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#20 - Yes because at woodstock they spilled a bunch of wood..  [+] (10 new replies) 08/12/2013 on At Bloodstock +1
User avatar #23 - yorker (08/12/2013) [-]
We're talking about Bloodstock, not Woodstock. Woodstock is fucking stupid, too. But bringing it up as an argument where it is not applicable just makes you sound like a fucking idiot.
#25 - ARandomSpoon (08/12/2013) [-]
How is it not applicable? You were commenting on the fact that its called "BloodStock" by saying that they "Kill tons of people" which spills blood. Now "BloodStock" is obviously a refference to "WoodStock" since they are both large music festivals. Also, "Blood" sounds more similar to "Wood" than say, calling it "MetalStock" It makes more sense and gives off the heavier and darker tone that is largely evident in the Metal Musical Genre. I was simply pointing out your butthurt. Go back to listening to Lil' Wayne.
User avatar #26 - yorker (08/12/2013) [-]
I don't listen to Lil Wayne, you ignorant fuck. Assuming such thus proves my point.
Bringing up WoodStock is not applicable at all. It's like when I say that Islam is bad because of what radical Muslims carry out, and people bring up the crusades. Yes, I know Christians killed people, no, I don't like them either, but I'm talking about Muslims right now. Same deal with what you're saying.

And you're stupid as fuck if you think that just because someone doesn't listen to Metal, they listen to shitty music.
#27 - ARandomSpoon (08/12/2013) [-]
Ehh not really, but I can see that you aren't one to reason with. Judging by your over active use of swear words.
User avatar #28 - yorker (08/12/2013) [-]
Yeah, really. I recognize that Woodstock was fucking retarded, but I commented on Bloodstock because it's relevant. Also, I don't listen to shitty music, so your assumption of such did actually make you look like an idiot.
#29 - ARandomSpoon (08/12/2013) [-]
Its cute really, how you ramble on.
User avatar #30 - yorker (08/12/2013) [-]
I'm not rambling on, but okay.
Also, we have differing music tastes, but the fact that you automatically assume that I have poor taste bothered me.
Love your .Gif, though. I was watching Army of Darkness yesterday (Yes I know that's from Evil Dead 2)
#31 - ARandomSpoon (08/12/2013) [-]
Cool Story Bro.
User avatar #32 - yorker (08/12/2013) [-]
Wow, now you're a confirmed asshole. Have a pleasant day.
#33 - ARandomSpoon (08/12/2013) [-]
#244 - cantankerous 08/12/2013 on Comment. 0
#243 - I believe it said "but give no explaination"  [+] (1 new reply) 08/12/2013 on Comment. 0
User avatar #401 - lordreginald (08/12/2013) [-]
I'm sorry
#318 - I plan to try lol  [+] (1 new reply) 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#316 - Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday  [+] (3 new replies) 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#314 - its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex  [+] (5 new replies) 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#312 - Picture  [+] (7 new replies) 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#310 - Picture  [+] (9 new replies) 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice +1
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#309 - True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol. 08/11/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#302 - I'm not sure why I posted that. Oh well <3 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#301 - Picture 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#300 - I tried brother, I tried that, I never expected to be rewarded…  [+] (2 new replies) 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
User avatar #307 - skaffanl (08/08/2013) [-]
That is true I cannot show you otherwise but there are people who do change! They may be few but there are people who change. I mean, I purposely added that I don't feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered but that I feel happy when they are. If I'd get sad every time it goes unanswered I'd be pretty depressed right now.

I have to add that it's a shame we have never met because you seem to me the perfect kind of person I can converse and have discussions with.

And as last but not least, I hope you still show your kindness once in a while even if you ''pushed'' it to the background, because doing a small good deed once in a while really makes you happier. =)
User avatar #309 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol.
#299 - I'll warn you, I put up serious defenses around new people.  [+] (11 new replies) 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#306 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
#310 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#298 - Dude... thanks for sharing. I know how you feel and looking at…  [+] (1 new reply) 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice +1
User avatar #305 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
No problem, I hope that more people see my story and think to themselves that they have similar problems and want to try to better themselves and eventually feel happy for the first time in a long time. I actually tried to cry while typing this, as any retelling of this always makes me cry, but I couldn't do it. I think I had a breakthrough of sorts that I knew I could get through this without whining like a little bitch. We all start somewhere, I guess.
#297 - It makes life a lot easier. 08/07/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#12 - This is the hospital where the music video for "Nightmare… 08/06/2013 on Abandoned Mental Hospital +1
#4 - Ok.. so threatening a man you think killed someone on purpose…  [+] (5 new replies) 08/06/2013 on You can't flim-flam +71
#38 - iamphoenix (08/07/2013) [-]
Cause he's a Mexican, not a darkie.
User avatar #30 - undeadwill (08/07/2013) [-]
Because these people don't seek to be better they want to be as bad as the thing they seek to fight against. They are no different from an KKK run lynch mob. They don't want to be better they want to be monsters worse than that they fight.

