To be honest, they're actually very hard to find.

I'll leave it up to the future so supply me with the surprise of finding a pair

Go look in laundry mats.

Nothing feels better than a pair of heart boxers.

Well I only have this pair.

Someday in the future I'll steal someone's pair or something~

To be honest, they're actually very hard to find.

I'll leave it up to the future so supply me with the surprise of finding a pair

Go look in laundry mats.

Nothing feels better than a pair of heart boxers.

It doesn't help that I'm wearing white and red heart boxers

That sounds adorable! I want a pair

Well I only have this pair.

Someday in the future I'll steal someone's pair or something~

To be honest, they're actually very hard to find.

I'll leave it up to the future so supply me with the surprise of finding a pair

Go look in laundry mats.

Nothing feels better than a pair of heart boxers.

My parents have/still been married for 25+ years
dad's salary is $100k a year with all the benefits
stay at home mom always with dinner in the oven
big house + 80 acres of property

I know some people would give their left nut to have that

But it was too perfect the only real fights were like when my siblings would argue

I had nothing to contribute I felt like a leech

Did you feel guilty being born into such luxury? Are you the type to feel that everything must be earned?

Not guilty just I could contribute to anything. I feel like most things should be earned.

I am also the eldest and wanted to be looked up too but my brother he has always had the mindset of a marine and could stand on his own my sister is the perfect student she's in advance courses when I skimmed by, popular with everybody, she's the prodigy in most cases for the family and I was just there eating their food and sleeping rent free

But you were still a beloved part of the family. It doesn't matter if you were perfect, just that you were you and you were there.

I never tried to be perfect and they knew that they saw my grades, and that you were you logic is bullshit I hated myself to the very core because of what I was

They gave me love but all the years of keeping everything in being tormented by it I started to hate love it tasted bitter to me

I wasn't accepted anywhere they thought I would grow out of it in a year or two but 6 years man about of a third of my life I had to be rejected and isolated from the world. Feeling like all I was meant to do in life was convert O2 to CO2 in a tiny room.

If I didn't come to this thread I can guarantee you we would be having this conversation

I'm very glad you came to the thread.

I hope you find a reason to not just feel like and oxygen converter. Life is pointless when you feel like you're doing nothing in it

I forgot how kinky this place was

It doesn't help that I'm wearing white and red heart boxers

That sounds adorable! I want a pair

Well I only have this pair.

Someday in the future I'll steal someone's pair or something~

To be honest, they're actually very hard to find.

I'll leave it up to the future so supply me with the surprise of finding a pair

Go look in laundry mats.

Nothing feels better than a pair of heart boxers.

Nekos are pretty hawt

eh.. I live

Aside from knowing I've been replaced, I'm actually doing ok.

depressed
i feel if i laugh enough though
ill get better eventually....
has yet to actually happen yet though LOL.

I've been kinda just slogging through life.

I dunno what's going on or where I am.

Unsure about everything.
I'm not even sure if I'm depressed, sad, happy, or none of the above.

I am feeling out of focus.
I am slightly anxious because I find it very stressful to keep up with all of my conversations lest someone be hurt by my absence.
I am grateful for my friends, though, and honestly quite happy. c:

Nekos are pretty hawt

that's fucking gay

Nekos are pretty hawt

I do that too X3

Yes.

I've just always been torn with it

I moved half across the country when I was in the seventh grade and I became isolated and bullied for the rest of my school years that messed me up socially. School itself I also didn't have any joy it I became the kid that sat in the back of the class where not even the teachers but a very select few interacted with me, I was basically the ghost. I've also have had problems with dating almost all of them ending in a very destructive way.

But I feel like I can't complain too much because I basically have the near perfect family. I never had to worry about when I was going to eat next or that I'll always have a roof over my head. there was order in the house and made it bland so I felt like I had to hold everything in so for those 6 years I had no real outlet

So I became a hermit with really only the internet and videogames I could turn too

So you felt because your home environment was near-perfect that you had no right to feel what you did regarding everything else?

My parents have/still been married for 25+ years
dad's salary is $100k a year with all the benefits
stay at home mom always with dinner in the oven
big house + 80 acres of property

I know some people would give their left nut to have that

But it was too perfect the only real fights were like when my siblings would argue

I had nothing to contribute I felt like a leech

Did you feel guilty being born into such luxury? Are you the type to feel that everything must be earned?

Not guilty just I could contribute to anything. I feel like most things should be earned.

I am also the eldest and wanted to be looked up too but my brother he has always had the mindset of a marine and could stand on his own my sister is the perfect student she's in advance courses when I skimmed by, popular with everybody, she's the prodigy in most cases for the family and I was just there eating their food and sleeping rent free

But you were still a beloved part of the family. It doesn't matter if you were perfect, just that you were you and you were there.

I never tried to be perfect and they knew that they saw my grades, and that you were you logic is bullshit I hated myself to the very core because of what I was

They gave me love but all the years of keeping everything in being tormented by it I started to hate love it tasted bitter to me

I wasn't accepted anywhere they thought I would grow out of it in a year or two but 6 years man about of a third of my life I had to be rejected and isolated from the world. Feeling like all I was meant to do in life was convert O2 to CO2 in a tiny room.

If I didn't come to this thread I can guarantee you we would be having this conversation

I'm very glad you came to the thread.

I hope you find a reason to not just feel like and oxygen converter. Life is pointless when you feel like you're doing nothing in it

Yuru Yuri

I should watch that later

Yes.

I used to do that alot but then I would normally just get depressed

I've tried to stop doing it as it makes me want to drink

Are you so bothered by your inner self?

