Not trying to thumb whore, but I feel like it's time to let something out. About 3 or4 years back, I was on Facebook. And my friend told me about this cool girl. And this is the short version of the story, mind you. We got to know each other very well, and I asked her out, she said yes, and that was the beginning of my first relationship. We were perfect for each other, as it seemed. Once I really started to like her, I started saving up small bits of money to buy a ring when I get old enough and ask her to marry me. When I began suspecting things was about when I asked her to set me as her boyfriend. She said no. I was ok with it. Up until she made another guy her " Boyfriend ". I was sad, but loving her as much as I did, I didn't seem to care. It happened twice more... After that, I freaked. I had over 300$ saved up at the time. I was blinded by sadness, depression, and tried to kill myself twice. Then when she finally admitted to cheating on me, ( although obvious ), she proceeded to call me worthless, a piece of ****. As you can imagine, I was broken.
For the next two or so years I was horribly depressed. To this very day, I still cannot get her out of my mind.
TL;DR girl cheated on me three times, I was crushed. :c