"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"- Gandhi

But seeing how these people are lazy and uneducated to murder him would be spontaneous.
User avatar #14 - zalex (08/07/2013) [-]
Nigger logic ofcourse!
User avatar #12 - demandsgayversion (08/07/2013) [-]
Superhero 101: revenge isn't justice.
User avatar #7 - YllekNayr (08/07/2013) [-]
Those sorts of people can't plan further than step 1
#24 - Then my suggestion is to not do it , it worked for me, but t…  [+] (3 new replies) 08/06/2013 on Followed by a voice +1
#82 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
Lame anon here, but...

I think you are awesome. All of you. Whatever faults you have, doesn't matter. You are willing to see your faults, and that alone makes you awesome. Maybe next time you hear that small voice saying you suck, you hear a manly voice saying you are epic. And it sings.
#28 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
suicide is not an option man.
#48 - anonymous (08/06/2013) [-]
That's like quitting a video game just because you're at a hard part.

I should probably actual finish playing Half Life 2 at some point.
#21 - I've tried caring for everyone. Being tons nicer than I had to…  [+] (25 new replies) 08/06/2013 on Followed by a voice +5
User avatar #295 - skaffanl (08/07/2013) [-]
I went to something similar. I am like you was I guess, altruistic, making sacrifices for people who wouldn't have done the same for you, even for co-workers (replacing them on their shift). But I don't mind because I do not expect anything from my fellow people. I do this and I love doing this because I feel that mankind is losing its compassion and it's sense of oneness and solidarity (I translated the word from Dutch so I hope it's correct) and I hope I can bring something of that back into the people I do in fact 'touch'. Because what I see is that while most people will be oblivious or indifferent towards my acts of kindness some will notice it. I had people wondering and asking why I was always so altruistic and most even said that in order for me to make others happy I first should be happy (their own view on things). I always replied with that I don't believe in that because I do not believe in the real sense of self. All we are is not something inherent inside of us. All we are is because of everything that happened to you. Your 'self' was and is formed through all things we experience. You're not born with moral standards, desires, jealousy, values, habits, etc. For example you love your father a lot but he dies at a very young age, this can change your whole sense of 'self', even what you believe is your purpose in life can change.

Well, for some reason my hands wouldn't stop typing but in short: I am like you was not because I wanted people to treat me the same. No, I want them to treat other people like I treat them.

Just as those people around you made you not give a shit because they didn't give a shit about you, so will I try to make people around me be more compassionate and kind because I was compassionate and kind to them. And just as you had the epiphany of it's easier to stop caring so will I make them realize it is in fact better to care.

I do not feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered, I feel happy when they are.
User avatar #300 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I tried brother, I tried that, I never expected to be rewarded. Just for them to treat everyone the same. To try and make them a better person by setting an example. But after time and time again of people proving me wrong, and treating me and others like complete shit, I realized how much people really dont change.
User avatar #307 - skaffanl (08/08/2013) [-]
That is true I cannot show you otherwise but there are people who do change! They may be few but there are people who change. I mean, I purposely added that I don't feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered but that I feel happy when they are. If I'd get sad every time it goes unanswered I'd be pretty depressed right now.

I have to add that it's a shame we have never met because you seem to me the perfect kind of person I can converse and have discussions with.

And as last but not least, I hope you still show your kindness once in a while even if you ''pushed'' it to the background, because doing a small good deed once in a while really makes you happier. =)
User avatar #309 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol.
User avatar #290 - hydraetis (08/07/2013) [-]
Amen brother.
User avatar #302 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'm not sure why I posted that. Oh well <3
#301 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
#114 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
This sounds exactly like the point in life that I am at. My family only calls me if they want money. And that is not an exaggeration. I refuse to answer my phone now because of it. I've kinda closed myself off a lot now.
I'll tell you what, I'll be your friend.
#299 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'll warn you, I put up serious defenses around new people.
#306 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
#310 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#23 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
i can agree to that. but its not what i could see myself doing
#24 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
Then my suggestion is to not do it , it worked for me, but that doesn't mean it'll work for you. Not like I have many days left, right?
#82 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
Lame anon here, but...

