Hey, sorry for the lack of funny Fj, but I'd like a little advice.
I suffer from anxiety, depression, insomnia, and many other behavioral and mental problems including a deep self-hatred. I don't know if that has anything to do with the fact that I can't and haven't been able to cry in over six years. I've been going through a lot emotionally with this amazing girl I've been crazy in love with for a few years even though I'm pretty deep in this "friendzone" as it's known on the internet. For the past few months, I've really felt the need to cry about all this, but everytime I seem to get close, the moment passes. I get irrationally angry when this happens, and usually wind up hitting and/or throwing things, and in doing so, I've jacked my middle knuckle up pretty significantly to the point of constant swelling. All that in mind, I just want to feel like a normal human being and just cry, so if you guys have any tips on how I should go about doing so, I'd really appreciate it.