yes, sparkles? it seems like you want to say something.

I'm sorry.

For what I said.......Well what Norah said.....Well what I told her to say.

why? you did what you did. The choice of anything was ultimately yours. I guess I was a bit hurt because I had to hear form norah. but it is what it is what it is. I'm working on not being so depressed now. it is what it is.

I'm sorry Norah had to tell you. I'm not usually the one that ends it, I was scared to hurt you.

I'm sorry. I lied. I wasn't okay, I'm not still. I was very hurt still am. It crushed my little boy hearts to no end. It was said at the wrong time. One of the only family members i loved died. Damn right i was sad. and I looked to you for help. But i didn't get it at all. I knew i wouldn't. I never get help. I have to deal with problems on my own. So when it was broken off I was mad, Furious. at myself how stupid could I even be? To even think something somewhat positive in my life would last. so i thought, well it' not like i see her everyday, but fuck i was wrong. On every post, down in the comments i saw your name. So i stop going on funnyjunk. but did that work? nope. shit started evading my mind. So fuck you. Fuck you big time. You helped me realized that underneath all my understanding about the world, my smarts, etc.....I still have the heart of a little 7 year-old. But what hurt the fucking most....is the way you shrugged it off. You never loved me. I doubt you remotely liked me. You just wanted some help and got annoyed when it stop coming. That's pretty self-centered.........and innocent of you. The funny ting is that even though I'm at rock-bottom emotionally and typing this message with as much feelings i can, you'll probably respond with an 'okay' like you always do....or maybe you'll say nothing!HA that'll be a real fucking laugh, huh?!?!? Forget what I said about "fuck you"....I should said: Fuck me, fuck me adam. You are reeeeaaalllll stupid piece of shit. you're nigger adam, a real worthless nigger. Fuck me. Fuck me big time.

I'm sorry......I'm sorry I hurt you........I'm a bitch........I'm a horrible fucking bitch........The worst part is, I ended it because I.......I kind of found someone else...........I'm sorry.......I suck......I'm also sorry that I wasn't there for you......That I'm never there for you........I guess I just never know what to say...........I'm sorry........

you know....I felt like i was the big man of top after I "told" you....but no. no. no. Fuck sparkles, what up. Its just another thing showing me why the world sucks. Whatever, fuck you. Fuck everything. FUCK EVERYTHING ON THIS PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT ROCK. I thought i'd get a sad laugh out of this. HA, now thats the real funny part! For the first time in years, i'm crying. it's not water works, but dammit i'm crying. Fuck me. for wasting time. I'm a basic alcoholic without the ALCOHOL! hahahahaha everything is so painfully funny. Nah, its okay. Don't say sorry if you don't mean it.ha, everything is so funny.