I think you are awesome. All of you. Whatever faults you have, doesn't matter. You are willing to see your faults, and that alone makes you awesome. Maybe next time you hear that small voice saying you suck, you hear a manly voice saying you are epic. And it sings.
#28 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
suicide is not an option man.
#48 - anonymous (08/06/2013) [-]
That's like quitting a video game just because you're at a hard part.

I should probably actual finish playing Half Life 2 at some point.
#14 - I know what it feels like the be "sad" or "happ…  [+] (29 new replies) 08/06/2013 on Followed by a voice 0
#225 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
2deep4me
#16 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
crae. for me. its hard. lifes a struggle but its all we have. live and love. as cheesy as it sounds life is amazing if you make it so.
#21 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
I've tried caring for everyone. Being tons nicer than I had to be and making sacrifices for the people I cared about. But after being treated like shit and walked all over constantly. I figured its easier to stop caring about everything and give up than to keep on hurting and being an all around push over. People don't like the "new me" but now I can honestly say, I don't give a shit.
User avatar #295 - skaffanl (08/07/2013) [-]
I went to something similar. I am like you was I guess, altruistic, making sacrifices for people who wouldn't have done the same for you, even for co-workers (replacing them on their shift). But I don't mind because I do not expect anything from my fellow people. I do this and I love doing this because I feel that mankind is losing its compassion and it's sense of oneness and solidarity (I translated the word from Dutch so I hope it's correct) and I hope I can bring something of that back into the people I do in fact 'touch'. Because what I see is that while most people will be oblivious or indifferent towards my acts of kindness some will notice it. I had people wondering and asking why I was always so altruistic and most even said that in order for me to make others happy I first should be happy (their own view on things). I always replied with that I don't believe in that because I do not believe in the real sense of self. All we are is not something inherent inside of us. All we are is because of everything that happened to you. Your 'self' was and is formed through all things we experience. You're not born with moral standards, desires, jealousy, values, habits, etc. For example you love your father a lot but he dies at a very young age, this can change your whole sense of 'self', even what you believe is your purpose in life can change.

Well, for some reason my hands wouldn't stop typing but in short: I am like you was not because I wanted people to treat me the same. No, I want them to treat other people like I treat them.

Just as those people around you made you not give a shit because they didn't give a shit about you, so will I try to make people around me be more compassionate and kind because I was compassionate and kind to them. And just as you had the epiphany of it's easier to stop caring so will I make them realize it is in fact better to care.

I do not feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered, I feel happy when they are.
User avatar #300 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I tried brother, I tried that, I never expected to be rewarded. Just for them to treat everyone the same. To try and make them a better person by setting an example. But after time and time again of people proving me wrong, and treating me and others like complete shit, I realized how much people really dont change.
User avatar #307 - skaffanl (08/08/2013) [-]
That is true I cannot show you otherwise but there are people who do change! They may be few but there are people who change. I mean, I purposely added that I don't feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered but that I feel happy when they are. If I'd get sad every time it goes unanswered I'd be pretty depressed right now.

I have to add that it's a shame we have never met because you seem to me the perfect kind of person I can converse and have discussions with.

And as last but not least, I hope you still show your kindness once in a while even if you ''pushed'' it to the background, because doing a small good deed once in a while really makes you happier. =)
User avatar #309 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol.
User avatar #290 - hydraetis (08/07/2013) [-]
Amen brother.
User avatar #302 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'm not sure why I posted that. Oh well <3
#301 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
#114 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
This sounds exactly like the point in life that I am at. My family only calls me if they want money. And that is not an exaggeration. I refuse to answer my phone now because of it. I've kinda closed myself off a lot now.
I'll tell you what, I'll be your friend.
#299 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'll warn you, I put up serious defenses around new people.
#306 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
#310 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#23 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
i can agree to that. but its not what i could see myself doing
#24 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
Then my suggestion is to not do it , it worked for me, but that doesn't mean it'll work for you. Not like I have many days left, right?
#82 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
Lame anon here, but...

