no she just regrets pushing there love away and shutting herself behind a metaphorical emotional door (expressed as an actual door in the comic), making herself lonely when she doesn't need to be.

she realizes that pushing her mum and dad away is hurting her and the family (i think)

that's what i assumed. but i thought there may have been some kind of back reference to a cartoon or something.

no she just regrets pushing there love away and shutting herself behind a metaphorical emotional door (expressed as an actual door in the comic), making herself lonely when she doesn't need to be.

i dont have it

I know that feel bro

I call it optimistic pessimism.

Well it's not like anything can hit me harder than I hit myself, so that's something I guess c:

there ya go. keep up the bright attitude.

I call it optimistic pessimism.

I don't expect to ever find love. As of now, I'm just trying to live.

and that's a good thing. do what you want to do. and roll with life's punches. taking each one with a smile.

Well it's not like anything can hit me harder than I hit myself, so that's something I guess c:

there ya go. keep up the bright attitude.

I call it optimistic pessimism.

Trying does nothing. If she doesn't love me that's just how it is, and falling in love only makes reality tougher to accept. I don't want to fall in love any more, especially since I don't really believe that anyone could love me back. I've never met anyone who'd even want to try. So yeah.

these failure's you're pointing out will make you a better person in the long run. and love is something that takes a very long time to find. and it'sd not always right next to you. me and my ex were a whole state apart, and we got along fine. failure makes everything immediately more horrid, but gradually better.

I don't expect to ever find love. As of now, I'm just trying to live.

and that's a good thing. do what you want to do. and roll with life's punches. taking each one with a smile.

Well it's not like anything can hit me harder than I hit myself, so that's something I guess c:

there ya go. keep up the bright attitude.

I call it optimistic pessimism.

It's not a matter of effort. Or in some ways it is. I need to show more people who I am, like I need to learn to know more people. I just really hope I won't fall in love again, it ruins everything.

love isn't something you choose to happen. if you do fall in love, then try. and if you fail, try again. the road to success is paved with failure.

Trying does nothing. If she doesn't love me that's just how it is, and falling in love only makes reality tougher to accept. I don't want to fall in love any more, especially since I don't really believe that anyone could love me back. I've never met anyone who'd even want to try. So yeah.

these failure's you're pointing out will make you a better person in the long run. and love is something that takes a very long time to find. and it'sd not always right next to you. me and my ex were a whole state apart, and we got along fine. failure makes everything immediately more horrid, but gradually better.

I don't expect to ever find love. As of now, I'm just trying to live.

and that's a good thing. do what you want to do. and roll with life's punches. taking each one with a smile.

Well it's not like anything can hit me harder than I hit myself, so that's something I guess c:

there ya go. keep up the bright attitude.

I call it optimistic pessimism.

Too bad she turned out to be a bad person. You know, I'm pretty sure I could be an alright boyfriend. I don't really care much about sex either, unless she wants it too, you know? I just want to hug her and fall asleep next to her and comfort her when she's sad. And go to the theater together. And walk down the city at night together. And pick her up and swing her around. And play her a song on my guitar.
It sure is a nice dream.

it can become a reality if you just work towards it.

It's not a matter of effort. Or in some ways it is. I need to show more people who I am, like I need to learn to know more people. I just really hope I won't fall in love again, it ruins everything.

love isn't something you choose to happen. if you do fall in love, then try. and if you fail, try again. the road to success is paved with failure.

Trying does nothing. If she doesn't love me that's just how it is, and falling in love only makes reality tougher to accept. I don't want to fall in love any more, especially since I don't really believe that anyone could love me back. I've never met anyone who'd even want to try. So yeah.

these failure's you're pointing out will make you a better person in the long run. and love is something that takes a very long time to find. and it'sd not always right next to you. me and my ex were a whole state apart, and we got along fine. failure makes everything immediately more horrid, but gradually better.

I don't expect to ever find love. As of now, I'm just trying to live.

and that's a good thing. do what you want to do. and roll with life's punches. taking each one with a smile.

Well it's not like anything can hit me harder than I hit myself, so that's something I guess c:

there ya go. keep up the bright attitude.

I call it optimistic pessimism.