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anahbell

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#193 - And that's the thing, we all have differing views on what make… 12/17/2014 on I'm probably just a bigot. 0
#189 - Well let me, as a trans person, not call you a bigot and end t…  [+] (2 new replies) 12/17/2014 on I'm probably just a bigot. 0
#190 - pyrusd (12/17/2014) [-]
This actually is the closest to a good explanation to all of this. But to me, still lacking.

You find yourself needing to protect something. Find the one you love and care for them and show you can keep them. I have ZERO clues as to how that is masculine. I would 100% PREFER it if more women were like that because honestly I look down my nose at most women for how sheepish they are. I love girls who weightlift, who have that drive and determination, that sense of strength. But I don't view that as "being a man" or "masculine" in nature. That's just being a strong human and again, I wish that across both genders. People are WAY too weak and soft these days.

Now, same with the womanly things you mentioned. Being a housewife and settling down.....of which no one makes anyone do. Others say things like "that's engrained." Really? Uh....again, as a male. I would love to find my one love and settle down with them and have a family with them. Well that's a female thing.....uh...ok? This is why none of this makes any sense. Well women are housewives....BUT they don't need to be. Men are strong and protective...BUT they don't need to be. So...we can be whatever we want. That's fine, but that doesn't address the issues of "My body doesn't match how I feel."

You said before I'll never understand it. Well as a fellow human that has empathy, I should damn well be able to understand it, if explained properly. It seems that all of these gender roles and issues are what trans folks are obsessed with. I don't know who assigned any roles to you or when they did but I'm sorry they did. I've lived how I've wanted to my whole life and never cared about what others thought so no idea where these rules and regs are coming from that you guys all want to follow. I've switched roles and haven't felt any more or less masculine because again....don't know what it means to feel masculine. Every other feeling under the sun I've got a good grasp on. Feeling like a dude...it's never happened.
User avatar #193 - anahbell (12/17/2014) [-]
And that's the thing, we all have differing views on what makes a man a man or what's masculine and feminine so we'll never completely see eye to eye. Empathy and being in the position yourself are two very very different things. And no, you shouldn't be able to understand it wholly.. it was explain properly. You think that the people explaining it are at fault when maybe it's you either asking too far or not being able to process it yourself. We'll explain all we can but if you can't make the connection that's on you.

Some trans folks are obsessed with this kind of stuff and love making a huge deal out of it and want nothing but attention, but the rest of us just want peace. And you know.. a good way to kind of explain is using some of your words.. okay you said you don't know what it feels like to be a man.. because you are.. and there are no real defining feelings for that.. that's also how I feel and why it's so difficult to explain it. It just feels.. normal. It's not that I 'feel like a man'.. it's just that I feel 'normal', that I feel like me and there are no words to explain it.. it just IS... and then you look down and see that your body doesn't match how you see yourself in your head and that's when you realize somethings wrong. It doesn't match up and you don't know why. Then everyone denies you, tells you you're wrong.. going to hell.. that if you can't explain it.. you're lying... you're looking for attention, when in reality.. dude I just want to be happy.
#187 - I've explained it as properly as possible. What's in my head d… 12/17/2014 on I'm probably just a bigot. 0
#136 - No, if you don't get it that means you don't get it. People ca…  [+] (2 new replies) 12/16/2014 on I'm probably just a bigot. 0
#182 - pyrusd (12/17/2014) [-]
Again, if I don't get something it's because you haven't explained it properly. In the many cases I've discussed, just as you have to, none of that makes any sense whatsoever.

You're trying to match things up...which means things don't line up. Ok....what doesn't line up? To me, it's 100% based on gender and genitalia. So if you're saying you have female parts, then you're female. But apparently "inside" you're not. Ok...again, what does that mean? How do you feel? You feel like a man.....What does that mean? I'm male...100%, have a penis, love women and so on. But I have no idea what this "feels like a man" means even though I am one.