I think you are awesome. All of you. Whatever faults you have, doesn't matter. You are willing to see your faults, and that alone makes you awesome. Maybe next time you hear that small voice saying you suck, you hear a manly voice saying you are epic. And it sings.
#28 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
suicide is not an option man.
#48 - anonymous (08/06/2013) [-]
That's like quitting a video game just because you're at a hard part.

I should probably actual finish playing Half Life 2 at some point.
#17 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
care*
#12 - Why not?  [+] (31 new replies) 08/06/2013 on Followed by a voice +4
#13 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
because everyone has hard times. you arent emotionless. you just dont want to admit you have emotions. saying you dont have emotions is like saying you dont have a brain
#14 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
I know what it feels like the be "sad" or "happy" I've experienced them all before. But I haven't experienced them again for a long time. I stopped caring not too long ago.
#225 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
2deep4me
#16 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
crae. for me. its hard. lifes a struggle but its all we have. live and love. as cheesy as it sounds life is amazing if you make it so.
#21 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
I've tried caring for everyone. Being tons nicer than I had to be and making sacrifices for the people I cared about. But after being treated like shit and walked all over constantly. I figured its easier to stop caring about everything and give up than to keep on hurting and being an all around push over. People don't like the "new me" but now I can honestly say, I don't give a shit.
User avatar #295 - skaffanl (08/07/2013) [-]
I went to something similar. I am like you was I guess, altruistic, making sacrifices for people who wouldn't have done the same for you, even for co-workers (replacing them on their shift). But I don't mind because I do not expect anything from my fellow people. I do this and I love doing this because I feel that mankind is losing its compassion and it's sense of oneness and solidarity (I translated the word from Dutch so I hope it's correct) and I hope I can bring something of that back into the people I do in fact 'touch'. Because what I see is that while most people will be oblivious or indifferent towards my acts of kindness some will notice it. I had people wondering and asking why I was always so altruistic and most even said that in order for me to make others happy I first should be happy (their own view on things). I always replied with that I don't believe in that because I do not believe in the real sense of self. All we are is not something inherent inside of us. All we are is because of everything that happened to you. Your 'self' was and is formed through all things we experience. You're not born with moral standards, desires, jealousy, values, habits, etc. For example you love your father a lot but he dies at a very young age, this can change your whole sense of 'self', even what you believe is your purpose in life can change.

Well, for some reason my hands wouldn't stop typing but in short: I am like you was not because I wanted people to treat me the same. No, I want them to treat other people like I treat them.

Just as those people around you made you not give a shit because they didn't give a shit about you, so will I try to make people around me be more compassionate and kind because I was compassionate and kind to them. And just as you had the epiphany of it's easier to stop caring so will I make them realize it is in fact better to care.

I do not feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered, I feel happy when they are.
User avatar #300 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I tried brother, I tried that, I never expected to be rewarded. Just for them to treat everyone the same. To try and make them a better person by setting an example. But after time and time again of people proving me wrong, and treating me and others like complete shit, I realized how much people really dont change.
User avatar #307 - skaffanl (08/08/2013) [-]
That is true I cannot show you otherwise but there are people who do change! They may be few but there are people who change. I mean, I purposely added that I don't feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered but that I feel happy when they are. If I'd get sad every time it goes unanswered I'd be pretty depressed right now.

I have to add that it's a shame we have never met because you seem to me the perfect kind of person I can converse and have discussions with.

And as last but not least, I hope you still show your kindness once in a while even if you ''pushed'' it to the background, because doing a small good deed once in a while really makes you happier. =)
User avatar #309 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol.
User avatar #290 - hydraetis (08/07/2013) [-]
Amen brother.
User avatar #302 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'm not sure why I posted that. Oh well <3
#301 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
#114 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
This sounds exactly like the point in life that I am at. My family only calls me if they want money. And that is not an exaggeration. I refuse to answer my phone now because of it. I've kinda closed myself off a lot now.
I'll tell you what, I'll be your friend.
#299 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'll warn you, I put up serious defenses around new people.
#306 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
#310 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#23 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
i can agree to that. but its not what i could see myself doing
#24 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
Then my suggestion is to not do it , it worked for me, but that doesn't mean it'll work for you. Not like I have many days left, right?
#82 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
Lame anon here, but...

