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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
User avatar #218 - tinyer
(05/02/2012) [-]
I've never really talked to anyone else about this, and I'm really hoping I came to the right person to talk...
It's just that this thing has been eating at me for a long time now and I don't know if I can take it anymore...
Believe it or not you're the only person I can trust right now, and I'm sorry for dumping this on you because I barely even know you and I'm probably gonna stress you out and I'm sorry....
I hate telling other people my problems because it makes them worry about me and I don't want them too...
The truth is....

You're a ******
User avatar #221 to #220 - antisocialtwilight
(05/02/2012) [-]
Well, I suppose that explains my massive black cock, love of grape soda, and white women.
User avatar #224 to #223 - tinyer
(05/02/2012) [-]
I know right??? :D

Lol, what's up? :3
User avatar #226 to #226 - antisocialtwilight
(05/02/2012) [-]
Sorry for the wait, but nothing much. Just thinking about my mortality.
Also, I'm in the process of getting 'over' this girl I liked. I still think she's hot and dateable, but too much baggage, and she doesn't want me, so I'm going to stop wasting my time.
User avatar #227 to #228 - tinyer
(05/02/2012) [-]
Good call on the girl issue,
But what do you mean thinking about your mortality?
User avatar #229 to #229 - antisocialtwilight
(05/02/2012) [-]
I'm going to bed, g'night, friend.
User avatar #230 to #231 - tinyer
(05/02/2012) [-]
Dont just get scared over what might happen, check and make sure that it won't because I'm pretty damn sure that those aren't herditary.
And you're not alone man.
Think of everyone you know, and think how much they would miss you if you were gone.
They might not be able to help you or be there for you because you dont say anything to them about it, but never ever think that you're alone. People care about you whether you believe it or not, and people will care about you whether you like it or not.
Sleep well bud
User avatar #228 to #229 - antisocialtwilight
(05/02/2012) [-]
When I was younger, my father had a tumor on his back. Y'know the movie 50/50, with Seth Rogen, where the main character has a tumor and there's only a 50/50 chance of living? I think he said he had that or something like that. Slim chance of surviving, but he did. He's fine now. But now I'm wondering, what if I have to deal with the same thing? What if it's hereditary? I might not be so lucky. I don't have a tumor, I'm not sick, I may be worrying over nothing, but I don't know how long I'll be able to say that. The future seems much less bright.
And it's not just dying I'm afraid of. I don't want to die alone. I picture it happening in my head like a nightmare I can't escape from. I'm sitting in a hospital bed, it's dark, and suddenly I'm dying, in pain, and there's nobody there to save me. I know I have my family, but if I wasn't related to them, I wouldn't have anybody besides my friend Casey.
I guess I'm just afraid.