Not once have I ever been, wow I feel like a woman today. Not once have I ever gone, wow I feel like a man today. Based on what you ended with, that anyone can be a man, then apparently being strong and successful is manly and that....all women should be manly? Since they're inherently inferior because they are not presenting themselves strong and successfully?
User avatar #187 - anahbell (12/17/2014) [-]
I've explained it as properly as possible. What's in my head doesn't match what's in my pants. And 'feeling like a man' isn't something that's just one defining thing.. it's different with each person. You will literally NEVER understand it unless you're in our shoes so telling us 'you're wrong because you didn't explain it right'.. isn't correct. We've explained it as far as we can without you being us. And for us it's not like one day I feel like a woman and the next like a man. It's literally every day of our lives that we are that one specific gender but then look down and realize our shell is not what the rest of us is.



And no, I never said they're not strong and successful, I'm just saying that a penis doesn't make a man. It's his integrity and how he IS. I'm also not saying a woman can't have their own level of integrity and what-not either. It's literally just a label for us both. Women just want to be women and men just want to be men, this goes for trans people as well because we are what we are.. our shells just got a little messed up when we were born.
#182 - That's Jessica Nigri and the Rarity is Yaya Han  [+] (2 new replies) 12/15/2014 on Fucking Ponies +1
User avatar #197 - landartheconqueror (12/15/2014) [-]
i thought they looked familiar.
well, i knew the rarity one, but i didn't realize fluttershy was nigri
User avatar #198 - landartheconqueror (12/15/2014) [-]
i guess i usually only recognize her with her cleavage out haha
#684 - **anahbell used "*roll gender*"** **anahbell rolls Other** 12/15/2014 on Fun roll types 0
#175 - My hair is a reddish brown but that's close enough lmao 12/04/2014 on profile pics -1
#161 - It's beautiful. 12/04/2014 on profile pics 0
#153 - DO ME  [+] (5 new replies) 12/04/2014 on profile pics 0
#172 - OtisMcWonderful (12/04/2014) [-]
I'm not entirely sure exactly what color that hair is.
User avatar #175 - anahbell (12/04/2014) [-]
My hair is a reddish brown but that's close enough lmao
#160 - xtwinblade (12/04/2014) [-]
#164 - anonymous (12/04/2014) [-]
holy hell thats true to the soul
#161 - anahbell (12/04/2014) [-]
It's beautiful.
#94 - Picture 11/28/2014 on London traffic +1
#24 - Well yeah, a nice adventure for those with the cash to make it happen. 11/21/2014 on Relevant 0
#21 - I'd have nowhere to live, no job availability, and yeah.. he'd…  [+] (2 new replies) 11/21/2014 on Relevant 0
User avatar #22 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
I don't think that last part to be true, but I think the whole deal would be a nice adventure.
User avatar #24 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Well yeah, a nice adventure for those with the cash to make it happen.
#18 - Had to go back to where I live, he's in california and I'm in …  [+] (4 new replies) 11/21/2014 on Relevant 0
User avatar #20 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
Breaks my heart to hear that. What kind of hurdles do you face if you wanted to move to California?
User avatar #21 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
I'd have nowhere to live, no job availability, and yeah.. he'd probably grow tired of me after a while.
User avatar #22 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
I don't think that last part to be true, but I think the whole deal would be a nice adventure.
User avatar #24 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Well yeah, a nice adventure for those with the cash to make it happen.
#15 - Wow, had to* damn i should just stop trying now holy **** 11/21/2014 on Relevant 0
#14 - or fly, sometimes the word fly works there. ****  [+] (1 new reply) 11/21/2014 on Relevant 0
User avatar #15 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Wow, had to* damn i should just stop trying now holy shit
#13 - On this day I to leave the love of my life and flew across the…  [+] (8 new replies) 11/21/2014 on Relevant +1
User avatar #17 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
But why?
User avatar #18 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Had to go back to where I live, he's in california and I'm in georgia. I can't just up and move out there, but I got to spend some time with him.
User avatar #20 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
Breaks my heart to hear that. What kind of hurdles do you face if you wanted to move to California?
User avatar #21 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
I'd have nowhere to live, no job availability, and yeah.. he'd probably grow tired of me after a while.
User avatar #22 - playapplepie (11/21/2014) [-]
I don't think that last part to be true, but I think the whole deal would be a nice adventure.
User avatar #24 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Well yeah, a nice adventure for those with the cash to make it happen.
User avatar #14 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
or fly, sometimes the word fly works there. fuck
User avatar #15 - anahbell (11/21/2014) [-]
Wow, had to* damn i should just stop trying now holy shit
#117 - Oh my god that's Heather Ann Campbell. 09/19/2014 on Drive safely 0
#40 - **anahbell rolled image ** Ha, loser  [+] (3 new replies) 09/18/2014 on Garen free week +6
User avatar #104 - vomitjar (09/18/2014) [-]
Carl used to be a great artist
#56 - kaboomz (09/18/2014) [-]
dat roll
User avatar #103 - taggz (09/18/2014) [-]
conga line!
#39 - Picture 09/15/2014 on Thor +5
#171 - I dunno, how does it feel to be unloved? 09/11/2014 on This 0
#110 - Real talk, I had no idea it was software.. I thought it …  [+] (1 new reply) 09/11/2014 on meringueluka's profile 0
#111 - meringueluka (09/11/2014) [-]
haha oh no that's okay. i thought the same thing when i first heard of her.
#108 - Are you the legit Meringue Luka?  [+] (3 new replies) 09/11/2014 on meringueluka's profile 0
#109 - meringueluka (09/11/2014) [-]
yes, i am a piece of software that's come alive and isnted of exploring the world. im wasting my time on funnyjunk.
#110 - anahbell (09/11/2014) [-]
Real talk, I had no idea it was software.. I thought it was some singer or something cause I've heard a few songs but I had no clue. Pardon me, I'll be over there in the corner with the other retards. Whoops.
#111 - meringueluka (09/11/2014) [-]
haha oh no that's okay. i thought the same thing when i first heard of her.
#89 - I prefer ranch dressing to be honest. 09/11/2014 on There are two kinds of people +1
#15 - Cats. What a great musical.  [+] (2 new replies) 09/11/2014 on Seeing someone you know in... +15
#34 - solamew (09/11/2014) [-]
It really is.
User avatar #41 - ghostninjaguy (09/11/2014) [-]
Maru, best cat ever
#17 - Seriously I haven't laughed that hard in a while. 09/11/2014 on Near the border +3