I think you are awesome. All of you. Whatever faults you have, doesn't matter. You are willing to see your faults, and that alone makes you awesome. Maybe next time you hear that small voice saying you suck, you hear a manly voice saying you are epic. And it sings.
#28 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
suicide is not an option man.
#48 - anonymous (08/06/2013) [-]
That's like quitting a video game just because you're at a hard part.

I should probably actual finish playing Half Life 2 at some point.
#17 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
care*
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User avatar #192 - garentei (08/07/2013) [-]
Yeah I can completely relate with that, I stopped trying to get into any form of relationship and all I ever do now is criticize everything in my head to feel good about myself.
User avatar #297 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
It makes life a lot easier.
User avatar #234 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
I do that exact same thing. I have to make a complex equation in my head in order to find out all of the possibilities so I can decide what to do and take action while knowing the consequences, but I choke and act too late, and I suffer 100% of the consequences and I feel worse emotionally. I want to be angry and show it, but I hold it in and take the blow, as doing so makes me feel in my mind that I can withstand the failures that are piling up exponentially every day.

It is hard to try to type all the things that I have to do in order to get by each day without crying myself to sleep. A bunch of people are talking about this, so I guess I'll tell more of my story.

I have gotten to the point where even thinking about trying to succeed will get me depressed, as I know I don't have the motivation or the passion to do so. The last time I felt like I could do something, I guess, would be in 5th Grade, and even then, I was getting picked on because I either wasn't social enough or what i did academically wasn't adequate enough. And when you are supposed to get help, focusing on my actions rather than academics was more of a concern to them.

My dad was what you would call "old-school" kind of upbringing. All chores were done on the day they were assigned (or not), and hard work was the key to success. Unfortunately for him, although he had done the hard work around the house, his grades weren't as good (like B's and C's), but his parents were ok with that as long as he passed his classes, so he didn't get as much motivation as he wanted to, even after high school he did a year of boot camp in the Army.

Fast forward to middle school; when my life really started to be what seems like a living hell. I guess from what I thought to be happiness from what my mom try to put into me was being told almost the complete opposite from my dad. I wouldn't have minded doing the chores around the house, but it was the way he was raised that the way he told me...

continued...
User avatar #236 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
...it seemed almost like a threat, and I rebelled. This had developed over to my high school years to whenever my dad told me something, I would shrug it off or, when my dad got to the point of almost yelling at me to do it, I would half-ass the job until it was done. When it was done, all he told me was, "Better." Sometime he would try to encourage doing the chores more often would help everybody more, I felt like he was just insulting me and it made me become more depressed every time he said that one word.

During that time, I had increased my time playing video games, and I had to play a lot while he was away or when he was distracted so he wouldn't know I was disobeying him. Over time, he had caught me on multiple occasions, and I would get either my game system taken away, or some form of his hand hitting a body part (like an arm, chest, or face). One time, I had hit my mom once, not hard, from a seemingly meaningless argument. My came up and had kicked me in the ass. Not the butt cheeks, the bone. I told a teacher about it the next day, and SRS (DCF now) was called a short while later.

My dad was shocked at the news. My mom didn't want me taken away from the family,and I felt like for the first time in a while, I had the power to decide my fate. Unfortunately, the the motivation and the passion to go forward with the plan backfired and I stayed quiet until DCF eventually dismissed the case. I had thought that it would have scared my dad enough, but I was wrong.

I guess the biggest blow to me was when my parents called me into the living room because they wanted to tell me something important.

They were divorcing.

I started to cry almost immediately. They tried to comfort me as they said that everything was going to be ok. Both of them discussing and telling me about the divorce was fairly smooth to say the least, but what happened after, I believe, morphed me into the person I am today.

Continued...
User avatar #239 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
The usual stuff as going on at first. Me slacking off on my chores, not doing good with my grades, dad scolding me, etc. etc. Both had decided that my dad was going to leave the house leaving myself, my brother, and my sister, with my mother.

Then the arguments started.

The majority of the arguments were about the finances, and my dad didn't have enough money to find a new place, so he had to stay at the house for the time being, which is usually never a good idea. They started having heated arguments during the day, most of which I wasn't there (probably, since I didn't really know about it until later that day), but when i was around to hear it, it made me feel so angry. I really wanted to try to tell them how I feel,but I feared that some of the anger from the arguments would be directed towards me if I was suddenly involved in the situation, so I stayed quiet...