I've just always been torn with it

I moved half across the country when I was in the seventh grade and I became isolated and bullied for the rest of my school years that messed me up socially. School itself I also didn't have any joy it I became the kid that sat in the back of the class where not even the teachers but a very select few interacted with me, I was basically the ghost. I've also have had problems with dating almost all of them ending in a very destructive way.

But I feel like I can't complain too much because I basically have the near perfect family. I never had to worry about when I was going to eat next or that I'll always have a roof over my head. there was order in the house and made it bland so I felt like I had to hold everything in so for those 6 years I had no real outlet

So I became a hermit with really only the internet and videogames I could turn too

So you felt because your home environment was near-perfect that you had no right to feel what you did regarding everything else?

My parents have/still been married for 25+ years
dad's salary is $100k a year with all the benefits
stay at home mom always with dinner in the oven
big house + 80 acres of property

I know some people would give their left nut to have that

But it was too perfect the only real fights were like when my siblings would argue

I had nothing to contribute I felt like a leech

Did you feel guilty being born into such luxury? Are you the type to feel that everything must be earned?

Not guilty just I could contribute to anything. I feel like most things should be earned.

I am also the eldest and wanted to be looked up too but my brother he has always had the mindset of a marine and could stand on his own my sister is the perfect student she's in advance courses when I skimmed by, popular with everybody, she's the prodigy in most cases for the family and I was just there eating their food and sleeping rent free

But you were still a beloved part of the family. It doesn't matter if you were perfect, just that you were you and you were there.

I never tried to be perfect and they knew that they saw my grades, and that you were you logic is bullshit I hated myself to the very core because of what I was

They gave me love but all the years of keeping everything in being tormented by it I started to hate love it tasted bitter to me

I wasn't accepted anywhere they thought I would grow out of it in a year or two but 6 years man about of a third of my life I had to be rejected and isolated from the world. Feeling like all I was meant to do in life was convert O2 to CO2 in a tiny room.

If I didn't come to this thread I can guarantee you we would be having this conversation

I'm very glad you came to the thread.

I hope you find a reason to not just feel like and oxygen converter. Life is pointless when you feel like you're doing nothing in it

r

What anime is this? It looks cute and fun

Yuru Yuri

I should watch that later

Yes.

r

What anime is this? It looks cute and fun

Yuru Yuri

I should watch that later

Yes.

Well, I mean, there's a difference between obsessive introspection and enough self awareness not to shoot somebody. :P

I should work towards being more introspective, just so that I have the skill

r

What anime is this? It looks cute and fun

Yuru Yuri

I should watch that later

Yes.

MFW

I do that too, but I usually try to stop myself

But I'm talking about introspection, like understanding yourself and why you feel things.

I used to do that alot but then I would normally just get depressed

I've tried to stop doing it as it makes me want to drink

Are you so bothered by your inner self?

I've just always been torn with it

I moved half across the country when I was in the seventh grade and I became isolated and bullied for the rest of my school years that messed me up socially. School itself I also didn't have any joy it I became the kid that sat in the back of the class where not even the teachers but a very select few interacted with me, I was basically the ghost. I've also have had problems with dating almost all of them ending in a very destructive way.

But I feel like I can't complain too much because I basically have the near perfect family. I never had to worry about when I was going to eat next or that I'll always have a roof over my head. there was order in the house and made it bland so I felt like I had to hold everything in so for those 6 years I had no real outlet

So I became a hermit with really only the internet and videogames I could turn too

So you felt because your home environment was near-perfect that you had no right to feel what you did regarding everything else?

My parents have/still been married for 25+ years
dad's salary is $100k a year with all the benefits
stay at home mom always with dinner in the oven
big house + 80 acres of property

I know some people would give their left nut to have that

But it was too perfect the only real fights were like when my siblings would argue

I had nothing to contribute I felt like a leech

Did you feel guilty being born into such luxury? Are you the type to feel that everything must be earned?

Not guilty just I could contribute to anything. I feel like most things should be earned.

I am also the eldest and wanted to be looked up too but my brother he has always had the mindset of a marine and could stand on his own my sister is the perfect student she's in advance courses when I skimmed by, popular with everybody, she's the prodigy in most cases for the family and I was just there eating their food and sleeping rent free

But you were still a beloved part of the family. It doesn't matter if you were perfect, just that you were you and you were there.

I never tried to be perfect and they knew that they saw my grades, and that you were you logic is bullshit I hated myself to the very core because of what I was

They gave me love but all the years of keeping everything in being tormented by it I started to hate love it tasted bitter to me

I wasn't accepted anywhere they thought I would grow out of it in a year or two but 6 years man about of a third of my life I had to be rejected and isolated from the world. Feeling like all I was meant to do in life was convert O2 to CO2 in a tiny room.

If I didn't come to this thread I can guarantee you we would be having this conversation

I'm very glad you came to the thread.

I hope you find a reason to not just feel like and oxygen converter. Life is pointless when you feel like you're doing nothing in it

Nah, no reason you really have to.

There's a book I read once, and the main character lived like that, but to the extreme. He never questioned anything he felt and just did what he felt like doing. Eventually he shot a man on a hot day for no reason and died.

I don't want to be like him

Well, I mean, there's a difference between obsessive introspection and enough self awareness not to shoot somebody. :P

I should work towards being more introspective, just so that I have the skill

Fuck yeah mang.

nou

yis

r

What anime is this? It looks cute and fun

Yuru Yuri

I should watch that later

Yes.

Those smelled delicious!

I love the GI Joe parodies

Fuck yeah mang.