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#465185 - James Burgered?  [+] (3 replies) 10/27/2014 on Shin Anime Social Board 0
#465208 - greeling (10/27/2014) [-]
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#465209 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
Ass cancer
#465210 - greeling (10/27/2014) [-]
#465179 - The hell do I do with myself? Also, hi Curtbong.  [+] (14 replies) 10/27/2014 on Shin Anime Social Board +1
#465182 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]
You live Captain. You live.
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#465188 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
To put it in another way
I lost my way
#465190 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]
This is all I need be said for starters.
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#465199 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
I have that saved
It doesn't help anymore
#465205 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]

Let me ask you this. What is it that you most desire to achieve out of life? It doesn't matter if what you want is something you view as unobtainable or impossible at this moment in time, just tell what it is you seek to live your life for.
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#465206 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
Leave this place, get rid of this anxiety, depressions, fear of everything, maybe even go into art and make music or draw or anime or something. But lately all my days are just a wait for the day to finish, I don't care how, I just care for it to, so I skip lessons cuz at home time flies faster.
#465217 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]
If you can identify the problem, then you have already made the first step towards removing the problem.

If you want to go create art, or music, or animations, then you should just do it. Clearly, you stated that you at least tried to work towards this goal, but somewhere along the line you stopped. Have you truly asked yourself why you stopped though? Maybe you thought the work was too hard, or maybe you now think the idea of achieving this dream of yours is too grand for you to achieve. Working to get good at something is a part of life, and you can't give up, or just decide that you suddenly can't do it.

Trust me when I say I can sympathize with your hardship to many degrees. I've had...thousands of people tell me my dreams were too grand, or that I would make it in becoming what I am, and what I aim to be. Strangers, Friends, Peers, even members of own family have belittled my dreams. There will always be people who will tell YOU that you are not good enough to achieve what you want. There will always be people who will ridicule, belittle, and beat you down and leave you on the ground, but that's only it YOU let them.

Don't criticize yourself; don't lose faith in your own abilities; and certainly don't lose give up on a dream. If you want to achieve that feels to great for you, that just means you haven't fought enough for it yet. Life is hard, and no matter where we may come from in our infancy does not define who we may become. The only person who can define what they will become is you.

So rest this days negativity off and look towards the future. When that next sunrise comes, you MUST say to yourself, I'm done doubting my abilities. I'm sure whatever it is your studying may be difficult to grasp in the short-run. I'm sure when you actually get down to writing songs, or making art that it will suck in most people's opinions.


You gotta keep working at it though. Keep practicing and keep going until you achieve what you want in life.
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#465223 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
I tried telling myself to do it
I had posters and many other things
But in time interest deterioated
I just don't feel like anything no more
Not even playing games
Not even having fun
Just waiting for time to pass
And I know Detram has this constantly and way wore than me
That just makes me feel bad for him
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#465229 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]
Well do you wanna stay depressed like that?

I gotta say whatever excuses you may have for why your attention deteriorated, it just means that all you have to do is find out what's gotten you so disinterested. Maybe its the people you interact with (Online or in Real Life), or maybe its the kind of stuff you interact with during your recreation.

The solution to this is ultimately this:

Remove yourself from the problems. Separate yourself from whatever may be poisoning you, and making you unhappy. Take that time to learn about yourself. Learn who YOU are. You may be surprised what you find out.
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#465232 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
I'm not too fond of people around me IRL or online anymore.
So I try my best to do so.
I doubt I'll stay long in Albin's too.
Or Dota(since no games happen)
Already left sniffys and alleria
#465235 - bonklord (10/27/2014) [-]
Just take some time for yourself man.

There are times when all we can truly do is just separate ourselves so that we can learn who we truly are.

We'll be here waiting for you when you get back.
#465327 - captainpickles (10/28/2014) [-]
Being alone fucks me over
Every time
Just sink into depression deeper
And deeper
#465345 - bonklord (10/28/2014) [-]
Well, you gotta figure something out man.

Find something, or do something that you know will make you happy. I don't know what that is, so that's on you to discover
#465184 - captainpickles (10/27/2014) [-]
Lately I don't feel it, bruh.
#9897660 - Disgrace I tell you  [+] (1 reply) 10/27/2014 on Old Board. Go to... 0
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#9897666 - captaindubs (10/27/2014) [-]