...even after my brother and I were sent to bed. One night when my brother and I were in our beds, having a small conversation before we went to bed, we were suddenly silenced by an angered scream. My parents had gotten into their worst argument in the 2 years my dad would be staying at my house before he moved out. I stayed wide awake for the whole thing, then promptly cried myself to sleep. It took a while.

Eventually my dad did move out of the house with his new girlfriend, as the divorce was now settled, but the anger, the depression, the high levels of stress, stayed inside the house. My mom struggled to try to keep the 3 of us happy while trying to continue with our lives, and she is still trying to do it to this day.

Because of financial reasons, we had to move out to the house I am now living in. It isn't far at all from my old house, but I always loved to walk from the old house into town, because it didn't take long. It now takes an extra 30 minutes just to walk to my old house before I walk into town.

Continued...
User avatar #250 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
...That only made me feel even worse. Recently, my old house was broken into by a group of people. My mom had found out as she was driving by and saw what happened. I never bothered to look at it, as it would only fill me up more with sadness and depression. Unfortunately, it did, and now I have to stay up to 4am every single night just so I know my house won't be broken into, so now I have to separate myself more from society so I don't feel threatened.

I even had to give my bedroom up to my brother because every night I would end up sleeping on the couch or another bedroom. I sleep on the couch in my living room now and have been for a number of months. It's too short so my legs go over the couch as well. I now play videogames for a majority of my day, every single day, and come onto funnyjunk, at least twice, every single day because it's the best kind of "family" I have right now. The misguided teachings of my father (that sounded weird) have conditioned me to become almost completely rebellious. I barely do anything around the house and it looks like a fucking mess right now, even after I did some hoeing out the other day.

I try to keep myself happy with music and humor from this site and other sources, but I know it isn't enough to fill the black hole inside me that is continually growing every day that I don't make something productive with my life. I think about suicide almost once per day, and it's not helping my situation. I have tried going pro for some videogames, but I would hit a plateau because I am too hard on myself.

I'm sorry if I'm spamming this thread but I really have nowhere to go other than the internet, and even then my cries for help (if u can call it that) aren't heard. I love this community so fucking much it makes me want to cry some more, but I can't.

I don't want suicide to be my choice to leave this world, but some days... it feels like the only choice.

Thanks for hearing me out Funnyjunk. Thumb however u wish. I don't care.
User avatar #298 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
Dude... thanks for sharing. I know how you feel and looking at your story, I can see we have some of the same problems. Some times suicide seems so nice, but there's always that one person who reminds me I'm loved, even if its just slightly enough to keep me here. Thanks for sharing bro.
User avatar #305 - greycatmon (08/07/2013) [-]
No problem, I hope that more people see my story and think to themselves that they have similar problems and want to try to better themselves and eventually feel happy for the first time in a long time. I actually tried to cry while typing this, as any retelling of this always makes me cry, but I couldn't do it. I think I had a breakthrough of sorts that I knew I could get through this without whining like a little bitch. We all start somewhere, I guess.
#180 - skunkmilk (08/07/2013) [-]
#165 - yomommabinshoppin (08/07/2013) [-]
Agreed, I embrace my heartlessness.
#132 - lookathecomment (08/07/2013) [-]
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#11 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
dont say that
#12 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
Why not?
#13 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
because everyone has hard times. you arent emotionless. you just dont want to admit you have emotions. saying you dont have emotions is like saying you dont have a brain
#14 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
I know what it feels like the be "sad" or "happy" I've experienced them all before. But I haven't experienced them again for a long time. I stopped caring not too long ago.
#225 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
2deep4me
#16 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
crae. for me. its hard. lifes a struggle but its all we have. live and love. as cheesy as it sounds life is amazing if you make it so.
#21 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
I've tried caring for everyone. Being tons nicer than I had to be and making sacrifices for the people I cared about. But after being treated like shit and walked all over constantly. I figured its easier to stop caring about everything and give up than to keep on hurting and being an all around push over. People don't like the "new me" but now I can honestly say, I don't give a shit.
User avatar #295 - skaffanl (08/07/2013) [-]
I went to something similar. I am like you was I guess, altruistic, making sacrifices for people who wouldn't have done the same for you, even for co-workers (replacing them on their shift). But I don't mind because I do not expect anything from my fellow people. I do this and I love doing this because I feel that mankind is losing its compassion and it's sense of oneness and solidarity (I translated the word from Dutch so I hope it's correct) and I hope I can bring something of that back into the people I do in fact 'touch'. Because what I see is that while most people will be oblivious or indifferent towards my acts of kindness some will notice it. I had people wondering and asking why I was always so altruistic and most even said that in order for me to make others happy I first should be happy (their own view on things). I always replied with that I don't believe in that because I do not believe in the real sense of self. All we are is not something inherent inside of us. All we are is because of everything that happened to you. Your 'self' was and is formed through all things we experience. You're not born with moral standards, desires, jealousy, values, habits, etc. For example you love your father a lot but he dies at a very young age, this can change your whole sense of 'self', even what you believe is your purpose in life can change.

