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Date Signed Up:8/20/2010
Last Login:7/31/2016
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#47 - Comment deleted 06/14/2016 on bondage 0
#32 - Dude, don't do that. Live your life as is. I can only imagine … 06/13/2016 on Mr. Smiles on Orlando -1
#31 - Anon you need to see a shrink immediately  [+] (1 new reply) 06/13/2016 on Mr. Smiles on Orlando +16
#136 - meaux (06/14/2016) [-]
Specifically this one
#148 - Picture 06/13/2016 on SJW comp: Days of our life... +1
#22 - I'm sure that's shopped. 06/12/2016 on OP actually delivers 0
#25 - Ahaha he's utilizing the Popeye guard 06/12/2016 on One Man Army +1
#33 - Even though you're being thumb down I want you to know that yo…  [+] (1 new reply) 06/12/2016 on Blackout -2
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#49 - fergin (06/12/2016) [-]
Yeah well, most people just skip passed it. That's why its only around 200-300 thumbs. Most of the people who manage to make it all the way to the comment section actually like this stuff. I figured I'd get thumbed down.
#26 - That law is bonkers. Doesn't work that way in my country. 06/10/2016 on rage 0
#12 - That's inspiring as hell! You're a tough nut to crack. Res… 06/08/2016 on Belly 0
#10 - I've met a few diagnosed narcissists a while back and you don'…  [+] (2 new replies) 06/08/2016 on Belly 0
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#11 - privatepumpanickel (06/08/2016) [-]
No, narcissism is only a trait of mine, which can rear its head now and then. I expect sympathy. I expect people to fully forgive me for the choices I've made. Tbh i'm scared of judgement.
Believe me there is many other reasons why I developed BPD, including family issues, abandonment issues etc.
One of my very few good traits is that I am reflective and analytical. I am constantly trying to improve, but am hard on myself in the process, and sometimes want it for the wrong reasons, for other people's reasons...
exact same happened to me with the confidence. I had crippling social anxiety and that's what led me to my first addiction, to prescription drugs, because they took the edge off my anxiety. But then I started College and it sounds crazy, but it justr changed within a day. I just decided that I was sick of this shit, I wanted friends, I wanted a social life...so I just thrown myself in the deep end, started from scratch....how to react, basic communication skills, introductions, facial expressions...

Reason being my first diagnosis was Asperger's. It's still not confirmed because I got the diagnosis taken for complicated, arguably unfair reasons...but I think I had some sort of adolescent behavioural disorder and "grew out of it", if that was possible...but I literally didn't know how to act. Spojke in a monotone, about subjects I liked, not knowing how to follow topics, how to display or respond to facial expressions....but I taught myself scratch, without any help. I taught myself a lot of things and i'm still learning today.
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#12 - Mozzak (06/08/2016) [-]
That's inspiring as hell!
You're a tough nut to crack. Respect.
I was disowned by my father a year ago for not giving him back some shitty piece of land that my mother took from him in court. In the meantime my mother kicked me out and I had to find a way to live alone, I've been alone since then. Had a real fucked struggle with that but after a year now, I think it truly made me better than I was before.
Seems like that entire "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." thing is true.

Maybe you need to forgive yourself for the choices you made. It's all in the past now, whatever it is. Everyone regrets a thing or two, that's normal, but you really should move on and focus on the now.