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User avatar #43 - greedtheavaricious (01/05/2014) [-]
So, how's the story going?
User avatar #44 to #43 - anahbell (01/05/2014) [-]
Well. It may be a while on the progress. I had a problem with my flashdrive in which I kept all my progress. Long story short. It corrupted. So, I may have to start over.. OR I'll have to search high and low for my backups that I cannot find anywhere at this given moment.

I'm pretty pissed to say the least
User avatar #45 to #44 - greedtheavaricious (01/05/2014) [-]
Well that sucks balls. I wish you luck.

I'll be honest. While I'm still interested in your story, I've also been messaging you for some writing advice. You up for it?
User avatar #46 to #45 - anahbell (01/05/2014) [-]
Sure, at this point I'm taking anything from anyone because this flash drive problem really screwed me up.
User avatar #47 to #46 - greedtheavaricious (01/05/2014) [-]
Well, since the Witch from L4D really interests me I know, I'm a ******* pleb for getting it for free I started to write about here. Nothing I'm really planning to show to the world, more to practise for longer stories. Also, since english isn't my first language, it is even harder for me. It basically goes like that:

Plane taking off. Dude is happy they managed to get on board. Other dude not so happy, realizing they will be in deep **** for the rest of their lives. Small argument, plane explodes. Plane crashes.

