thanks for ur words of encouragement always brightens my day. unfortunately i have tested positive for being allergic to fire ants :/ so i wont be able to join the military any time soon... oddly after a day of being pissed im hopeful of the future. just have to survive and let time pass and try to move forward. sry to hear ur having problems. if you need any help dont hesitate to ask :D ill do wat i can. we can get through it for we r unwavering :D

i have lost some of the fire but still look forward towards the future. last week i got my blood taken out to prove that i am not allergic to fire ants so that i can once again reenlist into the military and move on with my life. i must now wait for that faithful phone call that will change my life. however everyday i spend in my house slips me back into depression...it is once again becoming hard not to be depressed...just last night i walked around the park at 3 am, sat on a bench, and cried. you're words to be unwavering couldnt have came at a better time. my home situation is gloomy and dark and there is no light in sight. Only these test results can set me free otherwise my future seems short

I am sorry i haven't replied to you for a while. i have been caught up in my own problems.

I just want to say keep smiling, don't let anyone take that away from you.
like i said, you are awesome.
There is not a single person that should tell you what you can and cant do, who you are or are not and definitely not a single person that is to blame because you control your own life.
Choose to be stronger than the ones around you, choose to do something, choose to make your dreams a reality because i know believe you can.

Remember that your suffering will make you stronger, you should bear that pain with pride.
Be unwavering my friend, never give in.

thanks for ur words of encouragement always brightens my day. unfortunately i have tested positive for being allergic to fire ants :/ so i wont be able to join the military any time soon... oddly after a day of being pissed im hopeful of the future. just have to survive and let time pass and try to move forward. sry to hear ur having problems. if you need any help dont hesitate to ask :D ill do wat i can. we can get through it for we r unwavering :D

thx for you're help again i cant express the gratitude that i have :)

:) thx man ur a really good person if only the world was like u :/

I thank you for your kind words.
But do not think of me as a prime example of human behavior.
I am like you, put down and set up to fail, i have simply come to the realization that no one deserves that sort of life.
You are awesome, we are awesome and the whole world will see that.

thx for you're help again i cant express the gratitude that i have :)

thx Aaron ur the best. i would really like to get to know you

:) believe it or not ur words stuck with me. it may not seem like much but i started doing some push ups and refused that extra piece of cake lol i plan to talk to the doctors today and have a test to determine if im still allergic or was ever allergic to fire ants so that i can move forward. when ever i have doubt i repeat Be unwavering in my head. i also had another discussion with my "friend"... and once again he thinks for some reason that putting me down and some how encourage me to prove him wrong...but its not about proving something wrong i was trying to explain that my spirit as been broken and all i needed was a friend to be there for me. You were that person and i will never forgot. Unwavering i shall be. thx man :')

You will be great my friend.
I am happy to hear that my words have stuck as usually they fall on closed or unwilling ears. Those two words "Be Unwavering" i repeat to myself every time i am challenged, every time i feel down, when i wake up and when i go to sleep. Those two words are what drives me to be better every day.
When you become unwavering no obstacle will seem impossible, no person will be oblivious to what you feel, people will notice you becoming what they want to be and eventually you will find people will look up to you and you will feel true pride.
A full life is one lived for others. Remember that.
I will look forward to the next time we speak, hopefully with good news.
Stay strong, you will achieve.
Never give up, and as always Be Unwavering.

-Aaron.

thx Aaron ur the best. i would really like to get to know you

its just being a Marine and serving my country, making my family proud, and making something of myself was something i worked so hard for...i decided early in senior year thats what i wanted to do with my life, so i trained everyday...worked my body, pushed myself, 30 minutes everyday to the local YMCA in the winter so i could continue training. everyone says if you work hard for something you will achieve your goal and i believed this... this experience has just broken my spirit. i have an internal battle everyday in my head and despair always wins. but someone...you believe in me and think i can change...you will be my spirit and as i type this and began to feel a rage boil inside me i fucking promise to myself that enough is enough. thank you. Be unwavering and that i shall be!