So, FJ. This is a post about my bestfriend. I don't care about thumbs, which is why im uploading this as anon.
My bestfriend and i have been bestfriends for 12 years now, we are both currently 17. We are extremely close and share absolutely everything. He is the kind of guy who always jokes and tries to be funny and amuse others all the time.
Yesterday, his brother was found dead in his apartment, and from what his family were told, it was most likely a sucide. I never really got to know his brother, i only met him once. But that one time, he seemed like to nicest person i've ever met. He had a wife and a kid, they seemed extremely happy together. That only time we met, he would talk to me about funny things about my bestfriend, he took us out and bought us dinner and took us to the movies. (this is when we were about 12 years old) It's probably just because i was so young, but i've always consdered him as one of my greatest role models.
I am currently living in Usa, and he is living in Europe, i go back to Europe in about one month. I have talked to him on skype, but he dosent really seem to want to talk about it too much. He and his father is absolutely devestated, and i cant even talk to him in person. All my life, i've never encountered any problems, i was raised in a fairly rich family, and honestly been able to do pretty much what ever i'd like. right now im *******
broken. My bestfriends life has been completely changed, and i feel like theres nothing to life, just a *******
cruel society and world.
anyways, sorry for the long post, i dont except any thumbs, i just needed to get this off my chest..