Well, for some reason my hands wouldn't stop typing but in short: I am like you was not because I wanted people to treat me the same. No, I want them to treat other people like I treat them.

Just as those people around you made you not give a shit because they didn't give a shit about you, so will I try to make people around me be more compassionate and kind because I was compassionate and kind to them. And just as you had the epiphany of it's easier to stop caring so will I make them realize it is in fact better to care.

I do not feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered, I feel happy when they are.
User avatar #300 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I tried brother, I tried that, I never expected to be rewarded. Just for them to treat everyone the same. To try and make them a better person by setting an example. But after time and time again of people proving me wrong, and treating me and others like complete shit, I realized how much people really dont change.
User avatar #307 - skaffanl (08/08/2013) [-]
That is true I cannot show you otherwise but there are people who do change! They may be few but there are people who change. I mean, I purposely added that I don't feel sad when acts of kindness go unanswered but that I feel happy when they are. If I'd get sad every time it goes unanswered I'd be pretty depressed right now.

I have to add that it's a shame we have never met because you seem to me the perfect kind of person I can converse and have discussions with.

And as last but not least, I hope you still show your kindness once in a while even if you ''pushed'' it to the background, because doing a small good deed once in a while really makes you happier. =)
User avatar #309 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
True. Hey, you never know. Maybe we've met. But probably not lol.
User avatar #290 - hydraetis (08/07/2013) [-]
Amen brother.
User avatar #302 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'm not sure why I posted that. Oh well <3
#301 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
#114 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
This sounds exactly like the point in life that I am at. My family only calls me if they want money. And that is not an exaggeration. I refuse to answer my phone now because of it. I've kinda closed myself off a lot now.
I'll tell you what, I'll be your friend.
#299 - ARandomSpoon (08/07/2013) [-]
I'll warn you, I put up serious defenses around new people.
#306 - aceonfire (08/07/2013) [-]
#310 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#311 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#312 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
#313 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
#314 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
its actually been like 5 months since I've had sex
#315 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
Its all good. I've had much longer dry spells. You old enough to hit up bars?
#316 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
Sadly no, starting senior year this thursday
#317 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
In that case I wouldn't worry at all. Trust me the sex finds you when you start hitting up bars. And Senior year is much more bearable if you hit up as many parties as you can.
#318 - ARandomSpoon (08/11/2013) [-]
I plan to try lol
#319 - aceonfire (08/11/2013) [-]
pro tip, practice beer pong here and there outside of parties. I got invited to a bunch of parties strictly because of my skill at beer games. And no matter how good you are, don't be a dick about your skill at beer game, but definitely fuck around a lot during them.
#23 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
i can agree to that. but its not what i could see myself doing
#24 - ARandomSpoon (08/06/2013) [-]
Then my suggestion is to not do it , it worked for me, but that doesn't mean it'll work for you. Not like I have many days left, right?
#82 - anonymous (08/07/2013) [-]
Lame anon here, but...

I think you are awesome. All of you. Whatever faults you have, doesn't matter. You are willing to see your faults, and that alone makes you awesome. Maybe next time you hear that small voice saying you suck, you hear a manly voice saying you are epic. And it sings.
#28 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
suicide is not an option man.
#48 - anonymous (08/06/2013) [-]
That's like quitting a video game just because you're at a hard part.

