, if i have the actual files i can do a lot more than just using jpeg or png files.
#2693 to #2691 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well just would have no idea what Im doing or have a good idea for an OC for this stuff.
User avatar #2696 to #2693 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
well, find a filly that has a ton of the pics you want and go from there, google image search will reveal art from all connected sites as well, you can also drag and drop posted art in the image search bar to search for it from here as well to get even more art, try it and you'll see.
#2699 to #2696 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well the colors will be one thing....adding the other detail would be something else that I think I may have to request cupcakes for that.
User avatar #2700 to #2699 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
while you're at it you should tell them both the ******* is gone for good.
they might post more if they knew.
#2702 to #2700 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well tomorrow I will try to get a few pics and see what I can do......
User avatar #2705 to #2702 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
sounds like a plan, a project would also help distract you further as well and this may be just the ticket.
#2713 to #2705 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well got a good amount of pics of who Im gonna recolor.....just need a name and cutiemark design now.

Gonna do all that tomorrow, should get some rest
User avatar #2714 to #2713 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
sounds like a plan, use the mark i made for you.
night.
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#2687 to #2682 - novabird ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
mind explaining this?
and is that really who you are?
#2683 to #2682 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Nothing to see here, yup.....nothing at all.
Nothing to see here, yup.....nothing at all.
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#2685 to #2684 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
I know its cause I mentioned you but just thought it would be funny.
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#2692 to #2690 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
You can trust me, I'm a pink pone

I feel like I've seen your username before, but I have a memory of a retarded goldfish, do you ever come on any boards or somethin'?
#2709 to #2692 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well because I feel like posting other pics than cadance, so I use this account.
#2710 to #2709 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
Oh...I can never seem to let go of Cadance no matter how hard I try
#2711 to #2710 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well for me I really stopped when the depression started affecting me. Going to go back to posting Cadance when I start feeling better or if I need to make an annoucement to PV because there are quite a few who still see me as highest authority there.
User avatar #2712 to #2711 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
Fair enough then.

I'd like to see you back on PV tho
#2694 to #2692 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Cant remember, my other account is Princesscadence if that is of some help.
#2695 to #2694 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
O-oh you're the other Cadance person, who used to be occasionally on PV, right?

Either way, I like you because of that account :3
#2697 to #2695 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Yes, and if you ask around people will tell you that I actually was the one who thought of PV and originally brought everyone together. Some miss the times when I was the one in charge of everything.
#2698 to #2697 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
You seem cool, you probably did a good job, even though Lunar does it fine too

How come I haven't seen you around on PV?
#2701 to #2698 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well having some depression issues and stuff.

Currently in Therapy on on medication but doesn't seem to be helping too much.

An interest of mine is really getting to me and making it hard for me to think of something to talk about that wouldn't be depressing or provide any real conversation.
User avatar #2703 to #2701 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
Oh I know that feeling all to well, that was how my dad was before he...Well, that's another story.

Anyway, I hope you get better, even though I haven't talked to you much, you seem really cool.
#2704 to #2703 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
A lot of people keep saying that, though not sure what it is that is cool about me.
#2706 to #2704 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
You seem chill, you're polite, and you're one the fewer people who still uses ponies as macots that aren't OC

#2707 to #2706 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/19/2014) [-]
Well I was taught by someone who was pretty much the same. He was polite and everything.

I tend to not judge anyone for anything because I have some things about myself that others find weird so who am I to judge people on things they like.


Plus I dont really have an OC because I cant really think of anything and have problems focusing enough to create one.
#2708 to #2707 - danzeebass **User deleted account** (02/19/2014) [-]
by the way, why don't you post Cadance anymore?

I'm one of the only ones of PV who does it, and outside of PV, on Brony and PT.com, whenever Cadance gets mentioned, or posted, they usually mention me, because for some reason, I am the only Cadance poster outside PV.
#2675 to #2674 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/18/2014) [-]
.....no comment
#2676 to #2675 - novabird ONLINE (02/18/2014) [-]
the **** i find while modding i swear...o.0
i could run the cringe olympics with this **** .
#2677 to #2676 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/18/2014) [-]
Well knowing this site I wouldn't be surprised.
#2678 to #2677 - novabird ONLINE (02/18/2014) [-]
actually...yeah, i have seen far worse things posted than these, if not for the lack of detail i'd have banned them on the spot.   
still don't know why i find some of these funny though, then again i still haven't figured out my sense of humor yet.
actually...yeah, i have seen far worse things posted than these, if not for the lack of detail i'd have banned them on the spot.
still don't know why i find some of these funny though, then again i still haven't figured out my sense of humor yet.
#2670 - dammriver (02/16/2014) [-]
Hey!

It's.. Been a while, to say the least.. Waaaaay too long of a while...

How have you been?
#2671 to #2670 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/16/2014) [-]
Well, pretty terrible to be honest.
User avatar #2672 to #2671 - dammriver (02/16/2014) [-]
I'm sorry to hear that..

Is there anything that you want to talk about, or that I could do to help at all?
#2673 to #2672 - cutietooniexx ONLINE (02/16/2014) [-]
Not that I know of.
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