Then my main char appears in the story. His entire body hurts and he can barely breathe. He's leaning against a rocky wall. It was midnight, and then moon shining bright. He saw the plane wreck several meters away from him, leading him to the conclusion someone must have saved him. It was then he hears someone crying. Turning his head to the side he could spot a female looking figure, slumped down to her knees, crying. Since his entire body is extremely hurting and he was so short on breath the head turn exhausted him so much he lost consciousness, again.

There's more, but I keep rewriting what comes after that since I can't come up with something good enough.

I personally think it isn't very good... but let's hear what you have to say since you have more experience with writing.
#35 - nightmayor (09/24/2012) [-]
In case you don't see me post this before it gets deleted.
User avatar #36 to #35 - anahbell (09/24/2012) [-]
What was it.. I couldn't see it.
#27 - theprking (08/02/2012) [-]
I have my first stalker here lol
I have my first stalker here lol
#28 to #27 - anahbell (08/02/2012) [-]
Awesome!
Awesome!
#29 to #28 - theprking (08/02/2012) [-]
yet I don't know who it is
yet I don't know who it is
#30 to #29 - anahbell (08/02/2012) [-]
I can tell, you assumed it was me at first.
I can tell, you assumed it was me at first.
#31 to #30 - theprking (08/02/2012) [-]
Well he/she said that I have he/r as a friend  and that I spoke with hiim/her recently.   
There was only 3 people that  talk too in my friend list that I remember.   
And you were one of them.   
   
   
   
   
sorry
Well he/she said that I have he/r as a friend and that I spoke with hiim/her recently.
There was only 3 people that talk too in my friend list that I remember.
And you were one of them.




sorry
#32 to #31 - anahbell (08/02/2012) [-]
Oh, it's okay. I hope you find the person.
Oh, it's okay. I hope you find the person.
#33 to #32 - theprking (08/02/2012) [-]
I have a girlfriend lol, I just loved the fact that at least someone noticed me on this site   
and I felt like playing along with this mysterious person. It's not like everyday someone says they have a little crush on me =p
I have a girlfriend lol, I just loved the fact that at least someone noticed me on this site
and I felt like playing along with this mysterious person. It's not like everyday someone says they have a little crush on me =p
#34 to #33 - anahbell (08/02/2012) [-]
Well that's cool, now I want a persistent stalker..
#22 - theprking (07/31/2012) [-]
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#24 to #23 - theprking (07/31/2012) [-]
How are you?   
   
Also I started making my own OC for the first time?   
Almost done, but 			****		 is hard.   
want a sneak peek?
How are you?

Also I started making my own OC for the first time?
Almost done, but **** is hard.
want a sneak peek?
#26 to #24 - anahbell (08/01/2012) [-]
I'm doing just dandy, and yes.. I'd love a sneak peak.
I'm doing just dandy, and yes.. I'd love a sneak peak.
#12 - theprking (07/30/2012) [-]
Comment Picture
#10 - theprking (07/28/2012) [-]
Thanks you for accepting the request.
#11 to #10 - anahbell (07/28/2012) [-]
You're oh so very welcome.
You're oh so very welcome.
#1 - thekirbs (06/19/2012) [-]
first comment eh? have the awesome gifs
first comment eh? have the awesome gifs
#3 to #2 - thekirbs (06/19/2012) [-]
adieu!
adieu!
#4 to #3 - anahbell (06/19/2012) [-]
My god.. you're enjoying this far too much. You're making me squeal if it makes you any happier.
My god.. you're enjoying this far too much. You're making me squeal if it makes you any happier.
#5 to #4 - thekirbs (06/19/2012) [-]
why?   
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why?
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User avatar #6 to #5 - anahbell (06/19/2012) [-]
You're killin' me man..
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