I should probably actual finish playing Half Life 2 at some point.
#17 - babyraper (08/06/2013) [-]
care*
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#42 - iamphoenix (08/05/2013) [-]
Can't hurt the Kurt
Never gonna bust the Russ'
User avatar #43 - Nullifier (08/05/2013) [-]
Can't corner the dorner
User avatar #53 - sanguinesolitude (08/05/2013) [-]
never gonna give you up
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User avatar #30 - ARandomSpoon (02/01/2014) [-]
T̥̤̲̠̤̥̟̜̯͖̲̎̄͆̈ͥ͌̅̆ͦ̿͗͑͐͊̀͞Hͬ͌ ̧̯͕̭͖̤̟̥̮͈̲ͭ́͋̂Ĩ̧̇̿̄̑̓̽̓̿̈́͛ S̸̜̟̥͎̯̘̜̗͎̤̓̀ͣ̇̿͋̋̑ͪ̽͊͂͗̀̾̀̕ ̢̾ͦͧ̊͗̀̓ͣ̂̀̚҉̥̮̥̣̹̗̯̦̠̘̥̕I͐̿̋̆͡͞ ̹̹̹̲Ś̥̟̪̮ͬͩͮ̍̏ͨ̌͒ͨ̊ͤ͆̂̒ͥ͢ ̭̮̣ ̵̴̸͈̦̗̾͛̽̒̔̈́ͩͤ̚͢͞S̵̪̠͒̇ͩ̓͌̓̀̎̇͛͌͂ͣ̈̄͝͞ ̟̠͈Ṗ̘̪̗̟͔̊ͣ͂͌͗ͥ͑͛͊ͭ͆̊͋̚̕͢͝ ̱̣̹̭A̢̧̜̠͕ͤ͂̐͗͒̀̒̍ͮͤ͝͞R̿͂͐ͩ̿ͭ̆͛ͤ̀̚ ̸̴̭̟̯̘ͣͨ̂ͯ̚̚͝Ţ̡̭̂ͫ̓ͬ̌ͬ̓̍̏ͯ͊͒͒͐ ̠͔̟͎͎̣Ą̢̲̭ͭ̇ͥ̃͐̎͊ͤͤ̒ͭ͑ͣ̿͘
User avatar #26 - UNIQUELOL (01/12/2014) [-]
y ur naym purps


& I love Gone with the Blastwave.
#27 to #26 - ARandomSpoon (01/18/2014) [-]
Oh hey! I didn't see this comment obviously. So sorry for the late response! :S I believe my name is purple because of the rather long time that I have been a member of FunnyJunk (Pushing 6 years at the moment) and it's always nice to meet a fellow lover of the post-apocalypse comic that I dearly love. Thanks for commenting!
#28 to #27 - UNIQUELOL (01/25/2014) [-]
NP man and wow thats a while.


Go green army.
User avatar #29 to #28 - ARandomSpoon (01/25/2014) [-]
Niqqa. Red FTW.
User avatar #18 - bitchitroll (09/12/2013) [-]
that was the best possible gif to hit the reply limit with
#20 to #18 - ARandomSpoon (09/12/2013) [-]
Yes it was lol
#21 to #20 - bitchitroll (09/12/2013) [-]
i dont like the orange.
User avatar #22 to #21 - ARandomSpoon (09/12/2013) [-]
Its an Econo-can
User avatar #23 to #22 - bitchitroll (09/12/2013) [-]
i know i just dont like the orange.
#1 - blastwave (07/18/2013) [-]
This is a nice comment virginity.
I'll be taking it.
#2 to #1 - ARandomSpoon (07/18/2013) [-]
You RAPIST.
#3 to #2 - blastwave (07/18/2013) [-]
Call the cops. They can't un-rape you.
#6 to #5 - ARandomSpoon (07/22/2013) [-]
Shamelessly stealing your reaction pictures
#7 to #6 - blastwave (07/22/2013) [-]
It's fine.
#8 to #7 - ARandomSpoon (07/22/2013) [-]
You're damn right its fine.
#15 to #14 - blastwave (07/22/2013) [-]
Just made this, if you want.
User avatar #16 to #15 - ARandomSpoon (07/22/2013) [-]
Of course I want
#17 to #16 - blastwave (07/22/2013) [-]
Found this one on FJ and fixed it up as well.
#19 to #17 - ARandomSpoon (09/12/2013) [-]
I love you
User avatar #24 to #19 - blastwave (09/12/2013) [-]
I love you too. As long as you stop saving thumbnails, you commie.
User avatar #25 to #24 - ARandomSpoon (09/12/2013) [-]
*GASP* when did i do that?
 
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