That was so great. Thats why im going into art. There are very few things in life that i actually like doing. And art is one of the things that i really do like. I had thought about going into so many things but all in all i dont care if i live in a shed if i dont want to shoot myself everyday. My mother wants me to be a lawyer or doctor because she thinks money is the only important thing but i just... dont.

That's why I'm going into Game Development. I love the game creation process and the medium itself. I won't make as much as a game programmer compared to a regular programmer in a large company, but I will enjoy what I do. It's the best way to go.

Its definitely the best way to go! Definitely go into what you like. Hating your life everyday makes you swallow the entire bottle of aspirin.

Yep. I've had several jobs I hated. A lot of people expect you to do any job just because that's what you're "supposed to do" even if you hate it. That thinking makes the world bitter. They're trying to cling to old ideas that just don't work.

Couldnt agree more. I dont get why people think living their entire lives with a decent amount of money but hating almost all of it is ok!.

I think it's because in our societies today, wealth means social status but more immediately means survival. We need money to get the things we need to continue living(food etc). There are a lot of things wrong with our world and little we can do to change it.

Aw yes this is all very true. But oh well. I suppose so long as you dont follow the social norm you're alright, and yet at the same time you're not. But oh well.

Yeah :/

Well this got depressing! So onto something more happy like.... ducks and turtles!

Can I see a closeup picture of your eyes or eye?

I know it's a strange request. I like female eyes and there was a lot of eye posting on the thread this morning lol

Whatttt! I dont even know how i would get a close up picture of my eyes!

It's okay.....I just thought I would ask.

well i will try. But could you show me an example of one?

You sure you want to hear?

Of course I do! I might be able to help you in some way.

Yea.. pants would probably be a very good idea!

Oh wow. Thats a lot of places. Where have you liked best?

Eh its alright. You can say whatever.

I prefer Oklahoma. Probably because I've lived most of my life there. Out of all the places I've visited, I like Colorado the best. I would like to live there.

Aw very neat. All cold places. But wait where is it you live now? There was so many states my mind got overwhelmed:P

Missouri. Kansas City more precisely. Sorry :P

Oh ok ok got it. No it's alright i just didnt want to say it wrong sometime and sound like a idiot.

Sometimes we get things wrong. I won't think you're an idiot.

Aww well thanks. Thats very nice of you.

I'm pretty nice if I do say so myself :P

Hahaha well you can because you are. So yea! Woo

You're quite nice also.

Aw gosh. Well thanks! I dont know what to say. But that was sweet.

You don't have to thank me. I'm just a really honest person.

Oh my.... im so sorry. that sounds horrible. I always said i hated the beach but i dont know it would be weird to not have ever seen it.

Maybe I'll see it one day. It would be nice.

Hmmmm......What do you wanna talk about?

Well you definitely should. Beaches with like dead things on them and stuff is much cooler than just sand and water.

I dont know. Anything on your mind? Or something you wish to discus?

I would love to swim in the ocean and maybe go scuba diving.

Hmmmmm.......Not really. Maybe you could tell me more about yourself?

I've never been scuba diving but it would be so awesome. You should some day.

Well.... there isnt really much to tell... Uh... I dont know what to tell you. Im not a very interesting person. I like art, im not to good at it, im not real good at all other school stuff, i dont really try hard in life because i got tired of trying hard and everything falling to shit... Hmmm i dont know.

Like making art or just enjoying other people's art? Eh Most people aren't very good at academic stuff. I used to not put much effort into life or anything I did because I was always afraid of failing at what I started.

Making art. Like i guess i do alright for not putting any effort into it but eh i dont know. Yea exactly. And i feel like ive failed so many times that im just tired of doing that. Aw well whatever. So what about yourself?

Art takes a lot of work.

Mm. I go to college Mon-Fri. I do mainly weekend work with a catering company. I enjoy playing games in my spare time. I'm currently seeking a degree in Game Development though recently I've been thinking about focusing on a programming degree because that's what I really enjoy. I like long walks on the beach under the moonlight I've never been very confident in most things but the past year or so I've been trying to change attitude on things, and I think I've been doing better.

