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#11 - privatepumpanickel (06/08/2016) [-]
No, narcissism is only a trait of mine, which can rear its head now and then. I expect sympathy. I expect people to fully forgive me for the choices I've made. Tbh i'm scared of judgement.
Believe me there is many other reasons why I developed BPD, including family issues, abandonment issues etc.
One of my very few good traits is that I am reflective and analytical. I am constantly trying to improve, but am hard on myself in the process, and sometimes want it for the wrong reasons, for other people's reasons...
exact same happened to me with the confidence. I had crippling social anxiety and that's what led me to my first addiction, to prescription drugs, because they took the edge off my anxiety. But then I started College and it sounds crazy, but it justr changed within a day. I just decided that I was sick of this shit, I wanted friends, I wanted a social life...so I just thrown myself in the deep end, started from scratch....how to react, basic communication skills, introductions, facial expressions...
Reason being my first diagnosis was Asperger's. It's still not confirmed because I got the diagnosis taken for complicated, arguably unfair reasons...but I think I had some sort of adolescent behavioural disorder and "grew out of it", if that was possible...but I literally didn't know how to act. Spojke in a monotone, about subjects I liked, not knowing how to follow topics, how to display or respond to facial expressions....but I taught myself scratch, without any help. I taught myself a lot of things and i'm still learning today.
#12 - Mozzak (06/08/2016) [-]
That's inspiring as hell!
You're a tough nut to crack. Respect.
I was disowned by my father a year ago for not giving him back some shitty piece of land that my mother took from him in court. In the meantime my mother kicked me out and I had to find a way to live alone, I've been alone since then. Had a real fucked struggle with that but after a year now, I think it truly made me better than I was before.
Seems like that entire "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." thing is true.
Maybe you need to forgive yourself for the choices you made. It's all in the past now, whatever it is. Everyone regrets a thing or two, that's normal, but you really should move on and focus on the now.