Way to much work.

So what games do you like to play? And that sounds pretty good. It's definitely good that you're becoming more confident.

I play all kinds of games, but I prefer RPGs in general. If I'm stressed, I'll play more action oriented games like shooters. Most recently I've played Mass Effect.

I still have those times when I get hit pretty hard with depression or something and I lose confidence.

What brought you to FJ?

Oh nice. Thats pretty awesome.

Right well... i dont know just give it time i suppose. But atleast you can bounce back.

Well.... lonelyness i guess. Wanting to feel like i belong, like people actually like me. I dont know. I guess mostly the being alone thing. Same thing that brings me back each time.

That's a pretty logical reason. I think I told you before that talking to people on this site is pretty much the only social interaction I have.

Yea you did. And same with me. For a long time i would never talk to anyone except on here. Now the only people i talk to on a regular basis i met here.

Hm. We same to be pretty similar in some regards.

What are you up to?

Heh yea we do. *Shrugs* FJ helped me a lot.

I watched the last twilight and it was just as awful as i knew it would. Not i have a head ache and keep sneezing and want to go sit in a freezer. What about you?

Talking to you mainly. Posting on the pony thread a little bit.


Trying to ignore my manly needs at the moment x.x

Woo me. Well that sounds pretty... uh well not really exciting but... some sort of action word.

And why? Why wouldnt you just take care of it and get it over with..?

Meh. I'm thinking about trekking through the snow to the gas station to get something to eat and drink. I'm pretty hungry.

Have you lived in Florida all your life?

I've already taken care of it once today :S

Oh goodness. Well if you do bundle up and dont freeze!

Yes i have. Been here forever.

Aw well im sorry for you. Sounds awfully traumatic.

It's not too far. I'll at least put some pants on :P

I've lived a few places. Missouri, Oklahoma(most of my life), South Carolina, Kentucky, Texas.

Very. I'm not sure why I even told you that <.<

Hi!
Yes it is. I really dont like it to much but aw well.

I am doing alright. Tired with everything and stuff but whatever. How are you doing?

I'm doing alright also. Just being tired and lazing around. Just got done playing Mass Effect for the first time. So far is pretty good.

What do you think about Alli as a nickname?

Well that's good. Sounds like a pretty good day. Woo well that's fun.

Uh... why that? What's the I from?

I just added the i to make into the girl name Alli. I could also call you AL.

Ohhh huh... Well it's up to you. Whatever you feel like calling me:)

I like Alli, but I don't want to call you that if you're not alright with it.

What have you been up to today?

Nope thats perfectly alright. What is your first name, if i may ask?

Not a thing. I havent done anything. It's like i have a lot i should do but i dont want to do any of it so im not going to do anything.

Cris. What's yours? If you don't mind telling me.

I'm feeling the same way right now. I was supposed to work today, but I can't get out of my neighborhood due too much snow.

Not at all. Its Rayna.

Ohhhh well thats kinda good in a way. Got the day off. Is it.... play in the snow snow?

That's interesting and nice name.

Mmmmmm......Dunno. I don't usually mess around in the snow much because it's too cold >.<

Here's a pic I took this morning.

Aw thanks.

Right... i guess i can see how it would be unexciting.

Whoahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Thats a lot of snowwwwwww

That's not as much as we got a few weeks ago O_o

I'm tired of the snow :/

Oh thats awful! Im so sorry. I hope it warms up soon and stops snowing.

Yeah. That would be nice.

It doesn't snow there in Florida does it?

No not at all. It's about 75 degrees here right now.

It would so nice if it was like that here!

Do you live near the coast?

Yea but then the country would all be hot all the time!

Uh kinda. At my moms im real close to the beach.

I've never been to the ocean. Landlocked my entire life >.<

What?! Oh my goodness. That is awful. So you have never seen the ocean at all in person!?